Just Ahead

People say foretelling is not scientific and not worth believing. Nevertheless, I couldn't deny the fact which had been foretold before. Foretelling does exists in my world and those around me which I don't believing in coincidences. It was like my life is being arranged this way.

I'm looking forward for next moment as I'd just seen something great ahead of me.

It seems that many friends has been posting their feeling abouts leaving school and peers. Most of them aren't excited and they still want to appreciate the life of being student.

As for those whom had been working, I often heard them saying that being a student is the best among all stages of life. Less stresses, no bosses, no backstabbers etc. Perhaps, working life is still away from me which I didn't feel much the intensity of 'evil' within. Somehow I believe that, we continue to face trails no matter where we are. It is the matter of us escaping it or accepting it. We can flee while we were still a student but no longer when we are not.

5 days left

I can't believe this feeling came back. I was so eager to enter working life but when the time comes... I feel that somehow, I'm just someone who was trying to escape from my feelings. Why am I so eager to leave my uni life? Perhaps this is the only thing I keep to myself and unwilling to share. I don't know who will understand my words and my thoughts although most of my friends are smarts enough but just tends not to invade into others world, or not letting others to invade us.

I make myself listened to energetic songs... and forget all emotional self. Alright, I can be emotional but I shouldn't. I have be strong for the people around. I hate being teased or being fool-joked but I have to show that 'its always okay' when someone publicly embarrassed me. As if it worth for suppression.

5 days later, as the threads that hold us really gone loose... All that happened, are they worthy? I'm afraid of finding the answer but I've to convinced that they're all worthy all the time. Indeed, time passes and never it will be reversed. One year later, three years later... will I still be missing you? Perhaps I would shed my tears thinking about us now but what about five years later?

People says, human brain never forget what they had once embraced. There are always ways to recall whatever that had come to past. I'm thus afraid of recalling because they hurt.

'Never forget' everyone says that friends to friends, but that is not the truth that is going on... I'm afraid which is the reason I'm not able to share anymore ever since that day... After this moment, I'm revealing all the previous hidden posts in this blog which jot down what I once felt last time...

And I will still move on and on...

Last Tournament

This day, KaHoel personally asked me to help him out in this event for he need a cam recorder. Being a helper... Well, perhaps I should regard myself as the host of the event since I appeared more often in the recording than those who kick the ball. Haha!

Actually, this event happened to clash with my voice recording audition. Somehow I prayed as if the audition will postpone and guess what? The audition really postponed XD

Anyway, it was a great day for many people especially KaHoel. He is indeed a superman^^ Before that, Boon Leong said he allowed me to kick his butt if I watched their play. Nah, dia cakap aje~

Currently, I'm waiting for its video processing. Perhaps, I'll need to wait until CNY ends huh... Aiya, I can't post without any photo lar. Same goes for the post for YongKiat bday. (awaiting photos)

Kelantan [12-15jan]

So what happened after my previous posts? Hm... I went to Kelantan, where my flight ticket suddenly been raised from rm100 to rm200. Fortunately, my expenses there was nearly zero because they insist to threat me. Wahaha~ Perhaps you can visit this link [Facebook] to see what I'd done in Kelantan =P *Lazy to elaborate.

Anyway, they claimed that I'm their first friend whom visited Kelantan. But before that, WenYi was suspecting my enthusiasm of going to Kelantan. Haiz... This made me wonder if 'my pujian pujian depan bapanya worth?' Haiz... Lol

Overall, it was a wonderful trip. Kelantan might seems a little bored but it's very relaxing and refreshing. Plus, the brilliant hospitality that I'd received, thanks to them lor~

Ohya, I'd made a new friend there, YeeHong. He is very talkative, but one thing for sure, talkative people are very nice people =P just like me! Wahahahah!

Ke'bodoh'an highlight:
My cellphone was out of credit before landing at Kelantan and I was unaware of it. I kept on calling my family which eventually it won't bunch and I was suspecting that my phone line having problem in Kelantan. I was like 'Alamak, why Kelantan reject my phone call de?'

Did in New Year

Before I start, I would like to jot that I cut my hair yesterday =P Well from what you can see above, me in red tee is the before and the white is after. What make it special is that, me myself cut my own hair. It may sounds a little crazy but I think it's kind of fun A.K.A experience^^ You make disagree with my approach but I think we student ought to do something unusual sometimes. Ha-ah.

In 1st January, me and bunch of my secondary school friends were having our annual dinner. As for surprise for one of my best friend, ChingYong, a birthday celebration was held. Actually his birthday befalls on 6th but due to some circumstances, the celebration was carried forward.

Next, I went to Genting with Victoria+Gang and we have fun. KokYong had won himself 50bucks from the casino but we was 15minutes late for our cinema =P In the school, Dr. Lim made my FYP task easier plus KokSheng fetched me back to Klang on the following day because he wants to eat bah kut teh.

Now, my next trip is to Kelantan.

My new year hope: Two of my best friends both namely ks can get along together once more.

Well, although I couldn't deny the fact they have weaknesses as everyone has some, but I believe as long as their intentions were good, may it be causing side-effects, I'm well capable of accepting all of them since me myself have weaknesses too. Perhaps, time could amend all our weaknesses huh~ Haha^^

Words limit me to say more.

Day and Life

It was Sunday till Monday that Victoria, YikLoong, KokYong, JJ and me went to Genting for a little gathering. We'd enjoyed our time together especially when we finally learned how to play carded monopoly XD It was then we know each other better and decided to have good times the coming semester.

Upon returning, HanJian, Den and I went for our fyp discussion with Dr.Lim which by luck, Dr.Lim simplified our fyp tasks unlike the others which he makes them complicated just as what the seniors told me. Personally, I think Dr.Lim expects different from me =) Same goes for other lecturers, I don't know why~ Perhaps they can see something different about me from others^^

Next, I've been obsessed with CityVille and everyone is playing. I'd spent most of my time there which in fact I think I shouldn't =P Therefore to make time useful while playing, I surfed for part-times and freelances in those meantime.

Last but not the least, TeckWei seems very sad for something. I couldn't tell what is it.