im actually kinda fine with both the arts and science. it's just that i feel that science is easier to score? yupyup. it's all facts, while arts is more on how you argue? which is just think is kinda waaaaaay harder.
or maybe it's just me.
oh and if kaiting moves out of 1sd4 and no one comes in and takes her place, does that mean i can go to that class?
or am i giving myself false hope?
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anyway, i think im leaning towards bio, chem, math and lit. it's the best of both worlds.
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now the thing is, should i stay in science or switch to arts. you see, over the pst week that ive been in the arts fac, i sometimes feel that im totally wasting my time. it's like i wonder at times what on earth im doing in the arts fac. i mean, granted, history and lit are interesting and all, but the thing is, can i score? dont think so.. i mean i didnt even do lit in secondary school. but at the same time, science is such a bore. it's like bio's really interesting and all, but chem? total *yawn*. econs' fun-ish while im totally going to fail maths. so how?
fuck.
oh. do you thing this is a sign from god? firstly the feelings ive had over the past week (ive been feeling totally out of place in the arts fac) and now me not getting the humanities scholarship? hmmm. plus the fact that everyone says i should go back to science?
how now brown cow?
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see reina, my blog isnt that uncensored.
church. it's like whenever i see people from my youth group, their like 'joey! we miss you! you've been gone for nearly 2 years now, when you coming back?' and you know what? jun hui went to rj, saw theresa and one of the first things she said to him was 'you know joey right? isnt he weird?' when i heard it, i was like totally shocked. i mean, how can someone be that hypocritical. is she just putting up an act in church, and is a totally different person in church? and to think they claim that things have changed, and that they are more sincere now. rite.
oh. isaac wants a mention. here it is.
[edit] im in total confusion about the way acjc posts the classes. how can sam lu who's taking four sub (bio, chem, math and chinese) be in the same class as philbert who's taking three? and what's with the two ahs? i know i really shouldnt be complaining because i might not be in ah if they didnt have two classes, but the fact is, there are TEN pointers now in ah. and ah's supposed to be exclusive?
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oh. and you know rite, if you remove 1 side of a car's wheels, the car will keep going in a circle? well, what happenes if you remove 3 legs from a fly and a wing on the same side. does that mean that it'll fly around in a circle too?
food for thought.
oh. and remember i said that indonesian chinese are drop dead gorgeous? well, i just realised that i only know two who are so. hmmm. but damn it. the two that i know? they really are deliciously edible.
lol. i seem to be in heat these past few days. must be the rain.
wait. only bitches get 'in heat'. does that mean...
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oh, and remember last year's 'broken up people' and all the emotional trama i went through after watching the musical? i was like debating for 2 weeks if i should go back to the youth thingo in church etc. well, the thing is, ive kinda figured out why i wanted to go back. it was cause, i saw these people, people whom i grew up with and people whom i watched grow up, suddenly becoming so mature and different. i think that just made me want to go back to see how things have changed and stuff. yupyup. of couse the fact that some of them have turned out to be them drop dead gorgeous helped too.
okayy. this is gonna sound really off and all, but speaking of drop dead gorgeous, i just realised that im really
oh. there are a few exceptions to the rule. people with: bad breath, crater faces, body fat of more than 20%, need not apply to be my keeper.
oh. and close friends are exempted too. i think falling in lust with good friends is kinda gross.
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why? because ive not lost the TEN KILOGRAMS i gained due to the o levels.
why? because everytime i had a 'bad' paper, i'd buy TWO JUMBO SIZED packets of crackers and finish eating both of them for lunch.
oh. i've calculated, from november 2003, ive gained 10 kg and from jan 2003 ive gained 16 kg. i am now an astounding SIXTY FOUR KILOGRAMS. that's a mere five kilograms lighter than jun hao. and ya'll know how HUGE jun hao is.
so here's the diet plan: skip breakfast. have a heavy lunch. and a light dinner.
makes sense?
also, from now on, i'll actually be doing mass pe instead of slacking off.
oh. and
one. the obvious.
two. i get to buy all the nice, nice clothing i saw at paragon today.
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chunky's such a whore. during sectionals he got on the table and started dancing and singing like a virgin. and he did the works. from the shaking of hips down to the on-all-fours-and-tossing-of-hair. haha. he's so queen. i think he's more queen-y then me.
after that went to k-box. yupyup. that's right. k-box. was like so weird at first. i mean, me, liang lin and paul were just staring at the screen which had instructions which incidentally, were TOTALLY in chinese. we were like 'what the..' haha. then we managed to figure things out and started. hmmm. i think no one actually was willing to sing at first? then we realised that in the room we had an syc member, an acjc choir member and a person who rejected the acjc choir, so we were like 'what the heck.' haha. sang songs like like a virgin, wannabe, hit me baby one more time, copacabana. haha. basically damn camp-y songs. oh. and i imitated the bulgarian idol woman when singing cher's 'believe'. but then again, i might just have been imitating cher herself.
watched the acacia tree today. it's so damn bad. i mean, there are it's nice arty moments where it looks really classy and all, and then there are the really bad, cheesy moments where you can guess what's going to happen next. i give it TWO POPCORN.
didnt pierce my ears today. realised that i was going to see valerie wilson tomorrow and what with her picking on me already, i shouldnt give her more reason to do so.
i miss bitching with paul. oh, and i dont mean the 'ohmygod, izzie's such a slut. i mean she's with titus and yet she's flirting with every other guy..' kind of bitching. it's more like the snappy one liners, quick retorts etc etc. isaac will know what i mean.
ive figured out. a grand total of four people visit my blog. myself, isaac, cheryl and elizabeth. and how do i know this? it's cuz ever since i locked my blog, ive given the password to only three people. so yah. that would kinda explain why my counter's been moving so slowly these pass few days.
oh. paul teo just came online. wonder if he'll talk to me.
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anyway, broken up people's starting again. *whoopee* this saturday and sunday. must come ok? sms me and i'll give you the tickets.
oh. we're going back to visit the acs(i) choir on tuesday. should be fun. can go and terrorise all the new sec 1s again. and the sec 4s. haha. ive always bullied them, but i think now their not scared of me anymore. hmph.
there's choir tomorrow. boo hoo. im so scared. my pitching is eternally flat or something. valerie wilson keeps picking on me. damn. david tay said the teachers think ive not been working hard enough. what?! it shows?! damn. and here i was thinking i was putting up a pretty good act of slogging my guts out for choir.
liang lin got into the SINGAPORE YOUTH CHOIR. YEAH!!! haha. it's just that it's so damn prestigious what with the syc being suppose to represent the epitome of what the choral scene in singapore is like and all.. yeah!! now he has some basis to appel into acjc. yeah!! then he can go make out with terri in all the dark corners of the school! yeah!!
i offically hate friendster. it's so darn slow.
right. this entry is kinda jumpy. oh well. live with it.
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anyway, ive given up on paul teo. look:
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
Hey, nowadays whenever I say hi to Qian Jin but he doesnt reply.... do u noe why?
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
Izzit his siblings using the com or something like that?
joey says:
erm.. no.
joey says:
i think maybe.. he doesnt want to talk to you?
joey says:
hmmm. how many times has this happened?
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
A couple of times already
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
But have u been chatting with him recently?
joey says:
yupyup.
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
Funny...
joey says:
really?
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
I dun mind lah..
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
He dao me
joey says:
ever wondered why?
ZHENG XIU WEN ROCKS TOTALLY!!! SHE'S THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! says:
mayb too bz chatting with other ppl... like u
*sigh* you think that after associating with me for so long, he'd get the subtle hints that everyone drops and become more perceptive.
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to mom: can you please stop checking my blog. i didnt tell germ when you checked her blog, so can you at least stop reading it. and don't deny that you've been reading this. you've got absolutely no respect for any of our privacy. and you know what's the best thing? i can say this without worrying because you cant scold me. if you do, then i'd know that you've really been reading this. so there.
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started off nice. was in the hall stoning when isaac came over with this present! was quite funkily wrapped too. wished me then went back to his class. and apparently half my class didnt know that it was my birthday today. oh well. not that i didnt publicise. but once most of them found out, they wished me.
valerie baked a brownie just for me!! and it's not those small brownies okay, it's the huge cake sized one. okayy.. it was instant mix. but still! it's the thought that counts. i think. haha. anyway, my class sang the birthday song in the void deck so damn loud! was like 'ohmygod..' and the worst thing? it was damn off pitch. haha. the brownie wasnt too bad i guess. i mean, i didnt die from food poisoning.
mass pe was bad as usual. but since it was my birthday, i put in even less effort then usual. so you can imagine how slow i ran. i was pratically crawling. and i think the teacher's given up on me. when he saw me walking on my second last round, he was like 'okayy. you can stop now. there's no time for you to walk another round.'
oh. i think reina, val and lizzy are quite desperate already. throughout the entire day they were like 'isnt it an ac tradition to get stripped on your birthday?' i was like.. erm. okayy. i mean, not that i mind. wait. i do. but i mean can ya'll not be the one to suggest it. i mean if it was some guy okay lah. but girls? i dont know.. just thought it sounded quite horny.
choir was quite fun! i had quite a good time. anyway, the choir people found out that it was my birthday (god knows how) and they tau poked me. okayy.. i know this might sound weird, but it was my first! ewww. that sounded like i just lost my virginity. haha. but i mean in acs(i) when people tried to even entertain the thought of doing so, all i had to do was give them my 'bitch stare' and they'd run off in the other direction. but today cannot lah. was choir people, so had to suck up a bit right. okayy.. that was a bit too straightforward. but you get my point? i mean i cant possible tell caleb to fuck off can i? yupyup.
i guess the thing that got me down was that many of my 'close' friends didnt even greet me. i mean they dont have to call or something, all they had to do was to sms me a greeting. but no.. and the people im talking about arnt auntie or wee keat you know? even people like paul and eugene cleanly forgot about my birthday. no wait. scrap that. paul didnt forget about my birthday. im pretty sure i told him it's today. the thing is, he didnt even greet me. and people think me and him are close. jun hao's another one. he knows it's my birthday today, and he even bought me a gift (not passed to me yet though). but the thing is, he didnt greet me. i mean, so what if you've bought me a gift already? you've still not wished me. and to think i actually cajoled half the ac band to wish him on his birthday last year.
okayy. that paragraph sounded a bit ego. maybe i put it across the wrong way, but do you get what i mean?
anyway, going to eat dinner now. i think my family's bringing me to nydc later to celebrate.
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1. clinque - happy
2. digicam
3. topman vouchers
4. chocolates.
but in the event that you do find that im not worthy of these gifts (how dare you), a simple greeting through sms would suffice.
i think tomorrow's a damn bad day to have a birthday. one. there's choir. shucks. two. there's mass pe. damn. three. there's a bio test. haha. i dont have to really study for it. i think i could live through mass pe and the bio test. what i doubt i would survive is choir. bloody. i dont really know my scores and i dont want to be the only tenor 2 sitting in the 2nd row again. do you know how hard it is to sing when you've got 2 jc2 singing into your ears? especially when the 2 are not from your section. now, you know why i dread choir.
anyway, we went round school today rating pple. like based on their face, body and SEX APPEAL. haha. i just realised that our batch of j1s are quite sad. where are the bootylicious babes and handsome hunks. i mean there's me of course, but other then that?! oh well. maybe my charm will rub off on the rest of the j1 population. haha.
yupyup. anyway, i need to go and study for the bio test now. cannot fail mah. if not so embarrassing. just study enough to get a pass good enough.
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went round school today feeling very lost and alone. especially during recess. first time i felt so in acjc. i mean, it's not that i dont know the people i saw in the canteen. it's like i know their names, faces and probably can hold a decent conversation with them if i wanted to, but the thing is, i dont know them. it's like i dont know what they like, what their family consists of etc. i mean, basically, these very same people are the people who were in acs(i), but i think acs(i) was different because i had jun hui and isaac. so i didnt feel so alone? hmmm. maybe it's cause i'm missing my good friends.
anyway, got a tag board!! yeah!! my very first one, even though this is like my third blog. haha. so sad rite. shall try to use it, cannot seem so himbo. after all, even reina knows how to work her tagboard.
dont mind me reina. it's not that i think your a bimbo at all. it's just that.. take a look at what happened during gp:
ian: who really cares when charles dickens died?
reina: yeah! i mean, he's not even real rite?
all:*stunned silence*
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hmmm. should i start giving out the url? i might. after all, it's not like pple will actually visit it or anything.
im in acjc now. in 1sc9. i guess my class's okay. it's just that they've never seen the true side of me yet. the bitchy, campy, (dare i say it) queeny side of me. it's like i go into class and everything's an act. i smile at people, laugh at their jokes and just pretend to be this total stranger which even i dont recognise. im sorry. ive turned into this huge hypocrite. i think sam lu said it best:
'you're two totally different pple in acs(i) and acjc. it's really fake.'
i mean, it's not like i've not been trying too show the real me, it's just that i find it so difficult to be bitchy to those pple. but im trying. i promise, by the end of the month, they'll see the real me.
there's some things i really wanna blog about, but since the teachers have banned me from speaking about it, im sorry.
gosh. is it me, or have i been apologising throughout this entire entry?
anyway, paul teo freaks me out. im sorry to say this but, he's so weird. it's like look at our msn conversation:
ZHENG XIU WE: U free?
ZHENG XIU WE: I tot u got church stuff
joey: i thin: yup. finished already.
ZHENG XIU WE: Do u noe W.K, Ian and JM
ZHENG XIU WE: meeting me at J8
ZHENG XIU WE: to watch Haunted Mansion
ZHENG XIU WE: GO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZHENG XIU WE: U go also!!!!!!
ZHENG XIU WE: Ok?
joey: i thin: nope,
ZHENG XIU WE: why
ZHENG XIU WE: GO lah
joey: i thin: i think it's a dumb show? and besides,
junction 8's too far..
ZHENG XIU WE: Ur buddy, Wee keat going leh
ZHENG XIU WE: and Junming, Ian GOh!!!!
joey: i thin: whoopdeedoo.
ZHENG XIU WE: They surely want u to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ZHENG XIU WE: Oh yah, u said u got Bio test tmr?
ZHENG XIU WE: Nvm abt test
ZHENG XIU WE: Now 1st 3 mths only
joey: i thin: paul teo. im not going okay?
joey: i thin: that final.
joey: i thin: *that's
ZHENG XIU WE: Isaac also not free
ZHENG XIU WE: Why, u two on a date ah
ZHENG XIU WE: Just kidding
joey: i thin: haha. i am so utterly amused.
ZHENG XIU WE: Me too
ZHENG XIU WE: Haha!
ZHENG XIU WE: Xcuseme, I go do big business
joey: i thin: eww. too much info.
ZHENG XIU WE: BACK
ZHENG XIU WE: What too much info?
ZHENG XIU WE: Gtg
ZHENG XIU WE: Realli dun want to go?
joey: i thin: yes,
joey: i thin: bye.
ZHENG XIU WE: Bye ;)
i mean the poor boy's either mentally slow or he just doesnt understand my form of sarcasm.
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