Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Through Ruth, From God

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I finally got my God's journal! :) now im gonna have a love story book with God. hahaha. So anyway,

Last night, i attended a Prophetic Worship Meeting at EBC. The meeting was held by Ruth Chai. An incredible prophesier, amazing follower, and a wonderful sister of Christ :)

Her voice is undeniably pure and strong. When i heard her sing, its like my heart had been touched by the Holy Spirit. Holy Spirit did touched my heart last night though. While she was talking, she suddenly prayed for all the ladies in the church. Omygoodness. its like the best feeling of all time! i smiled from within! Thank You Lord. <3 lots of hearts to you!!

Through Ruth, God told us Ladies these..

The joy of Lord is my strength. Have Faith all brothers and sisters! Follow what God tells you to do and you wont loose out. This is His promise :)

It's okay if you are hurt, or broken. I am here.
To heal your heart.

Open your hearts, and let Him in.
See how Great is our God! Praise Him!



Grace through Faith.

Your child,
Amanda

Monday, January 30, 2012

Black is the new me.

I colored my hair black again. I really miss my brown hair. :(

So anyway, I really had an urge to go clubbing just now. But no. God helped me. I remember pastor said.. Starve your physical desire and feed your inner needs. Then I saw this song-came to your rescue. So yea.. Thank You Lord :)

I will try my very best! And God! I want to do smthg with my hair :( not full black. Might do highlights. I dunno...
Ah well. Quiet time now.

Your child,
Amanda :)
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Saturday, January 28, 2012

what faith can do

Professor : You are a Christian, aren’t you, son ?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor: So, you believe in GOD ?

Student : Absolutely, sir.

Professor : Is GOD good ?

Student : Sure.

Professor: Is GOD all powerful ?

Student : Yes.

Professor: My brother died of cancer even though he prayed to GOD to heal him. Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill. But GOD didn’t. How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

(Student was silent.)

Professor: You can’t answer, can you ? Let’s start again, young fella. Is GOD good?

Student : Yes.

Professor: Is satan good ?

Student : No.

Professor: Where does satan come from ?

Student : From … GOD …

Professor: That’s right. Tell me son, is there evil in this world?

Student : Yes.

Professor: Evil is everywhere, isn’t it ? And GOD did make everything. Correct?

Student :Yes

Professor: So who created evil ?

(Student did not answer.)

Professor: Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible things exist in the world, don’t they?

Student : Yes, sir.

Professor: So, who created them ?

(Student had no answer.)

Professor: Science says you have 5 Senses you use to identify and observe the world around you. Tell me, son, have you ever seen GOD?

Student : No, sir.

Professor: Tell us if you have ever heard your GOD?

Student : No , sir.

Professor: Have you ever felt your GOD, tasted your GOD, smell your GOD? Have you ever had any sensory perception of GOD for that matter?

Student : No, sir. I’m afraid I haven’t.

Professor: Yet you still believe in Him?

Student : Yes.

Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn’t exist. What do you say to that, son?

Student : Nothing. I only have my faith.

Professor: Yes, faith. And that is the problem Science has.

Student : Professor, is there such a thing as heat?

Professor: Yes.

Student : And is there such a thing as cold?

Professor: Yes.

Student : No, sir. There isn’t.

(The lecture theatre became very quiet with this turn of events.)

Student : Sir, you can have lots of heat, even more heat, superheat, mega heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat. But we don’t have anything called cold. We can hit 458 degrees below zero which is no heat, but we can’t go any further after that. There is no such thing as cold. Cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the absence of it.

(There was pin-drop silence in the lecture theater.)

Student : What about darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as darkness?

Professor: Yes. What is night if there isn’t darkness?

Student : You’re wrong again, sir. Darkness is the absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright light, flashing light. But if you have no light constantly, you have nothing and its called darkness, isn’t it? In reality, darkness isn’t. If it is, were you would be able to make darkness darker, wouldn’t you?

Professor: So what is the point you are making, young man ?

Student : Sir, my point is your philosophical premise is flawed.

Professor: Flawed ? Can you explain how?

Student : Sir, you are working on the premise of duality. You argue there is life and then there is death, a good GOD and a bad GOD. You are viewing the concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure. Sir, Science can’t even explain a thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive thing.

Death is not the opposite of life: just the absence of it. Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your students that they evolved from a monkey?

Professor: If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, yes, of course, I do.

Student : Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?

(The Professor shook his head with a smile, beginning to realize where the argument was going.)

Student : Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor. Are you not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you not a scientist but a preacher?

(The class was in uproar.)

Student : Is there anyone in the class who has ever seen the Professor’s brain?

(The class broke out into laughter. )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor’s brain, felt it, touched or smelt it? No one appears to have done so. So, according to the established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that you have no brain, sir. With all due respect, sir, how do we then trust your lectures, sir?

(The room was silent. The Professor stared at the student, his face unfathomable.)

Professor: I guess you’ll have to take them on faith, son.

Student : That is it sir … Exactly ! The link between man & GOD is FAITH. That is all that keeps things alive and moving.

P.S.

I believe you have enjoyed the conversation. And if so, you’ll probably want your friends /colleagues to enjoy the same, won’t you?

Forward this to increase their knowledge … or FAITH.

By the way, that student was EINSTEIN

now playing-till i see you

its been a while since i updated my blog. So, hello again!
i told mum about me accepting Christ yesterday. she wasnt surprise though! she said are you going to church? then i replied. yea.. been going to cell group and youth.
Mum is so amazing. so understanding.. ( at times she still yells at me though, well that's what mums do best.) but when it comes to religions and boys(previously) she's the coolest. she told me she accepted Christ last time as well. i was utterly shockeeeddddd. and she had a gift of faith. hmmmm. interesting..

Thank you for all those who prayed for me. For her to soften her hearts. Most of all, thank You God!! my soul will bless Your name. the greatest love that anyone could ever known.
I trust in You.



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Your child,
Amanda

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

Ephesians 4:20-24

Awesome verse. :) I ask Ryan to read it. Haha

Btw, today was one of the most awkwardest moments of my life. And God, bless me for my Ielts results this friday. Amen!!

Your child,
Amanda

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Familiar feelings

Feelings I had 5 years back sort of came back? But no... Maybe it's just normal. I bought a pencil skirt from a boutique nearby my house! Still hope that I can find my Zara skirt :( sad face.

Oh Father Lord, answer my prayers please.

Your child,
Amanda

i.want.to.cry

i cant find my Zara pencil skirt :( i dunno where i left it.. :( ahhhh sad child. oh God, please bless my pencil skirt. let me find it. :(

Sad.....

Friday, January 20, 2012

Note to self

God's love is the greatest. Nothing or no one could ever replace it Amanda!! No guys for now!! Lol (sounds so desperate) anyway... NO. I have to pray for my faith to remain strong!!

Amanda
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Things that happened

It kinda saddens me to see my ex living with emptiness and sadness inside him. i will pray to Father. Hope Father blesses him. :) I also had that feeling to remove my relationship status with Andrew. and i did it.. hmmm i find myself kinda stupid though. :/ should be sleeping now. but i am not.. long day ahead tmr. Major spring cleaning :/

Lately i always always fell asleep while talking to God. need to try not to fall asleep.

so.. what happened today. supposed to go to town for lunch with jade and get my cross. sadly, the shop that we were supposed to go for lunch closed. but i manage to get my cross. with little crystals on it! :D from hidden treasure :)

so we drove one big round back to kereta api for lunch.. at life cafe again. haha. usual hang out place with jade. usual... and. so.many.cars. so i decided to hang at jade's place for a while before heading for my reunion dinner.

dinner was fun! tarot for the second round.. i do not know why. ah well.

Quiet time with God now. God bless!!

Amanda

stay amazed

Oh holy God, I stay amazed
You are so much more that words could ever say
Oh Holy God, I pour out my praise
On the one who never ceases to amaze

stay amazed- Gateway worship

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just had our 5science6 dinner. had fun tho! nice to see them again :)

and i bought my cross today! shall post it another day.

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sushi girlssssss. BFF for 12 years. Thank You Father for blessing this friendship with Jade.

Your child,
Amanda

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

15th Jan 2012

The day i receive my gift from God.
Gift: speaking in tongues(language of the Angels)
venue: KL Kingdom City

Pastor Jem and pastor Sky prayed over me. Pastor Jem and Sky were touching me on the head and arms. both of them were praying in tongues. i felt the Holy Spirit going into my body. my head was buzzingggg (sounds/feeling) it felt really really amazing.
they prayed over me for a long time. Pastor Jem asked me to open my mouth.. and try to speak a few words. but i couldnt. so i waited.. and she continues on the pray. she touched my lips 3 times.. and said Speak! Speak! Speak! i felt in coming.. and she touched my throat. i started mumbling words i never said before. Thank you Lord.

Later on, pastor sky prayed for me again. she felt something very special in me. i have lots more to come! i really wonder God's plan. hope its a good one! *fingers cross*

done for now, quiet time with God.

Amanda

Most posts to update.

Been going to cell almost every wednesday now. grouping with a bunch of college&uni students/ young adults to worship God and love God. i love going to cell. just us.. hanging out.. sharing stories in our lives. singing worship songs, playing games and all. it kinda tells me that, dont drift away from Him, even if you did, He wont be mad, He will always be there in your heart. He's always here. He loves you more than anything else. His love cant be explained, but only experience. So you guys! try to open your heart, and let him in. :)

Amanda

okay, previous updates.

i know it seem random that i suddenly accepted Christ. but yea.. i have been through a long road with God. i just didnt know it. when i broke up with my ex.. God was there to clear my mind and support me through my exams. and Thank God for my results. Manage to hit a 3.03. :) happy girl!! so yea.. i am really happy and contented with God's presence.

Amanda

Life after I accepted Christ

i am really bless and thankful to God that he was bless me with His love. and he started to use me to serve his purpose. showing me visions and words that i should tell the others. Thank You oh Father Lord

Your child,
Amanda