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I disappeared again – I’m sorry. 

I’m trying to decide whether I’m done with this whole blogging malarky – there are aspects I miss – but I get overwhelmed with the effort it takes me now. So, if I do stick around, I might need to change the kinds of posts I publish and focus less on the long review posts I used to write, and would prefer to write if I could. I will return to reading other people’s blog posts when I can and just see how I feel over the next couple of months. 

So here’s some reading highlights from the last few weeks. 

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Months ago I was fortunate enough to to be sent a review copy of Small Bomb at Dimperly (2024) by Lissa Evans. It was something to look forward to having so enjoyed her previous novels, Crooked Heart, Old Baggage and V for Victory. This novel introduces some new characters, set just as WW2 comes to an end. Corporal Valentine Vere-Thissett, finds himself a reluctant heir to a dilapidated estate. The house filled with assorted relatives and dusty taxidermy. Zena Baxter, working as secretary to Valentine’s eccentric old uncle, has fallen in love with the place – it’s a million miles from where she lived in London before she was evacuated as an expectant mother. Now her little daughter runs around the gardens happily and Zena is loath to return to London. This was such an excellent read – great characterisation and a brilliant setting. 

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My feminist book group chose to read The Holiday Friend (1972) by Pamela Hansford Johnson for our September discussion. It was a thoroughly engrossing read – one of PHJ’s later novels, it has a very seventies feel in parts – though, my group did all think that it could easily have been set/written twenty or thirty years earlier. Gavin and Hannah Eastwood are a very happily married couple on holiday on the Belgian coast with their very overprotected son Giles – who is nearly twelve. Melissa – a young student of Gavin’s is also in the village, staying at a much cheaper hotel – she deliberately followed the family, having decided that she is hopelessly in love with Gavin. There are several fascinating things here – the dynamics between everyone being the main one. This is a less humorous novel than some of PHJ’s more satirical novels, it’s much darker – and the ending is quite extraordinary. The author really leads the reader up the garden path. 

My most recent read in my Margaret Drabble reading of 2024 The Witch of Exmoor (1996) was another hit. I continue to enjoy Drabble enormously. This is a complex literary novel – though I must say I find Margaret Drabble so readable – she’s worth spending a little more time on. This novel is about an elderly, eccentric writer and her three rather grasping adult children. It was a wonderfully sharply observed tale. 

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My most memorable real page turners I would say were Appointment with Yesterday (1972) by Celia Fremilin and Late and Soon (1943) by E M Delafield. Fremlin is just a master of atmosphere and I was obliged to sit up late with this one. It tells the story of a woman who arrives in a small seaside town with just a small amount of money in her pocket and no luggage – operating under an assumed name she is running from something that happened in the home she shared with her second husband. She spends her first night on a bench on the prom, determined to find a job and accommodation the following day. She’s terrified of the shadow that hangs over her – and gradually as she begins work as a daily help and gets a room in a lodging house, we see in flashback the life she had been living before. Trapped in a dark, claustrophobic basement flat, struggling to cope with the paranoid delusions of her new husband.  

E M Delafield is less heart stopping perhaps – but just as compelling. Valentine Arbell is a middle aged widow living with her brother – and younger daughter in a large uncomfortable country house. Her eldest daughter lives in London, and rarely visits. When  Colonel Lonergan is given a billet in her house she is delighted to find he is her old teenage flame. The relationship that inevitably reignites,  is complicated by the fact Lonergan has had a relationship with Valentine’s older daughter Primrose, a cold, sneering young woman whose biting sarcasm is especially aimed at her mother. 

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A couple of other recent reads include The British Library women’s writers collection of stories Stories for Summer (2024) which contains stories by all the kinds of writers I love. Cat’s Eye (1988) by Margaret Atwood – a reread after more than thirty years, I had forgotten what a long book it was. I read on Kindle. A brilliant evocation of childhood, exploring, art, memory and perception. I am looking forward to discussing it with my book group next week. I treated myself to the hardback of The Hazlebourne Ladies Motorcycle and Flying Club (2024) by Helen Simonson. Set just after the end of WW1, it’s a thoroughly entertaining read, with lots of brilliant feisty female characters and Simonson does quite well in showing how women had to fight to retain the small bits of independence they had begun to get during WW1 and were already beginning to lose. 

Well I have worn myself out, so I will end it there. I hope I will be back soon – but if you don’t hear from me don’t worry, I’ll just be hiding again.

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Hello! I am dipping my toe back in the water – just to see how it feels. 

My last post on Heavenali was in mid June, and at the beginning of July I stopped reading other blog posts and announced on social media that I would be taking a break. Although I didn’t put a time scale on it – I had the vague idea of coming back at the end of August/beginning of September. A complete break from both writing and reading blog posts was necessary because I had suddenly become totally overwhelmed with it. Coming back I doubt I will be blogging any more often – but I need to reignite my enthusiasm. Fellow bloggers I will start to read your blog posts again – although finding time and energy to do that has become one of the hardest things for me oddly enough. 

So what have I been doing/reading since the middle of June? I have been reading mainly fiction, as usual – but quite a range of things within that. There have been light fiction, literary fiction, older and new books, translated fiction, kindle books rereads and even a tiny book of poetry. I think I can honestly say I have been enjoying my reading over the past couple of months – and it has been lovely just reading, not thinking about whether I was going to write about a book I was reading or not. 

I have continued with my Margaret Drabble reading – which has proved a huge joy this year – I continue to be impressed with Drabble’s fierce intelligence, her books are literary, and sometimes complex and yet I find myself drawn more and more to her novels. I read A Day in the Life of a Smiling Woman – a collection of stories that was published in 2011 but contains stories written across a period spanning about forty years. The Radiant Way – three friends who first met at Cambridge negotiate the first few years of the Thatcher era facing personal and professional challenges. A Natural Curiosity is the second book in the Radiant Way trilogy so that was next – and was my favourite of the trilogy. I read the third book The Gates of Ivory a couple of weeks ago – a really ambitious novel set in London, Thailand, Cambodia and Vietnam, which I really enjoyed spending time with. What an extraordinary writer Drabble is. 

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When reading such complex literary novels it’s sometimes necessary to dig out some lighter palate cleansers. My WI virtual book group tends to pick lighter books. I read Dear Mrs Bird by A J Pearce with them, and The Invisible Woman’s Club by Helen Paris. I wasn’t that impressed by Dear Mrs Bird which I had expected to really like, but definitely liked The Invisible Women’s Club – a book about older women, gardening, friendship and a campaign to save some allotments. I read it during a very difficult week in the UK – news wise – and it provided something like a soothing balm to my sad heart. There was about a fortnight when I could barely look at social media and I needed nice books to read. I also read the British Library’s Death of a Bookseller – another good piece of escapism, with some lovely bookish details. I finally read Before the Coffee Gets Cold by Toshikazu Kawaguchi, a whimsical Japanese novel that has been hugely popular. Not my usual thing perhaps, but I really liked it. I also finally got around to reading my first book by Claire Fuller who I had heard such good things about. I read Unsettled Ground, which was a darker novel than I realised but I enjoyed Fuller’s depiction of marginalised people living on the edge of society. 

My other book group, the feminist book group which is also now virtual, has been reading some excellent books. Some of the choices recently have been rereads for me – and at least one of the ones coming up will be too. In June I reread The Spare Room by Helen Garner. It’s a beautiful thoughtful novel – Garner is particularly good at not presenting either of the two female protagonists as a hero or villain, there’s no sentimentality, just raw honesty. Our July read was The Wren, the Wren by Anne Enright – I didn’t dislike it exactly, but I was definitely underwhelmed, it took a while to get into and there were characters I wish we had had more of. It made for an interesting discussion though. Our August read was The Crowded Street by Winifred Holtby – it was my third reading of this 1924 feminist classic and I loved it all over again, in fact it was probably my favourite reading of it. 

August is Women in Translation month – and I wanted to join in a bit even though I wasn’t writing blog posts. I began August reading Claudine at School by Colette on my Kindle – even though I had recently bought a pile of old Colette books on ebay. Those other Colette books are definitely calling to me though. I read Premonition, my first novel by Banana Yoshimoto which I thoroughly enjoyed. A much tougher read for Witmonth however was A Woman in Berlin, by an Anonymous German woman, it’s a tough, fairly uncompromising account of about eight weeks in 1945, when the Russians took over Berlin. I then read The True Deceiver by Tove Jansson which was so good, a slighter darker story than others by Jansson I have read, but beautifully written. 

Some other fantastic vintage reads include The Fly on the Wheel by Katherine Cecil Thurston, which was originally sent to me by Kaggsy, a reread of The Go-Between by L P Hartley, None Turn Back by Storm Jameson, Nothing is Safe by E M Delafield which I read in a day and Out of the Window a Persephone book I simply couldn’t put down.  

Aside from reading I have been trying to get out a little more often – there have been a few outings with the help of friends and family. My new powerchair is heavy and needs two people to lift in and out of cars, but it has been lovely going to local parks and a National Trust property – recently meeting up with other wheelchair users in a local park, on a day the sun actually shone. I spent a lot of August watching the Olympics and I haven’t stopped indulging in my love of world drama – and this past week I have got my jigsaw board out again. 

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So I am tentatively saying, I’m back, I’m reading a book which I hope will be my first proper book review in more than two months. I hope you’re all well and the books have treated you well, I look forward to catching up with some of you soon via my blog reader.

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Last year’s Booker Winner Prophet Song has been on my radar to read ever since it was longlisted last year. Typically, I have only got around to buying myself a copy recently. 

I thought it was an incredibly powerful novel, hugely thought-provoking too, to the extent that I found myself thinking about it even while I wasn’t actually reading it. It’s a dystopian novel, chillingly told – of a society on the brink. It’s rather depressing, truth be told, because these things or things very like it have already happened in countries such as Syria – only here the country is Ireland – and suddenly we can see ourselves in these events and the view is rather terrifying. It’s so easy to imagine that such things take place in other places far removed from Western Europe, America, Canada etc – if we choose to be complacent (and many of us do not, at all) we could feel safe from such terror – but should we? Having said that – I just couldn’t stop reading, or thinking about it. 

“and the prophet sings not of the end of the world but of what has been done and what will be done and what is being done to some but not others, that the world is always ending over and over again in one place but not another and that the end of the world is always a local event, it comes to your country and visits your town and knocks on the door of your house and becomes to others but some distant warning, a brief report on the news, an echo of events that has passed into folklore,”

Most reviews I have seen of this novel state that it is set in a near future Ireland, although in an interview I saw with the author on YouTube he insisted that nowhere in the novel is the period revealed – which is the case, I don’t know what to take from that, as I had assumed that it was set in the near future. Certainly this is a very recognisable world, a world of ordinary suburban houses, families juggling work, children and household tasks. 

Much has probably already been said about the style of this novel. It is written in large blocks of text with no paragraphs and no speech marks. I would say don’t let that put you off – I know not everyone likes that kind of style. There are frequent page breaks – every three or four pages which I think help make the look of the text less dauntingly dense. However, I didn’t find this a difficult book to read at all – I found the style lends itself to the compelling nature of the story, and the poetic, brilliant language is a real pleasure to read. The author never allows us to become confused in who is speaking and the whole narrative flows beautifully and uninterruptedly to its conclusion. I enjoyed the rhythm of the language and I can absolutely see why it won the Booker.

From the outset this is a heartstopping story. It begins on a wet Dublin evening, when Ellish Stack, a scientist and mother of four is brought to the front door. Two officers from the GNSB, Ireland’s newly formed secret police, ask to speak to her husband, a teacher and trade unionist. Ireland has recently undergone great change, a new government is driving the country toward tyranny. Everything familiar is slowly starting to disappear. First her husband disappears – vanished into a silent, secret world, others in the country are also starting to disappear. Protests are quickly and often brutally quashed. People at work begin to look at Ellish differently, it might not be safe to discuss certain topics over the phone, the state now controls the TV news. Ellish tries to shield her children from the reality of what is happening but it quickly becomes apparent that she can’t – her older children, around sixteen, fourteen and twelve (there’s also a baby) can’t help but be affected by the atmosphere around them, their mother’s fear – their father’s absence, the curfew and their favourite foods disappearing from the shops. Her daughter Molly becomes frightened and silent, her son Bailey begins to wet the bed – his rage is a white hot fury of confusion and terror. As her eldest son Mark nears his seventeenth birthday there is another fear – that her bright, ambitious boy will be forced to join the army, Ellish decides to hide him, enlisting the help of another woman who’s husband has also disappeared. However, Mark decides to join the rebel forces fighting to overthrow the government – and he too disappears into a world of silence and fighting.

Ellish’s elderly father lives nearby, he seems to be in the early stages of some unspecified dementia, but he has sudden moments of clear sighted clarity – but his vulnerabilities give Ellish someone else to worry about as he refuses to go to live with her and the children. We sense the world watching events unfold, holding its breath, shaking its head in disbelief. Ellish’s sister in Canada, urges her to flee – sending a large sum of money to help bribe her family’s way out of the country. However, Ellish can’t bear to leave her husband and eldest son behind her – insists on believing that things can’t stay like this for long – not in her country. 

“History is a silent record of people who could not leave, it is a record of those who did not have a choice, you cannot leave when you have nowhere to go and have not the means to go there, you cannot leave when your children cannot get a passport, cannot go when your feet are rooted in the earth and to leave means tearing off your feet.”

It becomes clear that the country is becoming more and more divided. More and more people proudly wear the badge of the ruling party showing where their allegiances lie – while others protest or send their sons to join the rebels. Many people hide in their homes, listening to the battle for freedom going on above their heads, in suburban communities of Ireland – it is almost unimaginable. Only, it isn’t really, we have seen it all before – and we see how quickly fear encourages people to turn away from who they used to be, creating division and suspicion everywhere.  

“if you say one thing is another thing and you say it enough times, then it must be so, and if you keep saying it over and over people accept it as true – this is an old idea, of course, it really is nothing new, but you’re watching it happen in your own time and not in a book.”

I don’t want to say too much more about the actual plot – but it is quite the rollercoaster – and this ordinary family is changed forever in ways hard to imagine. I thought this was a quite brilliant novel – and I am so glad I finally got around to reading it.

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One of the reasons I chose to give myself a little reading project for 2024, was to help revitalise my enthusiasm for blogging. Although I read slower than I once did, my enthusiasm for that at least has never waned. Writing about the books I read has become more of an issue. However, despite my enjoyment of my Margaret Drabble reading this year – I haven’t even managed to write about all of the books I’ve read in full. The Realms of Gold was one of the books I read in May that I most wanted to write about. It’s a fairly complex novel – though not especially difficult to read, so I only hope I can do it some justice. It was an easy five star read for me, layers of brilliance and multiple themes with a strong, likeable heroine. 

Frances Wingate is a successful archeologist, divorced with children, she has recently separated from her married lover Karel – despite knowing she loves him. The novel opens as Frances is abroad to deliver a lecture at an academic conference. Alone in her hotel room she remembers her relationship with Karel and their parting a few months earlier – willing him to come back to her. Karel’s marriage is very unhappy, and Frances believes Karel and she should be together, and yet, she ended their relationship almost on a whim. There’s a flashback to a rather unpleasant incident between Karel and his wife, which shows him ‘beating her up’ in frustrated fury – no doubt, it is indicative of the 1970s, that we are supposed to see this as a forgivable one off by a man driven to distraction and deeply unhappy. There are some things in books that don’t stand the test of time so well. There are a few sections of the novel told from Karel’s POV and he is a pretty decent guy, nothing like the above incident might suggest – it’s the kind of thing that is confusing for modern readers. Things like this don’t spoil books for me, they give me something else to think about – the wider context being a sociological one perhaps. There’s another male character in the book who is far more problematic – there’s no suggestion of violence, yet Drabble portrays him as controlling and difficult with chilling accuracy. I find the difference in Drabble’s own attitude to these men quite interesting. 

Frances frequently suffers bouts of depression, depression we discover runs in the family, but Frances has learned to live it with, clawing her way out of it bit by bit. 

“She still didn’t feel exactly cheerful, though the worst was over. She walked up and down for half an hour or more, muttering to herself, trying to divert the energy of the experience to some more useful end, but she was exhausted. It was, after all, as though some bad weather had passed over her, leaving her a little flattened, like a field after heavy rain. It would take her some time to shake it off and slowly uncrackle and unfurl herself again. Meanwhile, she walked up and down, and had another drink.”

Frances is a real grown up, she’s a strong, intelligent woman, who manages her career and four children with seeming ease. Her work focuses a lot on landscape and she has some passionate beliefs in the importance of landscape for the civilisations of the past. Some of the themes of this novel involve revealing the truths of the past, civilizations and their rituals, like marriage or funeral rites, the raising of children and supporting other relatives. 

“Too much of the world was inhospitable, intractable… Why prove that it had ever once been green?”

Before flying home, Frances decides to send Karel a postcard telling him she loves him, sure that the mere sight of it will bring him back to her. There has been a postal strike in the country where the conference is being held but Frances doesn’t take that into account at all. Once at home she resumes her usual normal family life – waiting for Karel to get in touch. She visits her parents, and her brother, who has struggled with depression, and solved it with drink. She worries about her nephew Stephen who has found himself with a wife and baby while still very young, and with his wife hospitalised for a mental health condition, he is trying to manage everything on his own. In time we see Frances was right to be concerned. There is another academic conference on the horizon, and by the time she leaves, she still hasn’t heard from Karel. 

Interestingly, we also get a glimpse of some of Frances’ unknown relatives in the East Midlands. David; a distant cousin, is a geologist, working very much within the same world as Frances; he is in the audience when she gives her speech at the start of the novel As Frances still uses her married name, he has no idea of the family connection, and it isn’t until later in the novel, at another academic conference in Africa that they finally meet. Frances makes a kind of pilgrimage to the rural East Midlands town of Tockley where she and her brother holidayed as children, not realising there is a cousin living just down the road who she passes in the street. We meet this cousin, Janet, living in what feels like a small, stifling Lincolnshire town, coping with the rigours of a young baby, married to a rather horrible, slightly controlling man, (who I referred to above) who is virtually no help at all, and has stripped away any confidence that Janet might have once had, she dislikes sex and tries to avoid his nightly, advances.

“Her neighbour was a constant threat to her, and she would avoid encounters if she possibly could. It was not that there was anything overtly threatening about her – on the contrary, it was her very meekness that constituted the menace. She was an awful warning,  – poor Jean Cooper, of what Janet herself so nearly was timid, nervous, gauche, sad, unfinished. She lived in the downstairs flat of the house next door, with her silent husband, and she was going mad, Janet thought, from boredom, so mad that she would even overcome her shyness to talk endlessly, nervously, over the garden hedge.”

 Later, when an unexpected family crisis brings her home from the African conference early, Frances meets Janet, and on meeting the husband, knows just what kind of man he is. 

Drabble weaves all these strands together brilliantly, her world becomes immersive and Frances was a pleasure to spend time with. What a fascinating writer Margaret Drabble is. 

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I have not had a particularly good blogging month – I seem to be saying that every month this year. I keep promising myself that I will write more reviews and then failing to do so. Blogging aside, I have enjoyed this month of reading. I don’t seem to be increasing the amount I read, but I’m really not bothered about that any more. I read some thoroughly immersive and compelling books this month.So, I would like to try and give a little flavour of all those books I have failed to review below.  

It was only last month that I read the third Richard Osman book. My virtual WI bok group had chosen to read The Last Devil to Die (2023) by Richard Osman, his fourth in the successful Thursday Murder Club series, so I found myself returning to these characters sooner than I might otherwise have done. It was the only book I read on Kindle this month too. This novel continues several of the threads from the previous books, including the relationships of the two police officers and the story of Elizabeth’s husband Stephen – who is suffering some form of dementia. This is definitely the best book of the four – written with real warmth, it is surprisingly poignant, with a clear sense of everyone getting older, things changing and moving on. I believe Osman is taking a break from this series to concentrate on a new series, and this does seem to be a good place to leave everyone. 

I heard about the novel Twice Lost (1960) by Phyllis Paul on another blog – and immediately bought a copy. Phyllis Paul is an English novelist who seems largely forgotten now despite having published a number of works between 1933 and 1967. Twice Lost is a slow burn, not a particularly quick read, I have seen it likened to The Turn of the Screw and Picnic at Hanging Rock, well I haven’t read the second of those, and I don’t really think it’s as dark as The Turn of the Screw. A child, Vivian Lambert disappears after a tennis party on a lovely summer day in an English village. Teengaer, Christine Grey is the last person to see Vivian, and is haunted by her disappearance for years after. Then, someone claiming to be the grown up Vivian appears and the mystery only deepens. Phyllis Paul makes the child Vivian unsympathetic, and the relationships between all the other characters are strange and dysfunctional. It’s a strange, unsettling novel, with a stifling, claustrophobic atmosphere. 

Following on from that, Clothes-Pegs (1939) by Susan Scarlett reissued by Dean Street Press was a much lighter read. Annabel takes a job at a high end dressmaker’s in the sewing room, but is unexpectedly promoted to the role of ‘mannequin’ showing off the fine clothes to wealthy customers. Poor Annabel has to endure the cattiness of her fellow models, and when she catches the eye of Lord David de Bett she also unleashes the fury of the Honourable Octavia Glaye who has her own eye on David. A sweet comfort read, that reminded me a lot of Susan Scarlett’s Babbacombe’s – there’s a familiarity in the set up – but I enjoyed it nonetheless. 

As I wanted to start the Comyns biography on my birthday, and I had finished Clothes-Pegs the afternoon before, I had to find something short for bedtime. On the Pottlecombe Cornice by (1908) Howard Sturgis fitted the bill. A tiny hardback novella from Michael Walmer. It’s really just a short story. Major Hankisson has retired to a little fishing village where a lovely new stretch of white road goes across the brow of the hill. Here is where the Major chooses to go walking, every day he sees a beautiful older woman, with whom he doesn’t speak, but enjoys seeing each day. He decides to find out what he can about her. 

Long anticipated, and bought for me by Liz for my birthday Barbara Comyns – Savage Innocence (2024) by Avril Horner is the only book read in May that I have also reviewed, so I won’t repeat myself here. It was easily my book of the month. 

With The Realms of Gold (1975) by Margaret Drabble I continued my Drabble reading. Another brilliant read, a complex, intelligently written immersive novel, quite a slow read, but one I loved spending time with. Frances Wingate is a successful archeologist, divorced with children, she has recently separated from her married lover Karel – despite knowing she loves him. The novel opens as Frances is abroad to deliver a lecture at a conference. Later she travels to an African country for a similar event. She ruminates on her time with Karel – willing him to come back to her. Meanwhile we get a glimpse of some of her unknown relatives in the East Midlands. Naturally all the strands come together in a novel about family, civilisations, rituals and landscape. I think this is the longest of the Drabble novels I have read so far and It’s a shame that this novel remains out of print. I’m considering reading some of her short stories in June. 

One of the books I bought recently was calling to me from the tbr; Life Among the Savages (1953) by Shirley Jackson is a memoir of family life. It is quite simply a delight. The memoir opens as Shirley and her husband and their two eldest children move to an old house in Vermont. Jackson’s account is very funny, as she manages misbehaving children, domestic mayhem and a rather oblivious husband. Her children (two more will be born) are imaginative and quite exhausting just to read about. There are imaginary friends, two cats and a dog to add into the equation – it’s glorious. Happily there is a sequel called Raising Demons, which I have also now ordered. 

Well it was only a matter of time before I re-read Who was Changed and Who was Dead (1954) by Barbara Comyns. I re-read Our Spoons Came from Woolworths last year – and I had promised I would re-read the rest of Comyn’s novels. Reading that wonderful biography has just spurred me on.  It is a famously strange and macabre novel, the river floods, ducks swim through the drawing room, then villagers go mad, some of them dying rather gruesomely. It is also rather brilliant. Surely a  novel that could only have been written by Barbara Comyns. 

So that’s it. I am contemplating a couple of book group reads at the moment. My feminist book group will be reading Spare Room by Helen Garner – I read it years ago, but a re-read will be required, so will be buying a new copy. My virtual WI book group is going to be reading The Sealwoman’s Gift by Sally Magnusson, which I can’t quite decide whether I want to read or not, so I haven’t bought that yet either. I have decided I will probably read a collection of Margaret Drabble’s short stories in June, and I have also decided to read the books I have now rather than keep reading chronologically and buying new ones. Having decided that it’s quite likely I won’t stick to it. Everything else will be decided by my mood. 

What have you been reading in May? and what are you looking forward to next? 

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If I wrote only one book review this month (that is now looking fairly certain) the book review I had to write was this one. Despite having another terrible month in blogging terms, I have enjoyed what I have been reading, and the highlight of the month has been this long awaited biography of one of my favourite writers. Liz and I had agreed some time ago that she would buy me this for my birthday, so that was why I didn’t read A Savage Innocence when it first came out in March – I think I rather enjoyed having it to look forward to. I actually managed to arrange my reading so that I could start it on the afternoon of my birthday – it felt like a treat in itself. 

Barbara Comyns was a unique voice among the legion of twentieth century women writers that I have come to love. She stands out as being completely unlike anyone else, her deceptively straightforward, naive writing style, her childlike narrators who gradually reveal chilling realities, her sense of the macabre and the absurd. She has a delicious wry humour, delivered in a deadpan voice that disarms the reader, but also shields them from too much horror. Her life equipped her to understand the difficulties faced by women, the reality of poverty and child bearing. I have read all her books, and have come to love that uniqueness. I was looking forward to finding out more about the woman who wrote those books, and I wasn’t disappointed.  

Barbara Comyns own life was every bit as extraordinary as her books – her life informed her writing as we see in this brilliantly researched biography. Avril Horner shows where we can see the parallels with Comyns’ own life in her fiction – using extracts from the books, her letters, diaries and tantalisingly some unpublished works to prove her links. It is a thorough, detailed and completely absorbing read for the Comyns fan. Horner is careful to only draw parallels with fiction and life where she can prove it, and is also clear to point out where Comyns’ work is wholly fictional. The many extracts throughout the biography are a complete delight, there is so much of Barbara’s own voice in this biography, it feels like a really truthful but affectionate portrait. 

Barbara Comyns was born in 1907 in Bidford-on-Avon in Warwickshire, one of six children. Her father was a self made man, a Birmingham brewer who married a woman who was his social superior – at least according to her family. The family home was Bell Court, a manor house on the banks of the river Avon. Like many women of her class and generation, Barbara’s education was rather haphazard spending very little time in school, her education was mainly left to one of a series of governesses. As a young woman Barbara saw herself as an artist, setting out to study art and particularly sculpture. Writing was to come into her life much later – and she didn’t publish her first book until she was forty. As a young woman she was surrounded by artists and married to her first husband, a young artist – she enjoyed surrealism – which shows in her writing, and lived in grinding unromantic poverty, just like Sophia in Our Spoons Came from Woolworths

Horner explores Comyns’ personal relationships which were rather complicated, she was married twice, had at least two other partners and her second child born while she was married to her first husband was not his child. While living with her partner Arthur Price she even sailed pretty close to the wind – legally speaking in some of her money making schemes – if nothing else we see Barbara as a survivor. Artist, dog breeder, piano restorer, antique dealer, housekeeper, landlord and writer and a woman who moved house continually – I lost track of the number of houses, and flats she lived in both here and in Spain (where she lived for eighteen years). We also meet Diana – a woman who Barbara had a long and volatile friendship with – she was married to one of Barbara’s former lovers, the man who was the father of her daughter Caroline.

Barbara’s second husband was Richard Comyns Carr, an MI6 officer who was good friends with Kim Philby – and may have lost his job because of that friendship. However Horner also makes some fascinating suggestions about Comyns’ Carr and the possibility he was still doing some work for MI6 while he was living in Spain with Barbara in the 1950s and 60s. 

Horner examines how Barbara became the writer she was – she was first and foremost a voracious reader. Her writing life had many ups and downs. Her first book evolved out of telling her children stories of her own childhood to entertain them. She had her supporters, her husband and the writer Graham Greene among them, but she didn’t always find publishers for her novels. She divided opinion, and her book sales even when reviews were glowing weren’t huge. It was frustrating and led to Barbara doubting her own ability – and meant some books appeared only several years after they had first been written. Money was still often tight – and it was partly because of that, that she and Richard left England for Spain. There was some success later when Virago started to reissue her novels in the 1980s, it was the first time that Barbara felt successful – but how sad that it came so late. It seems to have been Barbara Comyns fate to fall in and out of fashion over the decades, I think all her novels should be in print – those of us who have struggled to find copies of The Skin Chairs and Out of the Red, into the Blue – know the pain of trying again and again to find reasonable priced copies of books we are desperate to read. I’m certain if they were all in print, then people would read them. Hopefully this biography will renew interest in Barbara Comyns which has grown over the last few years as other novels became more available through publishers like Virago and Daunt. 

Barbara Comyns lived a hugely eventful and turbulent life and Avril Horner explores it with honesty and affection – this is a brilliantly compelling biography and I loved spending time with it. Of course it has made me want to reread all my Comyns books too.

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Well I have been a bit quiet recently, on here and on social media. When I am badly fatigued I find the effort and admin of blogging and social media a bit overwhelming. I’m still feeling worn out – especially after a busy day yesterday, going to a disability meet up group,which involved Liz helping, negotiating my new powerchair in the pouring rain, getting in and out of taxis etc. I am trying to claw my way back and fully intend to start catching up with other people’s blogs later today and over the weekend. I am hoping to get a book review or two written by the end of the month. There are a few books I’ve read that I could write about.  

I wanted to share the new books that have come into the house. After doing well for months – not acquiring many at all, honest! There has been a mini book explosion. There are a further three books I will need to buy for book group reads too – but I’ll get those on Kindle another day. 

It was my birthday the other day, and I was given some fantastic books.

Barbara Comyns – A Savage Innocence (2024) by Avril Horner was bought for me by Liz, I knew it was coming and couldn’t wait. The long awaited biography of one of the most unique women writers of the twentieth century. I started reading it on Monday afternoon, and I’m enjoying it so much.

Things Are Against Us (2021) by Lucy Ellman is a collection of essays that Karen from Kaggsy’s bookish ramblings sent me. 

The Dark Flood Rises (2016) by Margaret Drabble, a later Drabble novel that Jacqui from Jacquiwine’s Journal sent me. I am looking forward to exploring some later novels by Drabble, more of that later. 

The Parasite Person (1982) by Celia Fremin – another book generously sent to me by Jacqui. I have previously enjoyed four Celia Fremlin novels and I’m looking forward to this one.

The Third Persephone Book of Short stories (2024) – bought by my mum. I loved the first two collections, they each contain such a wonderful collection of twentieth century writers. I have quite a big Persephone tbr but this might have to leap frog the others. 

Another friend gave me a national book token, which is accepted by bookshop.org and once I have logged in, I rarely stick to just the value of whatever voucher I have to spend. Buying books is just too much fun, and too easy on the internet. 

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I bought The Realms of  (1975) by Margaret Drabble on Ebay at the end of last month. I am hoping to get it read this month, but May is already running away from me. 

Life Among the Savages (1953) by Shirley Jackson is her memoir of family life. It looks simply delightful.

A Day in the Life of a Smiling Woman (2011) by Margaret Drabble – a collection of short stories. The stories date from the 1960s through to the 2000s. I am eager to explore Drabble’s shorter fiction now. 

The Radiant Way (1987) by Margaret Drabble – another one for my Margaret Drabble reading. I have read this before but retain no memory of it, and as it is the first of a trilogy I decided I would have to reread it at some point. 

Prophet Song (2023) by Paul Lynch – last year’s booker winner, it was one of the shortlisted books that I was most interested in reading at the time. 

Brideshead Revisited (1945) by Evelyn Waugh – of course I have read it before and it was one of the books I was determined to reread this year. I first read it so long ago, I remember very little about it.

The Go-Between (1953) by L P Hartley was another of those books I really wanted to reread this year. Again it has been many years since I first read it, and I only retain a vague memory of it. 

I clearly need to read faster – because I just want to get to all these right now! 

There are four Margaret Drabble books among my new acquisitions – and it’s made me think about what Drabble books I read next. So far I have been reading chronologically – just missing out The Needle’s Eye as I read it some years ago. My next chronological read is The Realms of Gold – after which I now have five or six Drabble books, which don’t follow on chronologically from there. So, I have decided to just read those I have for now – which will allow me to explore some of Drabble’s later books and her short stories. 

Hopefully I will be back with a book review soon, in the meantime tell me what books have you been buying/acquiring recently?

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Time marches on, and suddenly it’s the first of May.  One of my favourite months of the year – the leaves on the trees outside my window are nearly in full leaf. We have the promise of better weather to come. April does seem to have sped by, and I feel as if it was a fairly slow reading month. I enjoyed most of what I read, but I did get a bit bogged down with one of my 1937 reads – more of that later – and probably spent longer reading it than I may have done had I been really enjoying it. 

On to the books I read in April, seven books read – three of those on Kindle – and three books were a little bit longer at around the 400 page mark, not that that is especially long, but perhaps a bit longer than the average. 

I began April reading a book for my second book group, a group that is part of the virtual WI I have joined. Three Women and a Boat (2020) by Anne Youngson is a novel about a friendship forged along the canals of England. Two women throw their lot in together to help out a stranger, an elderly woman who is ill but needs to get her beloved narrow boat to Chester. 

I decided to read the third Thursday Murder Club book next – The Bullet that Missed (2022) by Richard Osman as that WI book group will soon be reading the fourth and so I felt I had better get back to reading them. In fact I shall be starting book four later today. I had enjoyed the first two instalments of this series, the characters are so engaging and the novels themselves quite easy reading. However, if I am honest I hadn’t really understood the hype – and the astonishing sales figures. I wasn’t in a mad hurry to read the third book – which I only acquired because Liz passed it on to me, promising me that the third book is even better than the second (which in my opinion is better than the first). This book is better than the second, the voices of Elizabeth, Joyce, Ron and Ibrahim continue to be thoroughly engaging and there is a lot to entertain in this book. Gangsters who after five minutes in the company of Elizabeth and Joyce are as soft as butter may not be realistic but we don’t want too much realism with books like this and Osman makes it a lot of fun. 

Karen and Simon kicked off their latest club week on the 15th of the month, this time it was the year 1937 and I had several books to read but in the end chose to start The Citadel (1937) by A J Cronin on my Kindle. It was just as well that I started my 1937 reading a week early as both my reads were a bit longer than I had anticipated – you can’t really tell on Kindle and I hadn’t looked up the page length before starting. I really enjoyed The Citadel so I am delighted I decided to read it, my first by him. The tagline on the cover of this Bello books Kindle version – ‘the classic novel that inspired the NHS’ the novel opens in 1924 as newly qualified Scottish doctor Andrew Manson arrives in a small Welsh mining town to take up a position of an assistant doctor. We then follow his progress as he marries, and leaves Wales for London and the lure of a private practice. 

My second read for the 1937 club, also on my Kindle, was Busman’s Honeymoon (1937) by Dorothy L Sayers. I haven’t read as many books by DLS as I have by say Agatha Christie, but I have enjoyed several books by her before. However, I did start to get rather bogged down by this one, and it slowed me down, which is never a good sign. I started to enjoy it initially, chuckling at the bright breezy voices of Wimsey and Harriet and the easy banter between them and the ever present no nonsense Bunter. However after a while it got a bit tedious – there was just too much of all that and not enough actual story to keep the reader’s attention. It is a longer book for a Golden Age style – and really I wonder if that isn’t the problem. I became irritated by the long bits of dialogue entirely in French between Harriet and Peter – so unnecessary – the one thing about a Kindle – you can get instant translation. None of these conversations move the plot along in any real way so could be entirely skipped by those who, like me, are completely monolingual, but it makes me wonder why is it there at all? Anyway Peter and Harriet get married, go on Honeymoon with Bunter – someone dies, Peter solves it – eventually. I wish I had read Margery Sharp instead. 

My next read took me back to my Margaret Drabble reading which I have been so enjoying. The Waterfall (1969) by Margaret Drabble  is unfortunately out of print – but definitely worth tracking down I think. Though judging by Goodreads – not everyone would agree. This is a novel about love – the love a woman, Jane feels is such a necessity it becomes all consuming. The novel opens just as Jane is about to give birth to her second child, shortly after having been left by her husband. Jane begins an affair with her cousin’s husband James. It is a novel about sexual awakening and obsession and I found it very impressive. 

Diary of a Void (2020) by Emi Yagi – translated from the Japanese by David Boyd and Lucy North was passed on to me by a friend a couple of months ago. The intriguing premise really appealed to me. Apparently this was a prize winning novel in Japan. Described as a subversive novel it is essentially a novel about a woman working in a male dominated company who avoids harassment and getting stuck with the menial tasks by pretending she is pregnant for nine months and beyond. Her big lie becomes all consuming, with a pregnancy app on her phone, towels padding her abdomen, and pregnancy aerobics, soon though the lines between fiction and reality become oddly blurred. Thoroughly entertaining and quirky. 

My final read of the month was The Road to Lichfield (1977) by Penelope Lively which was a Christmas gift from Jacqui. I persuaded my other book group to read this one in May – so I’m now wondering what everyone else will think about it. I really enjoyed it –  it is a subtle novel that explores identity, consequences and memory. It centres around Ann Linton who leaves her family home in Berkshire to drive to her father’s home in Lichfield when he is taken into a nursing home. Every other weekend or so, Ann drives what rapidly becomes a familiar route, to camp out in her father’s house, sorting through the years of family papers and visiting the old man in the nursing home. While in Lichfield she meets school master David Fielding who her father occasionally went fishing with – and the two begin an affair. I may yet write fully about this book so I shall say no more for now. 

I don’t think I have many plans for my May reading – although I know Liz has bought me that new biography of Barbara Comyns for my upcoming birthday – we discussed it at length beforehand – so I will hopefully dive into that soon. I will be reading the Fourth Thursday Murder Club book and I have just bought a copy of my next Drabble read from Ebay – The Realms of Gold which appears to be out of print and a bit longer than the last few Drabble novels I have read. 

Whatever you read in April I would love to hear about it, and what are your plans if any for May? 

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Many of you will remember that I pledged to read Margaret Drabble novels during 2024 – hoping for at least one a month. The Waterfall is my fifth Drabble of the year. I’m sorry to see that this one seems to be currently out of print, and wasn’t among those that Canongate reissued a couple of years ago. My blogging has been so erratic that I haven’t even reviewed all of them, however although I have really enjoyed them all, the book I read last month, Jerusalem, the Golden, was the one I have enjoyed least. Still I am constantly impressed by Drabble’s skill as a writer, her narrators are realistic, though not always likeable – and in this case not entirely reliable. 

The Waterfall is described as one of her most experimental novels – it is a literary novel of course, and quite a slow read, although I didn’t find it difficult. I found Drabble’s prose immersive and her narrator quite compelling – though typically she is a flawed and sometimes irritating character. The novel is told in both the first and third person, the point of view is always that of Jane Grey – the central character – but the switching from first to third person perhaps allows Drabble to play with the reliability of the narrator. 

“Learning was so dangerous: for how could one tell in advance, while still ignorant, whether a thing could ever be unlearned or forgotten, or if, once known and named, it would invalidate by its significance the whole of one’s former life, all of those years wiped out, convicted at one blow, retrospectively darkened by one sudden light?”

This is a novel about love – the love a woman, Jane feels is such a necessity it becomes all consuming. The novel opens just as Jane is about to give birth to her second child, shortly after having been left by her husband. Jane’s marriage to Malcolm has not been happy, and she is quite glad to see the back of him. She has a small son Laurie and within the first few pages, gives birth to Bianca.  While Jane is in bed recovering from the birth of her daughter, she is cared for by her cousin Lucy and her husband James. They take it in turns to stay with Jane, as they themselves have three young children. Very quickly an intimacy develops between Jane and James that considering she has just given birth feels rather inappropriate, in more ways than one.  

“She was prepared to spend all the rest of the evenings of her life alone, but the next night, after the midwife and Lucy had left, she was surprised to hear a knock on the door. She had to get up and go down to open it, and she found James standing there on the step. She was weak with relief at the sight of him: she had been afraid as she descended the stairs that it might have been her husband. She tried to conceal her relief, but she was so overcome that she could hardly stand.”

James continues to spend time with Jane and the children, long after she has ceased needing support, the two locked in a passionate affair – which Jane seems to have convinced herself that Lucy knows all about somehow. Drabble portrays this relationship wholly from Jane’s point of view and reveals how for Jane there is an intense sexuality in her feelings for James – which are so very different to how she had felt about Malcolm. Jane is a poet, though she hasn’t published anything recently, she is often crippled by self doubt and feelings of inadequacy. Her love for James is transcendent in how it makes her feel – she shrugs off any lingering feelings of guilt, convinced she is right, putting any negative feelings right away from her. It is interesting in how there are subtle differences in aspects of the first and third person narratives, as if the truth is told from the third person perspective, while Jane, in her first person narrative is more protective of herself and less honest about what is going on, and who James really is. He fixes a couple of simple things in the house for Jane and promptly acquires almost legendary status – while gradually the reader begins to see him as more feckless. There are references to Jane Eyre and Rochester – as Jane insists on seeing James as her romantic lead.  

“She felt she was taking part in some elaborate delicate ritual, and that if she broke some small unknown rule of it, by a false word or touch, by a treacherous mention of Lucy or Malcolm, by a murmur of indignation at his leaving, by a too willing acceptance of that same leaving, then he would be taken from her, she would forfeit him for her unwitting transgression.” 

Along with her powerful depiction of a love affair – and Jane’s love for James is wholly convincing at least. Drabble is realistic about the daily minutiae of motherhood and modern life. The atmosphere she creates between Jane and James in the early pages of the book is beautifully done. Again we see a beautifully crafted and realistic relationship between a young mother and her tiny children. We know a crisis must come, and it is well highlighted in some blurbs. An accident – occurring a good way through the novel – forces their affair into the open, and the consequences have to be faced. 

I thought this was an enormously impressive novel about love and obsession, it is a shame that Canongate didn’t reissue this one – I see from Goodreads that it has divided some readers, but perhaps that is the sign of a good book.

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The 1937 club started this week, hosted by Karen at Kaggsy’s bookish ramblings and Simon from Stuck in a book. I very much like books from the 1930s so I was delighted when this year was chosen, it was the year my dad was born. I had a couple of books I could have chosen to read but the first one I settled on was one I first had to buy for my Kindle. 

The Citadel by A J Cronin is a book I have been dimly aware of for many years, at least I think I can remember seeing some old paperbacks of his novels on my parents bookshelves back in the day. The tagline on the cover of this Bello books Kindle version – ‘the classic novel that inspired the NHS’ is quite the claim, how true that is I don’t know, although Wikipedia seems to suggest the same and it’s conceivable that the politicians involved in the push for the establishment of the NHS might have read it. A J Cronin was himself a doctor, and he used his experiences to write his best selling novels. Funnily enough a character in my current read, also for the 1937 club, is struggling to read another Cronin novel, The Stars Look Down. The Citadel was a marvellous read, a real saga – and enormously compelling.  

The novel opens in 1924 as newly qualified Scottish doctor Andrew Manson arrives in a small Welsh mining town to take up a position as assistant doctor with a Dr Page. This fictitious town is realistically portrayed by Cronin, who himself had worked in Welsh mining towns. Andrew arrives to discover Dr Page is severely disabled by a stroke, cared for by his sister who runs the house and insists her brother will be up and about soon. Andrew realises that isn’t the case, but he gets down to work, and all the work of Dr Page’s practice falls to him. It’s a massive learning curve – and Andrew is naturally nervous of making a mistake with his first patients. 

“All at once, with a quick pang, he was conscious of his nervousness, his inexperience, his complete unpreparedness, for such a task.”

There is a lot of poverty in the town, many miners suffering from lung diseases and a huge amount for Andrew still to learn. Another doctor in the town is Philip Denny, a hard drinking cynic, who had previously worked as a surgeon before falling foul of colleagues and ending up as an assistant doctor like Andrew. It is with Dr Denny that Andrew conspires to blow up a sewer in order to force the council to rebuild it – as nobody will listen to their concerns of its effects on public health. 

Andrew begins to see how the system really doesn’t help the people it should. He is keen, hardworking and idealistic, he won’t just prescribe unnecessary medicine to patients (which costs them money) even when they think they want it, and he won’t just keep signing men off work when they are capable of returning to their jobs. Some doctors lack the competence they should have – others are too concerned with making money from private patients.  

“…But Bramwell was not inexperienced and because of that his ignorance was inexcusable. Unconsciously Andrew’s thoughts returned to Denny who never failed in his derision towards this profession to which they belonged. Denny at first had aggravated him intensely by his weary contention that all over Britain there were thousands of incompetent doctors distinguished for nothing but their sheer stupidity and an acquired capacity for bluffing their patients.”

Andrew is outspoken and principled – and there are those who don’t like that. Everywhere he goes he makes both friends and enemies. Having fallen foul of Dr Page’s rather unpleasant and difficult sister, Andrew decides to leave and takes a position in another mining town in South Wales. His new job is as an assistant in a miners’ medical aid scheme and it comes with a house. The committee wants a married man, which delights Andrew as it means he can now marry the woman he loves, Christine, a young school teacher. 

Andrew and Christine are happy, they don’t have much money but Andrew is busy and continually excited by his work. He enlists the help of Christine to carry out his research into lung disorders. He studies for his MRCP, to make him a more attractive candidate in the future and publishes a paper about his research. 

Andrew is ambitious – and soon London beckons – and with it the lure of private practice, wealthy patients. Andrew has his head turned – Christine is dismayed to see his ideals falter – their lives begin to change. 

What Cronin does brilliantly is to show the huge inequalities and corruption that existed within the medical profession. There are many ups and downs for Andrew and his wife over the course of a few short years, but it makes for a brilliant immersive read.