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Life seems so busy that I just don't have the time to keep up. Since April's election business things haven't really slowed down. I started a new job because I just can't wait to start something new. This can really be a big problem for me as I often regret not being more patient and thinking a little bit more about what extra busyness will come with each new thing. I started working in labor and delivery at the Red Deer hospital, which is an area I have wanted to work in for a number of years and this seemed like as good a time as any to start...boy was I wrong. I miss my kids, I miss being there for all their moments that won't happen again. There are so many people who don't get the opportunity to be there for their kids childhood moments and I have been fortunate enough to be there for most. Since Kate is our last baby I realize more and more that as all my kids grow, I don't get that opportunity again to enjoy all my kids when they are young and still learning everything. So the time is soon coming to make the hard decision of letting go of one thing I have started to really enjoy to be there for the harder job, but the one I can not redo whenever I want. It is not really a hard decision, but hard to let others down, knowing their expectations.
Some reasons to be happy:
