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 1. Tuhan yang memungkinkan segala kepastian.

2. Dalam suatu perjalanan yang panjang, saya telah memilih kaedah untuk melupakan, lalu banyak hal terpendam menjadi suatu yang disusun jadi doa yang terlalu umum - untuk selesaikan apa [?] - saya semakin hilang pasti; jadi saya perlu berdamai dan terus mencari pandangan yang lain.

3. Sooner or later, the marriage will lose its meaning and I sit here wondering - the lesser conviction that I had, the more resolute I will be.

4. Ikhlas started school in which he lasted for two days. Young bud has his own mind at 3. Who am I a 37 year old to say anything - to each, their own.

5. And to you, you are your own person.

As Is

 1. Solange's Sound of Rain - downtempo sound machine.

2. Unceremoniously weaning off, absentmindedness, and the acceptance of my bodily functions have now coming to an end after being of a vessel for sustenance for 32 months.

3. The peppermint tea came at the right time. An associate of an ending. 

4. To live another year. To remain in the gone years.

5. What is a mother's rage? To be enraged in cognitive struggles and vaporising empathy.

6. To reconsider privileges.

Lerai

1. In the old house, dad wrote the phone numbers of the relatives on the inside part of a wardrobe. Marker inks of blue and red, scribbled landline numbers of aunts and uncles and cousins. I assumed they're permanent ink. There was a thick Telekom phonebook. Thin, almost wilting yellow pages full of people you can read their names but who are they?

2. Masing-masing dalam kesunyian sendiri, kata saya pada pasangan.

3. Ada hari saya bertangguh dengan diri sendiri. Mengalih perhatian, kerja-kerja rumah yang diselesaikan separuh jalan, sebelum beralih ke tumpuan yang lain. Hujung hari, bukanlah penyesalan yang datang tetapi persoalan; kau ni ada ADHD ke sebenarnya?

4. Lain hari saya sambung. Sekadar ingin menaip hal no.2