This is definately going to be one of those posts where my sister says, Ahhh, you guys are so in love. In her funny sarcastic tone. :)
Hyrum and I have been married for 12 years. It is hard to believe that it has been that long. I feel so lucky to be married to this guy. I love seeing him walk through the door always with a smile and so happy to be home. My heart literally jumps when I see him. I guess the reason for this post is because believe it or not I just realized that I am high maintenance. Actually, really high maintenance. It's weird, before I got married I would categorize my dating personality as fun, easy going, laid back, outgoing,(okay so they are all pretty much the same thing). I remember one of our first and only fights:) Hyrum would say, "WOW, I didn't know you were like this...." I remember saying, I wasn't, I'm not, you have brought this out of me. I was never like this before. But, lately, okay so I have known for a while but haven't really wanted to write for the world to read had these thoughts like maybe I am a little crazy. And maybe I should try harder, be nicer, etc. Hyrum is amazing.!!! I feel really lucky (blessed ) to married to someone like Hyrum. I have been going in freak-out mode due to some unwanted intruders. I have literally LOST it and am not stable nor am I capable of doing much right now without HYRUM. He has not complained, or told me to snap out of it. He has done everything to help me feel relaxed. He has cleaned out closets until late at night, put together shelves for me, moved things from here to there. I just feel really lucky and hope to be able to allow him to count on me like he has allowed me to count on him. He is the greatest person for me!!!!