- I sat down at the computer and started scrolling through my old blog posts.
- I got angry at Sam and asked him why he kept getting older (the other kids were in bed or they would have been questioned as well)
- I mean, why do we keep getting older?
- We moved again back in 2014
- Same neighborhood
- again
- We must love it here.
- I had another baby back in 2014.
- She's called Hazel
- She's beautiful
- And fun
- I think if I was directing my life movie right now, I would just show one of those daily paper calendars that you put on a desk and it looks like a stack of post-its in size, and it would be someone's fingers flicking through the pages and making each day zoom past so fast that you feel like you are going to be sick with dizziness and the fingers suddenly stop and it's April 6, 2016 and you're thinking "We've gone to the future" but the narrator is all, "Nope, this is now" and you're mouth is hanging open and you struggle to make a coherent thought vocal and it comes out of you all at once, "That's not possible, I meant for something meaningful to occur on certain days, but they are all just a blur now making up a whole, and I don't think I did anything worthwhile" but the narrator in a smiling voice says, "That's stupid, of course you did" and then some sort of harpsichord ballad starts playing as the credits scroll.
- By the end of this year, my children's ages will be:
- 15
- 13
- 10
- 6
- 2
- I should have used bullet points for the ages, that looks confusing.
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