I went to bed last night with the thought that I have no one to truly miss in my heart and no one to desire for.

Don't know if that's a happy thought or a sad one.

okayz back to my studies.. hehe

I'm bored out of my mind.

Love this very much! =D

enjoy~

I just love part where the girl sings.... Very nice...






I love ManHanD's songs.... =))

I am looking forward to Sis Qian's housewarming tomorrow night.. hehe

Tomorrow's my dad's birthday~ Happy 60th birthday~ hehe... =D

My family had dinner just now... At a pricey chinese restaurant in Summit USJ.. Food's just average. But the shark fin soup with crab meat was quite nice...

Ok, time to get back to my studies. If I can manage to.. =)

For the past two days I had been thinking, good riddance! and thank goodness, it could have been far worse... and also how much better that I deserve ....

On Saturday, I went to the T Music Festival concert in Bukit Jalil. It was quite a last minute decision. Bought a RM168 ticket which was quite far back but we manage to sit a couple of rows to the front.. hehehh those seats were labelled as Media, but apparently not much media ppl attended...well, whatever...


(the view from my initial seat.... it's a very very small stage... I was disappointed.. thought it would be grander.. )




there was bag checking at the gate, so apparently we were not allowed to take photographs and stuff and i didnt bring my camera anyway... all i had is my camera phone... and.... from the distance that i'm sitting, it would be a miracle if i can capture clear images of those artists on stage. well the alternative was to capture the big screen that was showing what was happening on stage.. hahah and those screens have lyrics written wei...



Well, the performers that made the crowd really going are: Power Station (dam rock wei... they brought their own band), Justin, Soler (also quite rock), David Tao, Lee Sheng Jie, Khalil Fong, Joey Yong (the last act) and some others that I can't remember.. :P



There's one singer that I really remember and feel really sorry for... a male singer from Spore... dont remember what's his name... he was like the second or third to go... wow, he is really..... saddening....

From the big screen I saw that his eyes kept darting from the upper stage, to the lower stage, to the left, to the right... never maintained a constant eye contact... and he looked REALLY SCARED ... he looked like he's about to be EATEN.... my gosh...

One of the song he sang was quite upbeat one... one that would make listeners go bopping along with the song... his dancers were all dancing energetically to the music; at one point even danced surrounding him... and u know what he did? just stood there like one hell of a wood.... frozen, not even a budge in the butt.......

Wow....


Anyway, the concert lasted to 1+am almost 2.... I was damn tired lorr... No mood to even cheer for the big shots.. hahah...
It was considered one of my more pleasant experiences of concert going, where I dont need to push and be sardined among other concert goers...



goodnight!

What a 9/11 morning

On Friday morning, when I was leaving house on time, thinking to myself that I would arrive in the office on time for audit meeting, I didnt thought that I would get myself a first car accident.

Of course I've scratched my car over the years and bumping into dividers while parking, but so far this is the most serious one. Ops! Chill! It's not to the point of anyone having injuries (choi!) or having my car turned turtle (choiii!!)

I was driving along Besraya Highway towards KL , approaching the toll (wow sounds like the police report I made!) A few cars in front of me braked, so I also jammed my brake lor... mana tau, my car still havent come to a complete stop when I was mere centimeters away from the car in front of me. Next thing I know, my laptop bag on my passenger seat, smart tag, all flew down to the floor because of the inertia from the sudden brake. Then, it was bang! My head hit the headrest. ouch. had headache for a while. then heart beat freaking fast like shit, hands shaky becoz of the shock.

I quickly reached for my handphone. Called Dad but he didnt pick up.. called mom and told her I had an accident. Then she ask me where am I, I said I was on Besraya. she said, what where?? then I shouted besraya! a few times. Teng, voice oso shaky..... then I asked her to call dad for me...

I got down the car, still shaky, but pretended to be cool... hahahah luckily all were women..

Anyway, it's like this... the car in front of me braked, so i braked, and the car behind me (third car) braked as well... Now I dont know whether I had banged into the first car, or the car behind me banged into me and I banged the car in front of me... get it??? anyway, there was a fourth car, who banged into the third car's rear..........


We were by the road side taking each other's name and phone number... the road was like jammed (I couldnt give a shit.. hahahhaa) well one of them suggested we drive to the LRT station past the toll plaza to discuss on what to do... Well I got back into my poor car and the engine sounded really sad.... huuu huuu....

Well dad came and settled things with them... basically just said that we should all claim insurance, and make police report lah...

So dad and I drove back home and he went to take the documents (actually no need any documents to make police report).. then he drove my car to the police station ... no, I dont dare to drive my car liao....






(my poor car's exhaust pipe left hanging.... )


(even the logo's dropped off... T_T )
(The car behind me's front damages were worse than mine... her car is an old toyota's... )

Well, after the adrenalin's all gone, I felt so tired..... and yet, my mind's still at work.. hahaha thinking of the training that I'm missing...

And I reached office at 12+... dad sent me to office.....




Anyway, the really odd and not to mention blardy annoying thing is, at 1+pm, I got a telephone call (a handphone number, in fact) from the police man... He asked me to go back to the police station whenever I'm free... I thought, so ma fan meh, wanna go back again.. so I ask him, what is it about, he said, dont be scared, I'll let u know when u come to the station... I'm like what the.... then he said the police station is open 24 hours, u can come by anytime.. then I asked him again, what is it about.. he said he'll let me know when I'm there.... WTH.... i thought to myself, i already had my copy of police report, what else can there be??

I was quite worried.. then I called dad and let him know bout this.. he just said, just ignore it! I was quite relieved! fooh!

then my colleague said, now that it's Raya time, maybe the policeman wanna cari makan.. hmphh.... dam shit, I'm already traumatised, now the idiot wanna harass me pulak... ciss....

Well other than that, my day wasn't any more worse..... phew!

tired

Don't we all, spend our days in our lives, searching and looking for something?

Money, love, satisfaction, hope, the future....

I feel so tired, constantly wondering what the future holds. I wanna just stay, unmoved in this place where I am.



Guess I'm afraid.

dependent

Past worktime, it's the last day of the working week. She could have left the office right on time, and yet stayed for 3 extra hours. In her comforts of her dimly lit room, sleepiness dogged her.

I realised how dependent I was on someone. But I can't blame anyone or myself, I had let myself to it.

OK, too tired to think of anything. good nightz.