We Fell Apart by E. Lockhart: A Review

“You can let go of the idea that the world owes you stability. When you do that, you stop being angry, because you have no expectations.”

We Fell Apart by E. LockhartThe invitation is unexpected, but welcome. After her high school graduation Matilda is feeling even less moored than usual. Her mother is still living abroad with the latest artist who thinks she is his muse. Matilda is still in California living with her mother’s most recent ex. Dumped by her own boyfriend, abandoned by the friends who were actually just his friends, Matilda is ready to take any diversion for the long summer ahead of her before starting college for video game development in the fall.

That such a diversion comes in the form of an invitation from the father she’s never met and the promise of one of his paintings is too much to ignore. Kingsley Cello is an extraordinary talent in the way that all of the men her mother chooses are. He is also a mystery to Matilda–one she is desperate to solve as she tries to understand herself.

Arriving at Hidden Beach on the East Coast is not the warm reunion Matilda expects. Her father is nowhere to be found. But Meer, a half-brother she never knew about, is there and eager to meet Matilda and make up for their years apart. Kinglsey’s wife is remote. The house is derelict. Brock–a former child start at the house seeking reinvention–and Tatum–a brooding presence as desperate to get away as Matilda was to arrive–seem more welcome in the family home than Matilda herself feels.

The longer she stays at the beach house, the more questions Matilda has. As the days bleed into weeks, Matilda digs deeper into Hidden Beach’s secrets including the buried truths at the heart of her family’s past and the lies they’ve all been telling to protect those truths in We Fell Apart (2025) by E. Lockhart.

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We Fell Apart is the third book in Lockhart’s blockbuster Liars series which begins with We Were Liars (read my review) and includes the prequel Family of Liars. This book includes massive spoilers for We Were Liars and should be read after to avoid them and better understand how this installment relates to the series as a whole.

Returning to the rich world first introduced in We Were Liars, Lockhart once again explores the intersection of art and family as well as the complicated choices we make in service to both. The shifting narrative and sprawling estate immediately evoke a gothic sensibility as Matilda tries to understand what brought her to Hidden Beach and how to tear herself away as the answers she seeks continue to elude her. Themes of obligation, love, and found family further define the story as Matilda begins to understand that some bonds are stronger than blood or biology simply because the people involved choose to make it so.

Like other installments, this book is best enjoyed knowing as little as possible giving readers space to unravel the mysteries of Hidden Beach alongside Matilda. Part mystery and part coming-of-age story, Family of Liars is an ambitious beach gothic that is as insightful as it is cutting.

Possible Pairings: The Leaving by Tara Altebrando, The Vanishing Season by Jodi Lynn Anderson, All the Truth That’s In Me by Julie Berry, Chime by Franny Billingsley, The Game of Love and Death by Martha Brockenbrough, All Fall Down by Ally Carter, The Graces by Laure Eve, The Accident Season by Moïra Fowley-Doyle, The Girl You Know by Elle Rose Gonzalez, The Careful Undressing of Love by Corey Ann Haydu, And We Stay by Jenny Hubbard, The Last Time We Were Us by Leah Konen, Liar by Justine Larbalestier, A Fierce and Subtle Poison by Samantha Mabry, The Weight of Feathers by Anne-Marie McLemore, The Cousins by Karen M. McManus, Madapple by Christina Meldrum, The Astonishing Color of After by Emily X.R. Pan, Pretending to Be Erica by Michelle Painchaud, Even in Paradise by Chelsey Philpot, I Am Princess X by Cherie Priest, Bone Gap by Laura Ruby, You Are the Everything by Karen Rivers, Daughter of Deep Silence by Carrie Ryan, Gallant by VE Schwab, Saint Death by Marcus Sedgwick, The Edge of Falling by Rebecca Serle, Wild Swans by Jessica Spotswood, Confessions of the Sullivan Sisters by Natalie Standiford, Imaginary Girls by Nova Ren Suma, Places No One Knows by Brenna Yovanoff, Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein, Wherever Nina Lies by Lynn Weingarten, The Space Between Trees by Katie Williams

*An advance copy of this title was provided by the publisher for review consideration*

Worth Fighting For by Jesse Q. Sutanto: A Review

Worth Fighting For by Jesse Q. SutantoFa Mulan is used to being second guessed by finance bros with half her experience. It’s par for the course working at her father’s hedge fund–especially when on top of having prove herself to her male coworkers she also feels like she has to dodge being labeled a nepo baby hire. Her cousin, Mushu, has no such qualms and is quite happy to coast along as an executive assistant until she manages to find her thing.

After years of working twice as hard for half the respect, Mulan isn’t sure how to break through the glass ceiling when her father falls ill in the middle of a tricky deal negotiation. Mulan knows the company involved inside and out but she also knows that the super masculine whiskey brand won’t take a woman seriously. Pretending to be Fa Zhou and continuing the negotiations over email with the company CEO Shang seems easy enough. Until Mulan (as Zhou) is invited by Shang to a week-long retreat at the family ranch. While the sparks are flying between Mulan and Shang, it’s clear the rest of the family still thinks Mulan is in over her head.

Mulan will have to get down to business and show who she is inside to prove herself and save the deal on her own terms in Worth Fighting For (2025) by Jesse Q. Sutanto.

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Worth Fighting For is the fifth book in the Disney Meant to Be series which re-imagines popular Disney Princesses in modern contemporary adult romances while staying true to the spirit of the original films. Although the characters are adults, the romance is closed door making this a good crossover series for younger teens craving more romance.

The beginning of the story gets is heavy on the finance terminology to ground Mulan in the business world but Sutanto makes up for it as the story progresses with her signature humor–especially from Mushu. Sharp commentary on gender politics in the workplace stay true to Mulan’s feminist roots while serving as a meaningful counterpoint to the growing romance between Shang and Mulan.

Worth Fighting For is a heartfelt retelling where, as in the original film, romance is grounded in friendship and equity.

Possible Pairings: Conventionally Yours by Annabeth Albert, Finding Mr. Write by Kelley Armstrong, Emma of 83rd Street by Audrey Belleza, A Proposal They Can’t Refuse by Natalie Caña, Good Fortune by C K Chau, At First Spite by Olivia Dade, The Summer Job by Lizzy Dent, Marry Me by Midnight by Felicia Grossman, 10 Things That Never Happened by Alexis Hall, Two Wrongs Make a Right by Chloe Liese, The Boyfriend Project by Farrah Rochon, Risky Business by Annabelle Slator, The Night Ends With Fire by K X Song

*An advance copy of this title was provided by the publisher for review consideration*

Girl Dinner by Olivie Blake: A Review

“What was womanhood if not a lifelong desperation for things that were not and could never be guaranteed?”

Girl Dinner by Olivie BlakeEvery girl wants to join The House. It’s the most exclusive and most prestigious sorority on campus for a reason. With alumni who are beautiful, successful, and respected to a one, pledging and joining the House is a guarantee that you will always have family, you will always thrive, and you will always be at the top.

After a freshman year she’d rather forget, sophomore Nina Kaur craves that kind of stability and validation. She needs to know she is doing everything she can to set herself on the best and brightest path for her future. Surely, if the House accepts Nina it means that she is worthy, it means that she can start to accept herself.

Sloane Hartley is happily married to a man who is still dazzlingly attractive. Her daughter Isla is beautiful and gifted and perfect in ways that leave Sloane breathless with love and fear for her daughter’s future. She is returning to the work that fulfills her as a sociology professor. Except Sloane is returning as an adjunct professor instead of one with tenure because the University only had one tenure opening which went to her husband, Max, while Sloane tagged along as a spousal hire. Transitioning Isla to daycare–and, if Sloane is being honest, to solid foods–has been disastrous for Sloane’s self-esteem and belief in her own parenting skills. Then there’s Max who loves being a husband and a father except when it comes time to be present in his family as a husband or a father. Becoming the House’s academic liaison is the lifeline Sloane didn’t know she needed.

Perfection, excellence, beauty, sisterhood. The House feels like everything Nina and Sloane have been missing. But as both women learn more about the House’s arcane rituals and complex history, it becomes clear that the effortless aura of power and achievement that pervades the House comes with a dark underside–one that only the most dedicated initiates can stomach in Girl Dinner (2025) by Olivie Blake.

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Girl Dinner blends horror and suspense with heavy elements of satire. Chapters alternate between Sloane and Nina with excerpts of social media posts from a so-called “trad wife” influencer. Through these varied points of view Blake explores the shortcomings of modern feminism and highlights the vital importance of intersectionality in all equity work.

While Sloane struggles with the false promise of having it all as a working mother, Nina confronts how far she is willing to go to further both her interests and those of the House. With commentary on the societal standards for womanhood and femininity that is as incisive as the House dinners are decadent, Girl Dinner is a meaty novel readers can sink their teeth into.

Possible Pairings: Tell Me Everything by Cambria Brockman, Liar, Dreamer, Thief by Maria Dong, My Lovely Wife by Samantha Downing, The Other Mothers by Katherine Faulkner, An Anonymous Girl by Greer Hendricks, The Final Girl Support Group by Grady Hendrix, Natural Beauty by Ling Ling Huang, The Library at Hellebore by Cassandra Khaw, Yellowface by R. F. Kuang, My Husband by Ventura Maud, The Housemaid by Freida McFadden, This is the Water by Yannick Murphy, A Sociopath’s Guide to a Successful Marriage by M K Oliver, Youthjuice by E K Sathue, Catherine House by Elisabeth Thomas

*An advance copy of this title was provided by the publisher for review consideration*

Get Real, Chloe Torres by Crystal Maldonado: A Review

Get Real, Chloe Torres by Crystal MaldonadoChloe Torres still misses the friendship she had with Sienna Aguilar and Ramona Cruz that defined her middle school years. The unlikely trio initially connected over their shared love for the boy band Intonation but as they got to know each other outside of the fandom, their bond seemed unbreakable. Until it snapped with the confusing transition to high school and the even more confusing moment when Ramona kissed Chloe–who had been crushing on Sienna.

Now, Chloe is turning eighteen and she still desperately misses this friendship that has been impossible to replace.

When Chloe’s dad gets unbelievably good tickets to see Intonation’s reunion show in Las Vegas, it feels like a sign. Maybe Chloe can recapture her friendship along with the joy of her first fandom.

Getting Ramona and Sienna to agree is the first obstacle. Then the girls have to survive two weeks in a car together as they drive from Massachusetts to Vegas. Along the way all of three of them relearn the ins and outs of a friendship that might still be salvageable. But as old friendships rebuild, old romantic feelings surface leaving the trio in the same quandary that tore them apart the first time in Get Real, Chloe Torres (2025) by Crystal Maldonado.

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Chloe’s breezy narration buoys this novel with the perfect note of nostalgia alongside excitement for what comes next. Although the trio spends some of the novel in a messy love triangle, the focus on the importance of female friendship remains at the forefront and is never undercut by the romantic relationships at play in this sapphic romance.

Sienna and Ramona are as well-realized as Chloe with their own growth and important decisions for the future–including some options that don’t include the typical moving away for college that predominates YA novels set at the end of high school. With Chloe at the heart of the group, this trio is a winning combination readers will be cheering on as they rediscover their friendship and some other feelings along the way. Get Real, Chloe Torres is a sweet, summery confection.

Possible Pairings: Amelia, If Only by Becky Albertalli, How to Excavate a Heart by Jake Maia Arlow, Wish You Weren’t Here by Erin Baldwin, Fat Angie by e. E. Charlton-Trujillo, Melt With You by Jennifer Dugan, Roll for Love by M. K. England, Girl Crushed by Katie Heaney, Rise to the Sun by Leah Johnson, She Gets the Girl by Rachael Lippincott, Since You’ve Been Gone by Morgan Matson, We Could Be Magic by Marissa Meyer, illustrated by Joelle Murray, Just Your Local Bisexual Disaster by Andrea Mosquerda, Late to the Party by Kelly Quindlen, We Used to Be Friends by Amy Spalding, Never Vacation With Your Ex by Emily Wibberley and Austin Siegemund-Broka, Exes and Foes by Amanda Woody

*An advance copy of this title was provided by the publisher for review consideration*

Amelia, If Only by Becky Albertalli: A Review

Amelia, If Only by Becky AlbertalliAmelia Applebaum knows she isn’t in love with Walter Holland. That would be totally weird when she only knows him from years of following his Youtube channels.

Yes, it’s still weird that she invited him to prom with a video promposal. But he never replied so he probably didn’t even see it before she deleted it.

Despite that, she knows in her heart that if she and Walter could hang out in real life, they would be friends and maybe even something more. After all, they already have a lot in common as two incredibly chaotic bisexuals who know the value of a good pun.

When Amelia finds out that Walter is doing a meet and greet a short road trip away, it seems like the perfect post-senior-year opportunity. Amelia can meet one of her favorite minor celebrities and her friend group can have one last road trip before they head to different colleges in the fall. Especially Amelia’s best friend Natalie who is dealing with yet another breakup with her girlfriend (who Amelia always knew was bad news if only anyone had listened to her well-documented evidence).

As Amelia gets closer to meeting her celebrity crush she starts to realize that navigating fandom isn’t easy–for the fans or the celebrities–and maybe her unattainable crush has been her way of ignoring painfully real feelings for someone who’s been next to her the whole time in Amelia, If Only (2025) by Becky Albertalli.

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Amelia, If Only is Albertalli’s latest standalone contemporary. Narrator Amelia single-handedly puts the chaotic in “chaotic bisexual” with her impulsive decisions, extensive and often nonsensical banter, and a complete lack of interiority when it comes to her own feelings. Amelia is book ended with a motley cast of queer and Jewish characters in her close-knit friend group. Materials between chapters include transcriptions of some of Walter’s Youtube videos, fan comments, and wiki entries around the fandom.

Casual Jewish representation and lots of humor scaffold thoughtful commentary on the intersection between emotions, fan culture, and memory as Amelia learns how to unpack her own feelings and embrace change–even when it might not be the changes she wants or expects. Amelia, If Only is a great blend of road trip shenanigans and end of school nostalgia.

Possible Pairings: Going Bicoastal by Dahlia Adler, Audrey, Wait! by Robin Benway, Love is for Losers by Wibke Brueggemann, Hot Dog Girl by Jennifer Dugan, Heartbreak Boys by Simon James Green, Thanks for Listening by Molly Horan, Finally Fitz by Marisa Kanter, Meet Cute Diary by Emery Lee, Get Real, Chloe Torres by Crystal Maldonado, Better Than the Movies by Lynn Painter, The No-Girlfriend Rule by Christen Randall, Marisol Acts the Part by Elle Gonzalez Rose, Places We’ve Never Been by Kasie West, Navigating With You by Jeremy Whitley, Casio Ribeiro (Artist), Nikki Fox (Letterer)

Confessions of an Alleged Good Girl by Joya Goffney: A Review

“Fear comes out of ignorance and I’ve been ignorant about my body for way too long.”

Confessions of an Alleged Good Girl by Joya GoffneyEveryone thinks Monique is the perfect preacher’s daughter but in reality she hates the impossible standards that come with being a so-called “good girl” in her father’s conservative church community. With the purity culture of the church, everyone expects Monique to wait until marriage to have sex–especially her parents–but Monique has other plans.

Except every time Monique and her boyfriend try to have sex, something goes wrong. After trying repeatedly for two years, Monique is mortified when her boyfriend dumps her.

Monique is determined to win him back which leads to her discovery of a condition called vaginismus which makes it physically impossible for Monique to have penetrative sex because of contractions of vaginal muscles. An overachiever in every other area of her life, Monique is sure she can handle this and fix her condition by herself. Except it’s really hard to know where to start when no one in her social circle wants to talk about sex out of wedlock.

Enter Sasha: the strait-laced church girl Monique never gave a second thought except as a rival for top marks in class. It turns out a lot of Sasha’s own good girl facade, like Monique’s, is superficial hiding a girl passionate about sexual health and eager to help Monique understand her condition and find treatment options.

With Sasha’s help and quiet support from Reggie–the church’s bad boy is actually just misunderstood–Monique feels ready to take on anything including finding a way to cure her vaginismus.

What starts as a way to win her boyfriend back becomes something bigger as Monique confronts the double standards and dangerous silences in her church community, and begins to learn how to separate her perceived value as a church member from her supposed virtue in Confessions of an Alleged Good Girl (2022) by Joya Goffney.

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Confessions of an Alleged Good Girl brings humor and care to a little discussed topic when it comes to sexual health. Rather than being an issue driven book, Monique is complemented by a supporting cast that is complex and sometimes even contradictory as they try to reconcile religious faith with sex positivity and the restrictive culture of their church community. Goffney skillfully navigates all of these topics to create thoughtful and well-developed story. Monique and the rest of the principal cast are Black.

Confessions of an Alleged Good Girl is a must read for fans of contemporary romance. Come for the feminist themes and frank discussions of sexual health and autonomy, stay for the empowering friendships and sweet romance.

Possible Pairings: Imogen, Obviously by Becky Albertalli, If I Can Give You That by Michael Gray Bulla, Plan A by Deb Caletti, Dear Medusa by Olivia A. Cole, Some Girls Do by Jennifer Dugan, Full Disclosure by Camryn Garrett, Not So Pure and Simple by Lamar Giles, None of the Above by I. W. Gregorio, The Year I Stopped Trying by Katie Heaney, Shut Up, This is Serious by Carolina Ixta, You Should See Me in a Crown by Leah Johnson, Who Put This Song On? by Morgan Parker, The Lesbiana’s Guide to Catholic School by Sonora Reyes, All the Fighting Parts by Hannah V. Sawyerr, Say a Little Prayer by Jenna Voris

February 2026 Recap

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Blog Posts:

Read:

  1. The Romance Rivalry by Susan Lee*
  2. All the Way Around the Sun by Xixi Tian* (audio)
  3. Finding Her Edge by Jennifer Iacopelli
  4. One Last Word by Suzanne Park* (owned)
  5. The Café of Infinite Doors by Zara Marielle
  6. Lunar New Year Love Story Gene by Luen Yang and LeUyen Pham* (owned)
  7. Fall In Love, You False Angels, Vol. 1 by Coco Uzuki*
  8. A Kingdom of Quartz 1 by Bomhat*
  9. Awkward by Svetlana Chmakova
  10. Taylor Swift by the Book: The Literature Behind the Lyrics, from Fairy Tales to Tortured Poets by Rachel Feder, Tiffany Tatreau (owned)
  11. Emily Wilde’s Encyclopaedia of Faeries by Heather Fawcett (owned)
  12. Yona of the Dawn, Vol. 45 Yona of the Dawn, Vol. 45by Mizuho Kusanagi*

Project Zero TBR:

TBR at the start of the month: 147
TBR at the end of the month: 144

Owned books at the start of the month: 407
Owned books at the end of month: 409

TBR at the start of 2026: 147
Owned books at the start of 2026: 406
(Find more details on @princesschapters‘ Instagram.)
I’ll be marking owned books above to keep myself honest although I won’t be tracking books I give away. I’ll also be posting a monthly to read stack over on Instagram.

Diverse Baseline Challenge:

Total read: 7
Read at least 3 books by BIPOC authors read in the month (indicated by * above)
Adapted from a challenge (including more specific monthly prompts) on Instagram thanks to @bookish.millennial and @themargherita.s.

How My Month Went:

It has been a rough start to 2026 over here. The news is already quite terrible but also personally everything has been very hard. First there were the two snowstorms (one bringing 10″ and one bringing 20″) within a month of each other. We’ve had ongoing issues with heat in the apartment. Bella hurt her leg which is slowly healing but is so stressful and sad to watch. Our oven broke and needed a new igniter which wasn’t a thing I knew existed until this month. My mom wanted to make some home improvements so I’ve been working myself ragged building new furniture and moving things around which is finally done.

Then we had a scary moment the day the oven was repaired when someone (we think a thief) lowered the fire escape outside the back door as a point of egress. We’re all fine but it was scary seeing a strange man appear out of nowhere and I had to call the police.

All in all, I would call most of February a pass and look forward to calmer waters in March.

You can also see my recap from last month.

Travelers Along the Way by Aminah Mae Safi: A Review

“History is a record of what did not happen. What did happen, that’s another story altogether.”

Travelers Along the Way by Aminah Mae SafiJerusalem, 1192. The Third Crusade continues to ravage the land as Faranji invaders push their advantage to try and claim the Holy Land in Queen Isabella’s name.

Rahma al-Hud readily followed her older sister Zeena into the war. But that doesn’t mean she wants either of them to die here as their forces threaten to be overwhelmed by reinforcements sent by Richard the Lionheart. Surely, wanting to return home alive and hale isn’t asking so much?

Except Zeena won’t leave. Not when she thinks the two of them can still find a way to foil Queen Isabella’s plans.

What can a loyal sister do but follow? So begins Rahma and Zeena’s journey into the heart of Jerusalem and the start of Rahma’s own bit of legend as she builds a band of merry misfits and gains a reputation for helping those in need. As their motley group expands, Rahma will have to rely on everyone’s wit and cunning to pull off a daring crime to steal back peace for the land in Travelers Along the Way (2022) by Aminah Mae Safi.

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Travelers Along the Way is a standalone retelling of the legend of Robin Hood that reimagines the tale from a Muslim perspective with a gender-flipped main character.

Deliberate prose and a deep awareness of both the source material and the ways in which legends are build inform this story as Rahma tries to get herself and her sister home in one piece. With its focus on the Third Crusade the novel also offers astute commentary on the ills of colonialism and the inherent power that can be found in compassion (at one point Rahma observes “I would not use the brutality of the Faranji against themselves. I would not become them to defeat them.”).

Light romance and high intrigue perfectly capture the heady blend of adventure and pathos that has made Robin Hood such an integral part of the canon for so many years. Travelers Along the Way reinvents this classic for a new generation while also operating in conversation with the source material and, crucially for Rahma and her friends, with the ways storytelling and history go hand in hand. Highly recommended.

Possible Pairings: The Forest Queen by Betsey Cornwell, Scarlet by A.C. Gaughen, Young Hag and the Witches’ Quest by Isabel Greenberg, Hood by Jenny Elder Moke, The Outlaws of Sherwood by Robin McKinley, The Ivory Key by Akshaya Raman, The Other Merlin by Robyn Schneider, Midnight Strikes by Zeba Shahnaz, Squire by Nadia Shammas and Sara Alfageeh, Sherwood by Meagan Spooner, The Guinevere Deception by Kiersten White

Banned Book Club by Kim Hyun Sook, Ryan Estrada, illustrated Ko Hyung-Ju: A Graphic Novel Review

Banned Book Club by Kim Hyun Sook, Ryan Estrada, illustrated Ko Hyung-JuKim Hyun Sook is thrilled to be starting college in 1983 in South Korea’s Fifth Republic. With her traditional mother finally reluctantly on board this is her change to learn about Western Literature and get away from the grind helping at her family’s (poorly performing) steak restaurant.

While literature class does open her eyes, it’s her student activities with the drum team, the student newspaper, and what initially appears to be an innocuous reading group that really show Hyun Sook what is at stake at her university and for her country.

The more Hyun Sook learns about the government’s efforts to restrict information and the ways her classmates are fighting back, the more obvious it becomes that Hyun Sook can’t keep her head buried in her studies in Banned Book Club (2020) by Kim Hyun Sook, Ryan Estrada, illustrated Ko Hyung-Ju.

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This autobiographical novel chronicles some of Kim Hyun Sook’s real life experiences at university and watching the political upheaval leading up to the overthrow of the Fifth Republic include a quick epilogue checking in on several of the main characters years later.

Stark black and white illustrations and overly expressive faces convey the emotion and, in the case of the government officials, duplicity of some of the characters as well as the ulterior motives at play for many of the characters. Small panels keep the action moving and underscore the staccato pacing throughout.

Although the ending is rushed, Banned Book Club is informative and highlights a historical moment that is little taught in United States history. With the current rash of book bans and challenges across the United States this story also remains painfully relevant. Recommended.

Possible Pairings: Baddawi by Leila Abdelrazaq, Living in North Korea by John Allen, Layers by Penelope Bagieu, Taking Cover: One Girl’s Story of Growing Up During the Iranian Revolution by Nioucha Homayoonfar, Banned Books: The Controversy Over What Students Read by Meryl Loonin, Heiress Apparently by Diana Ma, From Here by Luma Mufleh, Occulted by Amy Rose, The Other Side of the Wall by Simon Schwartz, White Rose by Kip Wilson, Dragon Hoops by Gene Luen Yang, The Boy From Clearwater by Peiyun You, You Can’t Say That!: Writers for Young People Talk About Censorship Free Expression, and the Stories They Have to Tell, The Librarians documentary film

The Leaving Room by Amber McBride: A Review

“The longest journey is the one back to yourself.”

The Leaving Room by Amber McBrideGospel is a Keeper. She resides over her Leaving Room where she helps young people who are preparing to move on to the next phase after they die. They need a moment to remember–moments Gospel keeps safe in jars like so many marbles–and they need a snack to tide them over because a little sweetness makes everything easier to bear.

Gospel knows she can’t be the only Keeper but she’s never met anyone like her until a door opens to another Leaving Room with a Keeper named Melodee. As their space shrinks and the rules of the Leaving Room begin to change, Gospel and Melodee have to decide if their bond is strong enough to break the biggest rule for Keepers by daring to leave themselves in The Leaving Room (2025) by Amber McBride.

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The Leaving Room is a standalone verse novel primarily narrated by Gospel. Each section of the book corresponds to each stage of grief with recipes between each segment. Check out the audiobook narrated by the author for an immersive experience.

Lyrical verse and vibrant descriptions bring both the Leaving Room and Gospel’s interactions with the Leavers vividly to life for readers as Gospel begins to realize there is more to her Leaving Room and her encounter with Melodee than she initially realizes. Although some elements feel twee in the context of the denouement, the larger story remains strong with its focus on love–both familial and romantic–and choosing joy. Be sure to read the author’s note at the end of the book to hear about McBride’s inspiration and how her reading about near death experiences informed the advent of this book. Recommended.

Possible Pairings: Afterlove by Tanya Byrne, If I Stay by Gayle Forman, The Careful Undressing of Love by Corey Ann Haydu, Every Day by David Levithan, Change Places with Me by Lois Metzger, Something Like Gravity by Amber Smith, The Walls Around Us by Nova Ren Suma, On the Wings of La Noche by Vanessa L. Torres, The Vanishing Moment by Margaret Wild, Grief in the Fourth Dimension by Jennifer Yu, Elsewhere by Gabrielle Zevin