Posts Tagged ‘ Ex ’

Heart: Pain

It was so unexpected, months of relative quiet and calm my heart skip and pause for a minute. Or maybe more…still debating on that matter.

Paris suddenly appeared out of nowhere in my sphere of view.

Paper must admit…., Paris does look good. Extremely good…I should say. He is still maintaining that swimmer body of his…and that cute baby face looks shall never bore me.

God help me…. every single time it hurts. To look at the pictures, listen to the voice…..but then Paper will receive all this openly, as it is part of life for which I must learn.

I have never once said this in all my post….but realised I should. Thank you Paris, for changing me profoundly and deeply. You have made me be secure in myself and help me love again. And for without your support in the beginning, my life and career wouldn’t of been where it is today….

Thank You With All My Heart. Loving You Always.

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Mind: E=MC

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To be or not to be, that is the question

All things in life is all about making choices, some choices like who you settle down with are big….while other are even bigger. Another choice is how to deal with an ex boyfriend or lover. When u run into them some people handle it cooly and calmly….whilst others just panic.

Today it got me thinking the “EX” factor…. in algebra, we learn that X stands for the unknown (A+B)=X but what actually really unknown is what plus what equals to a friendship with an “EX” is this an unsolvable algebra equation??

Is it possible to transform what once was a passionate love into something as mundane as a friendship?

Just slightly before Chinese New Year, me Paper crossed path again with an Ex…, there it was staring at me the only person who managed to dump me in this 26year long life. Endless questions and equations pops into thy head incessantly “what am I to say?” “what am I to do?” everything and anything

Branded was his name, life together was short lived but loving one none the less or so Paper thought. Until recently Paper managed to hold on to the friendly feelings it has…but the gods of Mount Olympus shall not rest until a stone was thrown into the pond of “friendly” bliss and by Zeus the effect it causes was needless to say tsunami. Branded, has been requesting to return back into the arms of Paper…good lord, life is not complicated enough please do make it more eventful!

Am I to forgive and forget? Am I ready for another? when not long ago three weeks and a half to be exact a hurtful separation with another took place…. endless equations to life seamlessly rolls across the skies….but its mystery remains unsolved until the end of time.

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