Sunshine

Dont stop believing,

Dont stop chasing,

Because sun is never stop shining

Look At The Sky

Pendopo, 06 June 2012

I love sky, i find peace on it
if I was in a long road trip, usually i see the sky to kill boringness

espescially after i watch UP movie, its adorable, im in love with sky :)

here's some of my pics, edited with instagram

After Rain

Its Fall here :)

Sunset

Bright sky with crying tree ;')

See how simple thing around us could make us happy

One day at a farewell, me and my friends were very sad because we have to separate
Then a friend told me

'Dont Worry, Wherever We'll Be, We'll Still On The Same Sky"

10 ways to kill sorrow

Pendopo, 30 May 2012

Planning for traveling always made my day :D
this morning i proposed my day off to my boss and he said we'll see

Well, boss,  whatever will be, will be, but i will still go *evilsmile*

anyway how many letter W do you find on sentence above?

i just remember that i used to manage an internal magazine, and after browse on my own laptop, i found this article that supposed to publish on the media but it did not, so Happy reading!

10 cara membunuh kesedihan

Mungkin banyak dari kita yang pernah merasa sedang berada di titik terdalam hidup, dimana kita merasa bahwa segala hal berjalan diluar rencana, seolah-olah tidak ada hal yang menyenangkan terjadi, dan kita tidak punya tempat mengadu. Tahukah anda bahwa hal itu sangatlah wajar karena kita semua pernah mengalaminya, berikut adalah tips untuk membunuh kesedihan tersebut :

1. Chatting online dengan orang yang tidak anda kenal sama sekali dan ceritakan masalah anda, dengan demikian anda akan merasa lega dan rahasia anda tersimpan rapi.
2. Lakukan yang anda sukai, misalnya anda suka olahraga lari pada sore hari, lakukan hal sederhana itu sampai perasaan anda tenang.
3. Mandi dengan air hangat, hasil survey membuktikan bahwa mandi dengan air hangat dapat mengusir perasaan gundah dan gulana.
4. Menulis di buku harian, tuangkan seluruh perasaan anda secara visual ke dalam tulisan, bisa online melalui blog atau cara klasik dengan buku catatan, keduanya sama-sama ampuh.
5. Mengobrol dengan orang sekitar yang sering luput dari perhatian anda, seperti tukang semir sepatu,  pengemis, tukang ojek, dsb. Anda akan merasa bersyukur bahwa hidup Anda lebih beruntung daripada mereka.
6. Makan coklat, coklat mengandung zat phenyethylamine (PEA) dan tyramine. PEA dapat meningkatkan efek dopamin dan nonadrenalin yang membangkitkan mood sehingga membuat suasana hati membaik.
7. Beribadah dan berdoa, mengadu dan berbicaralah kepada Tuhan, bisa dengan sembahyang ataupun membaca kitab suci.
8. Rencanakan liburan, ambil telepon anda dan ajak kerabat untuk liburan bersama, atau liburan sendirian juga tidak kalah serunya.
9. Dengarkan musik kesukaan anda, bangunlah mood dengan alunan nada favorit.
10. Cara yang paling sederhana adalah dengan tidur, lelapkan pikiran anda sejenak, cobalah minum segelas susu hangat sebelum tidur supaya lebih nyenyak dan ketika bangun anda akan merasa segar kembali.

Dijamin Anda tidak akan sedih kembali, selamat mencoba!

 

Safari Park Indonesia

Pendopo, 24 May 2012

Last week i went to Jakarta for a meeting and spend the rest weekend with whole family,
my parents want to take their grandchildren to Safari Park, Cisarua, so here we go

As usual, its traffic jam -_- we took several hours to get the villa. We picked traditional style house at Cisarua, not far from Safari Park.

Traditional Bamboo House

Next day we are ready to rock Safari Park oh yeay :D
and we get discount for entry tickets because of BNI debet card, thanks BNI!
but those kiddos are afraid of animals, its so cute

Bear :D

Rawrrr the Tiger

Feed a deer :D

Hot Baloon Air

I feel so grateful that God give me the most priceless treasure, which is my family

Happy almost-weekend :)

Jakarta oh Jakarta

Pendopo, 24 Mei 2012

Its been a year i worked in this company Alhamdulillah :D
the good news is now i could take annual leave dum dum dum *check calendar

anyway a friend of mine asked me 'how does it feel live in jakarta?'

Me, reflected answered, 'very nice. i could do anything in jakarta, its completed city'

He said 'I dont like live in jakarta, too crowded, i'd prefer to live in Bandung or Yogya'

I said 'Hmm yeah Bandung and Yogya are nice also, but its still different, and Bandung is almost the same like Jakarta
nowadays isnt it?'

He said ' Well, maybe for the weekend Bandung is very crowded by B police-number cars'

Me : Laughed 'Yeah, i know that, but somehow I enjoyed live in Jakarta, not for the traffic of course, but its like my
hometown, I was born and grown up in Jakarta. I just...I love jakarta,I Love traveling but everywhere i go i always miss jakarta, I left my heart on Jakarta'

Then we silenced.

Even every year its flood,
Even every day its traffic
The crime, the polution
with my deepest heart, trully, madly, and deeply
My heart goes to Jakarta :)

Jump!Taken from Kota Tua Jakarta

National Monument

Diponegoro Prince Statue

Life is a Game

Pendopo, 10 May 2012

Life is just a game, you just have to wait until your turn and they roll the dice,
Well at least that what i trusted since i got my mutation letter and guess what,
Im back to Pendopo

some of friends asked me how i feel, and i said i just have no idea, work at field means so many opportunity to learn new things
but in the same time i have to live far from the city

another friend said that my life just like merry-go-round but it just round at Sumateran Island =))

Merry go round, in my case it just round around

I decided to think about the positive side, i could meet new people here
Havent got any house until now,i have to stay at the mess

Early fog at the office

Triumph of a Heart

Jakarta, 16 May 2012

One day, me and a friend of mine were chatting by yahoo messanger

me : hay i want to download songs, can you give me some recommendations?
her: yup, what kind of song do you want to listen?
me : (thinking) lets say maybe foreign song?
her: well, lady antebellum?
me : euhmmm i mean a really foreign song that i could not understand those meanings
her: what?like japanese or korean?
me : no, not asian please, do you have any recomendation?like spain or france or italy?
her: hmmm...sorry have no idea, i never listen to those kinda of music
me : oh owkay then
her: but if you want to hear a song which is difficult to listen the lyrics, why dont you download bjork?
me : why bjork?
her: its very difficult to hear the lyric frankly, please try to open youtube and listen by yourself
me : thanks
her: hay actually why do you want to listen a strange song?
me : well basically i just bored with my playlist and want to hear different song, but i also want to enjoy a music with objective, i just want to feel the rhytm and swing authentically.
her: i see

then i enjoyed 'triumph of a heart' on youtube, very cute clip!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yvgVsxaqYgA&feature=related

Panic Attack

Prabumulih, 6 May 2012

Last saturday, I wake up by 6 am, thanks to my housemate that woke me up,
she asked me whether i would join her jogging around

still sleepy, i didnt answer and walk to the bathroom and do my morning ritual *ehem*
well, maybe i fall asleep at the toilet until my friend knocked on the door

"Are you awake?Do you want to join us?", she asked for the second time

"Yeah, i would, after you guys, i had a terrible stomachache", me answered (while yawning)

Then those girls left me

After that, i have to pray first, then walk to the bathroom again to brush my teeth
Hold on, actually im watching Raising Hope in the Star World, this is my fav tv serial

Finally im ready to jogging, when i opened the main door, my friend were back!
Apperantly they finished already, They laughed at me
But they still want to accompany me jogging around :D

We passed the hospital, and i heard woman's crying, and we saw several people are gathering around her in front of
emergency room. someone is passed away, maybe her family :(

Im sorry for her, whoever who's dead, may he rest in peace

suddenly i want to call my parents and tell them that i love them too much
A little bit dramatic, yea i know

I dont have many experience about death, but about panic attacked, its plenty.
I could easily get panic, when i start my presentation in front several people, doing public speaking, swimming, driving,
start new things, when i lost my files, and so many many more.

But then i manage how to control my panic attack *deep breath

Its not easy, just two weeks ago i have to be master of ceremony in the company event and it was attended by stakeholders.
And it goes to the main event but it didnt run as smooth as i wish before

My manager supposed to push a button which is a bell actually

But it didnt work, then i freezed and tried to be professional, i explained to the audience and said sorry about that

One case closed!

In our field, the road isnt like usual road that you have in the city, our road just plain ground, no tar or concrete
And when it rain, the ground transform to mud

I used to stuck in the mud one day, it made me panic a little bit
Thank God it didnt last for a long time, we saved!

Stuck in The Mud

Time Flies

Prabumulih, 1 May 2012

Im sure many of us assured that when we're busy with our business, we dont care about situation arround us. And how many persons are take a long breath while seeing calendar in our jags? im one of them, just this morning i checked my desk-calendar for making notes and i realized that its 2012, and im 23 year old already. Then i stopped my work and thinking for a minute, when i was 15 years old, had i ever imagine that i would pick career like this?and when i was 18 years old, does every goals that i set by that year already achieved?

The answer is no, when i was 15 i wish i could be a doctor in the future and when i was 18, i want to study overseas. But then i believe that we cannot get what we want but we get what we need. For people in 20-something, achievements are pretty important. At least when you attending a reunion with senior-high-class, you could show it off, even careers or family. Maybe thats why i dont like huge-reunion, i feel like nothing arround them :)

When you're 20-something, there's changing, the most obvious thing is when i checked time line facebook is filled by wedding invitation and babies pictures. For now its very please to give comment, but then hey, where's my old-crazy-friend? Feels just like yesterday i fought with my brothers but now i have three niece and nephews from them.

Farha (2 yo) feed her brother Adly (9 mo)

Avin (1 yo) sit beside Farha

However i love them so much =D i feel so grateful and miss cuddling them every time :(

For this 23 years i've been through, i learned several things. Might it would useful for us :)

1. Just be yourself, you can admire someone or even more but you cannot imitate them :)
2. Be proud of ourselves!we are just too.... precious
3. Never stop dreaming, praying, and trying. those three formulas are really works
4. All of us only have one weakness, we are hard to trust of our own ability :D
5. Do not compare anyone in this world, we are born differently even the twins one
6. Mad, Sad, and Petrified are really really human, dont afraid to show your emotion, because we're         only-human :)
7. We cant pleased everyone, so just do our best on our way
8. Good things come to good people, and believe in yourself that we are all good :D
9. Family and friends are the most important treasure so keep contact with them
10.Always respect the others,respect what they believe and what they thought
11.Everyone do mistake, what make they are different is the willfulness to fix it and be better
12.Listen to people before talk to them, by listening we could learn how to face people
13.Beauty is impermanent, inner beauty is immortal
14.Be brave to try new things as long as its positive :D
15.Everyone worthy to get the second change
16.Dont shy to ask, even the president has to ask
17.Shit could be happened any time, and we should believe that theres always something behind :)
18.Be careful what you wish!Seriously, i mean it and never regret every step that you take, God's plan wayyy better than our plan :)
19.Always grateful of our Gift from God, we should look forward to motivate us but dont forget to look above us
20.Be nice to people, we have no idea what will happened to us next and never ever underestimate anyone!
21.Trying to put yourself on someone position to know how they feel
22.Smile is the universal language, try to smile with stranger and see whats the effect ;)
23.Do anything you like, follow your passion and dont lie to yourself :)

Happy mayday people :)

New Life

Just browsing on my old notebook and found this article :), this written about one year ago

June 2011

Finally i could write something after those ultra-busy-days,
After we got our placement, we have to move on and me with my two besties living in Prabumulih, South Sumatera

Actually this place is not too far like Pendopo but the residence here is spooky. I got a big house with two of my mates, and believe me, its really exhausting at managing house like this. i was shocked at the first time because taking care of a house is not that really easy, espescially for our meals. Luckily im living with a friend which is really good at cooking, then we like to cook together and call several friends to join us.

But the best part of having a new house is shopping, yeay, i love planning for buy many stuffs but im running out my cash :(

Me and several friends which dont have any transportation decided to rent a public car, then we went to the market and buy whole daily needs and equipments.

Since the distance of my house and the office pretty far with walk i bought a brand-new bike ;D

Then many things happened this recent weeks. The good one and (many) shit one. I hate to admit this, but many people in here are really selfish and arrogant, well maybe not so many sih but i have met several of them. And also they who like to underestimate people, i hate that :(

yesterday we had a big event, and by random i became the stage manager of that event. As a junior, im really afraid of making mistakes. Me and my friend which is also as random became the host, trying to do our best of this event.  guess what?the ceremony was super-boring, the male host really dominate that event, poor the female host.

And i didnt hear thank you from those commitee or at least some appreciate words.

From all the shit happens, missing my family and my friend in my hometown are really hurts now  :(

   

 Rent Car In front of Our House

My House

Meet Maci

Prabumulih, 29 April 2012

One day, a friend of mine asked me why i dont like animals. Frankly i dont hate animals, but im not really crazy about it. Then he told me that he found a lost cat near his house, he picked it up, give it warm towel, feed it, and marry it. Im just kidding :) He loves animal so much

This reminds me about one story, about a month ago, my office-mate just bought a little Sumateran tiger, 2 months old. He bought it for a very cheap price, about IDR 200,000 well, its illegal actually. He planned to keep the tiger until grown up.

He named it Maci (Macan-Cilik) , for temporary it placed on a cardboard. He said that the tiger act like a kitten with sharp teeth. But then my friend had a duty trip for a week, he asked his neighbour to look after Maci.

Unfortunately, Maci ran away, he escaped from his cardboard while we have to work. Poor Maci, we could not find it until now. We hope Maci could survive and meet his mullet. Au Revoir Maci :(

this is Maci :(

Hello Palembang

My first time went to Palembang is on February 2011,

it was escaped actually, when i was in training we are not allowed to go to the city
Palembang is capital city of South Sumatera, it has the longest river in the Sumatera island, Musi river
the most popular restaurant in South Sumatera is Riverside, located in the edge of Musi River so you could enjoy your dish while enjoying the view.

Palembang has a signature bridge, named Ampera Bridge.

Ampera Bridge by Night

This picture taken on Benteng Kuto Besak (Centre of Sultanate)
Palembang also has many delicious traditional food, and most made from fish

Empek-empek, this is my favorite :D

Empek-empek with Es kacang merah

Based on my experience, the most delicious empek-empek is Vico . This store located in front of Palembang Indah Mall

By November 2011, Palembang got honor become host of Asean Games :D
Check out the mascot of Sea Games 2011, Male and Female Komodos named Modo and Modi

Modo Modi

In my honest opinion, their appereance more like lizards :p

First Day

Prabumulih, 24 April 2012

Actually i wrote this on January last year when i started my training in Sumatera Island

4 Jan 2011

happy new year :D

well now im on pendopo, south of sumatera, one of the big island in indonesia located near java island.

Pendopo is a very small small town, its not a really town afterall, its just a village :)
We have to take about 5 hours from palembang, the capital city of south sumatera
me and seven of my friends, which is one girl and 6 boys, live in a house of the residence.
actually this is really fun since i never live far from my parents but also make me afraid.

every day my mom phones me,lol, i know she's really worried about me, she always asking what is my activity now, whether i had ate or not, how was my day, thats really sweet :)

ok, let me tell you the best part of pendopo...
there is no traffic jam at all :D and i have to take a walk from our house to my office about 5 minutes, yeah, its 5 minutes yeay :)
and also there is no polution here, we have fresh air, and since im still on training, i dont have so many things to do at my office. the view is also very beautiful, espescially the golf field, believe me, thats perhaps one of best golf fields in my country.

but the worst thing of this place is...its sooo remote here, usually at 8 PM, there's no activity arround, yeah we dont have any entertainment center much but we have many sport facilities here. *sigh actually i dont like any sport but i think im going to learn how to do the sport

at the weekend, we love go to the PIM, its not Pondok Indah Mall like in Jakarta, but its Pendopo Inpres Market, lol.
Thats my house-mates given name. its a local traditional market here. and maybe the only one.

im so excited about my job as the public relations here and i realized that i havent explore many things from this place yet,
so i have to learn many things before decided whether i love this place or not :D

Our House

After Driving

Hip Hip Hooraayy

Prabumulih, 28 April 2012

I used to have a blog, but my 5-seconds-memory hard to remember the password, so i decided to make a new one :D

Im going to share my life, the rutinity, the interesting one, the happiest moment, and even the saddest one, well hopefully this blog fullfilled with wonderful moments :)

Please forgive my english, because im still learn on it ;)

When i was in college, me and my friends are loooveee to gathering and make theme party, it was awesome

Bollywood :D

Independence Day, horraayyy

Wild Wild West Theme

Its Halloween

Harajuku Style

Alter ego's garden party

 

 

 

 

 

 

Friendship is The Ship That Never Sinks

-Friends-

Blame The Table!

Prabumulih, 28 April 2012

I just watched on tv about corruption,  it reminds me about our conversation with our English teacher, Poul

*this conversation was on April 2011
one day, our teacher Poul, asked us

Poul : guys, can i ask you one question, but please no offense yah
Us   : yeah, sure
Poul : I heard about the plan of your house of representative building, it takes about one thousand    billion,sounds crazy
Us   : ya we know that Paul, they never satisfy and keep on the plan even get protested by whole public
Poul : but why they do that?i mean, they have a big salary and many allowance kan?
Us   : Like we mentioned before, they just not satisfy
Poul : Yeah, but they keep praying right?why then they keep praying while they do bad things?
Us   : Maybe because for them, praying is only like nothing to do with their activity, praying is only kinda compulsory
Poul : But my point is, why they do that?why they do, you know, corruption, im sure its not allowed in every religion
us   : (silence)
Poul : Here, let me give you the example, when you guys still child, and learn to walk with your parents supervising you and you fell down, what will they do?
Us   : (Still silence and curious)
Poul : they will blame the table right!hey bad table!and make you stop crying
Us   : Yeah, actually thats our culture
Poul : Exactly!thats the point, your culture made you like this, i mean not you guys, i know you are all good, what im going to say is, those people in your house of representative building, they never feel guilty, because mentally, they always find another suspect for everythings they have done!
Us   : (Thinking about his words)
Poul : For western people, they teach their kids to be responsible for everythings they have done, i just want to give you advice, just be careful with your treat for your kids because it will influenced their personality
Us   : Ya, maybe thats one of the reason yah but we think, well, its our culture
Poul : Well, no offense yah

So, what do you think people?
Should we blame the table?

Classroom With Poul

Pila Pila Pila

Prabumulih, 27 April 2012


I just had a big event here and alhamdulillah it was succeed :)
when i got back to the office,apperently load of works is getting bigger also and plenty of events is waiting to handle

my point is, work is never stop until you retire, so enjoy your life while you can

Funny things just happened yesterday, here we go
One day me and my office-mate went to the cashier ( we had a company cashier here to take petty-cash)
Cashier room is like automatic machine teller with a real person on it

We were the only queeing, and my friend asked me to dance
yup, you're not misread, he asked me to dance
I thought for a second that no one were there, then we dance
What kind of dance?today is not your lucky day, i wont tell you!!!
It was fun for a while

After we finished our business, we got back to our office, but before that he took me to the security office
Then he show me that CASHIER ROOM HAS CCTV

So -_-

Every single move we made was recorded!!!
Gee...

How Could I Didnt See This Thing

Okay, back to the main topic *clear throat*
I miss to stay in Puncak, West Java
When i was a kid, my parents often took me to the puncak, well by that time the traffic is not crazy like today sih
Our annual event is every new year evening we always celebrate in my dad's office villa with the extend family
Goshhh, miss those momentt

And one thing that i realize that every villa in Puncak has different name. villa Biru, Villa air, Villa Bunga,
untill villa no. something

For a while im dreaming of have a villa with my name *gyahahahaha*

Well, its interesting investment right?

My Future Villa *Amin