RiverKinn
"The Morning of My Martyrdom"
Produced by @riverkinn

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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

The Morning of My Martyrdom

RiverKinn
"Missfortune"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Misfortune
Feeling like I wasn't that important
I let the paranoia run its course and hopefully pass
I ain't really tryna force it
Misgiven
I recognize it wasn't my decision
I really need to get ahold of my addictions
Pour out the glass
Tryna better my position
Think of my condition
Changing
A mirror I don't want to see my face in
Got me nervous, walking circles like I'm pacing
With my heart racing, wasted
Face it, I hate this
Hopeless
Going blind to the way I can't focus
Throwing stones in a glass house broke it
Run from the past
Til I can't breathe, choking
Shit I can't cope with

And all I ever wanted was your love
But maybe I'm just not enough
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXXI

Missfortune

RiverKinn
"Recollide"
Produced by RiverKinn

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After the damage that you've dealt
You have the nerve to step back in
And interfere with all my plans
I know you miss the way it felt
When I gave into your impossible demands
But you won't convince me again
That you and I could recollide
As if I wouldn't recognize the warning signs
And maybe this is the end
But if I die at least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands

Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
At least I'll never have to live a lie
With blood on my hands
Blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
With blood on my hands
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Kintsugi

Recollide

RiverKinn
"Heated"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Yeah, I want it
But I don't need it
And now at times
I wish the memories could be deleted
I think about the way
You left me feeling so defeated
You're just another bad decision
That I keep repeating
It's got me heated
Like I'ma be the one to keep the fire stoked
Got some issues
But my condition was never diagnosed
Try and cope
Refocus my vision to kaleidoscope
Only know a few that treated me the same
When I was broke

The lack of signal had me disconnected
I'll admit that most my energy was misdirected
I couldn't take responsibility or see the blessing
Now I recognize that it was only my perspective
In the mirror I respect the man I see reflected
Took the weight up off my back and now I'm decompressing
Always begging for a sign but never heed a message
No insurance on my life, I had to repossess it

I've been under the impression
You still think about me
But I don't have any reason
To believe assumptions
I've spent hours in confession
What a waste of effort
Guilt of a criminal
I gave it all and escaped with nothing

I've been under the impression
You still think about me
But I don't have any reason
To believe assumptions
I've spent hours in confession
What a waste of effort
Guilt of a criminal
I gave it all and escaped with nothing
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"KINTSUGI"
12 Track Album
Produced by RiverKinn

STREAMING:
SPOTIFY: bit.ly/kintsugiSP
APPLE MUSIC: bit.ly/kintsugiAM
OFFICIAL SITE: riverkinn.com/kintsugi

@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXXI

Heated

RiverKinn
"Face Value"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

This the life I'm meant to live
I knew off the rip
Look inside and I admit
Something's gotta give
Focus up and get a grip
Can't afford to slip
Graduated from the sticks
To mortar and brick

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live

Yeah, I was losing my head
I guess I've done it again
I got addicted to venom
I was caught in a web
Yeah, I've been through it before
Don't mean to make it a trend
I can't pretend
That I don't already know how it ends

I've been chasing a ghost and
Self-medicating, upping my dosage
Say I might hate it but I still chose it
Claiming that I made it, never came close

Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
Now I had to make it out without you
(Why?)
Did it need to be another breakdown for me?
I can only take it at face value
Price I pay for the life I'm meant to live
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@riverkinn

PLAY DEAD MMXII

Face Value

RiverKinn
"Night Vision"
Featuring SpaceMan Zack
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
Bad vibes I can't shake
Bad things, swear these all you ever say
And I try but I can't take it
'Cause you hurt me every day
Bringing the pain
I think I hate you
Never the same, never the same
And I wanna blame you
Look in my face
Deal with the shame, yeah
You were the break
I was the bait
Demons, no angels

RiverKinn:
You wanted me to build a house
Just for you to live in it
But I was tearing down the walls
From the very beginning
Now I'm ignoring all your calls
Like I ran out of minutes
You always had to have it all
But there must be a limit
I know you recognize your flaws
But you hate to admit them
It wasn't anybody's fault
But I'm painted the villain
It shouldn't be this fucking hard
Just to make a decision
Instead you left me in the dark
Black ice, night vision
Night vision
Black ice, night vision
Night vision

SpaceMan Zack:
You wanted me to build a castle
Just so you could tear it down
Love the way you say I'm nothing
I'm addicted to the sound
I've been getting fucked up
So I don't fuck around
And call your ass back, baby
You can't see me now

RiverKinn & SpaceMan Zack:
Black ice, night vision
Yeah
Black ice, night vision
Black ice, night vision
Black ice night-
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@riverkinn
@spacemanzack

Play Dead MMXXII

Night Vision (feat. SpaceMan Zack)

RiverKinn
"PURGATORY"
Produced by @riverkinn

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They told me ignorance is bliss
Then showed me everything I missed
The taste of blood still on my lips
Is all I have to show for this
The angels all turned me away
Apologized that i can't stay
I watched them as they closed the gate
And left me there to meet my fate
They drove their nails into my wrists
Then dragged me down into the pit
Up to the throne on which he sits
I had no choice but to submit
The devil laughed right in my face
And told me this was not my place
I guess I lived with too much grace
Or I just take up too much space

Forsaken soul
I'm still unwanted in my death
So take me home
Find me the place that I can rest
Forsaken soul
I'm still unwanted in my death
So take me home
Find me the place that I can rest

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Purgatory
Purgatory
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Purgatory
Purgatory
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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

PURGATORY

RiverKinn
"SALEM"
Produced by @riverkinn

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You can't bear the weight of burden
On your porcelain collarbones
Pseudo-sacrosanct perversion
Feels so gorgeous all alone
The time has come for you to
See your sins in black and white
Draped in monochrome conversion
They will burn the witch tonight

Pitchforks and torches and bowmen on horses
And soldiers of fortune who cling to their pride
Nature divorces infallible sources
To burn down the fortress while you're still inside

Freedom in flame
Freedom in flame
All in your name
All in your name
Freedom in flame
Freedom in flame
All in your name
All in your name

Break the chains I've made
Give into desire
Take my pain away
And set me on fire
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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

SALEM

RiverKinn
"LIAR"
Produced by @riverkinn

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Where's my heaven?
I've had one hell of a year
Where's my salvation?
You promised me it'd be here
I guess you're nothing but a liar
Liar
You're so insincere
You've been nothing but a liar
Liar
Liar

Barbed wire crown, putting blood in the bleach
Got nails in my hands and my feet
And you don't want to know the way your favorite people behave
I've heard some shit I couldn't stand to repeat
Sweatband in the heat
I couldn't eat, couldn't sleep, couldn't speak
Could've made ten grand in a week
I've been feeling like I'm walking on water
Yeah, it's really that deep
I hold a stick like a man with a sheep
I was born into the haves, but I speak for the have-nots
For anybody going through it, I'll be the mascot
I'm well aware that it's a pipedream just to think of the jackpot
When you've got bare feet on the blacktop
Yeah, I know it isn't much
But it's better than nothing
I told her that it wasn't up for discussion
I've been getting frustrated with the promise I'm breaking
I've been through hella head trauma
What's another concussion?

Where's my heaven?
I've had one hell of a year
Where's my salvation?
You promised me it'd be here
I guess you're nothing but a liar
Liar
You're so insincere
You've been nothing but a liar
Liar
Liar
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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

LIAR

RiverKinn
"HOLYWATER"
Produced by @riverkinn

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Underground, underwater
Now I'm under fire
Another lamb to the slaughter
Had to wonder why
All they ever tried to feed me
Is another lie
The only time you worth something
When you fuckin' die
Resurrect and deflect
It had no effect
You can take another swing
But it won't connect
Overhead, over budget
That's an open threat
Yeah, what you see is what you get
No respect

A burdened mother and a broken father
Sacrificed the son and they sold the daughter
To the devil with the grin
Hidden underneath the skin
Look within
Try to wash away the sin

In the holy water
Let me drown in your holy water
Hold me down in your holy water
Let me drown in your holy water

Elementary school mascot
Bitch, I been a crusader
So anyone that pose a threat
Will get eliminated
I wanted saving, had to get creative
Thought if I confess about the coke on the dash
I'll be vindicated
Indoctrinated
I'm not what they wanted or waited for
And I was praying to God
But he never talk to David
Now I'm afraid
It's left me bitter and jaded
So I get faded
And way too intoxicated
To wash away

In the holy water
Let me drown in your holy water
Hold me down in your holy water
Let me drown in your holy water

Hold me down In the holy water
Let me drown in your holy water
Hold me down in your holy water
Let me drown in your holy water
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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

HOLYWATER

RiverKinn
"DISASTER"
Produced by @riverkinn

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I gotta get out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Feel like I've been going insane
When every day is the same

Yeah, I been there, done that, did it again
I came so far and I get no credit
I can't just keep giving in
I don't like where I see this headed
And I swear I'm gonna find a way
Yeah, I swear if I only got one more day

I put my walls up
You can see the fiberglass and the plaster
I crashed out
You could find me hung from the rafters
Lying to myself
No coke at the afters
Call me out my name
Yeah, I know I'm a bastard
I gave it all I had and wasn't up for the task
Deep down I guess I knew that I was stuck in the past
Now I know to you I'm just another puppet to master
In the image of a fucking disaster

Pull the strings of a sinner
I was such an easy target for you
All this trauma was a blessing
Decompressing everything I've been through
I keep praying, what can I do?

I gotta get out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Feel like I've been going insane
When every day is the same
I gotta get out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my head
I'm running
Out of my mind
Out of my head
I'm running
Feel like I've been going insane
When every day is the same
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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

DISASTER

RiverKinn
"RESOLUTION"
Produced by @riverkinn

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Oh God
What have I done?
An absent father made a petulant son
32 years living under the gun
I'm getting sick of trying to be what I could never become
And oh God
What do I do?
Wishing it was coming to me out of the blue
I need a resolution, I came up with a few
Cus every day I wake up I've got something to prove
Giving it up
I've gotta pick up the slack
I'm off track
Cognac turn the vision to black
And I've been trying to keep the past
Hidden under the mask
But with the devil on my back
It's a difficult task
Now you've got me caught in the act
You had me praying for an eggshell
Walking on glass
I tried to keep it all together
Cus I thought it would last
It's only greener on the side
That you water the grass

Cus all that I asked for
Is turning to ashes
When all of my passion
Crumbles around me
Attribute the guilt to
All that surrounds me
When everything comes down
Cus all that I asked for
Is turning to ashes
When all of my passion
Crumbles around me
Attribute the guilt to
All that surrounds me
When everything comes down

There's nothing to die for
There's nothing to die for
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© Play Dead Corp. 2024

RESOLUTION

RiverKinn x KW1LL1S
"Vanished"
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
I can't begin to express the way
You made me feel when you left me
All alone in this state of regret
Depression in the midwest
I think I need a vacation
Suspended in animation

KW1LL1S:
You told me that you wouldn't leave
But you're gone
You've gone away
Into the breeze
You vanished and left so
I feel depleted
My heart keeps beating now
But I'm defeated

Sick of those days where I sit in a rage
'Cause I've been a victim of change
Monolithic in ways
Neophobic
Don't want to see what else is out there
In terms of you
But I need to go confirm if the view
Is better on the other side of the water
(Cus this depression in the midwest)
Got me 'bout to turn to a slaughterhouse
To disperse my anger
Fuck it
Head to the range
Gather my aim and ignite
To let it bang

RiverKinn & KW1LL1S:
I can't begin to express the way
You made me feel when you left me
All alone in this state of regret
Depression in the midwest
I think I need a vacation
Suspended in animation

You told me that you wouldn't leave
But you're gone
You've gone away
Into the breeze
You vanished and left so
I feel depleted
My heart keeps beating now
But I'm defeated
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@riverkinn
@kw1ll1s-raps

© Play Dead MMXXV

Vanished (prod. RiverKinn)

RiverKinn
"WYW"
Produced by @riverkinn

Found this while searching for something completely different in my emails.
No clue when I made this but I would assume somewhere around 2016-2017 based on the mix.
If you guys have any idea when you think I made this I'd love to hear it. Lyrics below.

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I just woke up on the floor
Smelling like cigarette smoke (CIGARETTE SMOKE)
What I do the night before?
Feel like I don't even know (I DON'T EVEN KNOW)
I gotta go
I take a hit from the Jameson bottle and head to the door
Walk out the lobby and light up another
And hop in the whip to get back on the road
(BACK ON THE ROAD)

Looking like 8 Mile
Hoping that my shit don't break down
Running out of gas
Running out of cash
Constantly checking my PayPal
It don't matter what I make now
I always find a way to spend it quick as it come
Liquor and company
Pick up some drugs
Then we sit in a circle and hit 'til we numb

Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wanted for me?
Is this what you saw in my future?
Is this what you thought I would do now?
Is this who you thought I would be?
Is this what you wanted?
Is this honestly what you wanted for me?
Is this what you figured would happen?
Is this what you had in your mind when you thought about me?
Is this what you wanted?
Is this what you wanted for me?
Is this what you saw in my future?
Is this what you thought I would do now?
Is this who you thought I would be?
Is this what you wanted?
Is this honestly what you wanted for me?
Is this what you figured would happen?
Is this what you had in your mind when you thought about me?
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMX??


WYW (Circa 201X) prod. RiverKinn

RiverKinn
"Crowsfeet"
Produced by RiverKinn

Free Download:
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Blood stains on the Vans
I'm just tryna take what I can
Been breaking a band
But money don't maketh the man
If you don't got no plan
Life can leave you in a jam
Keep a blunt in my hand
That's just who I am

Young River
Split that Swisher
Killer cops turning the blocks to cop killers
Got better, not bitter
My liquor
I still got no respect for my liver
Flicking a cigarette
Ash on the tarmac
Car full of broads
Jetpack for the sarlaac
I'ma see you in hell
Off that Keenan & Kel
No, you isn't all that
Better fall back

Tipping on 4's
Sitting on dubs
Blowing that smoke
Catch a nicotine buzz
Living in the moment
Giving no fucks
Take my advice
Never trust no sus
Yeah we kicking in the door
Getting no love
Rings all gold
No, the chains don't rust
Sipping on Patron
Never go bust
It's ashes to ashes
And dust to dust

Blood stains on the Vans
I'm just tryna take what I can
Been breaking a band
But money don't maketh the man
If you don't got no plan
Life can leave you in a jam
Keep a blunt in my hand
That's just who I am

No sleep
Eyes rocking them crowsfeet
Bones showing, I won't eat
Disappear I'm so ghostly
But you won't find me where most be
I don't go where them hoes be
You don't know where your hoe sleep
I got your girl between my teeth
So I don't speak

Blood stains on the Vans
I'm just tryna take what I can
Been breaking a band
But money don't maketh the man
If you don't got no plan
Life can leave you in a jam
Keep a blunt in my hand
That's just who I am
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@riverkinn

Stay Gold Collective
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Crowsfeet

RiverKinn
"Reanimate"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I am beginning to notice a bit of a change
Everything different around me, it's never the same
Stay away
Thinking of ways I can deal with the pain
Never keeping the faith
But I feel like I need to pray

They breaking me down every day
Put my body in the grave
Wait
Reanimate
Now I am nothing but walking remains
Leave it defaced
Grafitti, I'm using my blood as the paint
Nothing to eat
Nothing to drink
Sacrifice everything, I need to wake
Blood on the blade
Money to make
Sell the estate
Picket supporters
I'm giving the orders
My hand full of quarters
I stand on the corner
With that lemonade
Slipping away
Finally sticking them
Making them pay
Sink in the lake
I'm resurfacing back in the bay

Dead inside
It brought me back to life
All the time
I've never been alive
I'm so sick from only being fed your lies
Take a look in my eyes
You see the fire inside
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVII

KISAMA

Reanimate

RiverKinn
"Vacancy"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land

Now i'm sinking underneath the weight of what I've made
Pull me down
I've never felt so far away
Take the way I felt about you with me to my grave
Never got to tell you all I meant to say to you
Again, I've lost my way
Inside my head
I'm alone, I guide myself
From door, to hallway floor, to bed

All I see is red
Blood red
Bitter lead
On my tongue dripping
Slipping, got me wishing I were dead
Lose my grip again
Tripping over what I never said
I've been hung up on this shit forever
Let me disconnect
Dialed me at three
Cus you know I can't sleep
To remind me that you need
Something that I can't be
Sick of trying to compete
Always lying through your teeth
Try to inhale, unforunately

I can't breathe
Can't see a foot in front of me
I don't even think I can stand
I can't sleep
Trading vacancy for company
When I don't even know where I am
Rip my jeans
Like my heart when you were done with me
Told you I'd be there if I can
Trip my feet
Pull the planet out from under me
I don't even care if I land
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVII

Vacancy

RiverKinn
"Cut"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

My tears fell on the microphone while recording this
Thank you Trent
Thank you Johnny

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I cut myself today
To see if I might bleed
I cannot stop the rain
But it's the only thing I need
And you will make me fall
Right up off the earth
You don't love me now
Your love's more than I'm worth

I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

RiverKinn
"Asthma"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

Thank you for 500k ♡

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest

I smile while you ripping it out
Get the blood drip taste
What I spit in your mouth
Why I should I worry where I'm headed
When I'm six in the ground?
I've been relatives with the devil
Even lived in his house
But was I singled out?
Yeah, it really seems apparent when I think about it
Maybe I was meant to earn the merit
Feeling so disparaged
Got me tearing out my hair again
I'm cursing and I'm swearing
Get the fuck out my head

My friend
I'm all alone
I'm always on the fence
I can't go on like this
I'm too spent
I've obviously gone too far again
I can't go on like this
My friend
I know you've read the letters that I sent
I'd wish you all the best
But I'm dead
From all the words I wish you'd never said
You ripped my heart from my chest
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

OFFICIAL VISUAL

Asthma

RiverKinn
"Ungrateful"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)

Y'all seem to love to forget
Everything that I've done for you
What a regret
I used to think what I'd done would be met
With abundance of love and respect
But what do I get?
In place of appreciation
I've been paid with your hate and neglect
Taking a rest
Cus I've been carrying you fairweathers
And it's breaking my neck
I'll fuck up a check
Forget the promises I kept
I'm on the cliff and I'm taking a step
I followed advice I was meant to reject
That could be the reason that I'm feeling distressed
Always conditions that need to be met
Hate that I'm hearing you speak in my head
But it's hard to believe that your secrets are kept
When you tell them to people who leave you for dead

You ain't gonna give me love, no
You ain't gonna earn my trust
I don't really give no fuck
I've run out of time
You've run out of luck

Now I see that you're ungrateful
Never thought you'd be unfaithful
No more seats left at my table
Now I see that you're ungrateful
(Now I see)
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

TTDemo

Ungrateful

RiverKinn
"Sleepless"
Instruments and Production by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed

I can't forget the way you looked
In all those photographs we took
I kept them hidden for so long
Between the pages of your books
And I never read a single page
I'd memorize the things you'd say
I'll take your secrets to my grave
But could you say the same when there's

Tears in my eyes as I lay in my bed
And I cling to the memory of you in my head
When this loneliness just becomes too much to take
I pray that I sleep and hope I never wake
I recount every misstep and mistake
How I pushed to the point that made everything break
It's no surprise to me, I should have guessed
It's the reason why I've been so fucking depressed
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Sleepless

RiverKinn
"Shadow Temple"
Produced by RiverKinn

VIDEO: https://youtu.be/sWrD4tOVySg

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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Let me be
Been lost so long
Forever leave me on my own
Nowhere to call my home
But through it all
I knew it all along

I knew it all along
I felt you let me fall again
I guess I read you wrong
I'm not surprised at all
I should have tried to stall
When I broke down my walls
You walked right in
And now you're gone again so

Let me be
Been lost so long
Forever leave me on my own
Nowhere to call my home
But through it all
I knew it all along
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Shadow Temple (VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION)

RiverKinn
"Deceived"
Produced by RiverKinn

THE FOX WITH CLOVEN HOOVES
Download: https://bit.ly/2tKVuKQ

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You have been deceived
Hell was never under your feet
There's something worse below the surface of the earth
I get what I deserve
So I have to let it drag me beneath

Humanity the disease
Bring Mother Earth to her knees
Choke her so she cannot breathe
See the life leave her eyes
Humanity the disease
Bring Mother Earth to her knees
Rape her and leave her to bleed
The cycle repeats and we die

Where are your friends now?
They're buried and gone
Where are your friends now?
They've been dead all along
In the flesh that you eat
In the blood that you drink
In the oil you burn
In the air that you breathe

You have been deceived
Hell was never under your feet
There's something worse below the surface of the earth
I get what I deserve
So I have to let it drag me beneath
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

The Fox With Cloven Hooves

Deceived

RiverKinn
"Pressure"
Produced by RiverKinn

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I'm staring in the mirror
Don't recognize my face
Is this how I'm supposed to be?
The pressure's just too much
The pressure's just too much to take

I saw the way you looked into my eyes
It changed the moment I saw through your lies
You left me high and dry, waiting to die
I've tried to save what I kept on the inside
Out of sight, out of mind
I'm beginning to find
Every time I would rise
You had to push me behind

Was I just a step for you to raise yourself on?
Now I'm giving way under the truth
Will you call me a letdown?

I'm staring in the mirror
Don't recognize my face
Is this how I'm supposed to be?
The pressure's just too much
The pressure's just too much to take
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Pressure

RiverKinn
"Uptight"
Produced by RiverKinn

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All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my-

Life started over tonight
Me and my demons had to reunite
Cobras in my line of sight
I put my boot down before they can bite
I burn out the parasite
451 degrees in Farenheit
I fuck your wife out of spite
Then I piss on your burial site

All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my life
Been so fucking uptight
Never catch a break
But I break on sight
Let's fight
Fuck you, pussy
Goodnight
Then you hit the ground
And it's lights out
All my life
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXVIII

Uptight

RiverKinn
"Disguise"
Featuring JESS
Produced by RiverKinn

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RiverKinn:
We came undone
I can't imagine why
We're so far gone
Is it worth it still to try?
Maybe it's fate
Or a blessing in disguise
I learned too late
Even love can be a lie

JESS:
I'm living in your lies
You wore me out
And now you're something I despise
Every time I think of you
You come right back around
When it's just the taste of you
I want to spit you out
You definitely split my heart in two
I've learned to drown you out
And there's nothing that compares to you
But I can live without
I've tried and tried and tried
To keep on going
Even knowing (yeah)
And now I'm growing
You see it showing
You'll die not knowing
(Yeah)

RiverKinn:
We came undone
I can't imagine why
We're so far gone
Is it worth it still to try?
Maybe it's fate
Or a blessing in disguise
I learned too late
Even love can be a lie

(Outro)
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@riverkinn
@jesshimmelberg

Play Dead MMXIX

Disguise (feat. JESS)

RiverKinn
"Insignia"
Featuring Jess Gallo
Produced by RiverKinn

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Jess Gallo:
You sent the message
Then it got messy
I'm two years off you
I know you're still a drug
All thoughts about you
Don't want to off you
Is it even possible?
I'm fiending for your love
You sent the memo
That's how your friends know
Fuck it, I know that you'd never admit it
Fuck it, you know that I'd never forget it
Give me a button, expire all this

Staring at my insignia
All them drugs will never fill me up
Take my love and give it away
Take my love and give it away
Staring at my insignia
All them drugs will never fill you up
Take your love and give it away
Take your love and give it away

RiverKinn:
How could you love me?
You treat me like nothing
I want to be something you want
Tell me you need me
And swear you won't leave me
The next thing I notice you're gone
How could you love me?
You treat me like nothing
I want to be something you want
Tell me you need me
And swear you won't leave me
The next thing I notice you're gone

You're gone
(I guess it's for the best)
You're gone
(I guess it's for the best)
You're gone
(I guess it's for the best)
You're gone
(I guess it's for the best)

Jess Gallo:
Staring at my insignia
All them drugs will never fill me up
Take my love and give it away
Take my love and give it away
Staring at my insignia
All them drugs will never fill you up
Take your love and give it away
Take your love and give it away
Staring at my insignia
All them drugs will never fill me up
Take my love and give it away
Take my love and give it away
Staring at my insignia
All them drugs will never fill you up
Take your love and give it away
Take your love and give it away
--------------------

@riverkinn
@jesspgallo

Play Dead MMXIX

Insignia (feat. Jess Gallo)

RiverKinn
"Blood on the Floor"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Somebody give me a sign
That I'm fine
As I pick myself up
One more time for you
Telling me I'm selfish
Blame me for the things
You put me through
Why
Did I beat myself up
All this time for you?
Never compromised with me
On anything I thought I knew

Calling out
I need you now
Can you hear me?

Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it
Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it

If I don't make it
If I don't make it home tonight
Will you leave the door
Unlocked for me?
Or turn off all the lights
I could see you
Through the window
But you faded out of sight

Calling out
I need you now
Can you hear me?

Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it
Break me down
Blood on the floor
Replace me now
You've done it before
You love me less
I hate you more
And I don't care
If I don't make it

If I don't make it
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

Blood on the Floor

RiverKinn
"Side of the Road"
Featuring Joei Razook
Produced by RiverKinn

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Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?

RiverKinn:
I'll be alone
When I get home
You won't be there for me
And I already know
I'm on the road
Pick up my phone
I call
But I only hear a dialtone
I told you, "leave me alone"
But I was out of my head
I need you now more than ever
As I'm falling again
So reach out and touch me
When I forget
To catch my breath

Joei Razook:
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
Where were you
When I was stuck
On the side of the road?
Tell me now
Will you be there waiting
When I get home?
--------------------

@riverkinn
@razook

Play Dead MMXIX

Side of the Road (feat. Joei Razook)

RiverKinn
"How Can You Be So Delusional"
Produced by RiverKinn

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You were the blood in my veins
(How can I live without you?)
I fell in love with the pain
(I have myself to blame)
I've been too stuck in my ways
(Know how I feel about you)
I pray for something to change
(But you don't feel the same)

(You were the blood in my veins)

I thought I was in control
That was another mistake
I end up here on my own
Like what a fucking disgrace
I gave up all that I know
You threw it back in my face
I had to let this shit go
To see it fall into place

I knew this was the end
I never thought it'd be so soon
As I stepped over the edge
Then I thought of how you-

You were the blood in my veins
(How can I live without you?)
I fell in love with the pain
(I have myself to blame)
I've been too stuck in my ways
(Know how I feel about you)
I pray for something to change
(But you don't feel the same)

(You were the blood in my veins)
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@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXIX

The Self-Sabotage Of Love

How Can You Be So Delusional

RiverKinn
"Hate Me If You Need To"
Featuring SpaceMan Zack
Produced by RiverKinn

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SpaceMan Zack:
I don't know
(I don't know)
What I'm doing with your heart
And it shows
(And it shows)
Everything is all my fault
I've been out here on the road
I don't think I'm coming home
You can hate me if you need to, girl
I'm a slave to all my flaws

RiverKinn:
You led me on for so long
You dragged my body by your leash
Your collar tied around my neck
You just kept suffocating me
Well I hope you enjoyed it
Watching me crawl through the dirt
Keep trying to avoid it
You'll get everything that you deserve

SpaceMan Zack & RiverKinn:
I don't know
(I don't know)
What I'm doing with your heart
And it shows
(And it shows)
Everything is all my fault
I've been out here on the road
I don't think I'm coming home
You can hate me if you need to, girl
I'm a slave to all my flaws

(I'm a slave to all my flaws)
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@riverkinn
@spacemanzack

Play Dead MMXIX

Hate Me If You Need To (feat. SpaceMan Zack)

RiverKinn & Joei Razook
"Bridges"
Produced by RiverKinn

DEAD LEAVES 3
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Joei Razook:
I burned a couple bridges on my way in
Can't go back the way I came in the end
I wish I was somewhere else
With the ones who said, "please save yourself"
I burned a couple bridges on my way in
Can't go back the way I came in the end
I wish I was somewhere else
With the ones who said, "please save yourself"

RiverKinn:
Save yourself
Say farewell
I can't help
You better run like hell
I'm not crazy
Just a little unwell
But you can't save me
Save yourself
Say farewell
I can't help
You better run like hell
I'm not crazy
Just a little unwell
But you can't save me

Time
Running out
But I know why
Lying
Up at night
Stuck in my mind
I'm
Coming down
Give me a sign
Lie to me
Tell me I'm gonna be fine
I'm burning a bridge when I cross it
Running forever exhausted
The sacrifices that I made were the cost
Yeah, I had it all but I lost it

Save yourself
Save yourself
You can't save me
Save yourself
You better run like hell

Joei Razook:
I burned a couple bridges on my way in
Can't go back the way I came in the end
I wish I was somewhere else
With the ones who said, "please save yourself"
I burned a couple bridges on my way in
Can't go back the way I came in the end
I wish I was somewhere else
With the ones who said, "please save yourself"
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@riverkinn
@razook

PLAY DEAD MMXX

Dead Leaves 3

RiverKinn & Joei Razook - Bridges

RiverKinn & Joei Razook
"Solutions"
Produced by RiverKinn

DEAD LEAVES 3
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RiverKinn:
(Why)
Why do I regret the past?
It's all that I have
So I look for solutions elsewhere
But I just can't come across
Any of the answers
To my questions
So I'd best leave luck to heaven
I guess

(I guess, I guess, I guess)

Joei Razook:
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
All these problems
No solutions
Pent up regret
Don't know what to do
It's so confusing
All these moving parts
I've lost my place
I'm going somewhere else
Looking for an answer
I might just never find
I'm turning over in my grave
You can't save me
--------------------
@riverkinn
@razook

PLAY DEAD MMXX

RiverKinn & Joei Razook - Solutions

RiverKinn
"Medicine"
Produced by RiverKinn

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It's raining in my head again
It's the feeling that I chase
I need to take my medicine
But I can't stand the taste
So my chest gets heavy
And my face goes numb
And my heart begins to race
What a waste

I feel my throat begin to swell and close
As if I didn't tell myself to open up at all to you
It's hard enough for me to act composed
When you're around me
Let alone know how to deal with anything
I'm going through

It's raining in my head again
It's the feeling that I chase
I need to take my medicine
But I can't stand the taste
So my chest gets heavy
And my face goes numb
And my heart begins to race
What a waste
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Medicine

RiverKinn
"Last Ditch"
Produced by RiverKinn

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Pain inside
I keep running away from it all
But I can't hide
And I don't know what I expected
A waste of time
Will this be the rise or the fall?
I can't decide
I took it for granted and I paid the price

Head to the wall
Luck of the draw
Flip of the coin
Roll of the dice
I make the call
Don't get involved
I don't need your motherfucking advice

Eyes down with the card face
Small change in the long game
Right man in the wrong place
Right place on the wrong day

It's all confusing me
My thoughts consuming me inside
But opportunity don't wait

Pain inside
I keep running away from it all
But I can't hide
And I don't know what I expected
A waste of time
Will this be the rise or the fall?
I can't decide
I took it for granted and I paid the price

Head to the wall
Luck of the draw
Flip of the coin
Roll of the dice
I make the call
Don't get involved
I don't need your motherfucking advice

Eyes down with the card face
Small change in the long game
Right man in the wrong place
Right place on the wrong day
--------------------

@riverkinn

Play Dead MMXX

Last Ditch

"it's about time you showed up, fox."
dayton, ohio, usa
self-produced
riverkinn@gmail.com / play dead corp.
thank u all so much

RiverKinn

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