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shit .. gonna make up for my attachment for 2 extra days in SGH.. blame on my low immunity, i fall sick again .. ytd while hading dinner half way thru, my migrane gt so bad till it radiate till the sites of my shoulders this morning wake up, was aching all over, feeling feverish .. migrane was still dere but still, i dragged myself off to work .. reaching the ward, i feel even more terrible .. esp after i enter the dormitory, my migrane got worse cus of all the noises the pt is makin .. OMG and finally, i became a merlion .. went to toilet and vomitted but what i vomitted is bile .. god, yellow in color and bitter =x couldnt hang in anymore, thud wait for madam yeo to come i m allowed to go hm rest but i gotta make up the days tt i m absent in sgh haiz .. wtf, gt mc still mus make up .. anewae, staff nurse drove me out to the main road and i took a cab home .. waste my $15 ! damnnn .. haiz .. cute baldie, i m waiting for u :) even if u said its wasting my time but its okii .. i just wanna love u .. and accept no one else except for u ! muacks - i m so glad, everytime when there's fireworks shooting up into the air, u are dere to watch it with me - u are my only love u are my one and only Kel =)  isnt this cool ?? i edit this by myself =)he rocks in my life .. he totally rocks .. as a bf or as a best frd, he's totally awesome .. i m happii with the things just the way dere are .. but if things can be better, i dun mind =) Lub uuu I LOVE THE FEELING WHEN UR SKIN TOUCH MINE i Love the moments when i heard ur heart beats and when i heard ur breathing just beside my ear heavily and yet so addicting .. i Love the Moments i lay in the chest of urs the moments our lips touched each other i love the moments when we are so engrossed in everything everything is just so perrrfect .. i love the funs we were hafing last nite i love everything that u gaf its addicting .. i m addicted, are u ? *big grin* *big hugs* its my day tdy ! hees Just woke up not long ago .. was pouring heavily outside a few mins ago but its okii, cus i m not going anywhere tdy gonna rest at home till evening time, go haf dinner with my family =) just hope he's nt affected by the rain out dere, careful okii =) haahahs Jeassea tot i haf new love, nope i doesnt haf ! just that now i look things from another angle .. i more happii tis way i guess and i hope its not another denial stage, hees i love him ^-^ woke up in the morning to find 2 present beside me =] from my sec sister and don hees, thanks so much ! love the hot top and the M.A.C tinted lip stick ^^ ohhh when will i ever get the chance to date my prince charming again ? hees sis baked me a bday cake ! shall upload it into frdster coz i wasnt able to upload here =( thanks sis ! thanks for all ur greetings .. hees .. my bdae wish : Just wanna remain happy and hope to see the one i love happy too ! Kel ! i want u .. hahaa muacks ,, thankss all .. esp Kel .. Happii bdae to myself ^^ another happy, meaningful n memorable birthday i noe i will be hafing .. CoZ i noe i wont be unhappy on this special day of mine cus of what i had own last niite =) met him just nw in the evening .. actually wanted to go kallang river to see fireworks but scare we doesnt haf enough time so eventually we nv go .. decided to settle our dinner at geylang - prawn noodle ! on our way dere, on the bike .. guess what !!! beautiful fireworks was up in the air ! it makes the two of us go woahhh .. fabulous, the scenery was like .. it was so close to us, feel as thou the fireworks gonna shower on us anytime .. it Just makes my heart melts, i dunno why ! hahaha Just feel glad that i m able to view this spectacular moment with him and with my hands round him ! feel so glad that i can able to see what i wanto and it makes me feel as thou its a present from spore ! its reali so beautiful ... i m still smiling away riite now hahaha after dinner .. we went where we always wanna go .. a moment that Just belong to the two of us =) a moment which i reali look forward for .. coz at that very few hours .. he's all mine and vice versa .. time is short but it doesnt matters .. cus to me, quality means so much more ! kel ! thanks for the present .. big hugs for u ! Love it damn lot .. <3> after tt, we went geylang for supper went to the 24 hours de beancurd shop to satisy my growling stomach =D we ordered their famous taiwan mee sua, beancurd, roast bun with toasted egg n pork floss, you tiao and soy milk =) hees, its delicious .. yumm simple,heart warming and filling =) had spent 3 of my bdae with him thou this time round, he's nt mine .. but i m reali veri happy every year is just so swt .. everything just makes me heart melts .. loving u doesnt mean i muz haf u by my side.. i m happy with things just the way they are =) thou i reali wanna tell u i love u dear .. for the whole evening .. n i m telling u now .. I LOVE YOU KEL every moment that we had, every chance tt u had gaf me, i raeli cherish them alot =) thanks .. love u so much I LOVE WEEKENDS slept till 3pm den wake up hahaha super dead beat ! after all the early mornings that i had force myself out of bed, finally weekend is here met up with gina and shermaine ytd evening, they accompany me go buy tickets for lake house for later part of the niite den we shop till ten plus and off they went home, and i waited for him .. Lolls, he's such a cute baldie .. hees he's always cute Lake hse wasnt as nice as what the sneak preview has shown its like fcuk damn boring, except some parts where its funny den the rest u will just go stare at the screen Luxky, he's dere to entertain me .. hahaa overall, we are hafing fun ^-^ cant wait for evening to arrive hahas i guess its the most wonderful bdae tt i ever have well, i hope so *grins* shermaine rem0ving her stitches tdy ! tc girl somehow the feeling is different thou i still felt a bit of the love that we used to share but overall, i noe things will be different =] but still, i believe if that little girl is given another chance she would still take it and give her best to make a diff .. for she noe .. her love will nv fade .. The Lake house is out ! gonna catch the late nite movie with "him" tonite hees Just check my results, lucky i passed all -.- whee but i didnt do tt well lah, got a b and 2 c .. Lols bfor bio and the rest is C =] well, better den nth, i tot i will be failing my PCA hahaha well, off now ... tmr will be a memorable nite for me i hope with the special one =) finally i see weekend waving its hand to me muhahahah i m dead beat tdy ! didnt haf a reali gd slp last nite but i had lotsa fun last nite ! end up, turning up late for work, hees, again, but 5 mins only lah guess i wont be getting a 4 for my punctuality grade le =[ not my fault kloh, its all because of the NEL .. every morning i will reached the station at 5.55am but the train only come 20 mins ltr wtf ... anewae, everybody is deaaad beat tdy .. can see that cus everyone, is like zombiee -LOlls- tdy nv reali play game with them, but still we take the effort to entertain them with poker cards n pictures of spore in the olden days tdy the sister who was on duty is a b*itch urghh all of us Just dun like her, cos of the way she act and carry herself, esp the way she treats her pt ! go bang wall .. Lunch time for the pt is always the time we will be looking forward to, cus after lunch, they go ohoh .. hahaha den we will go therapy room and slp Yakakakaka .. tdy played a little trick on kash while he was asleep .. muahahah we recorded on rahim fone but i couldnt play it on moii, might be due to different file format but it was damn furni ,, hahahahaha hmmm i reali hope u will agree =] m dead beat .. thats all for tdy Wednesday, July 26, 2006 - 10:48:00 PM
my heart sank again Mebbe it can nv be revive but i noe i will try my veri best i stand firm on what i decide =] no matter what happens, months and years later, he will still finds the little girl waiting under the durian tree for her prince's return he is nv bad in her eyes even if he is, she will nv find him bad Love is loving someone whole heartedly, loving his gd n bad pts even if he is bad to her, she will still love him her love for her prince will never dies off =] it will keep burning n burning for years w/o watering, it will still grows i love u for who u r so dun say u are bad =) i m glad i m always swt in ur eyes but the tings i said, reali comes from my heart i m nt pretending swt, neither do i need to pretend i m Just saying the words that is from the bottom of my heart i hope to let u see, there's hope beyond all the pain that we have one day ... the stars will shine again to a child, the amusement park its their heaven of joy, but to me ... u are the reason of my joy =) no matter where u are, no matter who u are with riite nw, i wish for u the best just wanna say no matter when, u will find me waiting for u riite here =] i love u my love for u will nv die it has been almost 3 years since i fall in love with him .. but i m sure .. with my determination and confidence, for the next 3 years and the next three years and the next next next 3 years, for all the next 3 years that will comes, i will continue loving him more =] loving him using the acceptable and riite method when conflicts occurs and i get hurt when things doesnt go my way and i get up with disappointments but after all the hurting, never haf i gaf up hopes =] i just became more caring and stronger - thats what maks me move onwards if i stop loving him, i will wilt he's all i need =] so angels, pls look after him .. wherever he goes, pls ensure his safety during his training, during his duties .. thanks starry stars >."<>".< Flu has gt better ! thanks to the medication but its running out le, guess when free, go and buy from hougang that clinic again =) now, its my throat .. feeling verri dry when swallowing saliva well, i guess i shud drink more water le =x another day at IMH ! whee everyting is going fine organised a few games for the pts tdy played ball games and musical chair with them ! Lolls May be simple games but to them, it might mean much to them cus its not always they will haf the chance to enjoy such activities .. they reali enjoy it alot, seeing their happy expression, just had a sense of acheivements and a sense of comfort thou i dunno what's their own imaginative world is like, but i reali hope, they will always be happy pple might despise them cus to them they tot they are mad but they are not ! they are just like us, just that they need our help to guide them thru their daily basic needs to me, they are reali fabulous 7am - wake up, make their own bed, brush teeth, bath, line up to take temperature 8am - breakfast time, they will go towards the enclosed area in a orderly manner queue up in a single file and collect their meals after eating, they still will return their bowls to the respective places for washing they are the one who clean up the table after eating =) 9 am - medication time .. as the SN called out their names one by one and they wil lcome forward to consume the medication rite in front of us =) 9 am to 12 pm - slacking time 12pm - Lunch for them 12 - 230 - they are off to swtdrms airline, hahahaah they are cute, reali .. they are caring too, they care towards one another u will find it touching when u see them combing hair for others, holding their hands to join the queue etc i believe, they are like us =) so i reali hope, those will look dw on them will change their mindset ! they are not dumb too, they are clever okie ! at least they noe whats our names, they still rmb their own names, the place that they lived =] got my bdae present from bekah n xiu hui Just now =) thanks girls ! muacks its a cute little doggy - fake one lah -.- but its damn cute ^-^ most imptly, it is furless, hees .. and its so nice to hug thankss i shall name it shao rou - roast meat cus the color resembles - LOLs- too bad cant upload the photo in here cus gt error =( shall try again i n times to come received an early bdae wish from Afrah .. so swt of her, thanks gUr ... feeling kinda high cos i m slpy hahahah .. bull shiting again .. LOLS i m off .. tata everyone ! - i nv feel so close to anyone before - i m so in love with you i wanna spent the rest of my life with u by my side forever n ever everything little thing tat u had done i m amazed by u .. under the durian tree, hees i will be waiting =) starry stars >".< can u tell me how m i gonna deal with all the disappointment tt had fallen on me ? with every disappointment i had get, i feel as thou someone has stabbed me thru my heart hao tong reali hao tong ='( all i need is Jus a chance i learnt thru mistakes i had learnt my lesson why issit u must let me suffer the fate whereas i m condemn for my whole life ? it took several yrs to build the trust but it took just a mistake to destroy it i m sorrie for what happen in the past i noe forgiving doesnt always means forgetting but can u allow the one i love to forgive my sins ? i wont forget my sins, cus i will bear the lesson in mind he's all i need i wish my drm will come true the day where i will loss my memory and forget everyting i m striving hard to forget everything but the harder i strive, the harder it seems to let go i dowana let u go ... i dowana let our memories fade away nor become history if our memories gotta turn into history, i will but i wanna haf the chance to create more beautiful i noe i will wait for him till the day he's willing to come back i m Just a little girl who wants to be with her prince she's waiting for his return while sitting under the durian tree *opps* yeah .. my prince will laugh at my durian tree .. hahaa prince, i love you ! opps yeah yeah until the day the ocean doesnt touch the sand, i will love u U ARE THE ANSWERS TO ALL MY PRAYERS HIGH ABOVE caca Loves Uuu .. i wannna ride the ferry wheel with u i wanna enjoy every jaw-droppong scenary with u u u u -> Just u <- Yups, Just the kelvin teo i m waiting for urgh simply dunno what happened, Just unable to open msn downloading page =( use web messenger, my frds cant see me online use e based messenger, even worse cus it takes a veri long time to load the conversation window ... its like taking suck a loooong time ... think by the time i receive what my frds send to me, its alr like ti geng liao flu is recovering soon ! thanks to the medication that i took last niite last niite was terrible dw with fever ... terrible flu that makes my mucous flow non stop ... reali non stop and tis morning wake up with infected throat TAN GEOK HUAY what u said reali came true =[ u are my ke xin, haha .. jokin lah 2nd day at IMH getting used to the enviroment dw there its like, reali different from general ward .. while working dere, i reali feel like an IMH pt cus we are locked up in the same room, with all the doors reali locked up ! but Just that we got more freedom den they haf ... Just that we can unlocked doors and go dw for our meals =) but now, i reali got a phobia when i see a door closing !!!! urghhhh ... but actually IMH pt are nt that bad .. on the other side, feel pitiful for them, imagine those long term stay, they are gonna stay there for the rest of their life REST OF THEIR LIFE ~ in and out of the same place thats why, now i could understand why they are excited when we first went dere ytd cus there reali yearn for visitors ... they might be mentally ill but still they are no different frm us =] what we can do when we are dere, is lend them a listening ear. they got their own stories to tell, they got their own sorrows to pour out .. they are educated too =) My pts, they noe many da dao li ... hahas got one uncle verri furni .. he was once a illegal hawker, den he was caught by lee kuan yew as what he claimed. den he will go round and raised his arm and shout " uncle lee bu sok ..." Lols, bu sok means smelly, of cus he nv say uncle lee, he said his full name ! hahaaa actually they are quite cute too ... it was a surprise that they actually rmb our names =) morning time when they saw me, they will said, hello rebecca =) they aare Just like little kids, simple minded thou we dunno whats going thru their mind but i guess, their every action is harmless if they commit a mistake, the nurses there reali verii strict. if they throw tantrums or be rude to them, they haf to be firm and make their stand but still, i m not used to the harsh treatment that they used to handle them =[ haiz .. wat to do ? thats life tdy, the SN brought foods from outside and let them eat but nt all of them get to taste the food there's a list of names on this day and others are on other days .. its like, haiz .. i realidunno what to say, those that didnt get to eat, start sulking, keep insisting to go out and join .. well, can understand the feeling ... but what they can do is just wait for their turn =] our mission is to plan games for them to play =) they will be veri delighted ! haiz, but i noe at the end of the attachment, i will she bu de them cos its like i wont be able to see them anymore =] hmm i still dunno sat how .. shall cfm again =[ i guess this is reali one of the most unhappy burfday i ever will haf unless god let me haf my wish come true. hehehe - letting go is nv easy - - memories just dun fade after a rainfall, instead, it become fresher - do u noe i m missing u everyday =] every minute, seconds, milliseconds, u are on my mind =] until the day the ocean doesnt touch the sand, i will love you well, i got so much to tell that person out dere sorrie =] i noe often i made u feel pissed with what i had said but all these are unintentionally .. i just said how i feel ... u might be mad at me, but i guess ... all i need u to do is understand me =] well, i noe i had fault too ... sorrie =] waiting under the sparkling skies praying that he's hafing the best ard him ... must tc of urself oh dun catch a cold - that's most impt well .. little stars, give all the best to him =] - i always tot i m needed ... but in reality, its unrequired love all along - 但我会一直在这里。。。 不关你什么时后回头，你都会看我的笑容=] 我会一直在这里，等待你的出现。。 我爱你 feeling terribly sick -_- i m dw with a bad flu .. urghhh early in the morning wake up, alr feel half dead and while attending the orientation nose suddenly bleed gosh, not once but twice guess my nose was tramatised by my rubbing and geok huay said my nose is fragile .. Yes it is .. first day at imh well wat can i say .. its fun lah, but scary at times too cos when ur back face the pt, u reali dunno what their next move will be like its like when we first reach dere, they see new faces and they reali crowd ard the door, make funny faces and said hello to u .. thou they look scary, but they are cute too. in m yeyes, they are Just normal human beings =] i dun discriminated them =] haiz, thou i feel dere are much more happier den i m but on the other hand, they are pitiful too ... posted to ward 45b ... my ward is mainly for personality disorder =] they claimed there's no cure for this disorder, so no need do para, no med served .. they just need to keep themselves occupied ... 45a is for mental disorder pt ... sth like pple with low IQ saw a few pt who are reali quite young .. haiz, but they suffered tis kinda illness there'sthis pt, who is so helpful ... he will help others to bring urinal and clear it when dere are done ... so what if his IQ is low ? at least he gt a kind heart =] and there's one, who keep going round stealing other's pple food ! stealer ! hais tis time round, i was group with rani, yaty, rahim, hafiz and kash .. no longer with bekah n xiu hui dere all le =( was surprised to see naga too ! mebbe for the next 10 days, can haf lunch together with her .. IMH is slacked, but u cant reali slacked .. haiz .. i m signing off terrible cough is on the way too =[ sOob sucks stupid com MSN errors i'd sign in n i m onlie the whole day but till tdy den i realise my online status are not shown in other pple contact list wtf i dowana sign in anymore just simply sucks Just i will just update my blog, check my rountine stuffs and watch my devil beside you just now went eat steamboat at tian tian wah, the service simply sucks loh they take ages to deliver ur orders !!! i changed my mind, not going anymore ! haiz anywae shall update and keep u girls inform on where i will be going but i feel like calling the while ting of fcuk nose bleed Do u haf any idea how terrible i m feeling deep beneath me ? my skies has gone dark i never see the sun again since last christmas people like u who are irresponsible, indecisive and confusing, are the one who hurt me terribly haf u ever stand in my shoe and spare a tot of how i m feeling have u ever tot what i m going thru all these times ? nope ... i guess, all these years, in the heart of his, he has nv put me as his top priority he has nv put me infront of him before but i did frm the moment he become part of me, i put him before everything, including myself =] but does he ever noe all that ? will he ever appreciated ? i'll do anything anything hat makes him happy, cus seeing the smile on the face of the one i love i will smile too when the sky goes dark and when all left is Just the moon hanging up alone in the dark i could understand how it feels, the loneiness he never understand all these, coz i dun reali meant much in this world, there are pple who wanna make u feel miserable but inb this world, htere's also pple who feel miserable cus u are feeling the same way. i wish he could be the latter one i just need u to come back i dun expect anything fanciful .. Just u .. dong le ma ? i dowana hear any comfort or sympathy talks, i only wanna hear the beat of ur heart freak its sunday =( tmr attachment le .. awww first 2 weeks - IMH 3th and 4th weeks - NUH [babies] 5th and 6th weeks - AMK hospital [ eeeye .. i dread this place ] remaining - sgh =) stomach rumbling now, du zi er er liao waiting for my wanton mee to come back whole nite i didnt reali haf a good nite slp cus of my eyes its was like fcuking itchy till i reali rub it hard even after i applied eyemo and slp, the itciness is still unbearable =[ i wish someone can be here be it is him or who .. i just need someone to be here .. i need a shoulder to lie on, i wanna be wrap around with his arms .. woke up several times in the middle of the nite eyes couldnt open at all ! cus my eyelids was sticked together by the excessive eyes ceruman freak, to the extend that i must use my fingers to force open my eyes, can u imagine ?? its Just like the house of wax, interesting but ... hao xinku .. well .. i reali wish .. someone can be here for me (".) (.") y izzit pple always dun mean what they say ? when i reali took ur words seriously but u dun even mean it do u noe how dissappointed i m ? Veri ... dissappointed with all that u had said but u didnt mean it received a msg from max =] what a frd =] he told me no matter how hurt life is, he'll always be here for me =] thanks max =] home alone frm tmr onwards till the end of the week =] family going to malacca and malaysia everytime never included me de lah hmp nvm, i can haf peace and do watever i wan =D well, off for lunch ! time to slp set off to swtdrmz airline are U home ? well, u not asleep yet are u ? hees Jus watched finish devil beside u [1.6] tmr continue =D nice show funny, swt and a bit drama ma ma lah but yuan yi is so shuai ! its so nice to haf my own com n internet access =] but i guess my world will be more complete if i haf him in my life waiting ... waiting for u ... guess i will be a nun or a spinster if he wont ever accept me again hahaa Lolls Just now went shopping with mummy and haf kfc for dinner after tt =] she wanna buy new shoe and clothes, yeah, time for it ! hees enjoy going shopping with Mummy cus i dun need spend money to buy what i want ! but must depends on her mood also .. hees if she's in good mood, she will buy me whatever i want ! but this rarely happens, but it happen these days - lolls- had almost replenish whatever i nd to all tt left tt i haben brought is my red earth blusher =D mummy brought me the toner i nd, my ZA foundation refill, Neutrogena Cleanser Cum mask and A neutrogena Lip Moisturiser ! thanks Mummy ^-^ now i can dun nd worry so much on where to get the mopney to buy all these liao hahaa now the only prob i how to find money pay my bills ... seems that tis month bill i reali gotta delay the payment .. whoosp ! i need a part time Job ! to fufill my needs and wants .. but i simply cant find one well, actually i got one but i didnt go dw for the interview, cus i lazy .. hahaa its sunday ! Monday start attachment liao .. i reali wonder how m i gonna survive thru all my morning shifts if i cant wake up on time (--") yes i reali wonder if i reali gonna take cab everyday, i gonna be broke ! i need someone to give me morning call ... anyone ? Hmmm every one got their own prince charming, and i hope janice reali will find one soon =) just now went read her blog, woah .. didnt noe she so Fierce one hahaa ... well, this time round janice is not in our group le =( gonna miss the fun times that we used to haf girl, i wont forget u de .. mebbe nx posting we will be in the same grp again =] Just now pass by perlini silver .. saw this nice star necklace that was being displayed damn nice but i wonder how much the price is keep in view =] i gt so much tt that i want ! omg ... Just now view kiss goodbye de MV woah .. lurve it somehow the MV resemble parts of the memories i had with him the part where the girl took video and photos of him when the MV play till the part where she did all these, remind me of the times i snapshot him n myself the kisses tt i snapped, the times he was engrossed doing his stuffs and those precious videos =] all these are the precious memories tt we had .. and i guess all we wanto rmb are all these =] the ferry wheel .. remind me of the promise that he had made U noe, spore gonna build a ferry wheel, somewhr at marina .. i guess its just opposite colors by the bay it would only be complete in 2007 i reali wish, he's the one whom i can enjoy the jaw-dropping scenery with <3 i guess i can accept him as a frd at the moment i can but still, my love for him will remain ... shall keep it and preserve till the day that he'll be in my arms again =] i m waiting .. patiently i noe after all that had happened, it takes time for each other to get ready =] hehee .. downloading devil beside you on youtube. Just finish watching part 1.1, rainie is so cute in dere she's cute =] the way she confess her love to yuan yi .. furni ... At an ordinary place at an unexpected moment our heart clicked over the distant its fate that brought as together its fate that make us a pair its the fate which we had always believe in =) u are the one that i m findin all these while u are the one i m waiting all this while i wanna give my hands to u with all my heart to take care of u while u are out to be dere for u while u are in camp to be ur good little girl muacks thou i m not ur girl now but i wanna be ur good girl in times to come i wont do stuffs that so everything starts now while i open my arms to welcome that very day where i become ur girl again i will wish upon the stars every nite for ur well being for ur safety and for our future =] Was feeling much better le Eyes swolleness was relieve by that little bit Thanks to the eye mo that mummy has got for me Ate brasied duck rice for lunch Simply delicious Wonder whr mummy brought that But whenever I ask her, she say .. Ask so much for what, buy for u eat u still ask so much -.- Fine Fine Fine how I feel deep within me ? I guess rite now I can only compare to the seas out dere Stormy at times and seldom calm Rite now I m feeling much better I dunno y .. but simply obvious. Its bcos he had msg me =] Bye for now .. And I dunno when’s the next time we will be chatting again But I wan u to noe, I place u in my heart no matter where I m, what I m doing and who I m w Just now u mentioned stacey =] Thinking back on what I had done, reali feel veri foolish by all that I had done If only I had been more sensible in the first place If i had been, perhaps now u wont find it hard to accept me Sorrie for all I had done But I noe I wont repeat the same mistakes in life again, Esp towards u Perhaps mebbe ... If I hasn’t done what I had done, u two might still be together mebbe if i havnt show up at spag, i m still enjoying with him but i m glad .. at the end of the day, u realise that i meant to u more thanks Kel =] i m stupid, m i not ? i care for u in the wrong way i prove my love in the wrong way and all i need now is just a chance to prove myself again i promise i will make it worth i promise i will cherish it i promise as i hold ur hand, i will hold it with all my heart i noe forgiving doesnt always means forgeting i wont forget what i had done, so i will bear my lesson in mind =) i will and i always will ... Love Love Love u i still rmb the time we went ecp i worte our names on the sand but i guess after we left, the water washed it away now i learnt .. the next time if we got the chance i wont write it on the sand again =D i will carve our names on the rock, on the tree bark where neither wind, rain nor sun can earse it =) i just noe .. u are the missing puzzle piece of my life as long as i haf u, my life is complete and the missing pieces in ur life - is me and trust no love is complete w/o trust i love u our love is like the puzzel a memory that will never be lost |