bitter end...

30th May 2010

If today still counted.. it will be 133 days...3192 hours ...191520 minutes ..
the word 520 in the minutes means so much to me... I had been a very bad boyfriend for almost two hundred thousand minutes.. I feel so sorry .. I m not good enough for you ...

When I woke up this morning...
It reminds me about the breakfast and newspaper you've bought...
I won't forget it...
When lunch..I'll think of bintang tujuh mee and maggi goreng plus teh ais/limau ais we always had .
And when night reach... our favourite chicken chop rice from OLD PLACE restaurant...
When I walk towards the car park..You always walked behind me and I'll say 'why u so slow gah'
..whatever i do..whatever i eat and drink...wherever i go...it keep reminds me of u...
I had fried chicken just now for supper... you always tell people my favourite food was fried chicken..tears actually drop from my eyes..but i have to be tough.. my brothers are beside me..i dont wanna make them worried..

Now no one is beside me..
Finally..I can let my tears flows..
I may be rude to you sometimes... But in my heart... I do not mean it...
I'm really sorry.. I dont wanna hurt u more thats why I decided to end our relationship..
I'm really really really sorry bi .. T.T

-abashed -

I would not abbreviate . Safety comes before reaching earlier. This phrase would not ever go away from my mind. I thought we were going to enjoy the movie and have lots of fun throughout the night . Unfortunately, everything went awful . For the first time in my life , I met an accident .



The guy was seriously a jerk! . Stop insulting ! I'm not going to scare you anyway . Yeah of course I was worried at the beginning as you were driving a 7 series BMW . So what?.. Don't think you are so great driving a car like that . Stop telling me what is AUTO-BAVARIA . As if la I'm a guy with no any knowledge . Hate these kind of people !!! ( dont wanna write more on this )



Well, lets talk about something nice .
I'm glad that you was beside me all the time. Without you, I guess I'll drive myself into another accident on my way home =(
I really felt so much care and support from you especially when you hold my hand. You followed me to the police station and I knew you was scared . But because of me, you showed no fear and even spoke to the police . I appreciate and for sure I'll never forget what you have done for me . Don't know what I can do for you but hope you will like this ....


This is only for you ~


In my wildest dreams, you always play the heroin. In my darkest hour of night, you rescue me, you save my life. The hours I spend with you I look upon as sort of a perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain signing to it...you and you alone make me feel that I am alive...Other men, it is said, have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough .


ARIGATO GOZAIMAS my special one !!



And for those who ask about how am I doing . I'm glad to say I'm doing fine. Although it will be a long time for me to recover from this incident . But with all the support from you guys I'll try my best to be strong . Thanks for the concern .......Thank you ..



P/s : Nights people ~

Late One....

I would fly you to the moon and back if you'll be . . . . . . if you'll be my baby.

Its 3rd of January 2010 .
It is still the same .

Well, long story but will try to make it a shorter one . Sigh~~

Huh! Okay . I'll start with Genting Highland . Went there for countdown on the night of 31st December . A nice and for sure a memorable one especially being with my brothers and one 'sesat' girl .. haha . There was like a concert going on . All the hotels were fully booked . But luck was with us as we manage to get the parking lot as soon as we reached . Thanks God

p/s : Aunties Uncles . Don't envy . haha ..

The fireworks was termendous . It was like just 50 metres away from us . After that, went to OLDTOWN for supper and as expected , no seats available . Waited for almost 40 minutes . Tiring =(

Overnight in the car . This one . Haha .. No comment . Don't wanna recall .
Hmm.. the following day .


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ARGH... I'm too tired for this..
I don't wanna write already . I hate this kind of feeling .
HATE !!!!!!!!

Nights .......

last day of 2009 =)

Okay. I will start with a huge smile on my face
. I wish I don't have to pretend....

So, its 31st of December . Guess what ? The year 2009 will soon come to an end in approximately 9 hours time . Sad to say, I've gone through an awful 2009 . Wishes were not answered. Goal was not reached and even worst something really bad happened . =(

Hmm...well, I thought everything will be fun but I was wrong . Time flies . Money flies . The only thing I got back was a big spare tyre on the middle of my body . That sounds bad don't you guys thing so?

But anyway, studies was okay. I could really find myself working hard during the first semester . Despite studying all day long, I never left out something . Oh yeah! musics and sports . You will always be apart of me =) .

So next?
Problems Problems Problems !! . No worries. I am not a fugitive . You come to me . I walk with you . Despite being brave enough , I got really frustrated sometimes but yah! there is no way I'll give up .

Health? ..
2009 was bad. Really bad .. Almost every month I got sick twice . So what if I stored tonnes of waters in my stomach? I'm really weak . Weaker than a girl =(

Well. Stop here .
Sorry, I gotta go . Friends waiting outside . Will write more tonight .....

See yah!

life's on =)

Huh !~

It had been decades since I last posted a blog. Well, a short one though. Hmm..well its me Winson Ooi . Guess what I'm still here living on earth . I never changed! ..I'm serious ? er...well, perhaps gained a little bit of weight =)

Officially eighteen in 2009 . Hurray?! what?.. I'm adult now xD

So, there is where I am . Tunku Abdul Rahman College . Doing my Diploma in Business Administration . Very common though but No! of course when I get my MASTERS later =)

I'm still the small kid who has a big dream of living in a mansion by the sea, driving a ferarri and of course hanging out with my buddies all the time .. haha ( please grow up little boy )

Well, I've met lots of cute , handsome and pretty friends in college . Gosh! too many of them . I could not even count with my fingers . College was so much interesting compare to secondary school isn't? .Tiring though =( .. Life goes on ! ..

Its 30th December 2009 today and what ? I'm laying my butt on the chair in front of my computer with a cup of hot tea on the left of the table . That's life! ..haha =)

Will update more soon ! ..
Before that, as usual something from my brilliant mind :P

"A kiss is a lovely trick, designed by nature, to stop words when speech becomes superfluous."

Figure it out xD
Okay. People ! see you

'long and tiring day'

its saturday today ...
usually everyone will sleep as much as they could as it was holiday ..
i'm so 'lucky' wake up early today ..
aih >.<
need to revise back what i had learnt yesterday night ..
i was suppose to revise after the tuition ..
but then ..
end up sitting in front of the computer ..
i'm getting lazier ..

" God helps those who help themeselves! "


hey!!..
SPM man!! ..
OoI YeON YeE!! wake up!!
no more computer everyday !!..
(once in a week okay la)
lol ..
hahaz^^


hmm..today will be another tiring day as i am going to a four hours long intensive class ..
well ..
i wasn't prepared at all ..
i woke up so early today ..
duh!!~ ..
wish there's 30 hours per day ..
so that i can sleep a little bit longer ..
haha ..


at the beginning of the class ..
its was quite boring ..
i couldn't concentrate on the work given by my teacher ..
but then i manage to overcome it ..
hahaz ..
thanks to someone ..


after 2 hours of tuition-ing ..
finally the 'break time' reached ..
we were given 30 minutes to have our dinner nearby ..
well ..
i dont know whether i should count this as 'dinner' ! ..
hehe^^


me,suthar and some of the indian gangs from my school went to the opposite nasi kandar restaurant ..
had some curry rice ..
it was nice but cost me rm9 ?!
just for a plate of rice ?
haha^^

after the meal ..
back to the class ..
agian ..
i felt sleepy ..
can i sleep for a while?!
i really need to rest ..
aih..
hahaz...


and finally..
it was half past nine!! ..
hurray!!
the class was over!!
missing my handphone and computer already ..
but damn tired!..
feel like sleeping ..


as i was walking down the staircase of the tuition centre ..
yet again ..
aih..


okay^^..
till here for today ..

good nitez !!~

'from bad to good mood'

its already 11 plus nearly midnight now..
guess what...
i finally smiled for the 1st time today
haha^^



thanks to 'u' my new fren...
u have such a good personality and of course a sweet girl..
hehe..
without you i dont think i'll end my day with a huge smile on my face ..


thanks yeah!!~..
kinda sleepy now..
till here my 'coretan' for today ..
will write more in the future!~ ..


nitez everyone!~~..
chiaoz!~