First day high!

Evocation of Historical thoughts

"Autoerotic"

I have always found that well read people are sexy, as they are capable of reading anything. I also think they are sexy because they have something to talk about, whether it is characters, themes, emotions, etc.

Reading is very sexy.

Cigarettes and Love

I am addicted
Whether i like it or not
It consumes me
Seems i can have one whether i want
It is precious and delicate at first but
Such a short time passes when I'm able just to throw it away
I able to replace it with another disposable dream
I treasure it at first then suck the life of it

You need a spark
And some fire
If your are not careful it will burn you
yet i always burn it.

Junkie Galore

"Food, food I love you so, People say go on a diet, but what do they know. Food, food you make me grow, You are the one on that makes me glow."

Blah...blah..blah

" We had it all so sweet
Made for me, you, indeed...
Big secret, small the lie
Don't cry for me, oh, argentite"

Forever

"I may burn out like a candle and
I may pass away
I may fall just like a shooting star
my heart will stay
I'll be yours until forever,
forever I'll be true to the promise
I have made from the day that
I found you
forever your in my heart
even if were apart"....

The Last day of summer

The bright light beams from her eyes like broken glass, or a broken heart, who would have guessed? you'd leave me here. beneath my eyes I feel the tears, I hold back. I wont leave this way again. as my legs start to shake, I feel nothing. I wanted you, I needed you, but you weren't there for me this time. I wont leave this way again, you that I loved, that I needed, you weren't there. not this time. what can I do? I was supposed to love you. what can I say? I wont leave. what can I do? I was supposed to help you. I cannot feel. last breath I feel, warm air intake. the last summers day, last one I take. I wont leave this way. lost it all for you. when the shadows beam, misery remains. I wont leave this time.