MOVED. To a place where only I know of. :D

I need a new beginning.

hello :D have not been updating this blog for very long.

a lot of things happened.

i shall revise differentiation, integration, vectors and probability and set theory.

1 day to math CT on statistics.

12 days to DHRP Symposium.

15 days to MEP Practical.

22 days to MEP Theory Prelim Paper.

56 days to EOYs.

MEP O-level Wordsetting paper has already began.

So many things to do, so little time. Will be having piano lesson tonight.. sigh there goes my time for revising statistics. SHIT.

Life has become increasingly unbearable. I promised myself not to tell people why.. it's much more complicated than just having shit grades alone.
I don't want to become too emotionally attached to anything or anyone; makes it so hard when you want to let go.
I hope I don't give up, or give in.

On a happy random note, PE and MEP tmr. I hope my Higher Music Essay is good enough. And we're getting back the listening exercise on the Mass. But I don't know if the voice is tenor or bass.. it may have been 1 mark gone already :(

Life is hard, trying to cope with studies, music and interpersonal relationships. But life is nothing much without these three things. :/

Been thinking a lot these days and getting lots of strange dreams -.- feeling emo like all the time. But Lisha, you musn't shed tears in front of other people..

I'm sorry that I'm becoming increasingly sad by day.
Don't ask me why, I don't feel like saying.
Some people know but if you're not among them, I doubt you'll have any idea on what I'm saying.
The next time I _______ I'm going to __________.
It's wrong to do this but I realize that I've come to the point where I don't care anymore.
BP project, screw you. Taking up the time I could have used for studying chem.
Chem, screw you. Taking up the time I could have used for piano.
Total shit man, I tell you.
'Screw life. :D

Hello. Week 2 has been INCREDIBLY stressful :( just hope I don't fail my math (I bet I failed this CT.. sigh..)

My hamster is damn funny. :D

I just changed its brand of hamster food, thinking that it would be tastier and more nutritious. So I threw away the old food (which looked kind of mouldy eew) and gave it the new one.

Being the picky Oreo that he always is, at first he refused to open his mouth. The most he would go would be to sniff at the food.

But when he realized that there's nothing else for him to eat, he reluctantly started eating.

Hello folks, this is my hamster. Who is evidently fussier than humans when it comes to food. Lol

Can someone please tell me why I feel like crying.

Wow. It's been really long since I last came to revive this dead-and-rotting blog. Never left it to decompose for so long =.=

As usual, lots of things have been happening since the last update. I'll not go into details; am just going to leave a few points here for your easy reference:

1. My Filipino maid went back after 4.5 years. No, she didn't cry @ Changi Airport.
2. My Myanmar maid came the same day. She was fired in 13 days (less than 2 weeks). 'Nuff said.
3. Now, I don't have a maid and am not intending to get a new one -.-
4. School's stressful. Flopped a lot of subjects, especially bio. Am currently the most satisfied with Physics (it's not that great lah but anyway.. hahaha). The rest of my subjects are much worse.
5. Been having a funny stomach for a few days. Woke up with stomache yesterday and had diarrohea since then. Medicine doesn't seem to work. Don't know if it's stomach flu :/
6. Mother's Day - Happy Mother's Day to my mum, my grandmas, my godma (ok she doesn't really have kids but nvm) and all other mothers out there! :D
7. School incidents have been quite HILARIOUS. This sentence sounds weird and random; don't bother guessing though you probably already know by now.
8. I like CS concert! Was laughing throughout many of the items. Siting you acted so well as the cruel stepmother, can be compared to Lady Macbeth! Hahaha :)
9. Surprise surprise. I finally went to church on Good Friday. But other than that one time, no more, no less. Yep.
10. Band SYF - silver, in case you don't already know. Damn sad can :(

Speaking of music, after almost half a year of hiatus thanks to waiting for the teacher, I can finally resume piano lessons, but now at Methodist Music School. All I can say about piano is that I'm getting more and more pekcek. Can't add in too many details here on my blog.

Band concert on 6 June. We're playing Carmen Suite. Held at PAC for $10 ONLY! Hahaha. Seriously lah can someone come? I haven't sold any of my tix yet! -.-

.. there are lots more to talk about, but not very positive, so.. just leave it like this..

i have no one to talk about those other things with. people can understand, but i just can't bring myself to tell them. feel like some fucking piece of shit.yes, thanks to YOU. :)