full of salmon. *happy*

my fav >.<

Alhamdulillah A’la Kulli Hal..
Feeling blessed this few days, just like receiving a few small token/prizes from Allah.

although it comes with a few tears and unsettled feelings i must say.

that just make me love Allah more, to bits =)

like this feeling very very much..

i am h.a.p.p.y
*senyum sejuta megawatt*

“Be patient, for your patience is with the help of Allah.” (16:127)

“Be sure We shall test you with something of fear and hunger, some loss in goods, lives, and the fruits of your toil. But give glad tidings to those who patiently persevere. Those who say, when afflicted with calamity, ‘To Allah we belong, and to Him is our return.’ They are those on whom descend blessings from their Lord, and mercy. They are the ones who receive guidance.” (2:155-157)

Turn Around.

Something that i wouldn’t expected to be this heart-wrecking. hectic life. but it is what it is. I’ve never imagine that i’d be so patience about this. you know you hate it, but you kept doing it till you just felt, just do it.

it’s a very tough year for me, and alhamdulillah Allah always kept me in the spirit. although sometimes i felt like rubbish. and to give up. sometimes you just wanna let it pass away. quickly. but when thought about responsibility, you can’t. i just can’t.  and when i need a break, He always gave the chances in a very unique way. but i hope there’s a lot to be learnt. and to grow for a better person.

now, to think of it. i’m not that tough. May Allah forgive me when i WHINE. to Him or people around. rasa bnyk pulak buat dosa. T_T

Read this at K. Dati’s fb: “Tiada seorang muslim yang (sabar) ditimpa oleh keletihan, kesakitan, benda yang dibenci, kedukacitaan hati, kesedihan hatta duri yang menyucuk kecuali melalui Allah menghilangkan dosa2nya.”(hadith riwayat al-Bukhari). Pokoknya sabar, redha dengannya tapi jgn lupa berubat sbg usaha yg dituntut – taken from Zaharuddin.net

May Allah forgive me. ameen.

kinda need a pelangi petang right now.

but, listen to these;  Controlling Anger!. my heart sooth.

may Allah forgive me today.

*thinking.reflecting.*

alhamdulillah. ACD went.. urm, well that what i expected =))
result, blakang kire. konklusi:

after baseline: i felt so stupid.
after a year: feeling still stupid, but less. huhu.

stupid here means – not enough study and even mende2 simple pon tak tau. aiyaa. but it’s ok. improvement is what you want.

boleh tidur sambil senyum mlm ni. terima kasih tuhan. for the happiness and lighten my heart. secerah bulan purnama. hee

senyum sejuta megawatt =)))

accelerated capability development.

or in a simple term, technical assessment.

and yes, i don’t really like the assessment, because i do feel stupid after that. mind my language, really. well, of course it’s good for the young engineers, that you’ll be the master in what not of aspect. but not to whom who’s not on hands on position like me. hence, terpaksa bersabar and study hard & smart. but, just like we’ve learnt, everything comes from Allah. if you berusaha bagai nak rak, but then didn’t get what you want, it maybe not ur time yet. not your part of rezeki. but that doesn’t mean you don’t have to work hard. so, if there’s something wrong. cepat cepat la reflect on yourself. why why why? mcm 5 Why’s RCFA tu. haha.

and that’s when it’s come of konsep usaha + tawakkal. you’ve work for it, try your best. than leave it to Allah. sounds easy, but have you really reflected how sincere are you when you are doing something? or when you do the job, do you kept complaining and whining? it’s busy and tired. yes, we are. and human are easily get irritated and angered. so? kene la bnyk sabar.

back to ACD. i don’t know what to expect. study pon mcm malas. result pon nnt malas2 jugela jawabnye.

just try your best. chaiyo!