In bullet formation:
- Lost. Lyz is hurting so bad over Baylee leaving and I have no idea how to help her. Her and Jenn left this morning for a tournament in Maryland and Jenn said her number one goal is to make sure Lyz has a blast. Number two goal may be to get Lyz really drunk. Maybe.
- Sad. Baylee going to heaven makes me fear what will happen when Minne goes to heaven. She is no young pup. She turned 13 in June. She’s is quite close to blind, and has much difficulty going up and down the stairs. But she is still happy and wags her tail and eats like a horse. A few years ago Minne got sick and I remember thinking “As long as we have a baby before Minne goes, we’ll be alright.” Not looking like that is going to happen.
- Angry. And what I’m angry about is unbloggable, not even in a password protected blog, that is just how bad it is.
- Confused. How can unbloggable not be a word?
- Cranky. I’ve been at work for 7 hours and still have 4-5 hours to go. Silly people choosing to get married when my boss is out of town!! How dare they?
- Slightly lonely. While I’m complaining above about being stuck at work, I don’t really want to go home. There is no Jenn there. In the 13+ years we have lived together we have spent less that 7 nights apart. No me no like.
- Happy. Because Jenn got to go away and do something for herself that she enjoys!! She has spent all of her free time planning this down to the last itty bitty detail and driving her teammates nuts!! She may have even sent them an email reminding them to pack socks. I ❤ my little ocd’er.
Anywho. That’s where I’ve been and where I’m at. Until I can cool down a little from the anger part, I’ve been away from the blog. I plan on heading home tonight and finding a cool flamingo in the basement so at least I’ll have a mingo monday post!!
xxoo
P.S. I’m thinking about Estee and her family, maybe you could send some good thoughts her way too? Her Nan (Grandmother) is not doing very well, and they believe she will be heading for heaven soon. Estee and I grew up together (aka, I used to babysit her and her siblings) and our mothers are best friends. She was one of the very first people to ever start following my blog. I even wrote about her once upon a time!



























