3-4-2026
I love her ghost
A memory
Her scent remains
A remnant of the time
She lingers
Every now and then
I catch a ‘glimpse’
Of what was
Befallen
A tortured reminder
Forever eternal
In my soul
3-4-2026
I love her ghost
A memory
Her scent remains
A remnant of the time
She lingers
Every now and then
I catch a ‘glimpse’
Of what was
Befallen
A tortured reminder
Forever eternal
In my soul
11-18-25
Standing alone
On the top of this hill
Lonely
There is no sun today
It’s cloudy and gray
Crying out
I am crying out for you
You walk away silent
Like some paralyzed dream
I thought we had it all
But it’s not what it seemed
Standing alone
As the years pass me by
Wondering
Wondering why
I can’t seem to capture
The love that escapes
From my heart
Beating inside
8-21-25
Helene
Screams
At night
When she dreams
Is it real?
Is it real?
She curls up
In a ball
In the dark
And cries herself to sleep
Is it real?
Is it real?
Does anybody else feel?
Do you feel?
Any type of way
Any time of day
Do you feel?
Do you dream?
Are you safe inside your head?
Are you sick?
Are you well?
Are you better left unread?
Tomahawk
8-3-2025
Slow
Beats the heart
Inside
Fast
Like a tomahawk
Flies
Piercing within
Tearing the skin and bone
This love I have never known
This love I have never known
Low
Like the black crow flies
High
Is the Nebraska sky
A desert in this heat
Drying me out so to speak
Spiraling out of control
Trying to keep my hold
Trying to keep my hold
If the tomahawk don’t get me
The crows will have my bones
If the tomahawk don’t set me free
Here will I die alone
7-28-25
Double time
The echo Fills the void
Angels rise In the dark of night
The sun never felt So far away
As it does now
This masquerade Hides so many things
More questions Than answers lately
7-14-25
Another day
Another mistake
I wanna say, I want to drive to the lake
Another spill
Another damn stain
I wanna run, I want to escape
But here I sit
And here I spin
Live the dream
I know I cannot win
Another day
A god damn parade
It’s a mystery
Dressed up as a charade
But here I sit
And here I spin
Live the lie
I know I can’t begin
Another day
A god damn parade
Still I try
Is it all in vain?
The NFL released it’s full schedule on Wednesday so let’s take a look at the upcoming Bears season, and where I think they will end up!
Week 1: Vikings- The Bears kickoff the season at home against the Vikings. This will be a good test to see where they are at. Vikings come in with a new QB. Bears have a new coach/Offense. Should be fun. Bears win in a close one. W
Week 2: At Lions- Another great early test for the Bears. This time vs Ben Johnson’s old team, minus his offense of course. The Lions have a very good defense but Johnson knows it’s weaknesses. I like the Bears here too. W
Week 3: Cowboys: Dallas added George Pickens to CD Lamb to give Dak Prescott a little more bang in their arsenal. Maybe I am drinking the Kool-Aid here, but I think this is a winnable game. W
Week 4: At Raiders- The Raiders should be a little better than their 2024 record with additions of Geno Smith at QB, and Ashton Genty at RB. I think the Bears will keep riding their win streak in Vegas. W
Week 5: BYE
Week 6: At Commanders- Fresh off the BYE the Bears head to DC for a Monday Night rematch of the ‘Fail Mary’ game from last season. The Commanders are a playoff team with Daniels at QB. This should be a great game, but I don’t think the Bears are there yet. L
Week 7: Saints- Saints come marching in for a noon game on the lakefront. Bears should get back to their winning ways. W
Week 8: At Ravens- Not much to say. The Ravens are way ahead of where the Bears are. This one could get ugly. L
Week 9: At Bengals- If Cincinnati is healthy, this one could be a blow out. L
Week 10: Giants- The New York football Giants come to town. Last season they had 3 wins and added Abdul Carter in the draft. Will Russel Wilson or Jaxson Dart be the QB? Don’t think it will matter. W
Week 11: At Vikings- Minnesota is always a tough place to play. They will be better the 2nd time around. Maybe. I think it will be close. L
Week 12: Steelers- Pittsburgh comes to town for a noon tilt. DK Metcalf is an upgrade over George Pickens but at the moment, their QB room is a little lacking. They moved on from both Russell Wilson and Justin Fields. Even if Aaron Rodgers (rumor) signs with them, I don’t think at this point in his career it will be enough. W
Week 13: At Eagles- This one will be tough. Not sure it will be close. L
Week 14: At Packers- If both teams are at full strength this should be a great game. However, it’s week 14 so all bets are off. I think it will be close, but I think the Packers win. L
Week 15: Browns- The poor Browns. Why do they keep being punished by the football gods? W
Week 16: Packers- Coming off what should basically be a bye, I think the Bears have the answer for Green Bay at home. W
Week 17: At 49ers- Historically the Bears have not done well vs San Francisco, especially in December. Might be close, and it kind of depends on how healthy the 9ers are. L
Week 18: Lions- The Bears close out the season with a home game vs Detroit. This could have playoff implications for both teams. W
Looks like I have the Bears winning 10 and losing 7 this season. Seems a little lofty, coming off a 5 win season. I think they still need help on the defensive line. New offense, new head coach, should give them at least 3 wins. Hell, everyone is excited after the schedule is released right? Bear Down!
2-4-2025
It’s not like I wanted to
It’s not what I intended at all
It may be what I need to do
Pick myself up from another fall
I used to love sunlight
I used to love the heat on my face
Now I’m in twilight
All I can feel is disgrace
I throw my hands up to the sky
I feel my words are falling on deaf ears
I’m breaking down in real-time
Swimming in a pool of my fears
I might have you to blame
I know it’s all just the same
My lady in wait
It may be too late
If I leave you tonight
It’s not that I don’t love you
I’m just dying inside
I can no longer trust you
But I can’t trust myself
And I can’t ask for help
Not this time
Not this time
6-26-24
Deep in A dream?
Sorcery?
It seems
Music plays In my head
Always in my head
Again
Wide awake In pain
It’s plain
As day
The train derails
Fake it
Until I make it?
Sounds calling
All around
Falling
I can’t stop
Can’t start
Fingers crossed
Fall apart
6-1-24
Darkness plays outside my window
I can hear a heartbeat faintly beating
The rhythm draws my attention
It’s getting late, I should be sleeping
There’s a hunger
What’s the danger
In a little
Rendezvous?
There’s a burning
Am I wicked?
I submit
To her hold
Feed the flames
Of desire
Feel the night
In my veins