2013 !

It has been years since I last wrote anything here. 

Basically I just ran out of ideas, and not to mention that, I totally forgotten about this blog of mine. 

Looking back at those years, the year that was not, the year that was to be... I really at times confuse myself with what I wanted. I think as time goes by, we mature and wise up and are more clearer in our objectives in life. 

I think this year would be a good year for my career. I just need to work harder and go the extra mile. 

Personal side? Not much sparks. Hahahaha... 

Anyway, lets see how things goes and see if I can remember to update this blog from time to time. 

Till then... 

Oh, BTW, I just finished about 4km hike, and another 3km run... I dunno how to sleep tonight. Hopefully no cramps in the middle of the night. HAHAHA... 

Far?

Yesterday, was very much a fateful day for me. Completed two interviews both at the other end of the spectrum... Both have good offers and both are good companies. Somehow, the feeling is torn on where should I be. And surprisingly, both are doing completely different business. From what I gathered, I was pretty much selected and offered but due formality must be adhered to, thus a direct offer would not be appropriate. Plus, its a middle management position and not a very senior one unless I am very good, I don't think I would be offered direct. 

Anyway, I am pretty surprised I got this far. Its either the company is desperate for people or I am good. Haha... Yeah, self praise is no praise but hey, I am due for some credits for being able to put myself so far off. And really not a surprise when I was told that many shun relocation as they don't see the need to be so faraway. Hey, I bet these folks don't even know what FAR means. Too comfortable I presumed. But whatever it is, the time when you limit yourself is the time you stop growing. 

People asked me why am I so interested in working at faraway places( well, if you consider Sandakan, Kota Bahru, Kuala T'ganu and Kuantan far away, probably its time to get off your fat ass and explore MY) well the truth is, after being so far away from KL, there are many things about MY that seriously no one have ever seen or heard about. Its really an opening exercise. I remembered we were constantly told how bad Kelantan would be due to it's Islamic laws and policies... No beer nor pork could be sold or hell, there no cinema(well this is true, but it was shut down due to lots of errmmm... Extra activities... Lol! ) And the chinese were oppressed badly. I don't deny the fact that chinese represents a 5% minority in this state but they can be considered as one of the wealthiest in the state. Most businesses were run by chinese and its not a surprise to know that Kota Bahru biggest developer and contractor is a chinese. Not to say that the Malays don't own any businesses nor lands, infact the Malays are the landowners here. Mind you, when you are staying comfortably in your 24'x80' link house they are staying in an acre plot bungalow, I kid you not! Some have lands as far as the eye can see. LOL!!! That's the reality in KB. But nope, the chinese are happy being here... Then again what's not to be happy when Golok is 20mins away... Errr, that's another story... 

Anyway, coming back to the topic, my advice to the young... Be not afraid to move, but be afraid of being not on the move... Wherever you go, learn, like and love... You'll see the wonders of life. 

Half of the year

Well folks, it has been awhile since I made any last note here. It feels only like yesterday that I have logged in and post what happened in March. It is July now. I guess time flies when you are having fun.

You know, it is already more than 18 months since I moved to KB. It feels pretty weird at times with me being here and all. Honestly, I never expect that I would really move out of KL when I got back from Sandakan. I guess that is where my destiny lies. But whatever it is, the road is still long and full of challenges that I have yet to tackle.

At this point of life, I guess I would really need look at what I have achieved and where I should go next. I am pretty sure that answer has already been answered a few months or weeks earlier. The next question would be, would I be tempted to leave or is it just because I am fed up? Somehow the thought of leaving this place seems to be distant and I find myself somehow, reluctant to leave this place. I wonder what has happened to me to make me feels this way. I remember fondly when I first arrived in Sandakan and I was hoping to go back the very next day. But the longer I stayed there, the harder I fell in love with her. I guess I am feeling the same thing all over again. Honestly, I dunno why... I don't have many friends here.

I think what happened is I have learned my lesson from Sandakan and start to open my mind and my eyes to things that are around me. And this, I believe made me fell in love all over again. Somehow with every adventures I had, I am just falling deeper into this... Gosh... I hope this doesn't mean that I am getting too comfortable with my surrounding and start to neglect things that are more important in life.

I hope, I can give myself an answer next week.

But whatever answers that may come, it still won't change this fact. I just have to move on, and get on with life.

Sometimes I wonder, and I wonder how did I ever get this far...

I surprised myself sometimes...

Oh yeah!!!

Hey guys, how you all been hanging?

I know, I have not been doing what I am supposed to do, but hey, a man gotta earn a living.

Anyway, things are pretty good these days, lots of challenges and lots of new things to be learned everyday. Oh yeah, past few months were pretty hectic with all the travelling, and all the running around. But hey, it was very worth it. Won the 3rd placing for the BEST DSM 2010 from Shell. Thats pretty impressive for somebody who knows shit about the industry! Haha...

So I was at Philea Resort and Spa, whole gig being sponsored by Shell and I was there as the participant. Oh yeah, the rooms are fabulous, made out of pine wood imported all the way from Russia(Or is it Siberia?) It was pretty much my dream room with everything made from wood and it is cosy... Or maybe I am just too drunk. Haha.. Here is a snap of the room.

Pretty cool eh? The shower is just right and the toilet is fantastic! It has a bathtubs, and most importantly, it has loads of goodies under the sink! Haha...

So anyway, posting photoes with Blogger is really a pain, or maybe I am just too out from blogging.

The night was pretty fun, basically my company won 3 awards, Top Distributor 2010, me the 3rd placing for Best DSM 2010 and my teammates won Best DSR 2010... Haha, the most awards won by a single distributor that night.. Had some fun, drinking with my mates, and well did not quite end up drunk, but high enough to get myself to sleep and woke up with a bloody hangover. Haha...

And the next day was pretty much a blurry as my mind was struggling to keep itself at it's peak. LOL... And the drive back was... Well kinda fun. Spent >10hours on the road from Melaka to Kuala Terengganu and crash a night in Tg Vista Hotel. This hotel pretty good tho.

I am not going to talk about the food or the sights in Melaka, pretty usual stuff. Probably the best guide for you would be Google. Hell man, you want to see the sight, go Google. Iam not posting anymore pictures here with Blogger sucky image uploading software. Yucks!

Anyway... I miss a buddy of mine. A drinking buddy in Kelantan. He was back in town for about 2-3 months, and went back down to KL. Better offer. Man, I miss those nights man, getting smashed up and chasing Thai skirts all around town. Haha.. I know you ain't reading this man, but if you happen to stumble upon the blog, please do drop a line.

Oh yah, it has been, what ? Like almost a year since I broke up. No... I am not going to tell you folks what happened. Lets just say, its pretty much predicted. Ah well, life goes on. Nothing much you can do. Why gloat and despair? Let it go and be a happier yourself. Haha...

Okay, I guess thats about for this time. Till the next time we meets again. Take care and have fun!

A parting shot..

What else can you ask for?

Well folks...

I have been neglecting this blog for an awful long time.

Busy busy busy with my new job and well folks.. I am no longer staying in KL. I have moved to KB to take up this job in KB. I sell lubes now, no. Not KY, but something of a similar concept where the friction will create more damage than good. LOL! Anyway... I think I am pretty lucky to get this job. It pays rather well and I get to travel every month. Hahaha... Yeah, I travel to KT and KTN every month. Stays there a few days of the month. My company have branches in each locations so I need to go to each offices to see how my team is doing. Pretty good stuff... Lots of new things to learn and lots of new things to see. To you folks who have never been to East Coast , get off your fat butt and come over here to see how are people here living... And no, we don't live on trees... Haha... I think a pretty common misconception is that EC MY is still pretty much covered in jungle.. Well partially true but not entirely true... For example, I am staying in clearing in the middle of the jungle in a housing estate. So you see, it is partially true the not entirely true.... Haha...

Anyway... I sold off the Cefiro and bought a Myvi. It is a tough choice as I love the Cefiro very much. Its pretty sad to let go of the car... I missed the power of the VQ30 and I miss the stability of the car on the highway, and I really miss cruising at 200KMH from KTN to Karak toll... Hahahaha... I am just joking, it takes lots of balls and effort to cruise at 200kmh for >100km distance... LOL!

Anyway, here is a pic of the car

A few more pics taken around KB... This is the Pantai Cahaya Bulan, The Beach Previously Known as Pantai Cinta Berahi... LOL

And folks... What you make of this? A chinese temple or a masjid? LOL...

It is a masjid where the design is based on a masjid in Yunnan, China. To think that a PAS ruled state would not have such things... LOL! Dun be amazed that KB has the largest Sleeping Buddha, Standing Buddha, and Sitting Buddha in MY. Will take more pics when I have the chance.. Till then, take care!

Have you ever....

Well, I know it sounds kinda depressing... But I don't think I can keep it within me.
It sounds kinda silly to a certain extent. I don't know... Maybe previous incidences led me to feel and believe this way...

Sometimes, I just wish that, I could just wake up from it all. Its just another bad dream and I know when the sun rises, it will be a good day. But it doesn't... The repetitiveness of it is killing me and it is very painful to know that slowly, you are being peeled off layer by layer, and knowing that you will be stark naked in a room full people... Laughing and jeering... At you...

I believe in karma. I believe what I am facing are the work of karma. I must have been very sinful in my previous life to be in such situation.

Will this ever ends? Maybe, I hope so... Cos I dunno how long I could take it anymore without bursting, Exploding and dying a fiery end.... Cos I know, it would be very hurtful and being me... The sentimental, it would be much tougher. Can I forget everything and start anew? Can I be just totally irresponsible and be reckless? Can I? Maybe... No one knows... Only me...

Life suck...

Hmmm... Still...

Hi guys... It has been more than 3 months since I wrote anything here. Oh well... What do you expect? Busy with work and all...

A few more days and it would be exactly 6 months since I am back from Sandakan. After going thru such perilous journey, I realised that I made a fool out of myself. I won't say its part of life challenges or what, but I would call it a bad decision, an immature one. To be very honest, sometimes I think I take things too lightly and made bad decision for myself. At times, I really hope there is something which I can turn back the time or I could jump into a time travelling machine, travel back in time and tell myself not to make such a drastic move. I know, most of you folks would tell me that."Look... Decision had been made, its not the time to.. bla bla bla.. to move on..." and things like that... I know. I clearly knows it. But being myself, I can't help but to think about my life journey so far.

6 months, and no achievement. I don't think there is anything worth mentioning that I have done within this 6 months. There is not even an event which I think is significant enough for me to remember except for the follies which happens to me.

Now there are just too many things going thru my mind, and I can't even keep a finger on any of them for a moment without linking or thinking about it deeply. I hope these few weeks would be salvation to me before I start off my new adventure up North. I need to clear my mind... I need to shelf up my thoughts and adventures and keep them as "been there done that" before my mind fucks me up again... Oh please...