Seasonal periods

Last day of April and labour day coming soon. Oh what fun….endless parties to go to, but which one. Paper is split between three locations, now that is one dilemma the other dilemma is who to choose….older or younger?

location one – older

location two – younger

location three – friends

Recently apart from just being interested with the older man, Paper came across an old acquaintance a rather cute one at that….he is quite young at the age of 22years old but got a good head on his shoulder. Loving his company for the past week, and finding such sweet moments with him….for example, he would message Paper on msn just to wish “Good Morning” just before leaving for work or university and always in constant contact whilst we are working….

How or What to do?? Paper is in a dilemma…………

Goodbye unworthy friends and loves

” The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves until one day there are none. no hope nothing remains. You paint a face to hide a face. The rest is shadow, the rest is secret.”

For my life has become this. The heart is dying again, for the hope it once had is gone. The flame shall for a very long time will never be ignite and the icy winds takes hold in its place again.

You cannot say to the sun more sun or to the rain less rain…for now Paper can only be half of what he can be. For I roam this world in endless pursuit of materials, materials that one day will decompose, degrade and what ever else mother nature shall deem fit….but gives me the instant gratification others unable to provide.

Paper do wonder, is there a need for me to seek emotional bonding? for life had been perfectly fine without constraints of bondage to emotion.

Live life as it has been predestined and let it flow like the rivers in this dear world. Nothing shall bound me to the unworthy again for friendship or for loves….for they do not understand the truest of form.

I certainly was not born as I am in this current form but like so much in my strange life I was carried and mold into it by the currents of life.

Goodbye the unworthy friends and loves for you all have truly disappoint me in your actions recently. One once quoted “silence is golden” but then for this it shall speak volumes as well…..

In need of help

Life recently has been just an average day of work, life and more work….with the slight distraction such as the holiday maker. But overall it was a continuous stream of endless boredom in Paperville. So to quiet down a busy mind Paper has been throwing himself into the gym more….end result, pain and more pain but again….the real results are already showing.

All this while, Paper has been in constant contact with Mr.Debonair…..we have our small chit chat, see how and what each other are doing. And honestly I can say Paper has been slightly neglecting Mr.Debonair….he would always request of me to go to one of his bars event, but somehow or rather my schedule gets in the way and cannot with utter perseverance managed to go. Three events and counting I am feeling rather guilty at the amount of broken promises, I do hope he understands….but then at least he can be assured that I am not up to any mischievous things as my circle and work runs almost parallel to his.

P.S The above picture is almost similar to Mr.Debonair body…just for your information.

Let’s beach it

Reasons for people going on holidays are usually to just get away from the hustle and bustle of life in which ever cities that they may lived in, or away from routine, whilst others just need to get away from the drama of love. But sometimes Paper do wonder no matter how far you travel or no matter how fast you run from it can you ever really escape your troubles?

Well this week….Paper had a very interesting weekend, a dear friend, J call Paper up suddenly asking to please look after a friend who is currently flying in via Singapore. And since this is a request from J, Paper usually would accommodate his timing to do so.

So meet him Paper did….I admit he is hot, sweet and generous. Love spending time with the holiday maker as he is a bit of a fresh air from the usual norm of being bored to tears with the surroundings I am placed currently.

Food . Drinks . Shopping . Clubbing . and what ever may come to mind was done.

So other than this bit of information, I am letting your imagination go slightly wild….