Hello girls, I return after what seems a lifetime and some very strange goings-on!
A quick scan of my last post tells me that I left you as I was about to undergo further scans and I was being fed copious amounts of morphine. Well, I have to say that that little lot led me down a very dark alley, where I found my legs swelling up to 'Norah Batty with her stockings on' proportions, only without the excuse of stockings, and a nasty habit of nodding off mid-sip of tea, puff of ciggie (I know....BAD BAD BAD!) or mid-spoon full of soup (messy) - and this concerned my sister particularly who witnessed these events and commented...'and they let you DRIVE???' At least I had to good sense NOT to actually drive - Im not sure I would have been able to locate the darned car, let alone navigate myself to any desired destination! And worse still, while all this was going on the additional pain relief - which was the point of it all - was pretty much zero...sigh! I think I just about hit rock bottom at this point, believing that this was my lot now - foggy head and pain, and that nought more could be done, although to be honest I didnt really realise just how grim I felt until I came out the other end of it all. And come out I did when my lovely Macmillan consultant finally decided that perhaps morphine was not quite the thing for me...you dont say!!! We've only been at it six months - one would have thought someone might have twigged a while back that things werent 'progressing' quite as they should be!?!
Anyway, a couple of weeks or so ago, it was out with the morphine altogether and lets try something new, the something new being Oxycontin which I gather is quite popular with American film stars and the like...you know, when they are found over-dosed on 'prescription drugs' in some New York apartment - this is often the medication of choice involved. Good stuff then I thought..lol...but of course not wishing to make the headlines of the local rag - well, the Chronical & Echo doesnt have quite the same ring to it as The New York Times does it, I do not take more than I should, and I have to say that this wonder-drug has led to somewhat of a miracle and one that I continue to build upon! Within less than a week my legs had returned to 'normal' (well, lets just say normal for me), my head was clear.....AND I can on occasions walk from one room to another WITHOUT the walking stick...WOW! I feel like a completely different person and as I say, coming out of the abyss is the point when you look back and think...OMG did I feel crap or what...but thats over now and Im definitely on the up!!!
The body scan was a little less reassuring it has to be said - they did indeed find a little bit more nasty, not in my leg as expected, but in my neck....good grief! I gather its just a small 'hot spot' as they call it and unless it causes me any pain, nothing will be done specifically to treat it. I did find this quite alarming to be honest, but once I absorbed the information (it always takes a couple of days to come to terms with something new), I realised that yes, it is being treated indirectly with the tummy jab I have once a month, the (anti)hormone treatment I take every day, AND the infusion that I have every three weeks - all designed to keep things under control within my whole body, so fingers crossed that they continue to do their magic! The GOOD news was that there was nothing suspicious anywhere else....thank goodness for some good news at last!
I would like to say at this point, a huge hooray for the Macmillan team, for without those lovely ladies I would still be languishing in a morphine fog getting nowhere fast (or even slowly). One or other of the team ring me very regularly, daily sometimes, just to see how things are going and to make minor adjustments to the treatment along the way so that I reach the best possible outcome in the shortest possible time. They are amazing people, and while I was very nervous when their help was first mentioned...my understanding being that they were there only to help 'at the end', I now know that they do so much more and are truly wonderful ladies!
Anyway, that is my kind of 'sick-note' to explain my absence on my little blog, and Im glad to report that stash buying and even stash using has resumed quite nicely. Well, in truth, the stash buying didnt really fall by the wayside so much - Im not sure what state I would have to be in to interfere with that, although I was quite obvivious to what I was buying half the time - only realising what I had been up to in the wee small hours when I spotted the 'confirmation of order' emails in the mornings...ha ha ha...thats my excuse and Im sticking to it lol!
However, my most favourite recent purchase is NOT stash believe it or not. Persuaded by Gina that they were a wonderful thing, I treated myself to a Kindle...woohoo! I absolutely love it, and the addition of the LUSH hot pink cover with in-built light makes my snuggling under the duvet having a good read such a nice experience...no more do I have to endure all that exhausting page turning...ha ha ha! Here is my Kindle, complete with cover...and flippy up light, it is a thing of beauty...

The leather cover was pure indulgence, but it just had to be had!

..and the flippy up light...

...and as Gina promised, it is very easy to use and downloads books in seconds, so I am currently enjoying my first Kindle purchase - Thanks for Nothing by Jack Dee...a few giggles to get to sleep by, just the ticket!
But now time for 'the crafty world of sue-bubbles' to get a bit crafty!
Firstly, Alma's birthday season lasted so long, by the time I got around to sending her some birthday goodies, I just had to make another little card to go with it. With Alma being a huge fan of a brew and a nice cake, I thought these Kanban clear stamps were the perfect goodies to use to make it....

I used regular coloured pencils to colour in the stamped images, but blinged things up with lots of irridescent stickles and a spot of glossy accents and pearly accents here and there.
While I was busy making Alma's card, I persuaded Carol to dig deep for some crafting mojo to make a thank you card for Gina as she had sent Carol a beautiful scarf that she had knitted for Crimble...to thank her for being such a lovely sister and looking after me...bless! Here is Carols lovely blingy card...

I loved the way she layered up the two 'thanks' die-cuts, and she thought of that all by herself! As an apprentice, she is hard work but Im getting there lol!
Whats next.....ah yes, I can show you this as Rachel, to whom this tag is heading, is away for a few days so should not be looking in here! The tag is part of a tag swap organised by Margaret over on Docrafts, with the theme being 'new beginnings'. I have to confess to struggling with the theme, but then settled on Spring time as kind of fitting. Whatever...I figured with enough bling and pretty stuff on it, Rachel will like it anyway lol...here it is...



It should currently be somewhere over the Atlantic heading for Canada...I hope you like it Rachel!
And finally, Valentines Day brought my sisters 30th wedding anniversary...and her husbands of course, not that you'd notice as he is not big on cards or gifts...tut tut! Way back in the day it was he in fact who suggested that they get married on St Valentines Day as it would mean just the one bunch of flowers per year (such a romantic), so today I asked my sister...how has that panned out then, just how many bouquets HAVE you received from him in the last THIRTY years...........her reply..........'eeerrr...maybe two, just maybe mind'! Anyway, I broke all recent records, making her card in less than two whole days lol!

For this I used my new Martha Stewart 'vintage dove' birdie punch which I simply adore, another of Martha's punches for a flowery border across the bottom, a few K&Company embellies, and sizzlits dies for the wording. The backing paper is from a small Prima pad...so pretty! Carol liked it anyway...now to catch up make a store of birthday cards as I just know there a few creeping up to take me by surprise next month!
Well there you go, I might keep you waiting, but I think I give you your moneys worth once I do get going lol!
Hugs and sparkles to all my friends, and hang on in there, its so nearly Spring!
Sue x