to have a good day ​  may 2026

blinding lights  ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​  april-may 2026

revisiting sadness. Sorrrows traveling from my brain to my chest, heart, lungs and landing in my limbs but my eyes seemed to be left out. No tears to be seen which is unusual for me. (Entire drawing made with my non dominant hand)

barricades that hold  april 2026

when it felt like the world was collapsing on top of me. When i stepped away from the depression that had taken over my life for so long only for things that I can´t control to volts over me. The second my own barricade towards joy dropped a new one had risen, one I can´t do much about other then accept it.

curiosity ​ ​  april 2026

feeling distant and disconnected from others especially other artists. I´ve lacked curiosity for all of my life and I´m constantly reminded that curiosity is the best strength of a person. No matter the self growth I can indore I know Iĺl never be truly curious about anything, indiffrence is what I know.

I also drew this with my non dominant hand which was pretty emotional for me because I felt the longing to draw after being advised to not use my right hand for weeks due to an inflammation of the wrist.

angel statue ​ ​  february 2026

my first painting of a person (statue) using acrylic paint. The entire painting shimmers in sunlight since the statue is glittery and the backround is metalic

no longer there ​ ​  february 2026

Constantly getting treated like a child by my father because thats the last time he cared about me, then getting shouted at when he realizes Im no longer a little girl

waiting it out ​ ​   ​january 2026

The question I ask myself taking over me again and again. Craving a romance but not being able to tell if I ever had feeling for anyone. Do I want love or is it just a need to be cared about?

venus flytrap  ​ december 2025

 sorry, temporarily low quality!

Venus flytraps are depicted as sort of a monster plant with sharp "teeth" but they can be so beautiful. Kids play with them by touching them till they close and by doing so cause damage. Sometimes I imagine my mouth as a venus flytrap and my words as flies, closing my mouth in regret, never able to hide my teeth. The ribbon symbolizes keeping quiet, avoiding trouble.

cherry rust ​ ​  ​november 2025

warning- talk talk of ed

Feeling myself start to slip and enjoy the look of hunger after years of being confident I would never fall for such misery. My knowledge was overshadowed and I felt like my skin and mind were turned into rust. I think I just liked how powerful the self control tasted.

somewhere windy ​ ​ ​october 2025

world building drawing for a story idea I had in my head for a very long time

can’t breathe  in can’t breathe out ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​october 2025

my depiction of anxiety

tied ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​october 2025

knowing you can do something to better you life but sitting still is comfortable

help yourself  ​ ​​september 2025

resent ​ ​ ​ ​​  september 2025

a drawing about me not letting my father convince me that his try to get closer to me was genuine and not something he just did to feel better about himself.

a wind to follow ​ ​  august 2025

wishing to move far away and being convinced that a change of scenery would save me, from what I dont know. There is a place for me somewhere Im sure of it I just cant seem to find it.

pretty bite ​ ​  july 2025

warning- mention of SH

finding my bite marks on my arm pretty but being ashemed of the bad habit

Bdoubleo100 fanart ​ ​  ​ ​ ​ ​july 2025

a drawing of Bdoubleo100’s s10 hermitcraft base

limerence ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  july 2025

a look into my femininity and the limerence  thats part of my soul. A part Im ashamed of but also a reminder of how hard Ive worked to leave it behind. Obsession for those I had met settled in easily in the past but Ive grown.

owl ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  june 2025

I made this after being away in Sicily for a bit over two weeks. Before the trip i had hoped to fill my sketchbook with all kinds of sketches inspired by Sicily but I had very little time or energy to draw. I did eventually sketch an owl and after the trip I made this. 

What I really like about is is that the owl is made of a lot of diffrent refrence photos to merge into one owl that fit my vision perfecty.

gazebo ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​  may 2025

finding some peace in spending time in a gazebo

magnolias ​ ​ ​ ​  april 2025

my favourite time of year to look at trees 

to beauty ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​april 2025

seeing thing in a diffrent light than the people around me. 

deteriorate ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  april 2025

this drawing I actually redrew because i wasnt satisfied with the first version and Im happy I did so. After this I find it easier and less frustrating to start over 

six feet ​ ​ ​​  march 2025

overgrown ​ ​  march 2025

my love for sharp edges of the spine

a hand to lean on  ​  ​ february 2025

a drawing about how intimate it can be to sculpt a face from clay. Handling the sculpture as if it could feel your touch, as if you could feel a warmth from behind the clay. But the inside is just foil and I cant help but feel bad.

apple skin ​ ​ ​​  january 2025

venus bites ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​​  december 2024

sorry, temporarily low quality! I will replace this with a proper image as soon as i can, image serves as a place holder

warning- mention of sh

bitting as a form of SH. I found the marks pretty and this ugly act quickly became a bad habit

poke a spine ​ ​  ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​november 2024

a deep longing for the ocean 

pink ​ lychee ​  ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ ​ november 2024

letting myself be feminine but feeling like a fraud