thedumbone.
rahs.
i'm the DUMBEST person on earth.
for being silly,
i deserve a good sleep now.
what we could have been, 11:28 PM.
latenightagn.
had fun tday.
and i hope keli and lisi enjoyed themselves.
love my vball team many many.
ponned econs tday.
ponning civics elect and chi tmr.
blehs. =X
i just cant be bothered with sch.
lalalas.
met yongleong, desheng and hongyou tday.
ohman, desheng is freaking TALL.
and i'm gonna see more xinmin fellows tmr.
i'm anticipating. =D
just drank coffee.
gonna chiong maths tutorials.
RAH.
emo kills.
nights earthlings!
what we could have been, 12:10 AM.
tags.
mel: partner! misses much. <3
yilin: hmm, why so depress eh? and u are so bad. ps me. rahs!
weiyuan: thanks. i'll jiayou de. you too ehs. =D
keith: i'll check out ur blog soon. hehs. how's life anyway?
daryl: hahas. okay. and u better mug hard for ya prelims! =P
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ohyah..
SCREW AJ.
lalalas.
shutupanddrive.
what we could have been, 10:12 PM.
runaway.
one last week before sept hols.
and then my promos.
tired.
but still going on.
sometimes,
i wish i had a say in certain stuff.
RAHS.
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了 谁懂我多么不舍得goodnight.
what we could have been, 12:45 AM.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
rah rah rah.
had night study agn.
with hoiting.
we both do
work maths until pekchek.
BLEH.
this week is bad.
and i dun even know where to start.
lalalas.
i dun even wan to go and think abt anything.
sucks.
cos i hate being caught in between.
tell me what to do,
and what i do is correct.
and thanks kahloon.
cos i keep ranting to u rubbish.
i just needed to shout and scold people.
BLAH.
and i miss 404'06.
the sec4s are taking their prelims now.
and i missed the times when we took ours.
let's meet up soon!!
screw this week.
and may the next one be good.
everyone need assurances once in a awhile.
what we could have been, 12:59 AM.
thankyous.
going to bed now.
manage to complete my eom.
doing gp essay tmr.
i'm proud of myself.
cos after the crying,
i didnt give up and continued.
special thanks to rach!
for her giving me encouragements to ask me to strive on.
i'll stay positive. =D
loves!
and to shah!
i miss you alot.
jiayou for your promos.
and i'll keep smiling. =D
due to high damage received,my heart is currently healing in progress.rahs.moodswings.
and i'm going bonkers.
whatever!
what we could have been, 3:18 AM.
SCREWED.
i'm so screwed.
BIGTIME.
on the verge of crying.
cos i nvr seem to get things right.
bloody eom is driving me nuts.
and the damn chart cant show.
F*CK.
sometimes, i wish you're here.i miss you. x(i know if i continue to be in this state,
my promos are doom.
but how?
maybe i shld just keep running away.
as far as i can.
away from you.forget everything, seeyuen.
things around you are different now.
do what you shld do.
everything ended half a year ago.
i so need to get a life.
AHHHHHHH! x'(
and thanks to rachel, joehan, jinkai and nigel.
for calming my soul when i so need some help.
i just cant believe you are the one i still wan to lean on in times of adversities.somebody slap me.this is FUCKED UP stuff.
what we could have been, 12:34 AM.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
tgif.
T.G.I.F yest!
i stayed back in sch with rach and joehan.
we were in the com lab surfing friendster.
it may seem lame, but it was actually quite fun.
lols. we got to know more people.
then joehan went for guitar.
i accompanied rach for her dad to fetch her and then took 86 home.
and i rushed out of hse soon after i bathe.
cos i had night study with not only jiaying, but also hoiting.
her outing was called off and thus able to join us. yippee. xD
and guess what, jiaying and i have tons of simililarities.
w/o any agreement, we wore the same shirt, same sandals, and brought the same things to study. LOL!
and we all did integration. =D
trust me, integration took away the life of all three of us.
zzz!
but at least we did something.
we shld implement a friday night study. xD
after that, me and jiaying accompanied hoiting to wait for her bus.
and the both of us decided to walk back to jiaying's hse.
lols.
and guess what?!
we saw WEIYUAN.
such coincidence.
he was damn nice to guide us through the blocks of flats cos apparently, jiaying and i are direction idiots. lols.
we chatted quite alot on the way.
weiyuan is actually in climbing. hehs.
after we came out of the blocks of flats, he left while me and jiaying continued.
walked past xinmin and talked abt it agn.
and realised that some things are just incomparable.
the life is so different and it's impossible to describe the difference.
aww, but i know we both just miss xinmin alot.
hmm, then to jiaying's hse.
played some game. then friendster. and cam-whoring!
lols.
at around 12.30 then my parents came and fetch me home.
reached home and slept like a pig. muahahahs.
alright, been long since i typed such full-length outing details.
felt like it, and so.. yada yada.
and yea, i received my b'day-cum-souvenir from rach.
thanks girl! =D
lovess!
like i said. TGIF!
and PHOTOS!

it started off okay.

still okay..

and then it gew spastic.

and even more spastic! hahas.

we are the little miss naughty-s!
alrights.
byebye earthlings.
what we could have been, 11:03 PM.
dying.
OMG.
i'm dying alr.
disclaimer: note the time.
shit is bananas.
b-a-n-a-n-a-s.
RAH.
what we could have been, 1:31 AM.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
TGIF!
whoever came up with TGIF is fabulous.
cos i love fridays like anything.
compared to the rest of the weekdays. =Xtmr i'm going after sch to get myself bubble tea.
with keli and the rest. =D
i havet drink it for like super long alr.
and i miss RACHEL LIM HUI MIN!
finally i get to see u tmr. wahahahas.
then it's night study with jiaying.
we're hardworking people. lols. =D
tday is a zzz day.
cos i had chem spa and maths test.
chem spa was okay.
it's the idiotic maths test.
i know how to do and read the qns wrongly.
there goes 9marks.
arghs. i dun wan to even see my marks lar.
boohoos.
i better get back to my work.
miss ewe wants integration tmr.
and i havent even started. RAH!
p.s. i think i'm going mad soon. i keep having moodswings. blehs. x(nights people. <3
what we could have been, 8:55 PM.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
no sacrifice, no victory.
angseeyuen is superduper SLACK.stupid allergy.
so no sch for yest and today.
blehs.
yesterday was such a failure.
as much as i wan to study. i failed.
only manage to complete my chi compo.
zzz.
so, i'll be good today.
and study doubly hard.
managed to complete physics for now.
i shall go lunch now.
i miss everyone in sch.
but i dun miss sch. =X
chem spa and maths lecture test.
i shall hang in there.
ang shall jiayou many many.
RAH!
NO SACRIFICE, NO VICTORY!
what we could have been, 1:07 PM.
and i'll be here.
If you let him go
knowing that he has to go
but deep inside you don't want to
...that's LOVE.
.uoyevoli
what we could have been, 11:10 PM.
physics. =X
LOLS.
it's physics now.
but i have to go off alr.
hahahas.
takecare all.
i shall blog on wed. xD
what we could have been, 1:39 PM.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
thankyoutoeveryone.
1st of all,
happy 42nd birthday to singpore.
and then,
a happy birthday to me. xD
i started my birthday with nelson counting down with me. =D
and then the sms-es.
then with the vball girls.
and lastly at hting's hse.
i wan to thank the following:
clarrisa
cynthia
denise
evelyn
hoiting
huangjie
huimin
huishan
jasmine
jiaying
keli
lisi
melissa
nicole
rachel
seehoon
serene
sheila
xuyuan
yanling
yeongjing
yilin(ma)
yilin(ong)
yinlam
anson
changhoe
clement
daryl
edwin
hanyong
jinkai
joehan
joseph
justin
kahloon
keith
koksiong
nelson
nigel
norman
wallace
weikang
weixun(ang)
weixun(poh)
wenbin
zhanyuan
and all those whom i left out..
THANK YOU ALL! =Desp. those who celebrated with me,
like my vball girls and jiaying, hoiting and nel.
i really enjoyed myself. =)
and my birthday ended with nelson counting down with me too. =D
thanks alot boy!
p.s. we will be emo kids no more. =)shit. i emo-ed when mel came my hse on thurs.
then emo-ed when counting down with nel.
and emo-ing now.
3 emo-y days in a row is not a good sign.
boohoos.
whatever it is,
i shall go sleep already.
goodnights!
i wished i spent my special day with you. but i didnt, and i couldnt ask for more. with everybody else being there for me.. i know i just have to keep going. even with tears flowing, i'll just have to keep moving. let this be the last time i'm crying for you.
what we could have been, 12:18 AM.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
our friendships. =)
had amazing race.
part of aj's celebration.
i felt that it was not bad.
though we had to walk ard and all.
at least it helps in class bonding.
and i really really think 3107 rocks.
our mac breakfast and everything else.
we won something intangible other classes might not have.
let's keep the spirits high. =)
supposed to go xinmin.
but ended up, xinmin was already closing.
so koksiong and wenbin came over.
while waiting for them to rush over, jiaying, zhanyuan and me gossiped!
lols.
then when they came.
MORE gossips. omgomg. hahs.
went to food court.
then hoiting came over to meet us.
had lunch tgt.
met zhixin and cass too.
i think they have both grown prettier. x)
after that, zhanyuan and koksiong went off.
then the rest of us went over to jying's hse.
wenbin went home 1st, cos he needed to shower and all. hehs.
so we talked.
and talked and talked.
nice to just gather and chit-chat.
even if we are just randomly talking.
and wenbin is damn comical! =D
then went off with hoiting to ntuc.
she bought snacks. then we went to buy sushi.
and came home after that.
mel's coming over tonight.
stayover.
i so need to rant tonight.
and i love this partner of mine!
tags!keli: thanks girl. we shall di well for promos. nono, we MUST! gogogo. =D
mel: i keep failing to go back. boohoos. i so miss xinmin. and i'll see u in an hours' time! i'm so gonna rant to you and cry my heart out. =)
yinghui: omg. i have such a poor memory. i forget ur link AGN. i shall ask from u agn. u made a nice 3107 blog. xD
hoiting: cheerup girl. cos i'll always be here. see you tmr! =)
rachel: i miss you ehs. and u're finally coming back soon. awaiting ur return. meanwhile, rmb to takecare! =)
daryl: lols. i'm freaking over promos now. a lvls can wait. lols! but u must jiayou okay?
huimin: thanks girl. i miss you. you jiayou too okay? x)
wenbin: i MET you. lols. had fun tday. we are the loyal fans of xinmin. takecare and jiayou. and rmb to JIANFEI. xP
yilin: where got copy?! lols. i didnt know ur class did that too. we are original. xP
long holidays ahead.
ENJOY! and goodnights.
why does it still hurts so much?tell me, i'm over you.
what we could have been, 10:08 PM.
i go crazy.
finally, some long breaks this week.
i really need to attempt to study.
so need to get promoted with good grades.
s-t-r-e-s-s.
and BENJAMIN got in.
yay-ness.
time to vote next week,
before i dun have a chance to.
hopefully he gets in. x)
tday's such a bad day.
i just have no luck with econs teacher.
stupid mr.*** and mrs.**.
pissed off lar.
may they disappear and be gone with the wind.
and 2.4timing suck even more tday.
i really question myself being the pt ic.
just cant seem to hit the target.
boos.
zzz.
sch really sucks.
and rachel is MISSED.
nights.
just when i thought i was over you.
what we could have been, 12:22 AM.
down with WORK. x(
rahs.
tons of work this weekend.
can die lar. x(
managed to complete
transformation tutorials,
differentiation class assessment.
blehs.
i still have curve sketching class assessment,
eom draft 2,
news articles,
chinese compo.
boohoos.
anyway,
met kahloon yesterday to study.
not bad lar.
he's such a hardworking lad.
i-diot! lols.
hope to meet up agn soon.
and i'm going to lumjie's hse soon; PW!
so, i'll blog agn soon.
with loves.
what we could have been, 12:03 PM.
3107 is <3.
had class b'day some days back.
have yet to blog abt it. =X
it was really nice.
to have our class tgt and sing our b'day song. =)
class 3107 is <3!

our birthday cake!

US!

and again. =)

and this is my very nice friend, denise! x)
they are the ones conquering the As with me.
jiayou jiayou 31! =))
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lots of work to be done this weekend.
HECTIC! x(
hope that stupid kahloon can study with me tmr.
and sunday is PW day agn. hehs. =)
jiaying, we'll walk down this path tgt.
jiayou and many many loves!
muscles are all aching.
thanks to coach. x(
i shall go rest now.
nights readers.
some days i make it through,and then there's nights that never end.
what we could have been, 11:38 PM.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
keep going.
it's okay to fall once in a while,the point is to never give up.i shall start picking myself up from next week.
cos i think this week is already quite screwed.
i need a fresh start.
and i'm meeting si, eve, yl, mel, xy on 10Aug.
i miss them so much..
anticipating.
nights earthlings. <3
i may have lost the drive in my life now,but i'll find it back someday.
what we could have been, 12:13 AM.