Befallen

3-4-2026

I love her ghost
A memory
Her scent remains
A remnant of the time
She lingers
Every now and then
I catch a ‘glimpse’
Of what was
Befallen
A tortured reminder
Forever eternal
In my soul

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Standing

11-18-25

Standing alone

On the top of this hill

Lonely

There is no sun today

It’s cloudy and gray

Crying out

I am crying out for you

You walk away silent

Like some paralyzed dream

I thought we had it all

But it’s not what it seemed

Standing alone

As the years pass me by

Wondering

Wondering why

I can’t seem to capture

The love that escapes

From my heart

Beating inside

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Better Left Unread

8-21-25

Helene

Screams

At night

When she dreams

Is it real?

Is it real?

She curls up

In a ball

In the dark

And cries herself to sleep

Is it real?

Is it real?

Does anybody else feel?

Do you feel?

Any type of way

Any time of day

Do you feel?

Do you dream?

Are you safe inside your head?

Are you sick?

Are you well?

Are you better left unread?

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Tomahawk

Tomahawk

8-3-2025

Slow

Beats the heart

Inside

Fast

Like a tomahawk

Flies

Piercing within

Tearing the skin and bone

This love I have never known

This love I have never known

Low

Like the black crow flies

High

Is the Nebraska sky

A desert in this heat

Drying me out so to speak

Spiraling out of control

Trying to keep my hold

Trying to keep my hold

If the tomahawk don’t get me

The crows will have my bones

If the tomahawk don’t set me free

Here will I die alone

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The Echo Fills The Void

7-28-25

Double time

The echo Fills the void

Angels rise In the dark of night

The sun never felt So far away

As it does now

This masquerade Hides so many things

More questions Than answers lately

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Penny-wise Or Pound Foolish?

7-14-25

Another day

Another mistake

I wanna say, I want to drive to the lake

Another spill

Another damn stain

I wanna run, I want to escape

But here I sit

And here I spin

Live the dream

I know I cannot win

Another day

A god damn parade

It’s a mystery

Dressed up as a charade

But here I sit

And here I spin

Live the lie

I know I can’t begin

Another day

A god damn parade

Still I try

Is it all in vain?

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2025 Bears Schedule Release/Prediction

The NFL released it’s full schedule on Wednesday so let’s take a look at the upcoming Bears season, and where I think they will end up!

Week 1: Vikings- The Bears kickoff the season at home against the Vikings. This will be a good test to see where they are at. Vikings come in with a new QB. Bears have a new coach/Offense. Should be fun. Bears win in a close one. W

Week 2: At Lions- Another great early test for the Bears. This time vs Ben Johnson’s old team, minus his offense of course. The Lions have a very good defense but Johnson knows it’s weaknesses. I like the Bears here too. W

Week 3: Cowboys: Dallas added George Pickens to CD Lamb to give Dak Prescott a little more bang in their arsenal. Maybe I am drinking the Kool-Aid here, but I think this is a winnable game. W

Week 4: At Raiders- The Raiders should be a little better than their 2024 record with additions of Geno Smith at QB, and Ashton Genty at RB. I think the Bears will keep riding their win streak in Vegas. W

Week 5: BYE

Week 6: At Commanders- Fresh off the BYE the Bears head to DC for a Monday Night rematch of the ‘Fail Mary’ game from last season. The Commanders are a playoff team with Daniels at QB. This should be a great game, but I don’t think the Bears are there yet. L

Week 7: Saints- Saints come marching in for a noon game on the lakefront. Bears should get back to their winning ways. W

Week 8: At Ravens- Not much to say. The Ravens are way ahead of where the Bears are. This one could get ugly. L

Week 9: At Bengals- If Cincinnati is healthy, this one could be a blow out. L

Week 10: Giants- The New York football Giants come to town. Last season they had 3 wins and added Abdul Carter in the draft. Will Russel Wilson or Jaxson Dart be the QB? Don’t think it will matter. W

Week 11: At Vikings- Minnesota is always a tough place to play. They will be better the 2nd time around. Maybe. I think it will be close. L

Week 12: Steelers- Pittsburgh comes to town for a noon tilt. DK Metcalf is an upgrade over George Pickens but at the moment, their QB room is a little lacking. They moved on from both Russell Wilson and Justin Fields. Even if Aaron Rodgers (rumor) signs with them, I don’t think at this point in his career it will be enough. W

Week 13: At Eagles- This one will be tough. Not sure it will be close. L

Week 14: At Packers- If both teams are at full strength this should be a great game. However, it’s week 14 so all bets are off. I think it will be close, but I think the Packers win. L

Week 15: Browns- The poor Browns. Why do they keep being punished by the football gods? W

Week 16: Packers- Coming off what should basically be a bye, I think the Bears have the answer for Green Bay at home. W

Week 17: At 49ers- Historically the Bears have not done well vs San Francisco, especially in December. Might be close, and it kind of depends on how healthy the 9ers are. L

Week 18: Lions- The Bears close out the season with a home game vs Detroit. This could have playoff implications for both teams. W

Looks like I have the Bears winning 10 and losing 7 this season. Seems a little lofty, coming off a 5 win season. I think they still need help on the defensive line. New offense, new head coach, should give them at least 3 wins. Hell, everyone is excited after the schedule is released right? Bear Down!

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Leave You Behind

2-4-2025

It’s not like I wanted to

It’s not what I intended at all

It may be what I need to do

Pick myself up from another fall

I used to love sunlight

I used to love the heat on my face

Now I’m in twilight

All I can feel is disgrace

I throw my hands up to the sky

I feel my words are falling on deaf ears

I’m breaking down in real-time

Swimming in a pool of my fears

I might have you to blame

I know it’s all just the same

My lady in wait

It may be too late

If I leave you tonight

It’s not that I don’t love you

I’m just dying inside

I can no longer trust you

But I can’t trust myself

And I can’t ask for help

Not this time

Not this time

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Sorcery

6-26-24

Deep in A dream?

Sorcery?

It seems

Music plays In my head

Always in my head

Again

Wide awake In pain

It’s plain

As day

The train derails

Fake it

Until I make it?

Sounds calling

All around

Falling

I can’t stop

Can’t start

Fingers crossed

Fall apart

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The After Hours

6-1-24

Darkness plays outside my window

I can hear a heartbeat faintly beating

The rhythm draws my attention

It’s getting late, I should be sleeping

There’s a hunger

What’s the danger

In a little

Rendezvous?

There’s a burning

Am I wicked?

I submit

To her hold

Feed the flames

Of desire

Feel the night

In my veins

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