Thank you for all of the positivity from yesterday's post.
Yeah, I am happy...still smiling.
Today is a catch up in the house day.
We have generator people coming to replace a part
( seems that this house always needs something)
But for the most part, I am cleaning all the things.
Time to reset after the holiday season.
August is still hanging in there with frequent massages and baths.
I also need to clean out the outdoor fridge as a 1/2 gallon of egg nog
froze, cracked and poured to all over, ruining a lot of my seasonal veggies
with shards of glass.
Life.
It can be so mundane yet so beautiful.
This, above is my general attitude.
Always has been.
You get what you put out there.
And I choose to put out light & positivity whether
people are offended by it or not.
And to be honest if you are offended by me
wanting peace & harmony that sounds
like a YOU problem.
There are many out here like me, just trying not to make things worse.
However, for whatever reason when I raise up my head and speak for the many who
won't because they will be vilified, harassed , condescended to or mocked
I become a target.
People just want the soft , amicable , sweet Raven who prays for people,.
They want a malleable soul who will agree with them and feed them compliments .
They want what I offer; an independence , a lightness and an ethereal aura
- to stand next to me in my light without reciprocating .
Sit down Raven & just be quiet.
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How dare you want peace?
How dare you wish for understanding?
I hate this is how people react to one another now.
I hate it immensely .
For the record, I have lived through awful things not of my own making.
Black, dark & twisted things.
I have never let them make me become a spiteful, mean & angry person.
My spiritual life, my politics, my personal relationships are none
of anyones business. Never has been- yet there have always been those who
dwell there...always wanting to pick away at the boundaries I have created.
The people who talk about me , who after decades can't leave things alone.
Who stir broken pots.
And still....
I search for peace & try and be light.
I pray for people who talk shit about me behind my back.
I am aware that I am responsible to God only.
I wish one day to be reunited with my family who I lost too long ago.
For the some who think I am some unaware puppet without my own mind,
you clearly do not know me.
I am the child of a King.
I am the daughter of Lois.
I have more class and grace and loyalty than you will ever know of.
I am tough in ways I never wanted to be.
As I sit here writing this I am aware that I will be vilified no matter what I say.
I still wish the best for people.
You hate yourself, you wish to seem relevant, you have no sense of self.
I know there are so many reasons for why people attack those who seek to unite .
Mostly, I do believe they feel like they can without any repercussions .
There is a feeling of superiority that they can call others out with no consequence.
Comeuppance always happens.
It just does.
Being a mean person is not a flex.
and you want to know who will be the first to help you up off that floor
of reality and humbleness?
The person you tried to break.
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Raven
xoxo
{ be the light...no matter what }
