FoToRo has a new steel mask. And he said it needed to be tested. How do people come up with this stuff? This thing is heavy, uncomfortable, and scary! I was chained to the ceiling and I really lost track of time at some point. This looks easy, but if you are in this for a while, it becomes a real mindfuck. This mask locks with a padlock, so there was no way I could even take it off myself! So scary!

This was so much fun!! My friends Emily Addams and Melodie came over!! We dressed up in our Christmas outfits and we got hogtied with red, green, and white rope! So festive! We can all take huge ballgags, I think that really made it so much more awesome! Emily and Melodie are submissive bondage lovers, just like me, and we all love a good struggle, especially during the holidays! Merry Christmas everyone!! xxx

You know I hate shock collars. Is it really part of submissive training or are you all making this up? I can understand gag training and position training is important, but this? How can this possibly train me for anything? It is just painful!! 😱 If I was your sub girl, would you use shock collars in your training?

I HATE TICKLING! Don’t order any custom videos with tickling! It’s just too much, especially when I am in a super tight hogtie. I can’t deal with it, because I am super ticklish! This extreme pulled back hogtie on the little red bench was already tricky enough, why did FoToRo have to tickle me too?

FoToRo wanted to design some steel elbow cuffs, and he used me for the measurements, because I can easily get my elbows together. We had the prototypes made by SelfBondageShop, who helped us with the design and 3D printing. These are plastic of course, but they are the prototypes for me to test. We got two versions, one is closer together than the other, but it turns out BOTH weren’t close enough, I think we need to eliminate the middle part altogether and get my elbows touching! It’s a work in progress! I am so excited!

In this custom video request, FoToRo was the evil guy tying me to his figurehead frame. This was a very hard position! The most difficult part was my collar, that was attached to the frame, pulling my neck back while a bar in my back pushed me forward. I really felt like a figurehead, you know, on the front of a ship? This was an amazing stretch, it felt good but it was also very hard to stay tied like this. (video in Dutch language)

I thought my boobs weren’t big enough to be tied, but I was wrong! They can be tied! What a strange feeling! Especially when I got clover clamped, the clamps hurt so much more when your boobs are tied this tight! Did you ever have your boobs tied?

This gag is very weird! It is supposed to go completely inside your mouth behind your teeth with no straps around your head! I tried it, but it is very hard because of the tongue depressor that goes into my throat, making me gag. I think I can train to wear this longer, I love a challenge! It is the most difficult gag I have tried so far!!

This was a hard hogtie! FoToRo tied my elbows tightly togheter and then he put me in a hogtie! Pulling me up by the hook on the wall, my shoulders were lifted and my harness gag was tied back too! I love extreme and hard hogties, especially with elbow bondage. I am always proud after these shoots, but I can not really explain why it is so much fun. Can you?

A member suggested this daring escape challenge. I was tasked to put on a leather prison belt and attach the key to the fiddle to my waist. I also ankle cuffed myself. Then i gagged myself with a huge 2.75 inch harness ballgag before getting locked in a RigidFiddle. The padlock to the fiddle is on top and I have a key, but it is not the key to the fiddle lock. It is the key to the padlock on my waist that is holding the fiddle key. Do you still follow? Well, it was so complicated, I could not escape, I had to get some help. People were passing outside too, so it was very scary!

These new straps are incredible! Very fast to use and they have no stretch so they can be TIGHT! I was tied in a super harsh elbow bondage hogtie and left to struggle. Well, I can tell you: there is no escape from these straps. I would totally recommend them, but I can’t remember where they are from. One little issue is that they are very hard to open, but who cares about that 🤣

A fan told me to do the following: use a leather prison belt with handcuffs, a huge 2.75 inch harness ballgag (so I can’t call for help), ankle cuffs, and thumbcuffs. And then? Try to escape of course! Which is pretty much impossible because of those annoying thumbcuffs. Also, I didn’t even have a key, so I am not sure how I was supposed to get out of this. Maybe that was the point…?

You have asked me a lot of times: ‘did you get tied up more by Damon Pierce?’. Yes, I did! He also tied me in this very challenging strappado (with my elbows tied!). He used a lot of tape on my face before making me orgasm many times with a magic wand. I was completely exhausted after this session. It was so intense!

Here is part two of the long session I did with Damon Pierce, the American rigger. It was a very complicated spider web! Damon added many many painful clothespins everywhere and I was incredibly stuck. Could not move an inch! Everything was tied, especially my elbows (of course), and the position was very challenging. Still, I felt safe all the time. It was very hard but I love a challenge. And when they turned on the black lights to show off the neon ropes, I even forgot my predicament for a minute. That was so beautiful! 😍

On my holiday in Spain, I met the famous rigger Damon Pierce from the USA! He wanted to tie me up right away (lol). I had no idea what he had in mind, and it turned out to be MUCH wilder than I could have ever imagined. It looks so pretty! But don’t be mistaken, this was a very extreme and very hard position! I loved it so much!! ☺️☺️

When I am on holiday, I love to explore! Especially in areas where not many people live, because then I can be gagged and bound while exploring. This tie was SUPER tight, it is one of the tightest chicken wings I have ever done! With a two inch gag, the feeling was incredible. To be outside in this kind of tight bondage is impossible in the Netherlands, so I love going to countries with some space and quiet to have these kinds of bondage walks!

Aah sun, birds, flowers, and me in a holiday strappado! 😄 I love this beautiful update so much! It was a lot of fun to be drooling outdoors in the hot sun, very helpless, and a little scared. You never know if someone will walk by! Would you do this outdoors? The strappado was so tight (elbows together) and high, I really was bent over completely!! Very brutal on such a hot day, but I loved it!!

Nothing better than a nice hogtie in the hot sun! I love getting tied! The only downside is that I couldn’t go for a swim, which I really wanted. Instead, I was roped and gagged on a sunbed next to the pool. It was very hot and sweaty, but I loved it! Do you often get tied during your holidays?

On this very hot day in Spain, I decided to go check out this private park. I think it was a little too hot maybe… It was hard to walk in these heavy wrist cuffs and big ballgag. And even harder to open gates and try to navigate this complicated park with different levels and many steps. Did you ever go exploring in bondage? In another country? It is very exciting! It would have been better maybe if it hadn’t been this HOT!!

This summer has been great so far! Nice weather, and a great holiday to Spain. Of course, I was locked in my blue full chastity set most of the time, and I LOVE IT! I really am fully used to it now, and I can wear it without any breaks. It is also perfect for the pool, because it is technically a bikini, don’t you agree? I think all girls and women should wear full chastity at swimming pools and on the beach. It would be so beautiful!!