The 7 weeks that i had

                                                                                          

My seven weeks of holiday is coming to an end soon and i will be embarking on one last trip to Singapore for another Golf shoot.

Dont get me wrong, I dont play golf, I’m employed to take pictures of the golfers.

 

 

 

 

 

 

  

I’ve been making frequent trips in and out of Malaysia, just to take pictures and this holiday can be said to be one of the most if not more productive holidays i have had.

Truly an amazing experience. And all wouldn’t be as fun if my good friend Joshua Yap, also an avid photographer himself, did not go with me. Our random burst of laughters in the MRT can almost get us into trouble, but heck, we’re young, energetic and “foreigners”. We didn’t care what the other people thought of us. Just enjoyed ourselves and had fun.

Lasty, Joshua Yap has successfully poisoned me into being a Think Tank Photo freak. Now every time i surf for camera gears it’ll be Think Tank. When people tell me they wanna get camera gears, i’ll recommend Think Tank. But then again, its a good innovative product. Very reliable and secure. It is worth every cent you pay.

Photo of me with the Think Tank Pro Speed Belt and Skin Set.

 

 

till then,

Sher Mann… OUT!!!

never

i've never shed so much tears... in just two months...


i dont know why...



Broken,
Sher Mann

She

She's leaving on a jet plane soon, and as i count down to those days, i have to cherish all those times that i have left with her. The touch, the smell, the care, the love and most of all her company. Not knowing when she'll be back again is bad, but not knowing what will happen while she is there is the worst. I cant be there for her when she's sick, cant be there when she needs help, cant be there when she misses home, cant be there when she needs me. I want to be her hero. I want to stand by her. I want to hold her when all is out to get her. I just want to hold her.

The things that she has done so far have been amazing, i wonder how could someone ever treat her so badly in the past, not cherishing her wonders. The days she brings to me have been insanely magical. I'll miss her everyday. And until we're back in each others embrace again, i doubt that my heart will ever be in peace.


till then,
Sher Mann... OUT!!!

GREEEEEEEEETTTINNNNGGGSSS!!

hello all,

this blog has been dead for quite some time... ooopppsss!! sorry...

updates from me for now would be.....

finals coming end of april, am in the midst of finishing assignments and going to start preparing for exam.

The Y-Life team is now working with Mr. Bernard Hor of SummerSands, Joobaholic. It has been great so far. very delightful. all going in the right direction

We have gone through alot and there are more to come. we'll stand strong and stay together. I want to make this work!

for now, im sticking to the planed Euro Trip. NOT TWO trips yet... XD

ALSO, im running for Bcomm Student Council. WOOOTTSSS!!! wanna aim, aim for the top... SO YES>> I'm gunning for the President spot. now... I NEED A "War Cry"!! suggestions please!!

N93i is starting to show symptoms of dying... *fingers crossed* please dont die on me......

Last but not least....

bébé est génial



till then,
Sher Mann... OUT!!!

free falling

She's a good girl, loves her mama,
loves Jesus, and America too
She's a good girl, crazy bout Elvis,
loves horses, and her boyfriend too. yeah, yeah..

And its a long day livin in Reseda,
there's a freeway running through the yard,
i'm a bad boy cause i dont even miss her,
i'm a bad boy, for breaking her heart.

And im free, free falling, falling
And im free, free falling, falling.

All the vampires walkin’ through the valley
Move west down ventura boulevard
And all the bad boys are standing in the shadows
All the good girls are home with broken hearts

And i'm free, free falling, falling
And i'm free, free falling, falling.

now I’m Free fallin’, now I’m free fallin’,
now I’m Free fallin’, now I’m free fallin’,

I wanna glide down over mulholland
I wanna write her name in the sky
I Wanna free fall out into nothin’
Oh i'm gonna leave this, this world for a while

And I’m free, free fallin’
Yeah I’m free, free fallin’

the song that speaks for me..

till then,

Sher Mann.. OUT!!

haih...

i cant sleep...

i did something wrong... something stupidly wrong.....

i wasn't thinking right.. i thought i could make it better, but im nobody... i cant save everyone.... its just not meant to be....

i dont want to see it gone to waste but yet some part of me thinks otherwise....

i tried to control but it just disobeyed me....

sigh.... what should my next step be?

wait for the outcome OR make my move.....





WE FIGHT FOR WHAT WE KNOWIS RIGHT....





till then,
Sher Mann... OUT!!!

another decision to make

Now I understand why mummy says dont trouble people. I fully understand now.

Not everyone is understanding and patient. Even those who are initially might one day just lose the understanding and patience they once possess. Every passing day of our lives is a learning process and we grow up to realise that certain things in life cannot be done and achieved, no matter how much we sacrifice and try; they’re just fated to not be part of your life for long. For one thing, I have learnt; however much you give will not be as much as u will get back. It is a fact and everyone will live through it no matter what. It was a long day and at least my partner understood what I was feeling and she supports the decision that I have made. Though it not be easy to let go of what some may call, a stress release activity, but it might just be one of the most important things in life that I have to let go.

I made my decision based on the pros and cons that I lain down. Moreover, the cons were at this point more than the pros.

On a different note, I am rather amused with the fact that my patience and tolerance level is rather high. It is highly proven and I crap u not. Just ask the friends who have seen me tolerate the annoying girl that I had to help during my meeting one day. Also, waiting for a friend of mine for two hours to pass her car to her. I put myself to the test every time and always get amusing results.

till then,

Sher Mann... OUT!!!

Why do i even wanna care?



What she does isn't of my concern.
What she says wouldn't be my business.
Who she talks to isn't my responsibility.
Where she goes wouldn't be my worry.

There's much more in life for us to do, but why do we care so much? Its not like she would know. Its not like she would care. And its definitely not like she would understand why. To them, we're just mannequins. Pushed around and messed around with. There's just too many of us out there and losing one of us wouldn't do any harm to their lives. After losing one of us, another just comes in to replace our place and the cycle continues every 3months, until they're satisfied, and decide to take a break and go in seriously. Guys and Girls; Face the fact, WE ARE ALL THE SAME. We take each other for granted and we don't care how others feel. We do what we like, we do what we want; and although it causes harm to others, we don't give a shit.

Like I always say "Guys and Girls are never meant to co-exist"

We don't understand each other, we can't read the actions of the opposite sex the way they want us to, we definitely don't care if we didn't understand why the opposite sex did something outrageously sweet. We only ask the "Why" question once, and when that question is answered, FULL STOP. Nothing more said, nothing more done. Worse comes to worst, it just ends there.


I really don't know why I'm typing all these out now. It somehow doesn't seem right to me, but i hope you get what I'm trying to say.



till then,
Sher Mann... OUT!!!

It's not like I didn't see it coming.

For starters, our personalities were too different.

It was not like we didn't try to make things work. I tried. We both tried.

It was nobody's fault.

We had our sweet moments of happiness.

HAD.

Looking back at all that has happened, I'm not sure if we even understood each other. One thing's for sure is that we argued so often. From day one of getting together until the day we ended it. There was not even one month of pure peace and quiet.

It is amazing how we even lasted so long.

Two years plus to be precise. Considering how different we are.




For what it's worth, I did love her all my heart. Still care for her sincerely.






It feels weird being single again.




Till then,
Sher Mann... OUT!!!

babyyyy

my baby has been gone for almost 2 weeekssss...... =( miss it so much..... come back to me come back to me!!!!