Reminiscing moments of life

2 Years ago, remembering myself in the airport with 3 of my friends who are going to the UK with me, I was feeling both nervous and excited as I left my parents and walked through the customs. At that time, a brand new life was waiting for me to discover and after 2 years, I stood a level above the customs, looking at my brother who left us just like that. The only brother that I have... After he leave, I guess I'll be alone again, the only kid in the family! He's just a special brother in his own way that nobody would have expected. Off he go to explore his life. As happy as I am for him, I'm as well afraid about something else. It has been a well spent 2 weeks time with my brother after not seeing him in a year. This 2 weeks is the best time spent with my brother ever since I have come back.

I have my own life and it is waiting for me to discover how amazing it is. Looking for jobs, continue with my studies and work after completion of studies. The cycle is just like that. what more can it be? But throughout the journey of this cycle, I believe each and everyone of us will learn a lot and matured in thinking. As I grow older, I have realized a lot that I have not even realized back then. The question marks are still floating above my heads. But alot of the questions have been resolved right now. I realized that as I grew older, I can't be plainly spending my time on unnecessary things. Honestly, I regret  a lot not listening to my parents when I was younger to spend more time in reading more of the reality. I do think that I am in need of more knowledge and my brother often acts as the role of an older brother to motivates me to do more reading to increase my current knowledge level. These few months holiday is certainly vital for me to some self-development. I promise, I'll be better before I return to the UK.

Still as in love with them, some people don't understand how can the fans of SJ mix so well together and even friends of friends can be introduced to each other and eventually they will become best friends. Probably people will find this funny but I really think that SJ is a gift for me because I wouldn't have had so much of motivation thinking about the effort they have put in to achieve who they are today!

My life is amazing! 

Introducing my brother! hey yeah he is my younger brother but he do look taller than me, but he is younger than me!! Oh well , this brother of mine don't like to take photos and that is why I really do not have many photos of him! It's a pity really! But hopefully he will develop some interesting hobbies which is out of our expectations when he is over there!

All the best my brother~

Dogs can never fail me!

Oh dear... just how adorable this doggy is! on the streets of Britain or the whole of Europe, you can see dogs wherever you go and the greatest thing is that they are indeed trained well.. they don't simply bark, bite or whatever. There's hardly any stray dogs on the street as well, only those rare by people. I really love dogs but unfortunately, I don't own one!

I remember when I was 12 years old, mom suggested to buy a dog and god knows how happy I was at that age! Because most of my friends have doggies and always talk about how adorable are their dogs and when I finally got one, I was extremely happy. Really can't resist how cute it is! I had a doberman dog whose name is dobby named by my dad. Dad loves dogs too but not as much as me! After having this dog for about a year, it was my mom's decision to sell it off because it is destroying her garden and she prioritized her garden than my poor dog! And so, one day.... my dog just followed someone else back with the money paid to my parents! At the age of 12, at that time, I was really depressed of the fact that I do not own a dog anymore and that adorable dog of mine, as if he understood me whenever i approach him always sits as I pat him or talks to him!

Until today, I really love doggies a lot. I love it in Europe that whenever I'm walking down the street, I'll see doggies and I'll have an awed expression shown on my face! My dad and mom will never understood  me whenever I show that kind of expression because I can feel these cute little things! To exaggerate, I feel that they are poor little things whenever I look into their eyes! It was the greatest thing on earth if my dad brings back a dog for me! hahaha! but it's really impossible =(

The other day when I was watching this famous movie about dogs entitled 'Hachiko', it was indeed depressing! Feeling how the dogs feel, I can literally cry a litre of tears! and another day when I was watching another doggie movie which is a Japanese Movie with japanese acting in it, I really feel them and cried sooooo much! doggies doggies! Just how adorable are dogssss and how come some people don't realize it?! How I wish to own some dogs in the future~

Sometimes,  while looking at Dobby's photo in my room, I wonder, how are you little one? Though you have aged a lot since the day you left my house.. I really do think about the first dog I have ever had. How I wish to meet him again...

Dogs are just toooooo adorable 

I'm back!

Back to Malaysia once again. Smell of the polluted air, humidity and heat is where I stay... Missing the fresh and cool air that I have stayed for 2 years. But oh well, home sweet home to myself! It's really good to be home after 1 year ++ of staying outside of my home country... I didn't have jet lag at all, unlike in the UK. Jet lag was pretty bad for me over there. I came back just to realized that my sim card is not working so I guess it's stopping me from connecting with friends over my phone.. haha! It's a good thing actually.

Finally get rid of my untrimmed hair for about a year++. Brother is going to leave us when I come home. It's really depressing but I'm meeting him soon anyway after this! so, this 2 years in the Uk have got me gained tons of experience in self development. I believed, I have grown alot within this 2 years. Alot has changed as well. Friends, places... etc some friends who keep in touch with me 2 years ago are no longer keeping in touch with me anymore. But at least I do know who stayed with me from 2 years ago until now and who don't. I'm happy with my life, my friends. They are awesome.

Definitely, there's not much of a time that I could waste on computers, online or doing something unnecessary like what I did last time because time is limited, life is short. I need to do something which is more important and that I would see as not wasting my precious moment in my home country. Need to learn from my brother to read more. Keep telling myself over and over again to read more! Because I am lacking in reading and definitely need it to boost my knowledge!!

Just for the  sake of blogging, I blogged. Thanks to those who still bother to read this blog.
Goodbyeeeeeeeee~

My dash is interesting!

Should I say I'm almost done with Uni? I have just sat for my finale final exam in Uni. Looking at the books and notes piled up above my shelfs, I often asked myself... is it ending already? No, it has ended. Uni has ended. I'll miss Uni a lot and my life in bristol. I'll definitely miss it. One day, when I was still sitting for my exams, I woke up early to study but only to find an emotional side of me emerging again. I looked at my room, from the book shelf, my photos of family, friends, host brother, sj darlings, my super junior collection, to the notice board that I have attached loads of motivational quotes and loads of super junior photos. I asked myself yet again, is it ending already? As I looked at the motivational words/quotes which I attached it on my vision board, I saw the word 'ss4'. SS4 stands for super show 4 and it is super junior's 4th concert.

Guess what? I have been to ss4. The concert that I would die to go for. I have been there and came back. Paris to me is like a wonderland with fantasized dreams and fairy tales. I went to Paris with bel, just the both of us. Together, we explore the beauty of Paris. Never knew it could be so great travelling with a friend like that. The best thing on earth is that I met my darlings at ss4! ss4 is so worth it to go. Reminiscing the moment where 9 supermans walked passed me just within a face to face distance often motivates me to study harder. I couldn't believe my eyes. I achieved something that I would never thought I could have achieved. I thought that I would only look at them from far and that's it. But I never never knew that i could see them so closely. So, because of this I'm often motivated by them whenever I'm down to studying. I'm really thankful for my dad to let me fulfill my dreams! Thanks dadddddd!

The rest of my days in bristol is going to be very very precious. I will miss every bit of it. I'll treasure every single thing for the left over days. I'm really glad that I am here. =)

CNY and events!

Yee lin came to visit me at bristol and I'm so happy that she came! She told me that her friends say we look alike, even our personality and characteristics. I think I have to admit that we are like twins because when she came to visit me at my m'sia home, my mom actually said that! haha! Great friend she is! The way we know each other is pretty hilarious too! 

Anyway, this is yee lin who is studying at Russia! =D

Really had great fun with her over here! and I'm so grateful to my friends who come to bring yee lin and her friends around bristol with me... Thank you all! Hope that I am a good host though. =p 

I'm still waiting for Zoe, my new friend in Bristol who's very cheerful and hyper to send me all the pictures she took! More photos to come!~ Stay tune! 

Anyway, my CNY over here is quite alright. It's much better than last year! Completely forgotten the need to take a group photo with friends who celebrated CNY eve with me that night... I only took the photo of food~~ 

I can actually find this in bristol =)

Everyone is definitely having fun during CNY in Malaysia. Lots of my relatives went to my house at Malaysia for some open house event or more like a gathering event and my aunt tagged me all the pictures of food making me hungry!! Glad that all of them remembers me =) Appreciate alot! How I wish I could go back home to celebrate cny as well... 

While they were having party at M'sia, we had MSA dinner as well in Bristol at Wong's. Had a great time with all my friends and coursemates taking photos and socializing and again, photos are not available at the moment again! haha! but.... stay tune! 

My SS picture.. haha! HAPPY CNY PPL! <3

Another CNY in Bristol is coming!

We are in 2012 right now, less than 1 more day to cny eve and 2 more days to CHINESE NEW YEAR! Time flies~ this is my second year for not celebrating chinese new year with my family =( But this year is better than last year! Life have been so much better, I have got used to life over here and it's just an event though. I only missed my family, the people, the atmosphere. Oh well, emotional is not needed. =) People who are celebrating cny in Malaysia, please do enjoy this very huge occasion! 

People who are feeling depressed about not being able to go back for CNY, please don't be depressed about it because you can always celebrate cny after you go back to Malaysia after achieving your dreams. As for right now, just enjoy spending this very special occasion with your dearest friends who happen to be your family members when you are away from your home! =) I always appreciate friends who are with me over here because I can only depend on them and myself... Let's have a blast during this CNY over here in Bristol! 

I love my friends <3 

Thank you for always being there for me!

I'm honored to have you guys in my life =)