Over Loaded

Imma very busy recently

WHY?

Haha..Me wonder that also

One of my friend went back to Malaysia

This morning

We were here for only about 2 months

Really cant imagine that one of us leave the group earlier

Imagine that we are alone outside

Without any guidance,helping from anyone

We are so helpless,directionless

We know

We will be fragile here

Haha

NOW

Friends are the one who will give you strength

Give you help

Give you hope

Give you a sense that you still home

Never been apart

Haha

Im over loading now

Going to have my Anatomy and Biology Exams in the coming

Tuesday

Ya

I know

Time to prove WHAT AM I DOING RECENTLY

Orw

So Unexposable

Hope My result wont disappoint me

Im overloaded

Not because of studying

But 

Playing and Partying recently

Oh Gosh !

Bad Thing

I think I did some things bad

But I cant shout out

Just lock it inside deep in my heart !

Kay-la

Tell you

I think Im lazy

Keep on doing somethings useless

Hey ! 

Wong Kxx Nxx

Stop playing

CONCENTRATE PLEASE !!!

Unsatisfactory

Im a failure

I hate to upset you

Really

I really wish I can try my best to show you

I will make you proud of me

Nothing is more important than that

I will take it seriously

Exams limited everything of mine

When the time I see my results just merely a satisfactory
 I will blame myself
I think I do not deserve happiness

I know you wont like me to over screwed myself  here

Show me I can !

Please ! 

I know I can !

I can do better than this !

C'mon !

Give me my life back !

Please let me be the one I supposed to be !

My heart is bleeding

I know

I will bear every single consequence

Cool Bath with Cold Water

Recently no hot water supply in our dom

So...

You can imagine how are we going to bath with the freezing icy cold water

Lots of procedures going to take if we want to take a shower

POOR BOY

We gotta boil several times of water 

With

Our poor little kettle

I think wont happen next time

ERRM

MedicEd promised us before

We will fell like summer even in the winter time

NOW

Freezing cold even in our own room

Pity me

Bathing with cold water is fresh but not a joy

Today supposed to be the last day

Hope so