the way i see it, some people watch teevee, some people spend their free time reading, i just happen to spend my free time clubbing.
be proud of me. tonight could have been so much worse. so much. you've no idea how bad (or good) it could have gotten. ask me and i'll tell you. just thank the heavens that common sense prevailed (:
as loser as this might sound (like you care joey. i think you've embarassed yourself enough here. crying your heart out? hello?), but
do you know what it feels like? it feels as though someone that i know and love dearly has left my life. it's like, you know that they're still around, but you've no way of catching up with them, and finding out where their lives have taken them now.
it's like they're real people, and there's actual care and affection between us.
sigh.
pretty pathetic, i know.
in solace i've turned to project runway australia, which is entertaining, but still, doesn't quite pass the mustard. i think i might watch more australian television than some of the people in oz right now though. ---
one down, one more to go. i don't want to think about the paper today. it was okaaaay la. nothing fantastic, but i don't think i wrote shite.
10 days to read up on contract law. it's a closed book exam, and i know shite about it. urgh.
i was really happy when michael and ben got married, but now that they're moving away from liberty avenue and trying to take jr away from melanie and lindsey, who though have broken up, really still are the parents, and the original agreement was that michael would be the father, but that didn't mean official parental rights, so anyway, now that they're trying to take jr away (but she's only a baby! she's still breast feeding), they're being assholes, but i forgive them cause they're still my favourite couple.
i know right. panic about the impending doom makes me ramble. but oh well, at least i've started to study in earnest at last.
just saying. i might be more mature now, but darn it my blog entries way more entertaining 4 years ago.
there's something about growing, well, old, that imbues a sense of self-censorship within. i'm sorry, but i don't feel like announcing to the world in general my latest crush (not that i ever did though. everything was shrouded in secrecy) or the latest ethiopian diet.
but darn it, i sure i was more out there then, even though i'm out there now. it's like the further you get from the door, the more you realise that you've to cloak yourself in respectability (HA! RIGHT!) because you never know who's gonna be reading this.
adrianni said some year 2 wrote this on the board:
exams suck what the fuck but we need to make the bucks so in law school we are all stuck!
how apt.
everyone's stressing me out la. they've all either finished studying or have started doing exam papers. waaait for me. and i thought i was doing well because i was ahead of my schedule. :(
the older i get, the more i understand the appeal of house. i am a house boy. and i could be yours in more ways than one
i didn't submit my sls essay till today, one and a half days past the deadline. gulp. never mind la, at least eleanor likes me. i think
we have ambitious plans post exams. japanese buffet lunch, a bbq, a christmas party and a trip to phuket. where's the money gonna come from? oh right, i just got the scholarship
the club 21 bazaar yesterday was quitee good. i got a dkny shirt and 2 pairs of underwear for $70 bucks. the shirt alone cost $219 at original retail price. i'd have gottn more (oh, cocoa coloured ck jeans, a red two toned ck shirt) if not for the budget constrains.
speaking of budget, i got the scholarship i applied for by the way. two thousand dollars. yay! (:
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me, swee and tatt went to watch ave q today. it's ridiculously funny. everyone should go watch it. the internet is porn, if you were gay, You Can Be as Loud as the Hell You Want (When You're Makin' Love. all how true.
i really should stop watching the show. now all i feel like doing is putting on my dancing shoes (as emmett says it), hitting the clubs and fucking my brains out.
how? exams start in 16 days and i don't feel like studying. :(
i know this is the third time in three weeks that i'm saying this, so there's reason to be skeptical, but no more clubbing till after exams. which incidentally, start in 16 days. so no more. shoot me if i suggest it.
and note to self: drinking tequila shots with an ulcer in the mouth is not the brightest idea to have come from this brain. i spent the next five minutes crying from the pain, only to have to go finish the second shot that i ordered :(
they're so sweet together, in both the uk version and the american one. i never got it though, why they never get it on, considering they like each other. and they kiss. on the lips. for long periods. but apparently that's just a kiss as friends. i mean, he did try to get it on when they were both on drugs sometime in season 1, but it didn't work out.
WHY.
sigh. probably not a good time to get hooked on a show with the exams 2 weeks away >.<
i would like this for christmas pleasethankyouverymuch. i think it's quite me. never mind where i'll wear it. i'll climb the hill up to law school in heels if you wish, as long if you get me the outfit.
it's back to the stat memo then. surely no other incomparable joy can be attained on a saturday night.