: 2018

It is now almost 6 am in the morning, on the 2nd day of 2018.

I was attempting to look back to last year, whether I made any new year resolutions of sorts, but I realize that I did not. But last year's countdown was nice, with my most loved ones, we were watching fireworks of Disneyland from the window of the hotel room. Compared to this year, I was just sleeping at home. Even though I am now in school and I should be working hard, I am actually just working very slowly. I have to say that I am not very efficient currently, but I guess at least being in school means I will have progress of some sorts, at the very least.

I guess 2017 have been a busy year, trying to do some job hunting, then studying hard for JLPT. I also went back home to attend weddings of two of my very good friends. Towards the last quarter of the year, I kind of went through the worst time of my life. I sunk into some depression, which I almost could not get out of. I even went to see a counselor, which I guess helped a little bit. But what eventually really helped seemed to be getting drunk and then crying everything out.

I guess it has been quite a difficult year, but I know everything will be better this year. This year is probably going to be a year of change. Firstly, my title will be changing!! Then it will be getting a new job, it is definitely going to be very challenging. But I will be okay, I am sure. Jiayou!!