L.O.S.T

I felt lost at the moment.

So lost that I want to throw everything behind the scene, bury them deep down that no one can see can hear.

And just go on a trip going from place to place like there's no care for the world. 

I need a sign.

Love,

Mun

I thought that

If I keep doing what I'm doing, I'll be just fine.

If I am lazy at some time, it's alright for me to slack and snuggle.

If I'm feeling down, I can shut myself out in my personal bubble.

If I ignore something for some time, I'll get it over with.

If I think something is right, then I should work towards it and get it done.

If I like or dislike something, I should follow what I feel.

Love,

Mun <3

U

最近不知怎么了，时不时就会想起你，想到你。拿起手机，还是没有找你。你可以说我拉不下脸，但，说穿了，也只是害怕得不到我要的反应。

有时很想豁出去，但是却提不起勇气。因为我不知道是否我踏出了第一步，你就会迈出那其余的九十九步。

为什么我会那么大胆在这里说呢？因为你不可能会知道我这充满蜘蛛网的部落格！

Love,

Mun <3

Oops

I did it again. I realized that I always fall into this kinda hole and can't get out, or maybe I didn't try to jump enough to get out. 

The feeling is overwhelming me a little. Dislike this situation all over again. 

People do change, be it good or bad, changes is much needed in life. 

I don't even know what I'm typing now, just need to rant at a little space of mine. 

Make A Change In Your Life

Well that's working life. 9am-6pm from day to day, month to month, and the cycle goes on and on. When can I get outta this rat race, can stroll leisurely out the cycle while watching the others racing throughout the cycle?

So I went to this trading seminar tonight after work. Technically i rushed there due to the distance. Why would i go for a seminar like this, when i can anticipate what's gonna happen. The speaker will promote himself, from a very rock bottom situation to what he is today, a millionaire. And there will be a number of people who vouch for his/her role in guiding and helping them, with the secret techniques that only he applies. Then comes the highlight / the most asked questions, how much do we need to pay for the seminar with all secret techniques?

Well it's quite some amount of money for someone who haven't been working for too long. Of course i did not sign up for anything. Technically my friend dragged me outta there before i do anything impulsive and sign up for the course.

Frankly, the main reason I went is i want to be exposed to more. More of what? Different kinds of people, networking, levels, thinking  mindsets, ideas, inspiration, motivation and the list goes on. Well you get what i meant. I do not want to be cooped in the circle of working working and working. I'm a person who dislike routines, i don't really like to report to certain people, i prefer to report and responsible for myself.

I'm exposed to several method which can help achieve financial freedom or so they say. But you know what's the similarities between them, Robert Kiyosaki's Rich Dad Poor Dad. I would say he's the smartest, you know why? Because when everyone is trying to build up their system and learning to achieve financial freedom, his books are sold billions in several languages. I couldn't be Robert but i can make a change. What should i do to make a change? Those offered to me are Multi-Level-Marketing, Internet Marketing, Investments, Properties, Stocks, Foreign Exchange, Shares etc. I'm those who love to know and learn a little bit of everything. Maybe that's part of my strength I guess.

Just remember that, whatever you choose eventually, you need to take a step forward to make a change. Start by reading what's financial freedom and figure out what it meant to you. (Told you Robert's the smartest) If it doesn't make any sense to you, it's alright. But if it trigger any part in you, then be sure that you will learn more and dig deeper to try to make a change, and it goes on from there.

A change is a change, no matter big or small.

Love.

Mun <3 h="" nbsp="">

I dislike most

when some people try to do you some good deeds, then only they disclose something which they know will somewhat displease you. Whatever good deeds you did in the first will become intentional good deeds, good deeds with motive; not from the heart.
And that displease me most when I feel that you're trying to manipulate me. Showering me with good deeds then expect me not to be angered or displeased with some news afterwards. Whatever I still feel displeased, I still feel angry; the difference is I won't show it. Regardless, you achieved your goal, happy?
But that will only make me despise you more than I want more than I should.

Love,
Mun ❤

Hey!

All webs and dusts here! I can't believe I become like a workaholic, not really the 24/7 type but well, you know me, I'm lazy, not the diligent type. Anyway, back to what I wanted to say. Have you encounter some strangers or some one who voice out what you avoid mentioning? Who said it out loud to your face? Maybe that someone is right, maybe not. But it got me to think, I'm a coward, if I think that going somewhere might be risky, even a tiny bit risky, I retreated.
I always say we will see when we come to it. This sentence is good, don't have to think too much. But at times, it's just a irresponsible line which I use when I don't know the answer, or well, I don't want to answer.
I don't even know what I'm writing now. Till then.

Love,
Mun ❤