This is why I think he was flirting with me. Because I’m new patient to him, our first appointment involved him asking about my medical history, which included a family medical history. I was telling him how both my mother and father have hypertension and how I was worried that I will develop high blood…
My doctor is handsome
That’s it. That’s all I have for today lol. I have a new doc and he’s handsome. He’s also ten years younger than me…. Which means I’m getting old. I’m getting to that stage in life where professionals I go to for care or guidance, like doctors or lawyers or accountants, are now younger than…
Has it really been that long?
The last time I wrote something here was back in May. I didn’t realize it had been that long. I have been wanting to update but things just have gotten busy. Every time I thought about returning here, I got distracted or just didn’t know how to sum up what’s been going on. In short,…
A real update
I don’t know where to start. Last summer, I was having some health issues so things in my love and sex life took a hiatus of sorts as I focused on getting to the root of the issue. For the most part, I am fine now. But I did create some space from Paul a…
the older man
My mouth hasn’t shut up about you since you kissed it. The idea that you may kiss it again is stuck in my brain, which hasn’t stopped thinking about you since well before any kiss. And now the prospect of those kisses seems to wind me like when you slip on the stairs and one…
Do people just give you gifts?
So random and unrelated to anything this blog has been about… but does anyone get random gifts (not necessarily expensive or fancy gifts) from people? In the past couple of weeks, a coworker of mine (male, who shares a common love with me for expensive cologne and perfumes) had been out shopping and bought me…
we’re just us
I don’t even know where to begin. Coming back here kinda feels like calling up an old dear friend wanting to connect again but not quite sure where to start. Time has passed and things have happened. In some ways, a lot has happened and, in other ways, much is still the same. So while…
I never loved you fully in the way I could
“…I thought that I could take it from hereI thought that I was gone and I’m clearedNow it’s getting harder Hold on, I thought that I was doing so wellOh, like everything was under a spellNow it’s getting harder…” “ I never loved you fully in the way I couldI fought the current running just…
Hopelessly Hopeless 
