Oh the Stories I'm Not Going to Tell You.....

I'm sorry my friends out in cyber-land, but you will not get to hear my most amusing stories. It's not because I don't trust you, well maybe just a little. :) It's because all these stories have to do with crushes, dating, and infatuations, and I have a long standing policy that I will never put those out into the ether. :(

So forget hearing the story of about when my ex-crush, his ex-girlfriend, and her current crush stayed at my house this last week. Yes, it's just as weird as it sounds.

You also won't get to hear about my dry-cleaner (who has had a crush on me since October), and what happened on our one and only date. It's honestly killing me that I can't share this one, it's the best story I've got.

I'm afraid you don't get to hear about canoes in the Charles River, fireworks (4th of July variety), and the fact I apparently smell like coconuts.

And I most certainly can't share with you what happened when I FINALLY went on a date with a guy that everyone and their dog has been trying to set me up with for 6 years. This is a pretty good story too.

And those my friends are the just the tip of the iceberg of what's been happening over the last 8 weeks. That would be yet another reason I haven't blogged much. What could I possibly share with you, when so much of my life has been co-mingled with dating activities? Anyway, it's been quite a ride. I don't know if things are going to slow down at all, but I'm just enjoying it for what it is. :)

I'm baaaaaaack

I don't really have an excuse for not writing for the last 13 kabillion (I'm fully aware that this is not a number) years. Other than the fact, I had been very much in a fragile place with my life. One small mis-step, one misguided attempt at anything, and the house of cards that was my life would come crashing down all around me.

But fear not, I am back....I hope. I'm now in an apartment that I love, with fantastic roommates. I've done more dating in the last 2 months than I have in a long time. I also now have a regular job which equates to benefits and stability--I might even be able to purchase a couch soon. Perhaps this job is not what I expected for me and my life, but after living hand-to-mouth for so long, it is a blessed relief. That being said, I feel like I might be missing some ominous something, that's probably blatantly obvious to everyone else.