First of All. FIRST POST!!!!!111!11one!!!1! But now that that’s done let me get to the gist of everything, this is my first web-blog so go easy on me. It’ll basically ramblings about my life, my hobbies, my interests a little bit of a mixed bag. I also enjoy talking about Movies,Shows,Music that I enjoy. Sometimes i’ll do a summed up review of them. So you do have my opinion to look forward too. I may not be the most interesting speaker….or even accurate by any means. And I’ve never been great at punctuation etc… So just ignore how bad my writing is :). And I would add pictures of myself, but i dont feel like getting a Yahoo account JUST for flikr, so i’ll put a picture of myself here.
ME IRL!!!
First of All, my first entry is going to be about Difficult Decisions. What really classifies something as difficult……well for me it’s a person. Lets see my relationship history goes back pretty far, till about 2 years ago where it took a HUGE HALT. And by halt i mean I wasn’t meeting anyone at all for a good 2 years. My last relationship was 2 weeks long, and I can barely call that a serious relationship because it was so short. Either way that was more than a year and a half ago. So needless to say it’s been a “dry” season.
That is……until i met someone, a good while back. Now…im not the type to just go after flings at all EVER. Thats just not my way, i may not be the “most romantic” person, but when i say things I mean them. Also I consider myself a trustworthy guy, when i “go out” with someone I want it to be a serious thing and last a long time. All the people i’ve dated i’ve hoped for long term relationships because I just dont want short meaningless relationships. Basically what im trying to say is….i want meaningful relationships in my life. Sadly thats alot harder to come by than you’d think. Because I believe im a “decent” looking guy. Im not the most attractive, nor am I ugly by any means (well thats my opinion though)
Problem is im a hugeeeee geek, and by huge I mean huge. I pretty much like all the nerdy stuff that geeks like. Computers,Anime,Manga,Video Games. All that nerdy stuff, and people dont realize this because I dont “look” like i’d like those things. So thats an Automatic Put-off. But anyways thats where I stop talking about myself. Because I met the MOST amazing person, someone thats just like me, who’s VERY attractive. And Who is a genuine good person. I’ve been talking to her for god knows how long, one problem. She’s about 2000 miles away, all the way over in England. Although we have plans for her to come over here, which im VERY much looking forward too.
But thats where it starts, what do you do when you meet a person so great…..but you dont even ‘really’ know them. Although I talk to her all the time, and it’s not one-sided because this person feels the same way. And you can’t really look at any other girls when you have one thats perfect sitting right in front of you….except she’s a million miles away…… It’s a tough decision, and really you think to yourself “How can this ever work”. But you want to wish it could and hope it can, although you know deep down it can’t. It sucks yes…but sometimes I guess thats how things are.
Perfect Symmetry 
