Kundalini Dream: The Heart Fire Returns

Before I get into the dream, I wanted to share a quick update. Mediation was last Tuesday. It lasted all day. An agreement was reached so we will not be going to court. I was awarded child support, I am now the primary in terms of custody and residence, and he agreed to some others […]

Gratitude

Since my last post life has been steadily moving along. I admit I was quite a mess for the first couple of months after I was forced to leave my job but somehow, some way, I persevered and here I am on the other side feeling strangely calm, balanced and – it’s strange to even […]

Back on Course

Not long ago I had a dream with my heart connection in it. It was short but the magnetic pull noticeable. In the dream I was walking along a track at what appeared to be a high school. I remember the reddish coloring of the track and the lines as I followed it around. When […]

A Light in the Darkness

Since last I wrote so much has transpired. It was a dark and difficult time but at least now there is light. The very things I wrote about in my last post triggered this darkness in me. My ex was finally successful in his quest for “love” and was able to ensnare his now deceased […]

Sickness, Anger and Love

I just had my 49th birthday and, as birthdays tend to do now that I am “middle aged”, I found myself contemplating the future. I also got sick with a particularly nasty sore throat/cold type illness which I later determined via a visit to my doctor was the new variant of Covid. I didn’t take […]

Endings and New Beginnings

I’m sorry I’ve been neglecting this blog. I’ve been away far too long. However, I am back with lots of news. The cabin was finished in November, 2024, and the waterline and water meter came a month before that after months of waiting for the county to take action. The cabin turned out wonderfully and […]

Construction Has Begun

I left on a trip to South Korea, Tokyo and Hawaii on the 23 of June. That same day I got an email saying the mobile home was successfully moved off the property. This was a huge win because the mobile home was an eyesore but also because it had taken so long for the […]

Land Update!

So much has happened since last I wrote. I waited this long to make sure to have plenty to write about. Plus, I am have been struggling with extreme dry eye since last October and so limit my time on the computer quite a bit these days. Thankfully, I go through periods of relief from […]

New Land, New Possibilities

December 2023 was rough, but December always is. The closer it got to Christmas day, the more uneasy I became. Unfortunately, I experienced about five days of insomnia that ended on Christmas. The insomnia was brought on by my dis-ease over the typical chaos of the holiday season which involves a lot of people whose […]

Dream Visit from Ray

I never know when I will get a visit from Ray (or his HS anyway). It just happens and, as usual, I ended up in tears. Dream Visit from Ray The dream was semi-lucid. I was outside my mom’s house in the country. The vegetation indicated it was winter; everything was brown or gray in […]