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I don't honestly know if I could smile any bigger! I'm so damn happy. I weigh 107 and counting!!!
I really feel like this could work. The only trouble will be keeping up with it all. We went to the island on the weekend; there's no way the feeding tube would work over there. First of all I already have too much gear to drag with and secondly - when I'm doing my feeds I have to pee a bizillion times through out the night and Brad's parents don't have a bathroom downstairs where we sleep. Although the positive is that they are planning on installing one!
I'm doing my feeds right now. Trying two cans again. Last time I ran it too fast and felt sick for a few hours. Couldn't eat dinner or even look at coffee - and coffee is almost my favorite thing in the world.
I have it set at 240 so we'll see....
The absolute best thing happened to me on Sunday. Jake and Luke said "love you" before they left me. It is indescribable how that felt. I could cry right now even. Those boys mean so much to me and to know that they love me too is a pretty amazing feeling. It's the best thing a girl could want from her boyfriends kids. They really feel like family.
It's amazing how life changes. Years ago I sat in my doctors office listening to the devastating news that I should never have a baby. That day was one of the worst of my life.
Fast forward to today. I still can't believe how lucky I am. I've actually found the perfect guy for me and he comes with 3 monkeys. Good things come to those who....believe they deserve it.
I really feel like this could work. The only trouble will be keeping up with it all. We went to the island on the weekend; there's no way the feeding tube would work over there. First of all I already have too much gear to drag with and secondly - when I'm doing my feeds I have to pee a bizillion times through out the night and Brad's parents don't have a bathroom downstairs where we sleep. Although the positive is that they are planning on installing one!
I'm doing my feeds right now. Trying two cans again. Last time I ran it too fast and felt sick for a few hours. Couldn't eat dinner or even look at coffee - and coffee is almost my favorite thing in the world.
I have it set at 240 so we'll see....
The absolute best thing happened to me on Sunday. Jake and Luke said "love you" before they left me. It is indescribable how that felt. I could cry right now even. Those boys mean so much to me and to know that they love me too is a pretty amazing feeling. It's the best thing a girl could want from her boyfriends kids. They really feel like family.
It's amazing how life changes. Years ago I sat in my doctors office listening to the devastating news that I should never have a baby. That day was one of the worst of my life.
Fast forward to today. I still can't believe how lucky I am. I've actually found the perfect guy for me and he comes with 3 monkeys. Good things come to those who....believe they deserve it.
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