Mission completed!

The Mission that I have failed for 12 times!
It is now completed!
Aren't you happy for me?
Because I am very satisfied now!
I thought that I would never complete it but...
I did it!

Your smile is fascinating! =)
I've never realized that is not that you are not friendly.
My last time is most perfect of all!
Thank you!

Is my mission completing soon?

OKAYY!! I'm going to announced that there's a good news here! BUT I'm not stating what is it here, in case there's some leakage or something.. Anyway, it is a really good news, I can say!! =) I have never expected this would happen especially 31st of Dec is drawing so near! BUT amazingly, it happened which still, I couldn't accept it... I love thanking the Universe! THANK YOU! Actually, I am happy because the Universe heard me! I SUCCEEDED OBTAINING SOMETHING I DESIRE! LOA IS WORKING MAN!!!!!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! =DDDDD

Anyway, yesterday was Christmas! I had so much fun yesterday! Alright, let's talk about Christmas eve first! I went out with my college gang during Christmas eve and went out with my family at night to the curve and i saw PIN SHIN! wahahahah.... didn't talk to her though... :( Anyway, I believed that she had fun that night! =)

I really hope that dream I dreamed during Christmas eve would come true! It will, won't it?

During Christmas day, I went out with one of my High School friend, had a great time with her.. hahaha! AND AND AND AND the most important thing is at night, I went to my neighbour's open house and met a Japanese girl there! I'm so so so happy! My neighbour, Karyna's YE was really friendly and open. She talked to me a lot and I really enjoyed that night with her and of course karyna :) I'm so glad to know so many YEs in this one year..! really, its amazing! :)


This is the Japanese girl I met, her name is Minori.. pretty girl?

I'm meeting her again soon and am looking forward to it! =)))

I'm glad that it came true
I'm really glad that the universe heard me.
Thank you, thank you and thank you!

Feeling good!

This is the 3rd week of my holiday! =)

I just came back from Penang with my family. When I was at Penang on the 13th, Soo Hua msg me and she says that that time was our date of flying to Japan last year! Of course, I remembered clearly! From the beginning of my Penang trip, I was recalling about my Japan youth exchange period... It has been a year! really a year!

Can I go back to the time?
NOPE!

Therefore, I should think ahead which is see myself walking into my host family's hse again, meeting them again would be the greatest thing ever! I feel the feeling of loved and happy! Thank you!

Oh well, let's get back to my story :D

Soo Hua told me about how dumb we were to not know how to collect drinking water at the airport! I kinda remember little by little... :) Sigh... time seem to pass so quickly. It is exactly one year!

I made a Christmas card for my dear host families, since my mom objected me sending them presents through mail. :)

This time, last year, I was having dinner with my host family! I've forgotten wht food I had taken.. :s But I think I had a great day that day!

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Feeling good is the best thing to do! When you are feeling good, you are emitting a positive frequency... yep! true? yes? no? well, I'm currently reading a really good book but I'm not gonna mention it here. Oh yes, I have not mention that I met someone interesting and amazing at Penang! i'm so happy and grateful to the Universe! thank you, thank you and thank you! I really appreciate my life, everything! :)

I miss telling carmen about my secret or the law of attraction story man! Carmen is a very good friend of mine and she was the one who comforted me throughout my depression process last year.. yeah, that freaking ... well, it's a great process though. :) not to say it was a bad process..

To my dear friend, Pui Yee! I hope you are doing well everyday! I want to mention something here. well, I know that these days you are pretty upset of something but please, be happy! feel good! You know yee lin right? Think of her, picture her smiling, laughing happily! and you will feel really happy. I will, at times. She's a great motivator! Anyway, I know that you are willing to sacrifice but don't don't and don't ANYMORE! I don't know how to tell you to be happy anymore but what I want to convey in this post is that, no matter what are you doing daily, ask yourself, how are you feeling? If you are feeling good, that's great! If you are doing bad, upset of something, depress, try to change the frequency to a good and happy one. Think of the good one instead of the bad okay? I sincerely hope to see you happy again!! :)

I'm nearly broke! So many outings this months! I have a few more to go... oh god..... I want money! =)

p/s: I'm meeting my YE friends again this month! omg omg omg omg! I'm so happyyyyy! We can share and talk about our times at Japan again1! woohoo! yeah haaa!! happy happy! :) glad to have went to Japan with these people! :)

Japan! I'm coming soon! wait for me! wakakakka!

Hooi Jett

l o v e I t

Well, I'm sure I have not upload my class's photo right?
Here you go....
TBF Jan Intake 2009 .4

Awesome classmates, awesome people, keep in touch, peeps! :D

I went to watch new moon with Bee and before that, Irene joined us for dinner and we had steamboat for our dinner! Cool! This is my first time having steamboat with my friends! :) I had a great time fooling and joking around with them like we used to.. :D


Irene and I preparing...



The Bee!






Can u spot the star with eyes and mouth? lol...

and lastly...


Fruits and Jellys... :D

Bee send Irene home before we went to watch new moon. I thought that I had no chance to watch expecting that the cinema might be packed with people that are going to watch midnight movie but surprisingly, it was rather empty.. haha.. :)

New Moon! I have finally watched it! OMG! I've been waiting since a week ago.. :) Omg... Jacab black look so much better after he cut his hair! :) and and Edward cullen!!!! Kyeli's right! It is depressing after the end of the movie .... somehow because edward cullen is gone.......... Well, Eclipse! I'm waiting!!! :)


I'm waiting for my next attempt
I want to succeed
Thank you

Didn't realize

I didnt' know that the post before the previous post was my 100th post and it was not a enlightening post. well, it seems like everything is coming back! Ah! no no! Go away.. shooo..... thanks for your sharing but I'm not interested! HAHA.. To be honest, I'm actually still interested. :( I don't know why. Although I don't see you like I used to, you exist inside the place which I can see you but it is not real, it isn't in my reality.

The dream is so funny... blablabla

can't save my 100th post for my happy story.

HJ

TBF ended! T.T

Now it is kinda late update but I will just do it.! :)

The first moment I step into Taylor's, my feeling is "oh no, what am I suppose to do? I don't want to be here!" At that moment, I wished so much to go back to my high school, sri kl, which is situated just behind taylor's University College. But I hv graduated. haha...

When I was still in Japan, I still remember how I dislike my parents to decide on which college and which intake I should enter. I was so frustrated that time, I couldn't talk to my parents face to face to tell them how I dislike to go taylor's and I don't know why! and now, TBF ended. This foundation is short yet fun! I got to know so many great people. I have truly learned a lot in this one year time. The friends I mixed, the dream I wanna reach...etc I will never forget it. :)

I know next year, everyone is going to be separated. Junee is going to norttingham or sg, xiyi is going to UniSa, Pin Shin is going to Uwe and me? I hv nt decide yet. Everyone is going to different path. And of course my other coursemates... :) I'm so glad that I've known all of you and thank you for the memories together! I really appreciate it. =D The end of the foundation seem to come so quickly. haha... and now 2 months of holidays! :D

I will definitely miss the times we spent together, friendssss! :D


Junee, pin shin and xiyi! :D





Pui yee!!


Pin Shin!!

Love,
HJHJHJHJHJ

I don't know

It is not how it ought to be
How I wish that particular dream to come true
I have been dreaming the same thing that would never ever occur in my reality life
If it came true, it would be truly miracle
what could I wish for now
It is too late for once it reach the end of 2009
I must tell myself to forget about the past and move forward
because there's no more turn back
The dream must be ended and everything must be forgotten
because...
I don't deserve this
I know I deserve something better than this
This is not anything serious that might kill me or something
I just don't want to this to remain like this
I deserve to have something better
at least...
may be something that can fulfill half of my mission?
Well...
May be I should stop my nonsense here...
dimwitted, I am.

HJ

I'm stupid

Although I didn't achieve it up till today, I want to thank the universe this time for granting my wish but that particular wish didn't come to my mind on the right time. I always wish for that particular thing and it really came true, it is just waiting for me to act but once, twice, thrice, I dumped it into the trash. Why was I so stupid? I'm so sorry, I didn't know that I actually was given a chance, no, my last chance. Great. Now, my last chance is being tarnished. I guess I have to move on and forget about the past. when its gone, then its gone. There wouldn't be anymore 2nd chance.

Thank you for everything,
I have grown a lot in this process.
Good luck.
Hope not to see you anymore.
Thank you.

GOOD LUCK!

I know its a little too late but....

GOOD LUCK TO THOSE WHO ARE SITTING FOR SPM!!

Dedicated to Ms. Ding Yin Li.

Good luck in your spm dear friend!
I know that you can do better than anyone else out there!
Be Confident and believe in yourself.
I sincerely believe in your capability of obtaining STRAIGHT A'S! Go YIN LI!

GOOD LUCK TO MY DEAR COURSEMATES WHO ARE SITTING FOR TBF FINALS TOO!

I know its impossible to complete my mission that I failed for several times but I just want to say...

Hi, friend. I just want to be your friend. I just want to smile to you and chat with you like how I did in my dreams but I just can't see how possible it would happen. Good luck, very much and take care.

Love,
HJ

Observe

It is exactly a week to my Finals! Can you see how fast times flies? I still remember the beginning of my 3rd sem and now this sem is going to end so soon! I can't believe it! I can't believe that I have graduated from sri kl for a year! I can't believe that I have came back from Japan for almost a year. It has been a great year to me.:)

Today was my speaking test! =) It was okay. I thought that it was harder but glad that I got over it now.

A lot of things has been happening and I don't want to mention everything here. I just want to say that, wherever you go, college or even the outside world, you just need to open your eyes big big.. Don't make a fool of yourself because at the very end, you are the only one that is losing out.

Love, Hooi Jett

Time is passing faster than I expected!

With the korean boy


with me!

Compare the above 2 photos, it has been almost a year, any diff?

It has been long since I last updated! Let me start off with news in my 1st host family!! = About 50 Korean boys went to my 1st host brother, takashi's school and my host family hosted one of the korean boy. I think they hosted 2 korean boys last year, too. Actually, compared to him, I think I was luckier than him cos i stayed at their house for 2 weeks but he stayed for only 2 days, I should know how to appreciate and be grateful right? I am grateful to them, a lot! =)

Thank you, otosan, okaasan, obachan and my lovely 4 brothers!


Takashi and the korean boy ( dunno what is his name)


Motoki and the korean boy.. :)

How nice if I was there too!! haha... then I get to know a friends there and as well as home stay together there too!! =)

Anyway,I am planning this YE gathering. Wonder if any YEs are interested! Hope that our YE gathering would turn out to be successful! I really am hoping to meet all my YE friends again and share our Japan youth exchange period again.. :) It would be GREAT!

A few days ago, I dreamed that I went to Japan with my mom and we met my grandma (mother's mom) there! OMG! It won't happen in reality. haha. The place where we went was really beautiful..! I really hope to go there once more. Actually we wanted to visit my host family but too late, not enough time. :( If not I get to see them in my dream again. How nice!~

A song Played by Motoki Horiuchi (4th host brother)


A Song played by Ryouta Horiuchi ( 3rd Host brother)


A Song played by the most talented pianist-- Keigo horiuchi (2nd Host brother)


I forgot to update my Host sis's wedding. I shall do it here! =)
My host sister in Japan, yoko Watanabe got married on the 9th of Oct. She hosted me in japan last year! and guess what? she knows how to speak perfect English, I consider her as a good Eng speaker in Japan!! =)

Let's take a look at her wedding's photos! =)


Her husband, shinji and Yoko


my 2nd host parents, shinji, yoko and shinji's parents ( I met them before too)


Motoki (my youngest host brother) and my host nephew











1st and 2nd host family


pretty?


Group pic!

Yoko is pretty, isn't she?? typical Japanese, indeed!
I produced a video for her and my host father played it during the wedding. I admit, it was not a good video from me, therefore, I'm shy to show it out to all. hahahhaa......

All those are updates from Japan! =)

Talking about my life here, our Final exam is just around the corner! I'm having my last presentation this week. It has been a busy semester for all of us! After this semester, our TBF Jan intake 09' would be over.

Time really flies! I still remember my first time in TBF. I was so scared on my second day because I wasn't present on my 1st day as I just came back from Japan and I need to rest. I was afraid that I might not have great friends like I did in sri kl. But, I was wrong. I got a bunch of lovely and sampat friends in College. They are great friends. :) I really am fortunate to have them as my college friends and I really appreciate them a lot!

I hope in the future, all of us will still keep in touch so that we won't forget each other and how we create our precious memories in our foundation year. Although this year seems to be short, I think I had a great time in College..! =)

It has been 1 year since I graduated from Sri KL. As I looked at this year's graduation class of 2009's photo, I have been thinking that it was just like I have graduated yesterday and today, my foundation year is ending soon, too. I felt that time really passed very rapidly. sometimes, I really miss my high school life. I really miss the times with flower formation and my rho group. Every break time, I would go to the next class, 5 rho, to find SF and B. and ALL the time, Irene and B will be busy dating so it is just left with SF and I. So, I had a very great time creating sweet memories with SF. we talked a lot during Break. we laughed a lot but when it is time to go back to our class, it is sad again. :( cos we have to see each other in another break or may be the next day. Not to forget, my beloved 5 0', I really miss the crazy jokes in 5 0'.!! how I wish to go back to that time where I can still all my secret stories with carmen, yawan, and more! =)

Right then, I hope to have a few great weeks so that these precious memories would be stained in my mind eternally. :)

Be it sad or happy, I appreciate our time together, friends. :)

Love,
Hooi Jett :)

=)

It has been a busy week for me since the week before last! We have done all our assignments except moral. This whole week would be presentations and test!

AND

IT'S TELLING ME THAT THE SEMESTER IS ENDING!!!!

That's fast!

Well, all the best to everyone in everything!
We can achieve anything with believing in it!
Nothing is impossible =)

i'm gaining back my confidence! =)
as I wasn't in a good mood last few weeks or days!
Thank you! I know it is the universe that gave me back my confidence!! HAHAHA

Thank you & ILY! =)

Random thoughts

Considering this would be the last exam you would sit in your pre-u. Next, you are going to use this result to apply for your degree in another Uni. This result is definitely important, isn't it?

Definitely!

I'm happy to say that I'm trying very hard to motivate myself every single day to do the things I ought to do in my daily life, rather than wasting my precious time on something that won't be beneficial for me. I believe that it is difficult to change from lazy to hardworking, as I am experiencing now.

I hope to be successful in the future. Well, who don't? I just want to built up my confidence level right now so that I would be able to handle my emotion or circumtances in the future.

I admire those who have smart brains but at the same time, my thoughts is telling me that some smart people isn't smart. They are just smart in studies but not PR. I hope to be one of those who are good in PR as well as studies! haha! It's awesome! :)

over the years, I have been hearing this all over again! "you look much younger than your age!" well, since standard 1, perhaps? However, to me, it has became compulsory for them to compliment me like that, i mean those who I first met. Sometimes, when I introduced myself, stated my age, college, high school, etc, I would be waiting for them to say that phrase which I have heard over the years.

"you look so much younger than your age!"

I admit, I really look much younger than my age. I really do!Recently, I feel grateful to hear that phrase. I don't feel sad anymore. I know, it is weird to feel sad when people says that I look young, it is absolutely a compliment! But it's weird that i feel sad about it last time.

This is just a random little post stating my current thoughts in my mind right now. Remember this, everyone has the opportunity to become someone awesome, its just the amount of effort you put in and your strong desire and believe towards yourself! the burning desire must be strong! :)

Nights people!
HJ <3

My belated 18th birthday

2.10.09


My college mates celebrated my birthday with me at my house! =) That evening, all of them followed me back to my house except the other 5. The other 5 came later. The first thing we did at my house was camwhore! =) Camwhoring is so fun that 9 people sat at my poor 8 year old sofa and I guess it couldn't support the weight of us, of course la! haha.. and it spoilt. We were shocked as this was the first time that all of us have ever spoil a sofa! Fortunately, my parents didn't scold me.
:)


I'm happy that I had a great 18 Birthday this year! :D while waiting for the others, we camwhored again! But this time, not on the sofa.. :) After awhile, joe and wayne came and we continue waiting for the other 3 more. haha....

Finally, we can't wait any longer and we started our meal! The food for that night was speggeti, grilled chicken, salad and drinks. what amazes me was that everyone praise that the grilled chicken was terrific, really delicious! :D Hope you guys did enjoy the food that night!



Almost all of them drank beer that night! I considered a few hours to 18 that night, so I drank too! :) Damn cross! keep forcing me to drink it. haha.. He forced brendan to drink too! Pity brendan that drank the beer with straw and his face was so red!! >< CAKE WAR!

I believe that everyone would understand that 2 words up there. damn cross! He started it.. Firstly, he pushed my face to the cake when I was told to bite the candle up. I knew this was gonna happen! I knew it! But I can't object right? So, I did it and I smelled like cake after that! After I came out from the toilet, i think my house smelled like cake! HAHAHA! The rest were having a cake war! really can't believe it! I don;t think this would ever happen if my parents were at home! :D Joyce even accidentally scratched Brendan's lips. haha.. pity him lar. xD

After the cake war, we went into my tiny study room and partay! so small, with the tables and chairs inside, and we were still able to dance there.. lol. Anyway, not everyone participated in the dance party.. lol xD



3.10.09

Danial's hari raya open house was good. haha :) I was the 3rd person frm .4 to have arrived at his house. we waited for quite awhile cos Danial said that they were lost. haha.... so wait wait and wait. when they finally reached, it was about 2 or 3 something. Junee wanted to go but she was caught in the traffic jam! :( sad.. But it was okay lar. :)











My grandma came over at night to celebrate my 18th birthday with me!! =) and most importantly, KYELI CHIN called me! My dear couzie, when can we celebrate each other's birthday together? I miss her like crazy!







04.10.09
My 18th birthday with wind and bee!

They came to my house on Sunday and we went to The Curve to have lunch and we watched a movie in the cinema (forgot the name) next to The Curve. I had a great time with them! They are my gang in secondary school :)

Actually their act were very obvious that day. Firstly, soo fong ask me to sit behind. That one was okay lar, I didn't suspect anything. But they brought a big bag out of the car (hahaha). Then, when I sat beside soo fong, she put the bag the other side, when I asked what was that, she passed it to bee. -.- obvious lar, isn't it? Then, soo fong purposely ask me to accompany her to the toilet. I knew it ald cos their act was so suspicious. lol.

when we came back from toilet, nothing happened. After our lunch, I didn't want to eat dessert and they kept persuading me to have one. I said "lets have it outside, not here la" and they said, "lets just have it here!" So, I listened to them. Bee was extremely lame! she said she ordered a blackberry or something I forgot and it turned out to be a ...

Pandan birthday cake!


HAHAHA! I wasn't surprise actually. Cos I knew edi but I was very grateful to them for willing to spare their sunday--family day with me to celebrate my birthday with me, though it is over by one day. THANK YOU SO MUCH, MY FRIENDS IN 5 RHO 08'! :)

We watched a movie-- the ugly truth. This movie was good, not bad! humorous as well! :) Bee fetched me home at about 5pm after the movie ended. It was a great day with them! hahhaa....

My birthday present from the both of them!
















Thank you everyone for celebrating my birthday with me! I truly appreciate everything! I'm glad that I am having a great year in 2009 and this year is almost coming to an end, right? yeah. So, I hope that it will go on smoothly to the end! Thank you very much! :)

cheers.!
HJ :)

Christon cafe

I just found something interesting while reading the updates from tokyo kawaii's blog.. The place is so nice, isn't it? yep.. It's a Christian style of an alcohol place and the name of this shop is Christon cafe! :) Located at Shinjuku, Tokyo! =) Go to this place if there's an opportunity! It's really nice!!=))