I read about the growing percentage of loneliness inflicted on people, yet people remain the source of its rise. I do believe the current dynamics of social relations is the leading cause of this epidemic. You start pouring your soul into someone, haring your problems and issues, each day of your life and you realise… they would only be there to listen and eventually start avoiding you. No one is willing to actually take you for the person you are and be this much curtosious to allow you to grow while just simply being there.

ITs like opening up to people is always a mistake. ALWAYS. Sharing your dreams and shoing that you are actally trying in their direction is also a mistake because in turn it would only make them either envious or uninterested.

We are developing into a cadre of second hand human beings where humanity is a lxury not eeryone can afford, therefore, they happily come into terms with living without it.

”I have managed to stay aloof from you. I do not talk to you as much too.”, he coldly said. After having her interests developed and attachments too, he discarded hours long conversations about everything and anything.

What was so new? She knew the answers but was too afraid to admit. The ‘new’ was another girl… His interests in girls developed as her interests in Kayle Jenner’s line of cosmetics. He treated girls and feelings like material objects. His toys were perhaps people.
”But that is your way of avoiding attachments. I can not do that.”, she was astonished at his blatant lies.

”I have not said I loved you. You showed interest in me, so I started feeling differently for you.”, his eyes were cold and face expression less and for the first time she felt the chills in her bone. She saw that he pretended to be warm, lively and normal but he had been cold. Ice cold and dead. For years, perhaps and he felt nothing. He would never feel anything except the weight of his lies that he had piled up and that too would only make him more cold.

She left. Without arguing, without a word. He deserved nothing from her. Two years came crashing down along with the flawed dreams of forever.

“I saw your flaws and I found them much similar to mine, I saw your fears and I could relate and I saw how badly you were treating yourself for all that has gone wrong and I wanted to love you and assure you that all will be right! Such attachments are lethal! Terrific but destructive!”, she whispered those words to a picture she held in her hands.

P.S Random thought.

“We do not always get what we wish for.”, he said. “We actually NEVER get what we wish for unless our wish coincides with what destiny has decided to throw at us… “

When you empower over the fear and insecurities and liberate yourself in the atmosphere… Life begins to make some sense.