when was my last post?I couldn't remember single shit about it,it's been almost half years,life still goes on no matter what happen in life :) I'm back for once,been asking myself should I continue blogging cause I used to blog a lot like a lot superb a lot as long as china wall -___- creepy I know I can nag a lot thats the reason why my boyfie love me so much AHAHAHAHA...that's sounds more stupid ! TROLLL okay forget about it let's continue ...
so far how was my relationship? it's getting better and better ,am hoping to continue although sometimes i might annoyed him or he annoyed me but love still grow stronger day by day no matter what and im glad that he's willing to put effort in everything and be there to listen my crap and you know right girls have tons of tons of crap to CRAP as if you know what I mean =o= even my own girlfriend so call lesbo partner CARMEN LIEWWWWW she knows me too well our relationship its like drug OVERDOSE -.- i cant describe how close we are so you know what I mean drug overdose without each other WE CAN DIE ! AHAHAHAHAH another creepy part -.-
Im kinda out of topic I knw I knw I just post whatever I remember cause my memory was like O.O" no idea how small it was maybe it used to be that small who knows right -.-
for the past 6 months its normal for every couple,or perhaps everyone might met the same kind problem ,we love,we laugh,we fight,we broke down,we decide to break,we fall in love again,we cried,we share everything single things together but I've used to being control by family so it's normal for me being control by the boyfie I don't mind he nag me whole day or asking me question everyday cause there's no lie nor secret between us maybe there's still some TOP secret we might not know right? should couple have their own secret? hmmm
okay before I continue let's see this picture below its freaking true that now a days what or how people look at you and how ur parents think or maybe what you expected O.O its freaking epic funny but TRUTH !
- what my friends think I do- abandon them everyday just BOYFIE BOYFIE BOYFIE what else? still boyfie it's like im 24/7 talking about my boyfie -.- a real friend of mine know what I did or do all the time ! friends time means friends time dont freaking pull out everything about your relationship thingy to them cause NOBODY FREAKING WANNA KNOW ABOUT IT UNLESS THEY ASK but its unnecessary to answer all question HAHAHAHAA...the part I hate the most was there's some kind of so-call-friend whenever they have boyfie or girlfie they freaking play MIA with you! MIA stands for? missing in action -.- where the hell they go? no ideaaaa they can give you tons of reason oh im busy this busy that im working HELL YEAH you can see them walking in the shopping mall their boyfie or girlfie oh ya they paid you or what? I though you said you busy working -.- okay I don't date such person out waste of time you might think im bloody bitchy but that's true whats the point?
- what my parents think I do- the freaking most epic thingy that parents have the weirdest though maybe its because they seen a lot and they know a lot more than I do? sis was the creepy one she will be like oh hey little sis when was ur first kiss did you guys just blablabla "tell me about it" -___- nobody share such epic answer okay keep that to yourself please whenever I asked you and you freaking ignored me! parents always think okay that boy came to fetch my little daughter it must be their boyfie O.O okay DADDY MUMMY HE'S NOT !!! or? having boyfie just to have sex? TROLLL parents worry we end up being rape -.- what a century now cause too much epic news little girl being rape after knowing boys from facebook or friendster? control yourself please dont be that itchy -___- I hate how they think but I knw everything they did was because they WORRY and LOVE their own child but still you have to show some respect to them cause they born you raise you before you knowing your boyfriend so dont waste time fighting with parents or sibling cause of your another half and im being nag all the time BLABLABLA i dont care I know what im doing thats all and im proud of myself :) SELF-PRASING TIME!!
- what I'll think I do- HAHAHAHAHAHA girls right you might have tons of dream how your boyfie gonna looks like in future or how he's gonna treat you when both of you together but dream and reality always the opposite side okay start laughing now cause I never though of I'll fall for him so hard like what I did now ! HUUHOO proud of me baby? my first impression to that fella was OMG WHY HE SO CHILDISH ? DID HE EVER HAVE BRAIN BEFORE HE SPEAK? you can't imagine how annoying both of us can be whenever we were together those days -.- even lecture can't stand it so what's more about my friends? they will be like "THEM AGAIN! Can't they just stop for a day?" we will be like argue like a boss like nobody business just ARGUE and DEBATE ! O.O
OKOK back to topic I used to dream about having a boyfie like my father "SOUNDS WEIRD" I'm that kind of person who wanna date a person exactly like my father -.- why??! he proved that not all guy are the same ,at the same time a guy can make you hate all guys but one man can teach you nt all guys are the same ;) I always think ohh my future boyfie should be like this this this and that that that but you cant expect someone to love you with your way cause everyone have their own way of loving you just accept and respect
- what I actually do- this is the most interest part Im like a granny nagging my boyfie every single day cause of game -__- most of girls might be facing same problem anyone??? what is so interest in games? they spend most of their time in game,they said they only play while free time so basically its like breakfast,lunch,high tea,dinner,supper -__- so-call-free-time FREAKING WHOLE DAY WEIH D: okay la i make my boyfie sounds bad xD but im actually not saying him but it doesnt mean im not warning him O.O okay there's point inside !! xD thats what I seen from my friends or friends' boyfriend? ermmmm its so true that we actually argue that YOU SUPPOSE TO APOLOGIZE FIRST or the other one sick of argue cause its tiring man -.- dont wait someone to apology first cause you might knw wait till when or till you end your relationship still you waiting and hating that person...misunderstanding grow just cut down your ego NOT YOUR RELATIONSHIP please lah D: boys learn to understand and girls learn to understand as well thing sure work out when both party help each other in the relationship dont run away from problem the more problems you keep the more suffer you are by end of the day you end up hurting each other ..you can fall in love in one day but it takes the rest of your life to forget someone you love the most in your life you might end up not believing love again and took you century to fall in love again
and yeah I love him day by day im soooooo happy that we had over come everything together even though 6 months just damn short and its just the beginning of challenge and challenge ACCEPTED !
for the first two month we nearly end up breaking up for some personal reason when both of us still unstable and we dont tell each other the truth keep using lie to cover up all the time and here comes many kinds of outstanding and asking for a break isn't easy for me those time i been keeping this relationship so hard even people around me keep ask me let go and i keep telling myself there must be some problem you might not know or you havent find solution to solve it? thanks to those who believe me and there to listen to my story :) those time i never try to tell my boyfie whats my real feeling cause even I do he dont even care right? cause we are not their everything we are just part of their memory or perhaps pass by? finally case close and here comes another problem after 3 or 4 month because we been keeping all our problems and never share out or tell each other how we actually feel ,there comes the hate keeping deep inside our heart cause once words speak out you will never take back you will just continue DESERVE BACK WHAT YOU SAID BEFORE thats call KARMA that bitch giving you a big slap on your face!
actually things didn't settle at all so we kept all those shitty feeling inside and it burst out no where out of sudden and here comes our world war III O.O the feeling its like VOLCANO BUSTING "BOOOMMMM!!!" as if you know what I mean? both of our temper aren't good at all and the best way is to cut down ego and pride and forget about your reputation and learn to apologize ! although is hard both party keep giving each other cold shoulder but dont stop texting !! once you stop you cant find any reason to continue it :) that's the strategy no matter how hard you struggle just keep each other company even you can start a war anytime but at least better than nothing cause argument give you a lesson and taught you something new and realize something as well ...
girls easily break down and cries all the time of course and whenever boys saw you cry definitely they break down as well as if they love you,no one can stand the pain of seeing someone you love break down right in front of you and cry like a BOSS man -__- but please dont cry all the time or else they got no more feelings at all and it's ANNOYING !!! not every situation you need to cry and settle it cause cry can't settle everything ,after cried just stand up continue your life at least you try your best to solve something in life
seriously don't easily let go TRY to solve it when the other half dont trust you or bother helping you in this relationship seriously you can FUCK THIS SHIT cause no one bother its your relationship not others if he/she dont bother care about it ASK WHY dont just let it be like this its suffering putting on fake smile every morning and cry into bed before sleep and yet keep repeating same damn shit every single day and you look freaking ugly and older day by day O.O but but but when things getting worst stop hurting yourself you can just choose to let go if he/she really loves you things wont turn worst even he/she cant handle ,still they choose to stay to fix everything even both break down together as long as both stay strong together ,why not?
look at my happy faces and you know my answer now right? I can never snap pic and fake a smile cause its just a fake smile and very obvious I cant smile @_@" time heals wound and give you more love there's only two precious thing give you the best happiness :) TIME AND LOVE
time prove you everything cause everyone need time to prove and change mean while time prove you a person wrong or right so be patient in everything please bear with me although im not a perfect person as well i did something wrong as well but to tell the truth i never lie to you anything and i told you everything but sometimes there's things I never tell doesn't mean i dont trust you or i lied you just because i'll tell you later...whenever I wanna hang out with friends I'll choose friends seriously no lie i got my own comfortable zone i dont simply out with people cause my time are precious cause i cant be outing all the time like other people im always under parents control and thats the worst part i don like at all,the more they control i done something stupid and here comes all the blablablabla like no end -__- seriously their words can kill me !
there's when times we were jealous about others why other couple can and why we can't? I cant go places which further than KL and I cant have trips with friends even just 2 days 1 night or outing too much...
parents will be like no no no NOOOO and NO MEANS NO ! thats all the end of story but be grateful what I had in life cause I had too much thing in my life...so do appreciate time whenever we meet each other :) a simply meal will do there's almost similar part in us there's things we hate and love everything just seems the same ...
simple greeting every monthsary and special event as valentine or birthday could warm your heart ;) as you know I dont need expensive branded stuff to make me happy whenever he piss me off there's the headache part which I dont even wanna talk to him cause seriously piss max and I dont even bother whack him or torture him cause by hitting him or hurt him wont make me happy neither! so the best way is let him see how my mood change and dont stop cheering me whenever you piss me off ,but theres the part I hate the most that sometimes i fail to cheer him :( but always end up hes the one who cheer me up O.O okay WHERE TO GET SUCH SWEET BOYFIE?!!! but one thing I knw I can write him a super duper long long long love letter like nobody else can do ! hmm maybe there's girls out there are crazier than me but definitely I can write him a book so do imagine how many crap that Im writing O.O sorry for times I fail to do so and disappointed you :(
he's the sweetest boyfie ever :) trust me you cant imagine where those smile comes from ,simple yet sweet :) I love the way we communicate with no shy and we can actually be ourself right in front each other acting silly and the worst mess ever yet be with each other all the time ;)
finally after half years and many more days to come dear ♥
there's a awesome saying said that dont sad when someone you loved dump you cause you lost something that dont appreciate nor love you because they had lost you which someone who knows how to love and appreciate them :)
we may not spend most of the time in those grand restaurant having romantic dinner with candle lights,or spend as much money as we can in shopping mall,buy the most expensive or branded stuff to impress each other...errrrrrrrrr why do people choose hot chick bringing branded stuff walking around the street or showing off to their friends "oh hey look at my superb hot girlfriends" or "hey look at my boyfriend with his new awesome car" ermmm excuse me you choose your other half partner not to impress others it mean for two person not the whole world ...dont treat your girlfriend as some kind of "maid" dont order them to do things for you all the time and hey girls dont treat your boyfriend as freaking DAMN ATM MACHINE !
simple gift will do :) something simple and sweet can brighten up someone smile :D I feel bad for forcing my boyfie make me cards -__- he hates art but me likey handmade thingy its all about the heart ok !! I knw right even my girlfriend carmen ask me stop torturing my own boyfie -___- seriously I swear I din't !!! xD
some interesting post:
女人，有些事你们真的不知道..你们总是抱怨没有好男人..其实有一些男人是在被女人伤过后才学会变坏的..
你们总是抱怨自己的男人优点太少，不能让你们满意！你们错了..十全十美的人根本就没有。只要他有责任心，有一颗爱你在乎你的心就够了！帅气 ＋ 幽默 ＋ 有钱 ＋ 真心 ＋ 浪漫 = 就是你们心中的完美情人吧。
自己想想要真有那样的人，他会爱上你吗？你们怪男人的脾气大，本事小，没有能力让你们活在高层的社会。
想想你们为男人做过什么？安慰？患难？还是丢下一句对不起，我们不合适的话，然后转身离开呢？你们总是觉得有个男人爱你，在乎你是应该的..你们可以随便抛洒自己的不满，说出伤人到底的话。你们到底懂不懂什么是爱？
难道感情的压迫真的会让你们过的很舒服？不要等爱你的男人离开后，在哭着说自己错了..那时的后悔真的晚了..
你们失恋了，会找自己的好朋友吐苦水，然后在大哭一场，之后就又可以说爱了..可是男人呢？他能找谁倾诉呢？他只能在没人的角落里，抽着烟 默默的 忍着的落泪，在夕阳下回忆曾经相爱时的情景，或许在回忆的瞬间里，才能感受到爱的含义..
但他在真爱的世界里，剩下的仅仅是回忆！在男人没有被伤害过之前，他们会遵守自己承诺的任何誓言..但是男人真的爱过后，且被伤的很深，那你就很难期望男人会说爱情诺言的保险话了..
即使说过了，那也是有水分的..不要怪他，这是上天所赐的无法改变的，男人的爱只有一次..只有仅仅那么的一两次..
其实一些男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的..其实一些男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的..其实一些男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的..其实一些男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的..
只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣..
于是，男孩开始改变，变成女孩喜欢的那种 嘴角挂着坏坏的笑，玩世不恭或者幽默..开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话，开始学会假装关心，学会给女孩送小饰物讨好她学会如何追求，或者看破红尘，游戏情场，成为女人恨恨的那种男人..
他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心，但是他们也会在黑的夜里伤心在心里..心里有爱的时候，没有第一个真心相爱的女孩..之后，有了女孩的时候，却总是永远少了份爱的感觉..
在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候，他们不会尽量去努力做个好男人了，只会微笑着擦肩而过..
请对号入座 only some guys but not every guys ;)
hmmmm how many boys can ever did this? this is selfish I knw ;) but some how its just some random post
dont over control someone but do control for some good purpose kay ♥
3 simple rules to continue stay strong in a relationship
- don't ever play MIA or lost contact even can't meet each other,make a love call even just a short one cause it brighten up someone days who knows right?
- after an argument try to solve it,cut down ego,apologize DONT CUT YOUR RELATIONSHIP
- never ever try to mention BREAK UP this words
Dear boyfie I ♥ you like I always did and still counting on .... ♥♥♥
