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went revising at the airport with debbie ytd =] a last minute decision ~ heh .. but we didnt reali study much cos we was down dere sorting out notes n i m copying notes which i didnt hab =D but suan gt revise le ! ate popeye for our dinner, omg ! it makes me keep wantin for more riite now, reali feel like eating ! shit .. after tt, went dw to bugis and shop around ... saw this verii beautiful hp chain .. got pearls, got stars and feathers - seem so fairytale ! hehhe. but it cost $16 !!! damn ex but alas ... i still brought it and i brought one for biebie too ! cos her bdae coming =D hope u like it girl ... flu hab not gone yet, but its much better compared to last week ... well, nth can be compared to the heart ache i had within me .. i will let go, i will force myself to. naga, i noe i say it millions of times, but u wont understand the pain .. debbie, naga, deon, nick, Jiahui, catherine, spencer ... thAnks =] hey spencer ! lucky i still gt u ! hahaa, my good brother =] Mass training starting from tmr !!! hahaas .. ii m weary ... weary from all the stuffs that had been going on between me n him for the past 3 years i dunno whr i m heading riite now, standing in the middle of nowhere ... i need the tranquility that i reali need but how the hell m i gonna get it into my hand .. exhausted .. exhausted from explaining n explaining, whats the pt ? when u dun even believe in me ? at least, for those whom i had let them down b4, i c the trust in them, i see the faith .. i done everything i could, i gave all i haf to u .. mebbe u feel i haben done enuff, but i noe i had ... everyting i did, everyting i said and everyting tt i gonna do n says, comes from the bottom of my heart. outsiders see it, ur mom ur sis see it, but have u ? if all these years, u had been unappreciative, there's nth more i can say .. mebbe Jus one word to describe myself, DUMB l[the first bdae cake tt i baked for u, the first one tt i baked Jus for the one i truely love the days i lay rite dw on the floor to complete the puzzle tt i gaf u the endless nites i spent to complete the bottle of 512 of hearts and 365 stars n the cookies tt i had made ... and finally i completed the photo album that i had wanted to made for u]l it may not seem much, but ask urself, did i ask much from u ? nope, i didnt ... seeing u happy bets everyting ... i stood by u in times of difficulties, in time when u needed me to be dere, but what did i get in the end ? nth .. jus boxes n boxes of heartbreaks u had shower me with repeatedly ... i dun hate u, i dun haf the heart to and nevertheless, i cant bring myself to .. i miss the days, the days that u slept beside me, the mornings that i woke up and see ur sleepy face, the nites that u gaf soft pecks on my forehead .. the times i wake up and noe that u will be dere for me .. the days we massage for each other, the number of times tt i made coffee for u while at work, trying to rmb the level of swtness u prefer, helping u to clear those blacky heads .. all these, i didnt do it for fun .. all these, comes from the depths of my heart .. i m Jus a simple ger .. a ger who hopes she will get the love that she had gave it to u. a simple i love u can make me smile, just an embrance frm u and i will feel blessed n i m urs. i m just a girl with her own attitudes, i might be a spoilbrat, one who throws her tntrum at u occasionally to get the pamperness, attention n coaxing tt i need sometimes ... i m just one who loves and adores the one i love wholeheartedly ... i'm just another human being who will commit mistake out of implusive and foolishness, who wont, u do too ... but i grow as i fall and scarred myself, i realized my mistakes, repent and beared the lseeon i had learnt in mind, for i m a girl who doesnt wanto hurt the one i love =] i stayed strong all these years, i m getting weary after all the battles .. i went through betrayal caused by u and her. i broke down completely, my heart shattered and i cried days and nites. but i hold on with the slightest glimpse of hope tt i can find. i never turn my back on u once, i waited for ur return n u did came back. but u left me again for sth which i will nv do ... all these, i didnt hole it against u .. i nv hate u, neither did i blame u ... cos all along i go with this saying : - to err is human, repentance is all that matters - i forgives and forget what u had done to hurt me terribly cos no man commit no mistakes ... all i hope rite now, is that u will forgive n forget too ... forgive the girl who once did a mistake, take her in ur hand and move on together ... i cried ... but everytime i wiped dry my tears, i tell myself to be strong ... for the sake of u , for the sake of our relationship n for the sake of my happiness =] i haf been striving, striving all these 3 years. all i hope to see is the swt fruits being emerges in times to come ... i just wanna tell u .. our love is not a fairytale ... if i couldnt make tings different, i would make it a swt memory of my life ... Let it all go becca ...  our hands and rings =] met up with him this afternooN - for that verii few hours =] Yes, Jus a few hours before he book in, thou its short but to me, tis the quality that counts, not the quanity ! tsk tsk, used to tink tt spending alot of time matters but now my mindset changed ... spending long time together doesnt mean it will be enjoyable =) what matters is wat we had done together =] every little tings counts, therefore ... every single sec is meaningful to me >".< every single minute, every single sec, every single sms that he sent, makes my heart melts xD went hougang mall shop around, after which he peii me go see doc .. down with running nose for more den 2 weeks liao .. doc said its virus infection, cold doesnt last tt long, unless its cough .. gaf me so much med, 5 kinds, including nasal spray. kel said doc seems to diagnose me as thou i m dying, gave me so much to eat .. hehhe, i was tinking, well, den u better spend more time with me =D went played pOol with him ! neber expect to hands on with him so soon .. hahaas, he teached me the rules of pool =) ya lah, i sua ku lah, dunno how to play, but now i noe ! all thanks to d =] one hour game, but reali so enjoyable, hahaas .. he laugh his head off when i missed, when i hit the wrong ball .. enjoyed the game alot, guess i reali will love playing pool. most imptly, the interest is there, and not to forget, i learn it for u so we can have more tings to enjoy in the days to come =) well, i will brush up my skills and hope u will be able to haf a better game with me .. cant wait for next weekend again .. so i can get to c the swt little u .. tc on the way in oHhh *MMmmuacks* - ur smiles makes me flat- - ur talks makes me glad- - ur companion makes me mad- - ur absence makes me sad- [ 24 June 2004 ] supopse to meet up with yu hui and esther tdy, go marina eat buffet and kbox but the event was cancelled due to some topiid reason -.- so end up meeting spencer and went catch Just my Luck at Cathay cineplex the show is nice, touching at the last part .. and guess what ! i tripped and fall while making my way to the exit .. Just my LUCK ! yes, reali just my luck. hhaaa .. spencer Jus laugh and said, i dun need to pei he the movie one =x what the ... after the movie, we walked to Chimes, took a walk dere and made our way to raffles city to shop. nth muCh uuh, so off we go marina =) brought 2 new tops ! thanks to GSS ! => bio test over at last =] wat a relieve ... did a few silly mistakes but i noe i already give my best shot ! its fucking irritatin lah, wat a bitch .. keep shaking and shaking ur leg, one minute dun shake like as thou ur life will come to an end lidat .. Yes, i wrote on the rough paper, wat a bitch ... it simply gets me on my nerves. fuck off ~ sch term coming to an end =[ i saw attachment waving to me .. haiz, i prefer sch life, cos its more organise n not tt bored, at least u got ur close ones with euuu ... aWwww .. wanted to skip csv tdy but .. Jus go, anewae its the last lesson ! hmm, he didnt sms me tdy, perhaps battery flat for him ... well, tc oh ... dun anyhow run after u book out, yao bu ran lei si ni .. hehhe miss u lots ______gosh, he's damn cute ________ l[ dun say sorry ]l l[dun say u owe me alot]l l[Jus wanna tell u ...]l l[in lOve of u and mine]l l[dere's no who's is riite n who's wrong]l =] lub u lub u lub u for with every beat of my heart luv u luv u luv u more with every breathe i inhale miss u miss u miss u with every sec that ticked passed phase test is oVerrrr ^-^ didnt expect it to be as smooth as i wanted .. at least its muCh better den the i/v drip de ... got mdm phua and i guess the whole process didnt took more den 10 minutes ! hahaa, feel as thou i only take 5 minutes lidat but somehow .. bu ke neng leh ('_') well, phase test over, tonight Jus concentrate on bio .. gonna burn midnite oil, essential oiLs, cooking oil and coconut oil ~ whatever, haas .. skipped bio, poor yUhua, alone ... hahaa, we dun meant to live u alone, we gt our reasons ! anewae, happee revising =D who ask u planned nt to study when u reach home .. well, u are clever ! nvm ... gosh >.< Fit, tall, tanned, Cute ... single and available ~ hao Jie mei ! how ! hahaas .. guess u will say whatever lah .. tsk tsk .. meeting him on sUn <3> _____________ until the day, the oCean doesnt toUCh the sand ___________ ("v") now and Forever, i will Love u ("V") ... god ... haben study for phrase test yet .. dunno why, this term seems slack, lack of the motivation tt i ever need ... compare to last time, i reali didnt work tt hard =[ haiz, i m tired .. simply tired of everyting that had happen and is happening ... pray tt tings will go smoothly for my pharse test =] l[ 21 June ]l went tm shop with zheng jing ... went metro brought 100 candles, haha .. for putting in the burner for essential oils de ... and off we went to the body shop and try out which scent i wanted .. we tried till our nose was like .. awWWW ... too mUCh to take ! haa ... couldnt make a choice between the calm, oceanus, green tea or the passion fruit one .. took a veri long time deciding, till Zj got so irritated ! hahaa ... finally, i got the green tea de, smell fresh =) reach home abt 1845 .. yeah ! his sms came =] chatted with him as usual till his ligths out ... poor boy, tc of urself okie ? dowan see u fall sick =] chew more of the vitamins ! hahaa .. suppose to meet him on sat but guess he might not be free, so change to sUn =] hope sun can send u back to camp .. hahaas ... wOw .. i got a goal ! hahaa ... i wan my bdae to be celebrated at Mount faber's Faber Rock ! yup i do wan .. celebrate under the skies filled with sparkling starz ... OMG ! the place is fabulous ! Jus the perfect plaCe ... =D Faber Rock ... wait for me ! urgh .. didnt wanted to come to sch tdy ... but for the sake of bio, i came =] wat a day .. 4 hours of break and now i m wondering if to go for geron =x god, gimme an answer ... l[ 20 June 2006 (Tuesday) ]l sotong me tot mine phase test is tmr >.< argue with huahua and insist is tmr .. hahaa den went cfm with kenneth and kenneth said its thurs ! well, whole group of us didnt even practice at all tdy ... Zj, yh and ivy gt nth better to do and they went to refill the insulin bottle -.- join them for awhile and get a bit boring of it and off i went to find mk and nic they all to chit chat ... hehhe all of them, nv fails to make me laugh =D went swt talk with Zj after sch to buy bubble tea ... whenever migrane start acting up, i gt the craving to drink honey red tea =D NiCe !!! reach home around 630pm .. bathe, watch tv and started on the decoration of the album tt i wanna give him ... finished abt 4 - 5 pages liao, quite satisfied with what i had =] hope he will like it too ... smsed with him ... feel so happy =) tC oh, miss u l[ 19 June 2006 ( Monday ) ]l -pon sch tdy again- actually woke up le but simply dun see the need to go for classes tdy - no motivation- actually plan to stay home and revise for upcoming phase test and bio test .. but .. i didnt ! gt sms fRm esther and she asked me go causeway pt with her n his mUm went dere shop around and haf dinner at Siam Kitchen - the thai cafe. well, i guess i still prefer thai express =] at least the milk tea dun sucks that big ! simply awful ... can u imagine all the 3 of us drink till we go lidat -> >.< haha ... told Kel abt tt and when he sees that face of mine >.<> at nite went compass pt .. SALES SALES SALES ! sales going on in every corner of spore ! went pepperplus and saw a reali nice top, but the cutting was not perfect, so we end up lefting the shop empty-handed =x well, tmr tues again ... tues sucks big ! hahaa naga, u shud noe why l[ 18 June 2006 (Sun) ]l ermZ =( he's booking in tdy ... didnt manage to meet him, cos he's going out with his frd .. sometimes i wonder who but i guess i dun wanna noe and tts not impt ! haha, wat impt is he's happy ^.^ i was supposed to stay at home tdy cos the whole house was getting repainted tdy n i m supposes to stay around and look after the place but i got simply restless and bored ! no music to listen to no tv and no com to play cos they simply shift everyting out of place. and the whole house irks of the paint smell ~ eEEEEEEE couldnt hold it anymore and finally start to make plans for the rest of the day ... supposed to meet deon up but she gotta send her brother back to camp ! haiz ~ gUrl, when r u ever free =x so in the end, make plans with my kor to go watch movie - slither- YUCKS ! simply lame and gross... hahaa ... watch till haf feel nausea eh ... cos reali verii erxin before the movie, we went to bugis. Shop, eat kfc and buy the tings i needed to make the photo album for MR.k =) at niite, we went parklane to eat subway and listen to liveband =) thou its not tt perfect but somehow, sitting ryte dere listening to the love songs tt they sing, deep in my heart feel some kinda being missed .. well, dunno how to say lah ! haha, den me and kor was like saying, wth, ryte place but with the wrong person n the wrong time xD reach home around 10 pM, smsed a bit with him n he fall aslp .. gd nite - father of hobbes .. hahaa l[ 17 June 2006 (Sat) ]l sat was great sat was fabulous all bcOs of him <3 met up with him tdy.. was excited, nervous and frightened ... excited to meet him up, nervous to see him for it been a month plus ever since we last saw each other =] and was frightened for every second before we meet up as i scare our meeting will be cancelled the last minute =) woke up early, did what i m supposed to do and prepared myself while waiting for him to recharge his energy =D went mustafa to buy some stuffs for him while waiting for him to arrive at the motor shop near my house ... finally he smsed me and said tt he reach le, made my way hurriedly with a heavied n excited heart, hehe .. seriously, i m smiling all the way as i m walking *blush* saw him fRm a distance, couldnt help breakin into laughters when i saw him in the cap of his ... well, a new lOok bOy =) doesnt reali seems as weird and ugly as he had claimed ! hey Kel, be more confident ! its nice ! hahaa, got mei li [charm] .. anewae to me its not ugly, but more cUte and irrisistable to look and touch =D Cute Cute Little kel, u Jus got cuterrrrr ^-^ went coffee shop to haf a drink while waiting for his bike to get some maintainence ... somehow feel weird in the first place, awkward ... but can feel tt he is trying to demolish tt too =) actually planned to go shop around but last minute he wanna play billard with his buddies so we make our way to hougang plaza .. sth tt i had yearning for ... ... ... TO SIT ON HIS BIKE AGAIN ! hahaa, yeah, i m happi, veri happy tt i m on it again ~ a feeling tt cant be describe, a feeling where u wanna wrap my arms around his waist but i dun reali dare .. so when i reached out and wrapped, i hold back again .. shy ma !!!!!! hahaa A LONG LONG TIME ... A LONG TIME ever since i sat there and see him play billard ... u noe, feel kinda blessed when i gt the chance to see he do the tings he likes ... see him play PS ll, watch him play soccer at nite, sat by his side to watch soccer match with him, and stand and sit beside him during his majong session =) seriously, a feeling tt is so swt, tt i wish i can see him play every day =) in the evening, went eat chicken chop ! DeliCious ~ more delicious when he's around, hahaa ... his frds are funny, forever making jokes, lame, hilarious or cheeky ones. seeing them making decision undecisivly, makes me laugh even more xD after dinner, went to his house ... peii him watch awhle of soccer and ltr on, sat at his side and see him play mJ ... time pass so fast and it was alr 12 midnight ... i wish tt the nite is longer =) drift on to drmland shortly after i reach home ... miss u dd ... migrane is back .. stop all that drilling n knocking .. urgHHHHHHHHHh .. haiz, wonder whr is =] =] where u ?? careful =] =] is he =D weekend here again =] well, didnt went for bio this morning, same ting, woke up alr but my eyes reali cant open !!! it Just stick onto each other while many tings are running thru my mind ... hug hobbes and zzZ, think of him n slowly i drift off to my lalaland again .. (-.-) ZzzZ woke up at ard 830 ltr on ! hahaa .. listen to music and slowly prepare myself for sch ... sometimes wonder how stupid can i get, bio dun go but attend csv instead !!!! haiz, blame on the time table den =P hehhee .. he's booking out tdy =] chatted with him last niite b4 he went to slp. chatted quite alot, chatted till even after we hung up, i m still smiling away. heh .. silly me *blush* it has been a long time ever since i heard his voice, but his voice remain unchanged =] still as swt as ever, touching my heart w/o fail <3> hmm, ii dunno how boring can camp be but i guess it's reali sucks when there's not even any leisure available inside .. racked my brains and wonder what to get for him so he can keep himself occupied during his free hours in the evenings .. wonder, ponder and sth hits me ! hahaa .. soccer mag i suppose ! sooo .. ytd gan hao went tm, shun bian went search for nice world cup stuffs for him, browse thru many mags, but finally sth let me lay my heart on =] brought the world cup 2006 special for him, quite think thou, 100 pages, guess its enuff to last him a fwe hours ba. anewae hope he will like it =] brought DARS chocolates for him =] his favourite .. anewae hope tmr everyting will go smoothly .. heh, and hopefully we are able to meet up tmr =] botak ~ hahaa .. its okie wat, it looks more cuter =] reali hope he will be able to adapt to everyting soon ~ take care of himself of cos, cos nth makes me happier than noeing he's getting on well inside .. miss uu >".< duuh, flunked my bio test by 2 marks .. haiz ~ what more can go wrong in life ! i actually left out the CA chpt to study =x shit ! gotta work harder on my insulin phase test n exam le i guess .. well, genting trip cancalled ... cos seats were not enuff, so everyone Jus cant go .. Nvm =] planning to return to Kl during my 2 weeks holidays ! gonna slack and relax back dere while horrible attachment gonna start waving hand at me .. sunday gotta stay home !! well, all my mum's fault, what for repaint the whole house and worse of all, i gotta stay home n look after the house. unfair .. hmp well, waiting for u to be out =] 13 more hours before he need to report to camp =] smsed him, chat for quite awhile ... on anf off he nv reply, but at least he did =) well, wish u all the best .. i love u .. migrane back again .. super pain riite now .. tmr pca test but i m still unprepared .. only flip thru a few chpts, didnt reali absorbed what should be absorbed =] gonna burnmid niite oil i guess =] n i hope i will be able to wake up on time tmr .. precious kkk ... slp tite tonight for u wont be hafing ur bed for the next 3 weeks =D hehhe .. i miss u another chpt is beginning =] wat lies ahead of us, we dun haf an idea .. everyting's blurred ... we are in a maze god keeps playing around with the two of us since nov 2005 still playing his game up till date round and round he spin us ... when will we settled down ..? when will we be meeting up again ? i pray for the day to come by in the fastest of the future. i search the brightest star in the sky and say my prayers pray tha u are safe and sound, pray that our fate is still running ... thanks for the love =] i used to see hope when i spot the star high above me .. but lately, i see no hopes but a sense of loneliness =[ but still, my passion towards it never change .. just like the love i had for u =] all ur silly can do now .. is to wait beneath the starry skies ... i love u =] nose sill blocked my diarrhoea is back again .. keep running to toilet BO ~ what the shit ... didnt reali slept well last niite as the days draws nearer, my mind is full of his sickening face, haaa .. sickening till i keep tinking .. wanna chase it out also fail =x last dae for him tdy, hope tdy u will enjoy to ur fullest ! but pls, dun get urself dead drunk n no to the extend whereas u speed *vavaVroOmmmm* miss ur bike .. ur blue blue kawasaki ^.^ u might wonder how's life dere ... hope everyting runs smooth for u =] rmb, we are always here, esp me .. even if everyone turns their back on u, i will nv =] tc ohhh ... MISS U finally completed all the mission i had .. the mission that i set for myself ... hehhe ... sucessed in filling up the bottle with 365 stars and 520 hearts .. represents, 1 nian 365 tian, 365 tian - tian tian wo ai ni =) didn slp last niite till 3am .. was rushing and rushing thru the foldings, wrapping n the cards .. veri satisfied with the outcome =] reali hope he will like it ... around 2am .. received a sms from someone .. was a bit stunned to noe what had happened .. silly boy, dun be so silly in future ... getting dead drunk like nobody's business woke up tis morning with terrible stomach ache ... but managed to force myself out of the bed cos ii gotta finish baking the choco chips cookies for him ... yes, i struggled thru the pain and filled up the nice blue cookie bottle .. bad weather we are hafing tdy =x rain rain rain and rain ... after baked the cookies, i went to slp, woke up at 4 plus again. bathe and went to his house to pass him the stuffs .. saw his mUm and daddy at the lrt station, so i asked them to pass the tings to him =] anewae wun get to see him tdy also cos he's out ... went up to his place .. his mum showed me the dvd of his sister wedding and all the photos the photogapher has took =] video nicely took =] hehhe, agnes and kenneth reali verii loving ~ envy den browse thru the fotos .. picture quite a number of me and him together, and there's one solo de, nicely taken =] looking thru reali brings back lots of memories ... all this nv fails to put a smile on my face .. he's simply irrisistable - thats y i m head over heels ... muacks .. heard tt he is out of a movie, enjoy ur movie yeah ! careful on the way home ... haiz, i dunno when i can see u again. mebbe after ur bmt like what u had said .. i love u .. always do =] *dreamt of u last niite again* hugging me like u had nv hug before, pushing my head close to ur chest and slowly u patted me to slp .. i miss the times we snore like pigs together, the times we had our bed fight, hahaa ... wu ren ke bi rite ? the times we woke up in the middle of the nite and kiss each other ... i love u ... i love u ... i love u ... yes, its uuu forever love 4 more days =( haiz ... nose blocked for several days ... when i sniff in, it sound as thou i m farting =x went sch tdy with deb =] so nice of her, waited for me despite the time is getting rather late .. chit chat on the bus ... but forget what i told her liao =D hehhe .. gt stm all along .. slept late last niite did wat i suppose to did but still, its not completed =) gonna continue tonite while watching movie cUs jus now i went tm but the paper liao =] sch is bored tdy ... mebbe cos i lack of the mood and perhaps, i m feeling kinda tired .. anewae ... in the past, i might be bothered and deeply influenced by what others has said ! but sorrie, not now anymore =] its my choice, i follow what my heart says and i believe, i wont blame myself for choosing this tough path .. so whoever is the one out dere, u can say whatever u wan =) if it makes u happi that u think i m acting pathetic and self-pity, den continue thinking ba =) i wont bother ... not by pple like u but rather i will listen to the one who is reali true ... Yes, i will wait ... weeks, months or years .. my heart stays ("V") so nice of Jiahui ! folded many boxes for me, hahaa ... boxes of different size .. thanks ger some of oUr memories =)
u will always remind in my heart .. no matter what others might say or what they had said .. i m always here
baby .. u noe i m here always =] u saw my post my heart is ryte =] i hope u Wun force urself to stop cos non of us will be happy that way .. let time be the medicine let time fade away all the unhappiness .. i will be here .. always .. thanks dear =] enjoy urself tis few days thou i noe what i wish wont materalize tis weekend but still ... its okie, cus i understand what's going thru ur mind .. reali wish u wont give up ... i love uuu standing by ur side, no matter what happens .. even if the skies fall, i will catch it for u =D waiting for u wholeheartedly is the primetime of my life =) hm .. its thUrs alr, 5 more days to go b4 u go in ~ thanks for making my smile and laugh for the past few days =) feel rather glad that for the past few days, we had been msging each other thou we are just frds now ... but sometimes, the tings we chatted, i wonder, wat are we ?? i dunno if u still love me, cos so far, u nv declared that ur love has come to an end .. thus, tis is the only belief that i m holding onto, ryte now ... i used my heart to feel, it felt the love but if felt that u are unwilling to step forward and give tis relationship another chance .. i reali wish, i now whats going thru ur mind now .. i dunno how long tis waiting will be, but trust me, i will hang onto it for the months or yrs to come =) u are the only joy i have ever noe ... i dunno when u will come and read tis post, or rather u will nv read .. but i just wanna tell you, no matter wat happens, how far we are apart, i m always holdin u close to my heart ... yUps, the telepathy is still dere, like how is use to be in the past =) rmb, in the past whenever u are not home yet, i'll not be able to turn in soundly =] i rmb everything u said, everyting i said .. so now, i want u to bear tis in mind : NO MATTER WHAT OBsTACLES U COME ACROSS IN CAMP IF U ARE EVER FEELING LOST, DOWN OR SIDHEARTENED BCOS OF WHAT HAPPENING INSIDE, RMB, I M ALWAYS HERE FOR U ~ MENTALLY, PHSICALLY AND FOR SURE, MORALLY ... i will move on with my life, but my heart will stay for the one it loves .. my heart stays for uu ... i promise, no matter when, it will always be here =) silly boy .. KEEP IN MIND .. take care of urself kiex .. train hard worr, waiting to see a fit and strong u when we mit up next time .. train ur 6 pacs and ur wings ! everyting ! i love to see them and i hope i get t see them in the weeks, months or years to come .. i will play hard, study hard, live well and take care of myself, for the sake of myself, and most imptly, uu .. i will miss u ... i will ... definately ~ muaccKKKssss hasnt reali been coming to sch for tis week .. pon classes on monday, came late on tues and wed and finally, i came early for sch tdy and even attended pe ! hahaa .. cUs if i still dun come, H* will kan me upside dw .. but seriously, i reali got no mood to attend school, esp when the day draws nearer and nearer ... my heart just get heavier ... i wish i wont dream of u tt much, so i can see u more in reality .. for they said drms are the opposite of reality =D baby boy, i misssssss euuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu ... went watch the omen at bugis ytd .. quite nice ! not bad, worth the money, but i guess, the little damian benefit the most ? cos thru out the whole show, he only muttered two sentences : 1. they are afraid 2. no daddy no ... hahaa, what the shit ... u only got two lines to say ... easy money !!! after the movie, went buy the stuffs that i need ... the stuffs that i gonna gif him on sunday =) brought a piglet and 2 cushioned heart to stuff inside the bottle .. came out perfectly nice after much poking and emptying the starz ... hahaaz .. while, still got many to be done, so jus sit and wait ! haaa .. TAKE CARE MY BOY I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR SILLY GER =) your silly little girL .. lICk heart wrecking feeling is back for no reason ... suddenly just feel so blue .. haiz ... my dough my dough, lying in the fridge, heheh .. waiting for it to stiff so i can roll out nicely and cut out the shape. off into the oven and out it comes .. nicely baked and smells nth but butter ... where r u .. i miss u .. haiz l[what grasps my heart ]l Dreams- dreams grasp your heart, gently cushioning it. You re a dreamer, spending much of your time entering a world of fantasy and dreams. You look forward to sleep since that is the only time your able to truly escape into dreams. You also tend to day-dream during the day as well to keep you going. Whether you dream of being another person, living in a world of imagination, or even winning tons of cash your dreams make you happy. In fact there one of the last things you can depend and rely on to make you truly happy, but they also make you sad since you know theyll never be true - and that hurts beyond words. l[ whats the real you like ?]l Happy-go-Lucky You are usually smiling and make the most of the good things in life. You're still human so occasionally you will get hurt - but you get straight back on your feet and keep on going. You are most likely very popular and people can rely on you to help them out whenever they're down. You are an uplifting, special person who is very appreciated by your loved ones.You can probably get on with anyone if you set your mind to it and the only people that don't like you are the jealous ones who wish they could enjoy life as much as you! l[What Color of the Rainbow Do YOU Represent? ]l Indigo: You represent the color Indigo! Sad, troubled, and completely lost, you have difficulty understanding your real place in the world. You are well known for letting only a select few people into your life (a select few who get to know the real you). You may smile once in awhile, but it may just be a cover. Sometimes you can feel shy, but if there is any real confrontation you are known to lash out and tell whoever it may be off. (Go you!) Times are tough, but you have a strength that can't be beat. Never forget you will always mean something wonderful to someone! ^-^ pon sch tdy again, simply feel too tired and laZy to attend classes thou i noe there's alr a risk of debarrment for me ~ but bad girl dun cares =) esther stay over last nyte, cos it was pretty late after catching our late nyte movie .. watch poseidon last nyte .. veri nice, reali .. poseidon got its own gd pt compared to titanic =) at least it shows how brillant those survivors are while finding an exit out to save their own life .. ytd watch movie at cathay cineplex, aditorium seats are soOoo comfortable ! while, glad that it is nice, at least nv waste my $10 hahaa .. got a couple of new shows coming up - world trade centre, pirates of the carribean, slither, almost love - a korean love comedy and the omen ! gonna catch all of this .. -l[ 04 06 2006]l- sat was great ^.^ went ps carrefour buy the baking tools and ingredients tt i needed den went phoon huat buy the stuffs that i couldnt find ! den went home and bake my butter cookies with esther help .. her help is to help me taste, hahaa and she enjoyed doing tt ! cookies came out pretty well for the first batch but for the second one, the based is rather burn ... mebbe cos of the tray was nt properly greased ? i dunno ! gonna mess up my house ltr again ! ii love baking cookies or rather cake. jus a pity tt my oven had spoil and i only left with a small one =( who is noble enough to get an oven for my bdae =D hehhe feel quite glad for some kinda reasons ytd we talked almost the whole day .... thou he's quite busy playing mj, but thanks for sparing the time to get back to each other =) i still love u, u noe tt ... i wish wat i wish will materiallize on sunday, thou i noe the chance is slim .. but i noe no matter yes or no, i gotta make the cookies by tis sat and give it to him by hook or by crook ! andi m finding a real small versino of mickey mouse, anyone noe where to get ? so i can stuff into a circumference of 4 cm de bottle neck =D canon canon in d .. nicesh ~~~ |
