joey.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

hello.

the emo-ness has run dry, so there's nothing left to talk about.

fyi. cloverfield sucks, it's 6 bucks to cab back from leedon to my place past midnight (ohmygod. 6 bucks use to get me home from zouk post midnight), me and my sister are bad influences on each other (too lazy we both are), and we (yan, me, zhu and huixian) ate & drank so much at km8 that my belly's damn big now. there's something about a nice tropical drink (eg margarita) and the sunset, that go together. that and being able to tell the waiter 'oh put it on his tab'. point and look away in a far off direction. tsk.

plus, i suppose copulating couples and nice, fit, tanned bodies make for a happy day too :)

gonna go now. britain's next top model awaits.

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Friday, January 25, 2008

after telling the story over and over again, to more and more people, i think i've finally gotten bored of the matter. so much so that i would like to think i'm 100% over it. and the date's symbolic too!

well done joey. good boy.

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

the weather's a bitch. yet another reason to leave this country.

so anyway, there was a mild relapse on monday (ai yah, blame my hormones lah), but i'm happy to announce that i'm back on track again. no worries, no worries. at the rate things are going, everything shall be forgotten by the time i leave the army. out of sight, out of mind!

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

the week past:

- sending off of geow and shu. bring in 'my lover's gone' and 'paris'.
- steph chan & her commune days, blue berry nights with deb and a comprehensive update of/by swee
- which resulted me feeling rather emo at range (ai yah, morning only.). being bitten rather horribly by mosquitoes, causing right hand to swell up. painful, and so not glam.
- the failure to convince the doctor that my foot rot was serious enough to warrant an excuse to wear sandals for the week to come.
- dinner with yan
- a call at 130am from an old friend (it's been too long, babe). the realization that good conversation can be had even though you're rudely awoken up by the vibrations (and not the good kind.), and that we're OLD.
- the resignation of the inevitable
- i've forgotten you! at least, the level at which i'm over you is now 70%
- the realization that you are incredibly self centred.
- the feeling on friday that the people left in the bunk were probably the only people i care for in it.
- and, telling 2 more people about the secret!

i leave you with the ever so glam huimin, who got a headache tonight after a sip from her drink at tango's.

good night.

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Tuesday, January 08, 2008

and in a step away from the emo-ness that has been pervading this blog, and in a bid to announce the return to normalcy, i am happy to announce that:

SWEE'S BACK!

yay!

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

weekend in emoticons:

friday - :/ :)
saturday - :/ :/ :) :'(
sunday - :/ :)

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ai yah. i'm really confused lah. maybe this whole situation needs a jumpstart, so we can pretend that it's back in the beginning again, and we're all starting something new. when we were still figuring each other out, and we'd gravitate to each other during situations, leaving everyone confused.

that'd be ideal, but nooo.

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i dont wanna go back to camp, no, no no. :'(

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

zhu, i'm gonna kill you. the bloody song's stuck in my head.

do you like boys?

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the matter which hit with surprising verve and intensity, has died down a rather quick death. or rather, my attempts at stifling it before it sinks its' roots further into my heart are working, and so, i'm left with half stirrings whenever the name is mentioned. like i said, army helpeds. out of sight, out of mind babes. maybe we'll still be friends after all this is over.

in army related matters, the army boys are fine. 3 weeks away from each other, and everyone's unnervingly polite. no huge bust ups yet (these are early days yet though). although the way to the end isn't as swimmingly clear as hoped for, we're still nearly at the end, and really, whatever that tries to bug us can be dismissed with a simple W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R.

right-o. going to bed. see yall when i see yall

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

for all the bitching and moaning i've done this month (one month only, one month only! we only have till dawn!), tea today made me really happy :) so happy that i'm booking in with a light heart.

these 3 weeks have been good. it's reaffirmed that i've friends who actually care. after all the shit the army boys have put me through, i'm rather glad to know that laughter isnt that hard.

ai yah, i've never been the emo sort, and i'm sure this will die down in due time (if it's like j1, it'll take about half a year, but yeah, in due time). till then! see you when i see you!

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and since i obviously can't handle being friends, perhaps it'd be best if i tried the distance thing (it's a unilateral move). and i believe you know eh? you never struck me as being stupid (despite the fact that the more we interact, the more you resemble him, and i think one of the first things i told you was that i dislike him for his relative immaturity). really, i've tried. i've tried being a friend, and it isn't working out, so out of sight, out of mind.

perhaps she was right. since the word go, she's been saying that we've nothing in common. it pains me to say this, but i rack my brains trying to think of conversation topics, and really, at the end of the day, we both prefer other people's company. i'd really prefer it another way, but i don't think i could handle it.

so excuse me while i disappear from the face of this earth.

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i swear this will be the last emo entry in a long time. anymore, and ya'll are welcome to slap me and scream in my face. anyway, it's not fun to wallow in one's sorrow anymore.

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isaac lee! i think you'll understand who i'm talking about in this entry (the main person anyway). if you forget, remember the picture i showed you!

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happy new year people. may 2008 be better than 07! <3

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