HELLO TO ANYONE WHO IS READING THIS! (Is there? hahaha)

And It's 2015 now!! Oh my god! This is definitely getting scarier !!!

Anyway, I also just realised my last status update on facebook was "12:12 Happy 2012!" (refer to the little facebook box beside *LOOK ON YOUR LEFT*  ) Why time flies so fast? And Im turning 26 this years! How old exactly is this blog??? Not sure what exactly kick me to turn on my laptop and hit blogger.com in my keyboard. But here i go again......


I was packing my room awhile ago (couldn't stand messiness nowadays, another sign of getting old duh? ), found a lot of random stuffs from last year like an old receipt or a forgotten to-do-list notes. It was just half a year ago... and what was left was this pure and deep sadness. The "plan" we had last year was way different from what's going on now. I don't blame anything or anyone for this to happen, but often do i wish it didn't turn out like....now.

I wish i could have did something, till now I feel like an useless piece of crap everyday.
Just want to rant it out somewhere so i can sleep better tonight. No worry, I'm fine!

Oh yes, I officially a degree graduate now :)

There are 50 plus over drafts posts stuck in my blogger somehow(wonder why?)
anyway i accidentally found this.





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To my favorite teacher, told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush, who I thought I really loved
To the guys I miss, and the girls we kissed
Where are you now?


To my ex-best friends, don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands, and sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?


Where are you now? 'Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how, how to live like I do
If it wasn't for you, I would never be who I am


To my first girlfriend I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend, sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved, but didn't show it enough
Where are you now?


Where are you now? 'Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how, how to live like I do
If it wasn't for you, I would never be who I am


I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes, people change, but I know
I won't forget you


To the ones who cared and who were there from the start
To the love that left and took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?


Where are you now? 'Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how, how to live like I do
If it wasn't for you, I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you, I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you, I'd be nothing
Where are you now?


night peeps