Evidence of Your faithfulness

This post should have been published or posted way back before. But as usual, I always didnt had the time to really sit down and write about it. Blogging does consume and thoughts and time. So, a while back. I was just casually talking to my little brother( half asleep actually) about saving himself for the one or a special girl that he likes instead of going all out for Jane, Mary or Nicole ; every pretty girl that he sees. So, it came to a point where i was telling him of my past relationship and the relationship that im in now. I realize that God is so faithful. He is just so faithful. He restored so much for me. Whatever I had lost or I didnt had in my past relationship, He had restored me with all those. Things i never had before, things i had lost. I truly only realized that our God is so faithful until i verbalized what He had restored me with. So then Bryan asked me. Why? i thought your previous relationship was good? Long story short.. I learnt a lot from it. I realized what type of guy that i want to be with or even marry in the future. Now that I looked back to my past, I just see this lost girl chained by a guy. totally caught up in her own world. submitting herself to him. Consumed, where freedom and trust was taken away. Issues of jealousy, trustworthy, be controlled was just a part of her world. Thankfully, the rough times ended. My eyes and heart was opened. God set me free. He saved me, and restored me with this wonderful guy who is perfect to me. Absolutely perfect in his own ways. He's just so kind, so loving. He loves spending time with me. when I'm upset or emotional, he told me that he wants to be there for me. we had countless silly moments together. toilet competition together ( i find going to the toilet a waste of time really, lol) we had tonnes of heart to heart talk moments together. This guy is so precious to me, just like Jesus. My best friend. there are times where we would just be silent, and there are times where we talk none stop. He's just so understanding towards me and my past. He makes me smile when im upset. his love helps me to understand God's love for me. and i thank God for him everyday.

I pray that every person out there knows that God has a special someone for them and also pray that they know God is always and forever faithful. Yesterday, today and tomorrow. In Jesus almighty name, Amen! In His love, Amanda