Fucking IDIOT

Well ya HI! Yes im going to blog again and i'm going to start blogging with full of anger! I'm mad and I'm totally pissed!!fuck everyone!!

Work sucks!everyone knows that!!i gotta stand up for myself!i had enough of people using me!I had enough of putting positive vibe and thoughts in my HEAD!!! FUCK U!! FUCK U ASS KISSER!!!i gotta Google for more harsh words to satisfy myself kottt!!! urghhhhhh!!!!i'm pretty mad and i feel like SCrEAmiGgg and curse you straight to your face and fucking shove all your useless words down your throat!!!urghhhhhhhh i fucking hate that idiot and i fucking promise you i will make ur life misearable!!!urghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!Man are useless!!!both of you!!!!!! FUCK YOU!!!

What is wrong with you man??????why cant you stick to your decision and make it fair and square for ONCE!!!! ! I'm trying to support you here ....cant u see that!!!!!!U IDIOT!!I'm not perfect & NEITHER YOUUUUUUUUUU!!!! U don't use our point to bring us down!!!u use our experience to solve the problem!!!!!BODO!!!! WE're here to help!!go fuck with the restla if they leave the company!!!but for those who are still here to help, you appreciate them la bodo!not use them sial!!!

Talk doesn't cook rice. do u want me to explain that????!!!MOVE ur ass and start working!!prove that you are capable of doing it la... you FOOL!!!TALK is veryyyyyyyyyy cheap assholee!!!But hell...........that is something you learn from beginning kan........been using all the cheap words to impress people kan.well yeah that is how it works here kan!screw u BIG COMPANY!!!

You know what?????????????im not scared of you both!!! infect, im gonnaaa somehow showww you that knowledge is the key to success!!!whereelse u IDIOTSSSSSSS can be the stupid COW you whole life!!!FOREVERRR!!!!!

WELL YEAH Maybe the company is not the FUCKING right company for me!!! WHOCARES!!!!!!! IM JUSTTTTTTTT STAYING FOR MONEYYY and nothing else!!!!!!!

Happy Eid!!

Elly's wedding bells

They are getting married...real soon...

The mystery man & elly mohtar...wink

Im gonna mish her....

Tanda tanya

Kepala berat...

Mata SANGAT sakit....

Hati serabut...

Jiwa kacau....

cemana tah.

kalau hidup takde rintangan...manusia tak perlu berusaha, manusia tak belajar, tiada peringatan dan pengajaran...

kalau hidup takde kejatuhan...manusia tak perlu bangun utk terus mencari kebahagian dlm hidup

kalau hidup takde tanggungjawab...manusia akan terus lalai dan takkan maju..

kalau itu kalau ini....semua persoalan ade dalam kepala ni.Semua soalan ade jawapan classic tapi kenapa hati masih serabut...banyak tertanya tanya...masih tak tenteram...

fikir banyak pon tak gune...:|

1st timer

helllooooo again peepsss....

It has been 2 months now, and I haven’t got the chance to update anything here…

Where should I start eh….

Ok let’s have a look at some of the pictures below

I believe u can figure it out from the pics......I have been given chance to be the Master of ceremony @ MC for few events & activities held by the center.Back to back events,meetings and presentations, and I can tell you it has been the toughest 2 months i ever had.

Eventho it has been very challenging ...I am so great-full to be given the chance to do something that i have been dreaming of all this while...it was like a dream came true moment.

I've experience various kind of event from fun and casual to formal meetings and also farewells...it was such a great experience specially for 1st timer like me!!

You might not believe me, for 1st timer and well known to be low self-confidence, I was told to handle the Famliy Day of 500 person, SOLO.I couldn't say no, coz i have been wishing for this kind of offer since forever....and i want it sooooooooo freaking bad.It was supposed to be a testing ground for me but it turned out to be the biggest deal!

Thank god nothing bad happened, infact for me, it was the best event so far!!!! not bad for Saya- Budak-Baru-Belajar.Im looking forward for more events after this, preferably weddings. Might start with Kakak's wedding this coming Jan.crossing fingers

To those who have been supporting and pushing me to do this.......thanks!!! I love u people.U know who u are....

Doa's and Prayers

After a very long and tiring week, i decided to take my time off today...smalam sgt penat sampai kan nak tertido mase driving back from office.ciggies and loud music skit pon tak membantu...jalan jem giler..it took me 45 minutes to reach home.I almost dozed off mase dekat bawah trowong opposite uptown tuh...and had to make phones calls in order to keep me awake,

And today...spoil gila bila bangun bangun jer, terasa mata bengkak and ofcoz pandangan mmg dah sedia kabur kalau tak pakai lense..rasa mcm ketumbit tapi tak sakit,now bengkak mcm kene gigit semut..tahla.

Ever since malam ahad tu, i've been following kak Aida's (AWANI Newsreader/ex-ntv7 journalist) update on israel attack on the AID Ships to Gaza.1 of their journalist and a cameraman was among the people on Mavi Marmara ship which leads the aid flotilla that was attacked by isreali commandos on their way to GAZA...I have been reading all sorts of article, updates,and watch videos uploaded by BBC news on the bloody massacre.

Having the chance to read updates by someone who is very close to the journalist (which was involved with the bloody massacre by Isreali troops) are really heartbreaking.The attackers are releasing bias information and footage in act of self defense of their cruel and inhumane action.

However, alhamdulillah..our Malaysian people has been released today.Having said that, there is another group who is on their way to GAZA which among them is TV3 Crews.The only ship that survive the flotilla raid and working their way to deliver medical goods.Lets sets our Prayers and DOA for the peace activist safety to break the blockade of Gaza.

Insyaallah....

This aint easy

How do i keep it real...

It seems that everything is never enough

life aint easy

Work sucks,

so thus life

pretty pictures doesn't show whats inside

so dont fucking judge me..

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How do i comfort myself

where do i find them

Life is frickin' demanding

so r u...

buzz off!

sweet ol' passion

Im letting go off my precious collection...Do u guys remember sweet valley high???sure u do!I have the complete series of senior year.I even have the junior high series.I have misplaced some of them as we moved back and forth from kj to sepang

Back then, i am addicted to those books.Fullhouse series, love stories ,and few others...and now, i decide to let them off. By looking at the books, it brings back the old memories..smiles~~

I wanted to sell them half price to any secondhand bookstores or give it away to the recycle guy...it was such a heartbreaking thots.but in the end, i decide to pass them to my cousin sister...at least i know it will still be in good hands :D (tho im not very sure coz my star-tortoise pet, NENOT died when i gave it to her) "crossing fingers"

i might take them back in future if i have big house of my own with a mini library to fit all my books! :D dreams~

Adorable

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Aren't they adorable?

Glee

♥♥♥

♥♥ Happy birthday bebeh ♥♥

Happy birthday Yana bebeh..we love ya!

the colorful world of I-CITY

Credits to Bro Rudy =D

Huhuu...sakit

Tengokla serpihan kaca yg besar ni...imagine kalau dia tercacak kat kaki...huuu.sgt sakit yeah.Darah kluar mcm air paip...I'm always getting myself into trouble...how clumsy can a person be..!ouch!

MAXIS is a bitch!

Haihla sayang..susah betol nak dapat pakai kau ni.Banyak betol halangan dan dugaan.

That blardy maxis really pissed me off!after 3 weeks baru nak ckp application rejected due to the previous contract...fuckla kan..itu pon lepas aku yg chase sumerang kat maxis ,baru boleh tau status.Why the hell did u promise it can be waived!!wasting my fucking time!I am upgrading my plan with you people...im giving u business ok sial...bukannye aku mintak sedekah dekat kau. .I've been using your services for my whole life...ok la tak whole life la...but since i 1st started using mobile phone la kot...im your fucking loyal customer...babi la kau ni and this is not the 1st time u let me down ok ..

Enough is enough...fuck MAXIS!

Ouch couch!

I'm looking for a comfy couch with affordable price ..wanted to revamp my room and get rid of that bulky black table..

Preference

• Black/Red/purplish pink
• 2/3 sitter (Cleopatra can be considered)
• affordable range 300-700(cheaper the better)
• Fabric: Soft ,cooling,funky (no polyester/leather)

A few that catches my eyes...weee :D

Nice eh...gotta go and look for the real thing rather than online.i canttt wait!!

♥ Froggy ♥

Happy birthday dearest Froggy...we love ya~

wishing you another year

Of laughter, joy and fun,

Surprises, love and happiness....MWAH :x

Living life to the FuLLesT

Hello friends.Its been awhile...

U must've missed me..ngehehe.I have a few entries which was drafted halfway.not in the mood to publish them.

Life is a rollercoster.Things happened..mood swings, works sucks and so on.Those are the silly things that happened.. lets forget about it and look into the fun things i did for the past few weeks.

I'm living life to the fullest, (despite the ridiculous workload) following my heart and doing things bluntly...not to forget spending excessively (nothing new there)..ehehee.Im keeping myself busy with activities to keep myself occupied and forget things which was not supposed to be in my head in the1st place.

We had good times every alternate days at yan's place playing in her free court and pool.We played badminton to rehears for the badminton tourney by IBM club and decided to make it a routine.Right after, we will jump in the pool to have fun..ngehehe.

From the moment I saw tenniS & squash court at The Club Damansara, I am so eager to learn and play either one of em'.Since mizi ckp he dont mind teaching me...jeng jeng jeng

I bought a new tennis racket.Its purple n pink yall!me love it!! We were supposed to buy a chokia racket as jusco actually for our trial session, end up sebab color dia sgt sweet i cannot control myself...Hmm but it is not as easy as i thought.We had our 1st session last nite and i definately need more sessionssssss...hope i wont give up!

Shopping and friends is the best treatment to get mind off things..I shop when i'm on facebook, i shop when i'm working..i shop when we had lunch...i shop everywhere with or without good deals.hah!

I bought below book for fun...ahaha "How to be ADORED.girls guide to hollywood Glamour."

Kinda fun book to browse through..have a look at the chapters..":D.

Havent had the chance to read it through pon.Too busy with life..hmmph!However there is good tips from the celebrities ...fun & facts.

Owh ya..one more thing..due to obsession of online shopping, mama decide to have an online shop of our own.Tah bilanya nak buat pon tatau...but below quiz is one good quiz to evaluate if i could handle a business of my own...if you guys are interested...go grab the latest CLEO ok.

Since im not a business minded person.. i guess i should give it a try

ok so my result says..im a hard-worker who doesn't mind working extra hours (yeah i of course...been doing that for 2 years now) I could be easily self-employed but my ideal job is to work under supervision. (agree..i don't lead).I am comfortable when surrounded by people and should consider partnership that requires meetings and greeting the public...(agree...my kinda job!).With your considerable social skills, you'll surely be a success...ngee :D

So i guess, it shouldn't be a problem to start on one...tho i should have a proper planning 1st which will take time due to my busy schedule (another excuse to delay on things )...ngee :D

I guess thats it for now...too many things for you people to digest.will continue some other time.

Till the next post people..nites