Sunday, January 13, 2013
HAPPY 2013!
wow, i havent been here for quite a while and it seems like blogger has transformed much! i actually feel really nooooob typing an entry now because everything seems really foreign.
i really have no idea what brought me here but i guess i just wanted to update some stuff here? so 2013 has just begun and it's been fine. not fantastic, but not too bad i guess. i hope it gets better! i'm going to graduate and i'm going to start work; stepping into a whole new environment. i'm not exactly someone who likes moving out of my comfort zone, but that's life. we have got to keep moving. my future still looks pretty bleak though i'm going to be one of the students graduating with a job. still, i am not certain if teaching is what i am good at. but come on, primary school shouldnt be that tough huh? (self-consolation)
okay, so it's going to be the start of my final sem tmr! mixed feelings. part of me cant wait to get over the whole studying process. yet, part of me hopes to keep studying because i've been doing that for the past 15 years? damn, it's been such a looooong time. for sure i'm gonna miss my life in hall 14. albeit there were times when i wish hall life wouldnt be so political and all, but i have to say it's been such a blast. sometimes, it feels so much like home to be called a second home. i cannot believe i'm leaving that place soon. it holds sooooo much memory i think i'm going to cry when i leave. i believe it's not so much just about the place, but the very awesome people inside. especially my team-mates, school mates and those in my batch. i dont know if after graduation we are ever gonna meet up, cos you know in hall we just see each other so naturally we dont have to meet up. i just wanna say that you guys and girls have been such a huge part of my life and i am gonna miss all of you. (:
i'm typing as if i'm leaving hall nowwww when i'm not. haha. maybe i am just typing in case i forgot/ have no feel to blog when the time comes.
okay, i need to go pack my stuff and head back to hall. 8.30am math lecture tmr morning. what monday bluessss! till the next entry! (:
what we could have been, 2:45 PM.
Wednesday, May 02, 2012
close to the end of year 3..
it must have been really long since i've been here because blogger is having a new layout now. i guess that's the way things are; constantly changing. though i wished certain things nvr had to change and you know, maybe, we'll be happier in our comfort zones. or maybe i will be (not that certain about everybody else).
pretty done with my third academic year. maybe not so thoroughly done since results are not out. but yea, almost done. not expecting great results this sem because my cores were in a mess, and my electives weren't that score-able. but please keep me in second lower. because any lower is gonna make all my past efforts fruitless. :/
going to start work in about a few days time. not exactly looking forward luh. but at least i can earn money and clear academic units? haha.
going to meet twin tmr! (: simple meetups make my day all the time. i just dislike the travelling part. if only i can drive and have my own car. but i'm pretty sure i'm a road hazard. :/ still, it's my wish to be able to drive my kids to school next time. cos my mummy drives me to school too! i feel so blessed sometimes! (:
oh yah, moved my stuff out of hall already. ohmy, tons of stuff and memories that i'm shifting back this semester. moving on to year 4 makes me sound so old and lonely. :( but i had a good night last night with boyf, viv and kl. even watched black swan with viv late at night. omg the show sends shivers down my spine. qte disgustinggg. :/ i never knew ballerinas had to undergo such huge amount of stress.
okay it's getting late, time to get my body clock back on track! (:
goodnight earthlings!
pretty done with my third academic year. maybe not so thoroughly done since results are not out. but yea, almost done. not expecting great results this sem because my cores were in a mess, and my electives weren't that score-able. but please keep me in second lower. because any lower is gonna make all my past efforts fruitless. :/
going to start work in about a few days time. not exactly looking forward luh. but at least i can earn money and clear academic units? haha.
going to meet twin tmr! (: simple meetups make my day all the time. i just dislike the travelling part. if only i can drive and have my own car. but i'm pretty sure i'm a road hazard. :/ still, it's my wish to be able to drive my kids to school next time. cos my mummy drives me to school too! i feel so blessed sometimes! (:
oh yah, moved my stuff out of hall already. ohmy, tons of stuff and memories that i'm shifting back this semester. moving on to year 4 makes me sound so old and lonely. :( but i had a good night last night with boyf, viv and kl. even watched black swan with viv late at night. omg the show sends shivers down my spine. qte disgustinggg. :/ i never knew ballerinas had to undergo such huge amount of stress.
okay it's getting late, time to get my body clock back on track! (:
goodnight earthlings!
what we could have been, 2:14 AM.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
as we bid farewell to 2011..
it's been such a long time since i am here,
time seems to be ticking by faster without me knowing.
i know it sounds cliche, but yes, time flies.
entering my third ihg season makes me feel old,
my ankle gave way even before the season started.
it's so annoying having a sprained ankle because i feel useless all the time :(
but it's okay, it seems t be getting much better as time goes by.
hopefully it lasts till the season ends!
maybe i should try and keep this blog thing alive?
but i'm contemplating to switch to livejournal or like tumblr?
then agn, i really think i'm just saying, because i'm too lazy most of the time! :/
have had a reallly simple christmas this year.
the hectic hall activities, meet-ups, bali trip made it almost impossible to get gifts for anybody.
sincere apologies my dearest friends and boyf!
(thank god i have a boyf who is as busy as me so mutual agreement of having no gift exchange, yay!)
ah yes, simple christmas..
we met up for alvin and the chipmunks 3.
i'm telling you, Theodore is damnnnnn cute! (:
then we walked around to shop and went t see the lights at orchard.
omg orchard was WAYYY too crowded! :(
the roads were blocked off and there were humans on almost every possible space for a human to be in. ohmy.
then we went to his hse for dinner cos his dad cooked (something that's really rare)
dinner was pleasantly nice (:
had an overnight mahjong session with his friends to end it.
damn, i feel so unfit cos i felt like i was gg t faint right after the second round!
lost as usual. i think mahjong is not for me though i still gian to play all the time. haha!
i think i'm switching somewhere soon.
yet, part of me wish to keep this blog still.
maybe i'll go for a revamp option. yes/no?
i know i'm talking to myself and it's perfectly fine. haha!
alright, till the day i decide what to do, i'm leaving here for now.
GOODNIGHT (:
2011's been good (:
may 2012 be the same or even better! (:
what we could have been, 2:14 AM.
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
late nights all over again
i should declare myself an endangered species. yes, i belong to a breed called the pandas. -.-
my dark eye rings are so terrible :(
i'm taking a break so i can continue studying later. shall do up review of chap 3 and 4 before going to bed. i miss my poor bed which is just behind me.
i need to do at least relatively okay in my 2 elects this sem since my cores are like cui max.
the stress to excel in university is like way too much.
someone needs to constantly keep me in check so i dun go crazy. grrrh.
alrights, enough of ramblings, i'm gg to brush my teeth and come back to conquer CS8100.
on a sidenote, it's been disturbing to know that you are treating me awkwardly when i dun really know what i've done wrong. i dun really know what to do for now, but i hope things end up okay and we can fix this friendship somehow. playing pretend is taking its toll on me. i need to at least know the reason.
dang. i shld go brush my teeth.
goodnight to this space which i visit once in a blue moon. (:
what we could have been, 3:18 AM.
Monday, July 18, 2011
korea yo!
mugging for tomorrow's korean quiz. annoying max. i just cannot get those words into my brain! :( if only it is like art and craft. slack and can pass easily. so annoying! grrrh.
wanted to post more but i'm just not in the mood. would do so soon before i leave korea?
just want to say i miss some of my friends whom i havent catch up for so long! :(
goodnight people.
what we could have been, 2:09 AM.
Saturday, April 30, 2011
yeah, you think you very big luh -.-
'Kinda sad to know that some of my friends around me, irregardless of age, are so apathetic abt politics in Singapore. And being University students, you guys should be ashamed.'
'it just pricks you when u see them on FB telling ppl, " aiya leave politics to the otherr ppl la, ppl of our age just play as hard as we can." Seriously, IRRESPONSIBLE. And no offence, most of them are girls.'
'freaking bimbos and ignorant..haha some cant even be called bimbos, they are just stupid, they lack the looks haha'
LIKE SERIOUSLY -.-
enough of him with all the pro-opposition parties stuff. i mean he is like constantly on fb commenting about all the GE stuff. no doubt it's good cos i get to know more abt GE, but shooting people who are apathetic (especially girls), you need to reflect. labelling people as bimbos or even worse than that, you seriously need to think twice. we're not even complaining that you keep flooding our walls with your anti-pap stuff, so please at least respect them.
and haha, i'm not exactly proud to say this, but so what if i'm apathetic?! and actually i'm NOT exactly that apathetic lah, considering that my friends say i'm so free looking at GE stuff during exams. but at least i am honest enough to admit. so stop shooting people that they are apathetic. I MEAN IF IT'S NOT OF OUR INTEREST YOU CANT SHOOT US LUH. SO THOSE INTO GE VERY BIG MEH? -.-
i understand that he wasnt even probably aiming at me or what. but it just angers me that he is like shooting people because he is like so updated with his GE news. (woahhhh)
I'M EXTREMELY SORRY YOU HAVE TO BE THE TOPIC OF MY BLOG ENTRY BECAUSE YOU ARE SHOOTING DOWN GIRLS WHEN I'M NOT EXACTLY IN A GOOD MOOD.
goodbye and all the best for the upcoming votings and exams! (:
what we could have been, 6:28 PM.
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
bring it on
needs to win hall 1o so badly.
it's like something i've been looking forward to for so long.
probably my only chance to do well in this sport.
let's go girls! (:
shihui, huidan, charlene, tiffany, xueyi, sophia, joanna, seohying, shinchiann,
let's give it our best shot!
and dear ankle, please don't give up on me.
i believe in miracles (:
what we could have been, 2:19 AM.
