I am trying to find the words to write this post and know that I will not adequately convey what is on my heart. This season I am emotional and raw. I am happy. I am amazed. I am rejoicing like no other Christmas season before. He has put a song in my heart. I feel like the woman in Luke 7. I've been forgiven so much and he has filled my heart with so much love. I've learned a lot this year. It's been a year of abundance, but not in the worldly sense. He has given me more of Him than I could've ever asked for or imagined. He has opened the floodgates so much that I do not have room for all of the blessings. Yes, they are overflowing. But to get to this place, there has also been pain. I have been chiseled by his grace. He has surfaced ugly sin in my life. It has not been pretty and I have not surrendered easily. But now I am so thankful that He loves me enough to change me and shape my heart. My whole life I have unknowingly made everything about me. He is showing me that it is not about me but about him. Even when reading my Bible, I want to know what it says to my particular circumstances instead of what I can learn about my Father's love and character. Selfish. me. Changed me. Covered in grace me.
This week, something unbelievable and beautiful has happened. Coby went to Sudan in May of this past year. When he came back, he told me that he wanted me and him to start saving to purchase a water well in Sudan for $2500. The people in Sudan do not have access to clean water unless it comes from a water well. They drink muddy water. Their young children get dysentery, cholera, and other diseases from drinking this dirty water. Water Harvest International goes into Southern Sudan and drills wells into aquifers near the mango trees where churches are being planted. They also have evangelists to share the gospel where they are drilling. People not only have their physical needs met but more importantly their spiritual needs met. So Coby and I started saving not very intentionally and have several hundred dollars.
Our Bible Fellowship teacher asked us if we had any ideas about what we could raise money for from our Christmas party. Last year, we raised $900. So Coby suggested a water well in Sudan. Our friend, Trog, had a friend that wanted to donate $1500. So we thought, well, there you go. Our class can raise enough money for one water well with the donation of Trog's friend. Trog, however, called us out. "That is what you can do, Coby. Why not ask God to provide 3 or 5 wells." So we prayed and decided to get together a campaign. The campaign never got together due to our household of 5 getting very sick over the course of 2 weeks. We drove to our Christmas party defeated feeling like we let God down b/c we didn't do our part. But we quickly learned that this campaign had nothing to do with us but God and the unity of the church. Our class Christmas party raised $2500 and then a member matched that. So right there, you have 2 wells. We had $1800 going toward another well and another donation came in for $1500 - $2500 (to be determined). The guy that donated the $1500 has decided to have the same kind of Christmas party with his community group and they are going to raise money for this campaign. So right now, we have money for exactly 3 wells with commitments to possibly 5 wells and we are praying for 6, or 7, or 10. Contact us if you are interested in being a part.
What has amazed me about all of this is that this is what it means in Romans 12:3-5 , "For by the grace given to me I say to everyone among you not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think, but to think with sober judgement, each according to the measure of faith that God has assigned. For as in one body we have many members, and the members do not all have the same function, so we, though many, are one body in Christ, and individually members one of another. Having gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, in proportion to our faith, if service, in our serving; the one who teaches, in his teaching; the one who exhorts, in his exhortation; the one who contributes, in generosity; the one who leads, with zeal; the one who does acts of mercy, with cheerfulness."
Thank you Father for using the different gifts that you gave each of us and allowing us to be a part of something much bigger than ourselves. But also showing us that you will do what you set out to do whether we are a part or not. Thank you for loving the people of Sudan and giving us an abundance that we can give to them. I pray for more wells. Do something exceedingly abundantly above all that we can ask for or even imagine!
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Then our mouth was filled with laughter, and our tongue with shouts of joy; then they said among the nations, 'The Lord has done great things for them, the Lord has done great things for us, we are glad." Psalm 126: 2-3