Realising.

Realising we only live everyday once. I should update this blog of mine.

God has been so good throughout this year! Despite of the spiritual attacks, weird drama, nightmares, and *i do not even wanna think of it* assignments. I wanna give a big applause and shoutout to God! For helping me getting through all these, and still loving me throughout. Ahhh, where do you find a God like that anyway?

Realising the things that i went through, God always place someone there to help me. And fighting it to reach Him. Sometimes, God can only help us this much. Always wondering, oh, God.. Since you are all-so-knowing. You have got the whole universe in Your hands. why does bad terrible things still happen to me/or my love ones? And when i dont get my answers, I go, You dont get whole of me! Please dont hold an offended heart, this thing will eat us alive if we allow it too. It will be an amazing thing, if we come to God and say, God, you know what? I dont need the answers. Because more than i want answers, I want You.

Realising healing starts when you open up. The same principal when you opened up to let Him in into your heart. He will start doing things you couldnt imagine.

Bringing happiness next year and leaving sadness behind, 2013! Bigger year ahead, one year older, one year wiser?

Love and wishes

Amanda