
I saw a clip of Sally Rooney speaking in Amsterdam that I have been pondering over ever since.
Rooney spoke to something called ‘The Hague Group’ which according to Novara ‘has committed to ending arms shipments to Israel and pursuing justice against Israeli war criminals.’
For me this was not a typical Free Palestine, anti Israel speech.
Rooney says: ‘I would like to ask my fellow writers and artists, if I may, not to dwell too exclusively on what we stand to lose.’ She urges us to look on the bright side of the dark twilight struggle against Zionism.
To join in something greater than ourselves, to participate in some small way, in a struggle for human liberation, to stand for what we know in our hearts is right, and try not to be complicit in what we know is wrong. What else can make our lives endurable in times as dark as these? What else, in the face of such horror, can give us a reason to go on, to fend off despair, and to fight for our future no matter the consequences. For those of us living at the heart of empire… it is the honour of our lives to stand with Palestine.
These are powerful words and I keep coming back to the word ‘endurable’.
Is Sally Rooney saying that her life would be unendurable if there was no cause of Palestine to fight for?
I don’t think so, I think that Rooney says that campaigning for a free Palestine gives modern life meaning.
I read Rooney’s novel Beautiful World, Where Are You last summer. It’s a fascinating book. Alice and Eileen have been best friends since university. They live apart but still email each other, while trying to build successful private lives. Alice and Eileen are smart and self aware but they have some extraordinary opinions. This is Eileen writing to Alice:
My theory is that human beings lost their instinct for beauty in 1976, when plastics became the most widespread material in existence. You can actually see the change in process if you look at street photography from before and after 1976.
To which Alice replies:
I think you’re wrong about the instinct for beauty. Human beings lost that when the Berlin Wall came down. I’m not going to get into another argument with you about the Soviet Union, but when it died so did history. I think of the twentieth century as one long question, and in the end we got the answer wrong. Aren’t we unfortunate babies to be born when the world ended? After that there was no chance for the planet, and no chance for us. Or maybe it was just the end of one civilisation, ours, and at some time in the future another will take its place. In that case we are standing in the last lighted room before the darkness, bearing witness to something.
There we have it. But Beautiful World, Where Are You is not simply a novel of ideas. Rooney has a wealth of empathy and understanding for people in her books. Alice and Eileen talk in wide-historical terms but there’s a sense that their lives and cares matter in their here and now. One thing about Rooney’s characters is that they don’t throw themselves out there. At any party, Alice and Eileen are the first to leave.
In Sarah Bakewell’s incomparable biography of Montaigne, she also wrote about Montaigne’s opposite in philosophy, Blaise Pascal:
Pascal wants people to remain aware of ultimate things: the huge empty spaces, God, death. Yet few of us find it possible to maintain such thoughts for long. We get distracted; the mind drifts back to concrete and personal matters. Pascal found this infuriating: ‘what does the world think about? Never about that! But about dancing, playing the lute, singing, tilting at the ring…’ Montaigne liked asking big questions too, but he preferred to explore life through his reading, the animals in his household, incidents he had witnessed on his travels, or a neighbour’s problems with his children. Pascal wrote: ‘Human sensitivity to little things and insensitivity to the greatest things: sign of a strange disorder.’ Montaigne would have put it exactly the other way round.
Undoubtedly there’s a pleasure in the great cause, in fighting and campaign, the rush of ideology and pure belief. But if you pursue this high above all else, you’re betraying yourself – and, ultimately, betraying those you are fighting for.
I’m reminded of Norman Geras’s short essay, ‘Why does football matter?’
Even if one thinks – as I do – that we have obligations as human beings to others in grave need, difficulty or danger, to demand of people that they give all of their time and attention to such things amounts to demanding of them that they sacrifice the whole part of their lives which might otherwise be given to pursuing their own enjoyments and their own happiness. That would be an exorbitant expectation.
Football matters to those to whom it does matter just in the way that, for others, ballet, music, walking in the countryside, literature, movies and gardening matter – in the way, indeed, that life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness matter. And those other things that, so to say, really matter often matter because they are about situations where life and liberty and the pursuit of happiness are being denied to others.








